CHAPTER XIX.

THE WELSHMAN READS HIS LAST CHAPTER IN THE

OLD WELSH BIBLE.

In a small blind gully, rejoicing in the name of Breakneck, to which

there had once been a slight rush, but which was now almost deserted,

there still remained a solitary tent. It attracted no particular

attention. It was not unusual for diggers to put up their tents in

out-of-the-way places, some distance from the claims they were

working; and no comment was caused by the circumstance that but very

lately this tent had been sold for a trifle to new-comers. Breakneck

Gully had been so named because, to get to it, one had to descend a

range of precipitous hills, with here and there dense clumps of bush

and timber, leading into treacherous hollows. From its peculiar

situation, Breakneck Gully always wore a dismal appearance; it almost

seemed as if the surrounding ranges were striving to hide it from the

sun. In the day-time, when little streaks of light peeped timidly into

its depths, but never lingered there, it was cheerless enough: in the

night its gloom was terrible. The gully was about four miles from the

main rush; and those who had to walk past it in the night were glad

when they left it and its gloomy shades behind them. When it was first

discovered, great hopes were entertained that some rich patches of

gold would be found there; but, although the ground had been pretty

well turned over, none of the claims yielded more than sufficient to

purchase flour and meat, and it was soon deserted for more auriferous

localities.

One evening, a few weeks after Welsh Tom and Richard Handfield had

admitted Honest Steve into partnership, four men were busy within this

solitary tent. They might have been ordinary diggers, preparing for

supper and their night's rest. They were dressed in the regular

digger's costume; and tub, cradle, and tin dishes, huddled into a

corner, would have been considered sufficiently indicative of the

nature of their pursuits. Yet there was about them a manner which did

not favour the hypothesis of their being honest workers of the soil.

They had an evil look upon their faces; they moved about the tent

stealthily and suspiciously; and there was somewhat too ostentatious a

display of firearms. Indeed, they were none other than Jim Pizey and

his gang.

"Keep a good look-out, Ralph," said Jim Pizey to one who was stationed

as a sentinel near the door. "Let us know if you hear anyone coming."

"All right," was the reply.

"How much longer are we going to hang about here?" asked Ned Rutt.

"I'm tired of waiting. It's my opinion we're only wasting our time."

"I don't know," said Jim Pizey. "It will be the first time the

Oysterman ever failed, if he fails now. He seems pretty confident. But

I wish he would finish his job. We shall have to be away from here,

anyhow, in a couple of days."

"Isn't Nuttall to have the money in his place by Christmas?"

"Yes; we shall have lots of time to get to the Station. We have to

hang on there a bit, you know. We've had cursed bad luck as yet; but

we'll make up for it. I'd like to have Dick Handfield with us. He'd

save us a lot of trouble, and it would prevent his peaching

afterwards."

"He knew about the plant in Melbourne, didn't he?" asked the sentinel.

"Yes, but he escaped us somehow. I wish we had cut the skunk's damned

throat for him. Directly the affair is blown, he'll know who did it,

and he'll split upon us to a certainty."

A dark look came into Jim Pizey's face as he said this.

"I'd think no more of squeezing the life out of him who'd split than I

would of--" he finished the sentence by knocking the ashes out of his

pipe in a significant manner. "Out of _him_ especially," he continued,

taking a letter from his pocket, and reading part of it; "I've a score

of my own to settle with him. I couldn't make out at first what made

Milly, turn informer against us; but I know now how it was. Dick

Handfield's white-faced wife got hold of and frightened her. I didn't

think Milly would do it, though, for I liked the girl, and I thought

she liked me. There's the baby, too. It's a pity for _that!_ If the

Oysterman succeeds in what he is trying, I'll write to Old Flick

telling him how we're getting along."

At this moment, the man at the door, who had been addressed as Ralph,

turned his head, and said, "Hush! some one coming."

Not a word was spoken in reply, but each man grasped his weapon, and

assumed an attitude of watchfulness.

"All right," presently said the sentinel. "It's the Tenderhearted

Oysterman."

And in walked, whistling, Honest Steve!

He nodded to his comrades, and, seating himself upon a stretcher, took

out his pipe. Having slowly filled it, and lighted it, he said,

"Well, Jim, how is it getting on?"

"How do I know?" returned Jim Pizey. "We're waiting for you to tell us

that. Here we are, hanging about for you, and, for all I know, wasting

our time to no purpose."

"Strike me cruel!" exclaimed the Oysterman. "Did you ever know the

Oysterman bungle a job?"

"No: but you're a precious long time over this one. I'd strangle the

pair of them before I'd be done by them."

"And so will I, before I'm done by them. I don't want you to tell me

how to do my work."

"How much longer are we to wait here?"

"Mates and gentlemen," said the Oysterman, speaking very slowly, "it

is my pleasing duty to inform you, as we say in Parliament, and

notwithstanding the insinuations thrown out by my honourable friend

and mate, Jim Pizey, Esquire, that I think we may look upon the job as

pretty well done."

"Stop your palaver and tell us all about it," observed Jim Pizey.

"Well, then, mates and gentlemen," said the Oysterman--

"We've had enough of that infernal nonsense," interrupted Jim Pizey,

angrily. "Can't you speak straightforward?"

"Strike me patient!" exclaimed the Oysterman, "Let a cove speak

according to his education, can't you! I'll tell the story my own way,

or I won't tell it at all."

"Go on, then," growled Pizey.

"Well, then, to commence all over again: Mates and gentlemen, you know

that I'm now an honest, hardworking digger, and mates with Dick

Handfield and an infernal fool of a Welshman. When I happened

promiscuously to drop across the pair of them, says I to myself,

Tenderhearted Oysterman, here's a little bit of work for you to do,

and you've got to go in and do it well. There's that plant of

Nuttall's at Highlay Station, says I to myself. What if the old cove

should have some place to put his money in that we don't know of?

Here's Dick Handfield knows every foot of the house and Station. If we

can get him to join us, we can make sure of the tin. We can settle him

afterwards, if we like; but have him we must, if we can get hold of

him. But, says I to myself, Dick Handfield is an honest young thief.

He gave us the slip once before. And, says I to myself, Dick

Handfield'll get a good claim, perhaps, and I can't get no hold of him

if he does, unless I come it very artful. So, mates and gentlemen, I

laid a plot, invented it every bit myself, and when I tell you all

about it, as I'm going to do now, I think you'll say I did come it

artful, and no mistake."

The Oysterman settled himself upon his seat, in an evident state of

enjoyment, and resumed:

"The first thing I thought of, mates and gentlemen, when I came across

the pair of them, was that Dick Handfield mustn't suspect that he knew

me. You know, mates and gentlemen, that I hadn't shaved for ten years,

but I sacrificed everything for my artful plot. I shaved my chin as

smooth as a bagatelle ball, and took care to keep myself pretty clean.

It was such a long time since I saw my own face, that I assure you,

mates and gentlemen, I hardly knew it again. But to prevent any chance

of discovery, I bought some acid, and burned this black mark under my

eye. That was rather artful, wasn't it? And, mates and gentlemen, as

it spoils my good looks, I hope you'll take it into consideration when

we square up, and make me an allowance for it. Then, says I to myself,

what name shall we take, Oysterman? And I hit upon Honest Steve, as

one that would exactly suit me. Then I began to look about me; it

didn't take me long to strike up an acquaintance with the Welshman.

He's a simple kind of fool, and will believe anything. It was

different with Dick Handfield. I do believe he had some kind of

suspicion at first; he looked at me as if he had a sort of an idea

that he knew me, and in his damned proud way wouldn't condescend to be

civil to me. But I didn't rile up at that; it wasn't my game. I was a

bit frightened that my trap wouldn't click, for they had got a claim

which every one of us believed was going to turn out pounds weight of

gold. But it was a duffer." (Here the Tenderhearted Oysterman

chuckled.) "A regular duffer--two grains to the tub--not enough to

keep 'em in salt. I was there when they washed out the first tub, and

wasn't Dick Handfield down on his luck! Before they came on the gutter

I had offered 'em twenty ounces for a third share, but they wouldn't

take it. And when Dick Handfield looked up and saw me, he turned

awfully savage. But I had nothing but soft words for him, mates and

gentlemen. I put up with all his airs, for I knew my day would come,

and it has come, mates and gentlemen, as you will say, presently."

He paused to indulge in the pleasing anticipation of his coming day,

and then resumed--

"I had a claim marked out upon the line of the gutter--of course I did

not know whether it would turn out good or bad--and I offered to take

them in as mates. They jumped at the offer, like a couple of mice

jumping into a trap; and after that I got more artful than ever. The

long fool of a Welshman, he's a soft sort of cove, and he reads his

Bible every night before he goes to bed. Says I to myself, I must turn

religious, I must. So I buys a Testament, and I makes it dirty and

ragged, as if I had used it a good deal, and I writes my name inside

the cover. One day, I leaves this Testament lying on the table--quite

by accident, mates and gentlemen--and the Welshman, he comes in, and I

twigs him take it up and look at my name on the cover. 'Is this yours,

Steve?' he says. 'Yes,' I answers; 'how stupid of me to leave it out;

I've had it for twenty years, and I wouldn't take anything for it.' 'I

like you for that, Honest Steve,' he says, the tears almost coming

into his eyes--a nice soft fool _he_ is!--and he gave me a regular

hand-gripe. 'You're a better sort of fellow than I thought you was.'

He had never shook hands with me before, and I knew that I had got

_him_ all right. I was awful pious with him, I can tell you! Then I

set on to Dick Handfield. Whenever I spoke to him I called him 'Sir,'

and was very respectful. I got him to talk of his being a gentleman,

and what a shame it was that such a swell as him should have to work

like a common digger. 'The Welshman,' says I, 'he's used to it, and

don't mind it; but you ought to be different. It isn't a very

gentlemanly thing,' I says to him, 'for you to have to go mates with

an old lag'--for the Welshman, you know, mates and gentlemen, is a

lag--a lifer, too. Then I got him to drink, and set him and the

Welshman quarrelling; and after that, mates and gentlemen, my artful

job was pretty well done."

"What are you going to make of all this?" asked Jim Pizey. "I don't

see how this will get Dick Handfield to join us. And we must have him,

Oysterman, or we shall all swing for it. He's the only one, besides

Old Flick, who knows what we're up to."

"Wait till I've done," said the Oysterman, "and you'll see quick

enough. I've been mates with the Welshman and Dick Handfield now for

four weeks, and the claim's washed up. It has turned out pretty well

but not so well as the diggers round about think it has, which makes

it all the better for us. They think we've been keeping them in the

dark as to what we've got out of the claim. We haven't divided the

gold yet; the Welshman's got charge of that. We're going to divide

to-morrow. All the diggers know that we're going to divide

to-morrow"--and the Tenderhearted Oysterman laughed and rubbed his

knees. "I've took care that they should all know it. That's coming it

artful, ain't it?"

"How?" asked Jim Pizey.

"How!" repeated the Oysterman, scornfully, but dropping his voice.

"Can't you see through it? The Welshman and Dick Handfield, they've

been quarrelling for the last two weeks, as if they'd like to cut each

other's throats. I've took care of that. I told Dick Handfield that

the Welshman said he was a proud, lazy fool; and I told the Welshman

that I heard Dick Handfield swear, if he could get hold of the Welsh

Bible, he'd pitch it into the fire. Dick Handfield, he's been drinking

like mad; and this afternoon, mates and gentlemen, this afternoon,

they had a regular flare-up; if they hadn't been parted, they'd have

had a stand-up fight. Dick Handfield, he goes away swearing that he'll

be even with the Welshman yet. And that's the end of my story, mates

and gentlemen."

"But what's to come of all this?"

"Can't you see through it yet? What would you say if, before to-morrow

morning, I was to bring you the gold the Welshman's taking care of?

There's nearly a hundred ounces of it. What do you think I've been

working for all this time? You be on the watch to-night, and I'll

bring you the gold safe enough. See here, mates and gentlemen"--and he

looked about him cautiously, and pulled out a knife--"this is Dick

Handfield's knife, this is; I prigged it from him this morning. What

if the poor Welshman was to be found to-morrow morning dead in his

bed? What if Dick Handfield's knife should be found on the ground,

under the bed, with blood on it? The quarrel between Welsh Tom and

Dick Handfield remembered--the gold that was going to be divided to

morrow gone--the Welshman stabbed with Dick Handfield's knife: eh,

mates and gentlemen? Do you see now how artful I've been coming it?

When Dick Handfield knows that they're after him for murdering his

mate when he knows that his knife is found, covered with blood he'll

be too glad to come with us, so as to get out of the way? Oh, you let

the Oysterman alone for doing a job properly! In a dozen hours from

now we'll be on the road to Highlay Station, and Dick Handfield will

be with us."

"And all this will be done to-night?"

"As sure as thunder!"

"By God! Oysterman," exclaimed Jim Pizey, "you've got a heart of

iron!"

"Strike me merciful!" said the Tenderhearted Oysterman. "Me a heart of

iron! I've got a heart as soft as a woman's! If I thought I should

hurt the poor cove to-night, I'd go and give myself in charge

beforehand. There's Ralph, there, if you call hard-hearted, you

wouldn't be far out. But me!" No words can express his villanous

enjoyment of this appeal.

"What do you mean?" growled Ralph.

"Mean, you flinty-hearted parent!" said the Tenderhearted Oysterman.

"What's the use of your being a father? We've never heard you ask once

after your offspring, Grif!"

"How's the young rip getting on?" asked Ralph, surlily. "He's always a

disgracing of me!"

"He's getting on very bad," replied the Oysterman; "very bad, isn't

he, Jim? He's turned honest, and blacks boots in the streets for a

tanner a pair. We gave him a turn, Jim and me, but we didn't pay him;

I wasn't going to encourage him. He'll come to no good, won't Grif;

he's a downright sneak."

"There, that's enough of him," growled Ralph; "talk of something else,

can't you?"

"Here's an unnatural father for you!" exclaimed the Oysterman, looking

round. "Objects to speak about his own offspring! It makes my tender

heart bleed to think of his unnaturalness. Give us something to drink;

I'm dry with talking. I'll stop for a couple of hours before I go

back. Everything'll be quiet then."

Brandy was produced, and the gang of ruffians sat together for some

time in the dark, talking in whispers over their vile projects.

The Welshman was alone in his tent. He was lying upon his bed,

thinking over his quarrel with Richard Handfield; thinking how sorry

he was that there should have been any quarrel at all, and how he

would like to make it up. He could not help reflecting how strange it

was that he had never quarrelled with Richard until Honest Steve had

joined them. He had not been quite imposed upon by Honest Steve; he

had all along entertained a doubt of that worthy's genuineness, and

all his simple predilections were in favour of Richard Handfield. But

he had been taken in by Honest Steve's story of the Bible. There were

two common beds in the tent, one belonging to Handfield, the other to

himself. Honest Steve had a little tent of his own, close by. The

Welshman cast many glances at the unoccupied bed, wishing that

Handfield would come, so that the difference between them might be

healed. The more he thought over the matter, the more he was convinced

that an explanation would set it all right. There were many good

points about Handfield, which had won upon the simple Welshman; and he

did think that his mate's lot was a hard one. He had seen the picture

of Alice, too, which Richard kept about him, and he thought that no

man could be bad who was loved by such a woman; her sweet face seemed

to elevate his mate in his eyes. And so, as he lay upon his bed

thinking over these things, the Welshman yearned for Richard's return,

that a reconciliation might be effected between them.

Richard Handfield was far from a bad man; but he was a weak man and a

coward. He was vacillating, and was easily led for good or evil. Above

all, he could not face misfortune. The change in his circumstances

before he married Alice, his bitter disappointment at the conduct her

father had pursued towards them, and their subsequent misfortunes and

poverty, had completely prostrated him. He really looked upon himself

as most harshly treated: in his heart he did not believe that any

other man in the world had as much to bear as himself; and he writhed

and fretted at his hard lot. The weak points in his character would

scarcely have made their appearance in prosperity; but under the lash

of misfortune they thrust themselves out, pricking him sorely, and

causing him to appear in a very unamiable light. He was intensely

weak, intensely vacillating, intensely selfish; and his utter want of

moral courage was bringing him to the brink of a terrible precipice.

It was past nine o'clock in the evening when Richard, who had been

drinking at some of the sly grog-shanties, came to the tent. It would

have been better for him had he not come home that night. It is awful

to think upon what slight threads of chance a man's destiny hangs! He

had not intended to sleep that night in the Welshman's tent, but a

stray remark had changed his resolution. The quarrel between the two

mates had been incidentally mentioned in conversation at the shanty

where Richard was drinking, and a digger jokingly observed that he

supposed Richard would be afraid to sleep that night in the Welshman's

tent. That remark decided him. He was not going to have the charge of

cowardice brought against him. It also prevented his drinking to

excess, for he determined to go home early.

When he entered, the Welshman sprang from his bed, and Richard started

back, expecting a blow. He was much astonished when the Welshman,

holding out his hand, said,--

"Dick, let's shake hands. If you are sorry for the quarrel we have

had, so am I. Why should we two fall out?"

Richard made no response.

"I have been thinking over things, Dick," the Welshman said, "and the

more I think the more certain I am that it is all a mistake. Come--we

have seen bad luck and good luck together. Let us shake hands."

Richard put out his hand, but not so readily as the Welshman, nor with

a similar heartiness.

"I'll shake hands with you, Tom," he said; "and I'm sorry that we

quarrelled. But you had no right to say of me that I was a proud, lazy

fool."

"I said nothing of the sort," said the Welshman. "Whatever I've said,

I've said to your face. I'm not mean enough to speak against a man

when his back's turned. Who told you I said so?"

"Honest Steve."

It flashed across the Welshman's mind, that they had both been

deceived by Honest Steve.

"You remember my telling you my story, Dick, when we camped out?" he

asked.

"Yes."

"You remember that part about my mother?"

"Yes"

"And the Bible she gave me?"

"Yes."

"All the gold in Victoria could not buy that Bible Dick."

"I don't think it could, Tom."

"And yet I was told that you swore to burn my Bible, when you could

lay hands on it."

"Whoever told you so told a lie. I'm not very sober, but you can

believe me."

"I do. We're both been put upon by Steve. He told me you swore this,

and you may guess my blood was up."

"I should think so. But why didn't you tell me this before?"

"Because Steve made me promise not to say anything about it. I suppose

he made you promise the same."

Richard nodded, and said, half musingly, "What could be his motive?"

"Never mind his motive. To-morrow morning we share the gold, and when

we have squared up, we'll break with Steve, and you and I will stick

together as mates, if you like. I'll tell him my opinion of him, too.

Shake hands again, Dick."

They shook hands once more, and the two were friends again. Softened

by the reconciliation, they fell into confidential conversation.

"I can't fathom his motive, Tom," said Richard, harping upon the

theme. "Steve has done this for a purpose. Did you ever meet with him

before?"

"No."

"You remember how he came and offered to mate with us? There didn't

seem anything strange in it then, but now it seems to bear a different

light. He has been playing upon both of us. He played upon me, knowing

my cursed pride"--the Welshman patted Richard's knee--"he told me it

was a degradation to me to mate with a--a--"

"Say it, Dick," said the Welshman, gently. "It was a degradation to

you to go mates with a ticket-of-leave man."

"Yes, he said that. And I--although I know that you are innocent, Tom,

old fellow,--"

"Thank you, Dick,"

--"And, although I know that you are the best-hearted fellow in the

world--I listened to him, and believed him."

The Welshman sighed, and said, "It was natural, Dick; it was natural."

"It was nothing of the sort; I ought to have known better. But I

didn't think, Tom, that's the truth." Richard spoke in a tone of

self-reproach; he was ashamed of his selfishness, and of the unjust

thoughts he had harboured towards his mate.

"There's enough of him," said the Welshman, heartily. "We'll talk no

more about him, and to-morrow we will wash our hands of him. And now,

Dick,"--he hesitated before he proceeded, for he was about to speak of

a subject which needed delicate handling--"And now, Dick, I want to

speak to you about your wife."

"Well, Tom," said Richard; in his then mood, when all harsh feeling

was banished from his mind, the thought of his wife harmonised with

his gentler humour. But even at that moment a sharp pang quivered

through him, as the image of Alice, alone in Melbourne, without a

friend, rose before him. Then there was the additional sting of his

own misconduct. If Alice knew how he had been drinking lately, after

all his promises and good resolutions! Little thrills of shame tingled

through every nerve of his body.

"When men and women marry," said the Welshman, made bold by Richard's

subdued voice and manner, "they owe a duty to each other, which I

think it is sinful to forget. You have forgotten your duty, Dick. If

your wife is anything like the picture you have of her, she wouldn't

forget hers, I'll stake my life on it."

"She is the best and dearest woman in the world," said Richard; "and

the most unfortunate, for she met me, and--and loved me, who am no

more worthy of her than I am of heaven." (It is often in this way

that weak selfish men atone for their bad conduct. As if gentle

self-accusation can heal cruel acts!) "If she had never seen me, it

would have been better for her."

"But she did see you, and she married you, Dick, so it's not very wise

to speak like that now. How long is it since you have written to her?"

"It must be five or six weeks." The Welshman looked grave. "There is

no excuse for me, I know. But I had not courage."

"There is no excuse for you. I wish I had the good fortune to possess

such a wife."

"You deserve one better than I do, Tom," said Richard, remorsefully.

"That's a good hearing--not for me, but for you. It sounds as if you

were more grateful. Think of her without a friend in Melbourne,

waiting, waiting, waiting! Poor thing! who has she to lean upon but

you? Write to her to-morrow. I tell you what we'll do, Dick? When

we've divided the gold--there are more than ninety ounces--we'll put

our two shares together, and well take your wife in mates with us.

We'll divide our shares into three, and you shall send her her share

with your letter."

Richard pressed his mate's hand.

"You are a good fellow, Welshman," he said. "We'll talk over it in the

morning."

"No; we'll settle it now. I've no one depending upon me. I haven't

much use for my share. For the matter of that, you might have the lot.

Why not go to Melbourne, and bring her here? While you're away, I can

be putting up a tent for you and her. I will line it with green baize,

and make it quite a snuggery. I'll get a good claim, too, before you

return; you see if I don't."

"She will never be able to rough it, up here."

"Dick," said the Welshman, "what do you think she is doing now, in

Melbourne? She must be dreadfully unhappy, away from you, although you

do not deserve her. Come, now, make up your mind. This may be a

turning-point for you. We may find a big nugget yet, you know, and

then you'd be all right again."

"You put new life into me, Welshman. I think I will go to Melbourne,

and ask her if she'll come."

"Bravo, Dick! You shall start the day after to-morrow. She'll come,

depend upon it. I'll be your friend, Dick, yours and hers. You will

see what sort of a tent I'll have ready for you by the time you come

back. Now then, write her a letter."

"What is the use, if I am going to Melbourne to-morrow?"

"The post will travel faster than you. Write just two or three lines,

and give her a glimpse of sunshine. Her face will be all the brighter

for it when she sees you."

Welsh Tom placed writing materials on the table, and Richard sat

down to write. Before he commenced, he took from his pocket a small

pocket-book, containing the letters Alice had sent him, her picture,

and Little Peter's stone heart, which he had picked up on the stairs

when he parted from his wife. He opened Alice's last letter, and read

it; his heart grew very tender to her as he read. The letter was full

of hope, full of encouraging counsel; it bade him not to be cast down,

not to despair, not to let any thought of her disturb his mind. She

yearned to be with him, but she could wait without repining if he

would persevere in his good resolutions. "As I know you will, dear,"

she wrote, "for my sake, to whom you are all the world. I am not dull,

for I think of you always, and of the brighter days to come. Never

mind if you are not fortunate at first; fortune will smile upon

you--I know, I feel it will. God will never desert us, if we are true

to ourselves and to each other. And oh, Richard darling! since you

have gone I have witnessed such suffering in others--such misery,

endured with patience by poor unfortunate persons--that I feel our lot

to be a happy one in comparison with theirs. I think the experience

was sent to me as a lesson." Richard read to the end with moistened

eyes.

"God bless her!" he said, and he took her portrait from his

pocket-book, and kissed it.

Then he wrote a short letter--a few lines merely--telling Alice that

he would be with her almost directly, and mentioning incidentally that

he had got rid of a bad man, who was his mate, and that he would bring

some gold to Melbourne. He had a postage-stamp in his pocket-book, and

to get it he turned out the contents of the book upon the table. As he

did so, Little Peter's stone heart rolled away, and would have fallen

if the Welshman had not caught it. Richard sealed his letter, affixed

the postage-stamp, and looking towards his mate, started to his feet

in surprise.

Welsh Tom was all of a tremble, and his eyes were fixed with a

terrified expression upon the stone heart, which lay in his hand.

"Tom!" Richard cried, in alarm.

The Welshman grasped Richard's wrist, and asked, in a husky voice--

"Where did you get this from?"

"That heart! I picked it up on the stairs when I bade Alice good-bye

in Melbourne. I thought it was a good omen. What makes you look upon

it so?"

As the Welshman gazed upon that little piece of stone, he saw the

woodland, lake, and mountain, which lay around his old Welsh home,

where love and peace had reigned until the false friend came to wreck

their happiness. The heart-shocks, the stern resolves born of

desolation, the flight of his sister, the agony of his mother, his

pursuit of the villain who had so ruthlessly violated the sacred ties

of friendship and hospitality, the promise of reparation, the false

charge, the trial, the condemnation: all this he saw in that little

stone heart.

"It is like a sign from the grave." he said. "And you don't know to

whom it belongs?"

"No."

"It was my sister's--my poor, lost sister's. I gave it to her in

Wales, when she was good. I told you I fancied once I saw her in

Melbourne. If she should be alive, Dick--if she should be there! Oh,

Dick! Dick!"

"When I get to Melbourne, Tom," Richard said, "I will try and find out

all about it. Perhaps Alice knows." And then he thought pityingly of

the bad character of the house in which he had found the heart. "Take

courage, Tom, we will find her if she be alive."

"Yes, we will find her," Welsh Tom said, as if speaking to himself;

"her and hers, perhaps. It is my duty. If anything happens to me,

Dick, promise me that you will take care of her, and be a brother to

her."

"What should happen to you, Tom?"

"I cannot tell. I have a foreboding of evil upon me. Promise."

"I do promise."

"Thank you. We will talk to-morrow morning about this"--he placed the

stone heart to his lips, and taking from his pocket a chamois-leather

bag, nearly filled with gold, he dropped the heart in it, and placed

the bag beneath his pillow. "I shall turn in now. I am tired, and I

want to go to bed and think."

"All right, Tom, I shall turn in too. I heard to-day of a good bit of

ground, and I shall be up early in the morning to have a look at it

before I go to Melbourne. Good-night, old fellow."

"Good-night, Dick."

Richard was soon asleep, but the Welshman lay awake for a longer time

than usual, reading his mother's Bible. He had a strange sort of

feeling about him. His mind was thronged with old associations.

Impelled by some heaven-directed influence, he crept out of bed, and

knelt down and prayed. Then he got into bed again, and thought of his

sister, and of their once happy home in the old Welsh mountains. He

kissed the Bible before he fell asleep; and, as consciousness was

fading from him, the last thing he saw, with his inner sense of sight,

was the face of his old mother, as he remembered it in his boyish

days.

Everything in and around the tent was wrapped in deepest shade. The

moon had not yet risen. The stars glimmered dimly in the heavens, and

the wind floated by with soft sighs. Scarce the barking of a dog

disturbed the stillness. Nothing but the deep breathing of strong men

was heard. A solemn hush was over all. Yet there was wakeful life

within the tent--wakeful life in the person of the Tenderhearted

Oysterman, who, with but little trouble, had succeeded in unfastening

the calico door from without. When he was inside, he softly closed the

door, and crouched upon the ground, listening to the regular breathing

of the sleepers. Satisfied that his entrance had not disturbed them,

he took a piece of phosphorus from his pocket, and rubbed it on the

sleeve of his serge shirt. As he held his arm up to his face, a dim,

ghastly glare was reflected in his cruel eyes, and upon his cruel

lips. He then took out Richard's clasp-knife, and opened it slowly, so

as to avoid the click of the spring. His plans were well matured. In

the event of any struggle, and of Richard's awaking, he would call out

for assistance, and accuse Richard of the murder. He could easily

account for his appearance in the tent, and, for the rest, Richard's

knife, and the quarrel between the mates, would be sufficient

evidence. He thought over all this as he crouched upon the ground,

with the open knife in his hand. He slowly drew the bright blade

across the phosphoric glare on his sleeve, and then suddenly rose, and

bent over the sleeping form of the Welshman. The doomed man was lying

upon his back; and his arm, carelessly thrown over his pillow, rested

upon the old Welsh Bible. The coverings on the bed were disarranged,

and the Welshman's strong, muscular chest was partially bared. If, at

that awful moment, he had awakened, it would not have saved him: for

the hand of the murderer was raised, and, with one strong, cruel flash

the knife was buried to the hilt in the heart of the sleeping man! A

sudden start an agonised quiver of every nerve--a choking, gasping

sigh and moan--and the murdered man lay still in death. Not more still

was his form than was the form of his murderer. Motionless as a

statue, the Tenderhearted Oysterman stood, as if petrified. For a

brief space only he so stood; for presently his muscles relaxed, and

he groped under the dead man's pillow for the gold. He uttered a

stifled scream as his hand came in contact with the dead man's face;

but directly afterwards, he cursed himself in silence for his folly.

When he had found the gold, he turned his phosphorus-lighted sleeve

towards the murdered man. He felt sick and faint as the ghastly blue

glare fell upon the Welshman's bleeding breast, and with a shudder

which he could not repress, the Tenderhearted Oysterman crept

stealthily from the tent.

Pale and trembling, he halted for a few moments outside, as if for

rest. He could hear nothing but the beating of his heart against his

ribs; he could see nothing but the phosphorescent glare upon his arm.

As though he had looked into some weirdly-illuminated mirror, in which

he saw a fadeless picture of his crime, he hurriedly turned up the

sleeve, and so shut out the glare. Then he walked towards Breakneck

Gully. The loneliness was awful to him. As he crept slowly along--for

he had to thread his way for the first mile between deserted claims,

and over white hillocks of pipeclay soil--he listened eagerly for the

barking of a dog, for any sound that would break the dreadful silence,

and divert his thoughts from the deed he had committed. But no sound

fell upon his ears; for him the air was full of silent horrors. Strive

as he would, he could not rid himself of the fancy that the shadow of

the murdered man was gliding after him as he walked alone. He dared

not look behind him. He almost tumbled into a hole as he quickened his

steps, the sooner to reach his comrades' tent; but, recovering

himself, he started back with an oath upon his coward lips, for he saw

the Welshman's face rise suddenly from the claim. It disappeared as

suddenly at his fancy had conjured it up, and he went on his way. As

he came to the end of the diggings, a faint light was spreading over

the verge of the horizon. The moon was rising. He was thankful for

this; the thought that he should have to walk, surrounded by black

night, through the wooded range which led to Breakneck Gully, somewhat

daunted him; but he would have the moon now to light him through the

bush. He cursed his weakness; he cursed his folly in not having

provided himself with brandy to keep up his courage. He needed it; for

he could not shake off the idea of the appalling shadow gliding after

him. His thoughts travelled back to the tent, and fascinated by the

horror of the last hour, he lived it over again. Once more he enters

the tent, vividly recalling each minute circumstance; once more he

crouches upon the ground, intent and watchful! He takes the piece of

phosphorus from his pocket, and rubs it upon his sleeve--there is a

blue glare across his eyes as he thinks this part of the tragedy over

again--he opens the knife softly, cautiously--he bends over the

sleeping man, raises his arm, and strikes! Horror! what is this?

Standing directly in his path is a tall, dark form, with gaunt arms

stretched towards him. He can see its hair stir, he can hear a sobbing

wail issue from its mouth. His craven heart leaps with terror; then a

sickly smile of relief passes over his face, for he sees that he has

been startled by a tree, its branches trembling in a gust of wind

which has just swept by. All nature seemed to cry against him for the

coward deed he had committed. The moon rose slowly behind a veil of

mournful clouds; the stars paled; the wind gasped and sobbed; and

every leaf and branch quivered as he crept along. Once he closed his

eyes as if shut out the terror which encompassed him; but more thickly

thronged his ghastly fancies, making themselves visible. And when he

looked before him once more, a shadow seemed to glide swiftly by him,

and to hide itself behind a clump of timber at his right. So strong

was this fancy upon him, that he took a knife from his pocket, and

held it ready to strike. A sigh of relief escaped him when he had left

the clump of timber at his back; but still he dared not look behind,

for the awful shadow was following on his steps. Louder grew the

moaning of the wind; more strongly trembled every leaf and branch; and

a flash of pale lightning glancing suddenly upon his sight, almost

blinded him. But not so suddenly that he did not see within it a

picture of the Welshman lying upon his stretcher, with a stream of

blood flowing from his breast. Then the clouds began to weep; thick

clots of rain fell, like clots of blood, in his path; and he trod in

them, shuddering. He was near the end of his journey now. Within fifty

yards of his comrades' tent stood a solitary tree. As he passed it the

heavens opened, and he saw again the vision of the Welshman's bleeding

heart, while the now fast-pouring rain seemed to coil a host of bloody

symbols round about his feet.

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