CHAPTER XVI.

POOR MILLY.

When Milly walked out of Old Flick's store, she walked out with the

full determination of returning and possessing herself of the letter

he had received from Jim Pizey, and which she was certain the old man

had not destroyed. She had two reasons for her determination. One was

a woman's reason--she had made up her mind to have it, and have it she

would. A woman's logic is not always logical. The other reason was,

that she was convinced there was something in the letter concerning

herself. She did not stop to consider whether it would be good for her

to read it; it was a letter from Jim; and read it she would. She felt

hurt that he had sent her no word since his departure. There was

nothing strange in her affection for him. She had no one else to love

except her baby, and he was its father. He had deserted her, and still

she clung to him. There is no human being in the world who is so

complete an isolation as not to have a love for something; and the

unfortunate class to which Milly belonged is no exception to this

rule, for it is capable of strong, if misguided, affection.

To fortify herself for her task, Milly, after she had lolled her baby

to sleep, adjourned to the bar of a public house, where she told how

she had "done" Old Flick, and where she spent the greater portion of

the two pounds in treating her associates to drink. Having soon made

herself most thoroughly and desperately drunk, she set off staggering,

but very earnest, towards Old Flick's All-sorts Store. Her mind was in

a dangerous state of tension. She was almost blind from the fumes of

the spirits she had taken, and everything swam before her; but she

swung onwards, trolling out snatches of songs, and laughing and

talking to herself incoherently. She did not attract much attention.

A woman drunk was no novelty in that neighbourhood--indeed, her

state was chronic to the locality; and she was allowed to proceed

unmolested--some few people turning to look after her, but most

avoiding her. She had not far to go, and when she arrived at her

destination, she staggered in at the door, and sinking into a seat,

gazed confusedly about her. Brushing her hair from her face, she

looked round in vain for Old Flick.

"Now then, Flick," she said, almost inarticulately, "it's no use

hiding away. Lord! how my head swims! Come out and give me the

letter!"

She waited for an answer, but received none, for Old Flick was deep in

his drunken swoon upon the floor.

"Are you coming out, old sinner?" she asked, looking vaguely about

her. "I will have the letter--I will! I will! I will! You haven't

burnt it. You're not half cunning enough; I saw your hand go to your

pocket when you told me you'd burnt it. I'll tear your hair out of

your head if you don't give it to me!"

She felt dizzy and confused, and seeing a bucket filled with water in

the corner, she staggered instinctively towards it, and, tumbling down

by its side, plunged her face into it. It was deliriously cool; she

kept her face in it, until she almost lost her breath, and then

raising the bucket, she poured the water over her head. It refreshed,

if it did not sober her. A moment afterwards, as she seized her hair

to wring the water from it, she shivered, and turned cold as ice; and

then flashed into a burning heat. Wiping her face with her dress,

Milly, for the first time, observed Old Flick lying upon the floor.

Her eagerness to obtain possession of the letter appeared to desert

her for a time. But presently she crept towards the prostrate man, and

feeling in his pockets, found the letter. The old man murmured some

almost incoherent words, among which she heard her own name. She

laughed as she heard it, and said, "Oh, you old fox! Milly's done you,

this time. Here's Jim's letter. What does he say in it?" She wiped her

face again with her wet dress, and commenced to read the letter

slowly. She read to herself until she came to the last page, when she

cried, "What's this? 'After what you have told me about Milly, I never

want to look at her face again. I didn't think she would turn informer

against Jim Pizey. If ever I come across her, I'll mark her, by G--!'"

She read these lines twice over, and then, letting her hands fall idly

in her lap, looked before her, bewildered. "He never thought I would

turn informer against him!" she exclaimed, a cold shuddering taking

possession of her. "Oh, Lord! What's this feeling coming over me?

Somebody's been telling lies to him about me. Who is it? Me split upon

Jim! Who said so? She quite forgot the letter which she held tightly

clutched in her hand. She threw the damp hair back from her forehead,

and looked shudderingly round the room. Her skin was blazing, and

there was an awful brilliancy in her eyes. She was burning hot, and

she placed her hand upon her throbbing forehead, trying to press out

the pain; in a little while her condition changed, and she sat still,

shivering, and burst into a strange, wild laugh.

"What's the matter with me?" she murmured. "I never felt like this

before. Get up, Old Flick!" she said, softly, to herself, and with no

idea of addressing the old man. "Get up, Old Flick!"

She repeated the words almost in a whisper, twenty times at least, in

a wondering kind of voice, and sang them over and over again, in a

vacant manner.

"Oh, my head! my head!" she moaned, and then she commenced again

singing softly to herself, her voice breaking occasionally into a kind

of wail. She continued in this state for some time, and made no sign

of recognition of Old Flick when, after a series of growls, he sat up

on the floor. He gazed at her with stupified amazement, and he growled

as he looked down at the pool of water in which he had been lying. As

he raised his eyes, she caught his look, and introduced his name into

the meaningless words she was singing.

"Milly!" he cried, half frightened; but she showed no consciousness of

him. "She's going mad, I believe," he muttered. "Get up, Milly,

there's a dear, and go home."

But she was deaf to all his entreaties, and presently she began to

scream.

"There, Old Flick?" she cried. "Do you see the spiders creeping up the

wall? There they go, creeping, creeping, creeping, and now they're on

the ceiling, looking down upon us. Keep away--keep away!" she

screamed, clutching at the old man, who, almost scared out of his

senses, followed her gaze with fear. "They'll drop down upon us!

That's right Jim. Crush 'm--smash 'em! Ugh! You can't kill 'em half

quick enough. Do you see that big one leering down? That's Old Flick.

Smash him, Jim. Ugh! keep off! They're dropping from the ceiling upon

me!" and she writhed upon the floor, and plucked at her dress with her

hands, and shuddered and moaned distressfully.

At this moment, Grif, with his boot-stand on his shoulder, and his

brushes under his arm, entered the store. Receiving no answer to his

taps upon the counter, he peeped into the back room, and saw Milly

tearing madly at her dress, and Old Flick looking on helplessly, in an

agony of terror.

"What's up?" inquired Grif.

Old Flick rose instantly, and he clung to Grif as though the lad were

an anchor of hope.

"Don't grip so hard, Flick," cried Grif, who, being faint with hunger,

scarcely had strength to shake the old man off.

"Milly's mad, I think," said Old Flick. "Take her home, Grif--take her

home."

"How am I to take her home?" asked Grif, looking at Milly. She had

covered her face with her hands, and was in a terrible fit of

trembling. He went to her, and tried to remove her hands from her

face, but he could not succeed. Then, glancing about him, he caught

sight of a loaf of bread in the cupboard, the door of which was half

open. There it was--the bread for which he was craving! His heart beat

painfully as he saw it. Not even pity for the girl could overcome his

natural sensations of hunger. The gnawing within was more powerful

than pity. "What'll you give me if I take her away?" he inquired,

eyeing the loaf yearningly.

"Anything--anything--that is, anything in reason," quavered Old Flick,

qualifying his answer. "And if she ever darkens my door again," he

muttered, "I'll have her dragged to the lock-up, as sure as my name's

Flick."

Man is a bargaining animal. Despite his hunger, Grif pretended to

consider for a few moments. He knew that if he exhibited too much

eagerness, he would have less chance of obtaining the food.

"I'll take her away," he said slowly, "if you'll give me that loaf of

bread"--and he moved wistfully towards the cupboard,--"and this tin of

sardines--"

"Yes--yes," assented Old Flick, eagerly, taking the food from the

cupboard.

"And five bob for this stand and set of brushes," concluded Grif,

boldly.

"They're not yours," said the old man, all his cunning intellect on

the alert directly the question of barter arose.

"Never you mind that," said Grif; "it's not the first time you bought

what didn't belong to parties you bought 'em of. I won't take her away

for less. I'm hungry now, and I shall be hungry to-morrow. I must have

some tin."

"Take two and six, then, Grif," said Flick. "I'll give you two and

six."

Grif shook his head.

"Say four bob," he said, "and it's a bargain."

Old Flick hastily produced four shillings, and gave them to Grif, who

deposited on the table his vouchers to respectability, feeling, as he

did so, that he had lost his character as a moral shoe-black, and was

once more a vagrant and a thief. The next thing Grif did was to tear a

piece out of the loaf and wolfishly devour it. Theoretical

philanthropists might have learned a useful lesson if they had

witnessed the ravenous eagerness with which Grif swallowed the stale

dry bread. Old Flick was neither a theoretical nor a practical

philanthropist, and he viewed the proceeding with a feeling of

impatience, urging Grif to take Milly away quickly. It was not a

difficult task--indeed, it was so easily accomplished, that Flick was

filled with considerable remorse at the price he had paid for it.

Milly's fit was over for a while, and she rose almost passively as

Grif took her hand. She looked at Old Flick without recognising him;

but she instinctively shrank from him.

"You've been frightenin' of her," Grif said to the old man. "I've a

good mind to pitch into you."

Grif was stronger now, and having relapsed into vagrancy, felt himself

at liberty to indulge his organ of combativeness. But Old Flick, in a

quavering voice, protested that he had not been saying anything to

Milly to frighten her.

"She looks as if she had been scared out of her life," Grif remarked.

"She's been drinking herself mad, Grif," Old Flick said, "that's what

she's been doing. She'll be all right when she's had a good sleep."

Grif nodded his head, and led Milly away. She trembled violently as

they walked to her poor lodgings; and when she got to her room, she

threw herself upon the bed, and moaned and cried deliriously. She had

placed the letter she stole from Old Flick in the bosom of her dress,

and she kept her hand over it as if to guard it.

"She's orfle bad," mused Grif, seating himself on a stool at the foot

of the bed, and employing himself with the bread and sardines. "I

wonder if she knows me. Milly!"

The girl made no reply, and tossed about on the bed, sobbing

piteously. Grif tried the experiment of placing her baby near her; but

although he put the child into her arms, she did not notice it. She

was so restless that he took the baby on his lap, and offered her a

crust of bread, which, much to Grif's astonishment, she grasped with

her little fists and sucked at vigorously, staring contentedly at Grif

the while. But Milly's distress drew his attention from the study of

baby.

"Milly!" he cried again, shaking her, and attempting to raise her.

"Send I may live! if she ain't like a ball of fire! And she's all wet,

too. What did you say, Milly? Say that agin."

"And they've got hold of Dick Handfield," she murmured. "Oh! what a

wicked plot! If Grif knew--but I won't tell, no; though you do suspect

me."

"If I knew!" exclaimed Grif. "If I knew what? She said somethin' about

Dick Handfield! What does it all mean?"

He listened eagerly for her next words, which might give him a clue to

her meaning, but Milly's fancies had changed.

"Go home!" she said. "Why don't I go home, he asked? What would they

think of me? Don't come near me, father! Keep away; I'm not your

Milly--she's dead, long ago--dead! dead! dead! Do you see that sheet

of water?" and she half rose from the bed, and clutched Grif by the

shoulder. "Father's standing on the other side. What an awful way off

he is! He looks like a ghost. Does the water stretch into the next

world, I wonder! There it is--miles, and miles, and miles of it. And

look! just over the hill, where it flows out of the world, there's

father and mother, and they're looking at me, and crying, and I am

sinking down, down! I'm choking--take me out! take me out! Now I'm in

my coffin. They are nailing the cover on me! Don't shut out the light;

everything is black: now it's red. I can't breathe!" and she struggled

madly with Grif, who was holding her down. It was as much as his

strength could accomplish, and presently she grew calmer.

"I can't leave her like this," said Grif. "She's very ill, and she'll

do herself a mischief, if she ain't took care on. She's quiet now.

I'll run and fetch a doctor."

Acting on the impulse, Grif, first taking the baby from the bed, and

placing it upon the floor in a corner of the room, ran quickly to an

apothecary's shop hard-by. It happened fortunately that a doctor was

in the shop at the time, giving some directions for a prescription. He

listened to Grif's story, and, without a moment's hesitation,

accompanied Grif to Milly's lodgings. He looked very grave as lie

placed his hands upon Milly's burning forehead, and felt her pulse.

"How long has she been in this condition?" he asked.

Grif told him.

"Is she married? Umph! What a question! Of course she's not. Poor

creature! So young, too, and pretty. Sad case! Sad case!"

He took his pocket book from his pocket and made a memorandum, and

then observed, "If the poor girl has any friends, they should be here.

She wants care and nursing, although even they will not save her, I

fear. A female friend should be with her all the night. Come with me,

boy, and I will give you medicine."

In silence, Grif followed the doctor to the apothecary's shop, and in

silence he received the medicine which the doctor himself made up.

"You can read?" said the doctor.

"I know some of the letters," replied Grif, "when they're stuck upon

the wall very large."

"Ah!" mused the doctor, looking attentively at Grif. "Give her a

wineglassful of this medicine every hour; but don't wake her to give

it, if she is sleeping quietly. I will call again in the morning to

see how she is getting on."

"Is she very bad?" inquired Grif.

"Very," laconically replied the doctor

"Will she die?"

The doctor placed his hands upon Grif's shoulders, and noticed the

boy's eyes luminous with tears. "Would you be sorry?" he asked.

"Yes, sir; very sorry."

"What are you--brother, cousin, any relation?" was the next question,

carelessly asked.

"No, sir, not as I knows on; but she's been very kind to me."

"Don't stand chattering here!" the doctor exclaimed, abruptly. "Go and

give the girl her medicine."

Grif was on the point of quitting the shop, when the thought occurred

to him that the doctor ought to be paid. Taking from his pocket the

four shillings for which he had sold his boot-stand and brushes, he

placed them on the counter, immediately beneath the doctor's nose.

"What is this for, my lad?" asked the doctor.

Struck with a sense of the insufficiency of the remuneration, Grif

said, apologetically, "I ain't got another mag about me, sir. I'll

bring you some more when I gets it."

"Confound you, you young scamp!" exclaimed the doctor, in a fiery

manner. "Do you think I have no humanity? Take your four shillings

away, and here are ten more to add to them. Run off, and give the girl

her medicine, and mind she has some one with her during the night;"

and he pushed the boy hastily out of the shop.

When Grif returned to Milly, he found her still lying on the bed. He

spoke to her, but she did not reply to him. He was the more alarmed at

this because Milly was not asleep; her eyes were staring round the

room, and her cheeks were burning with an unnatural fire. He moistened

her parched lips with water, and tried to make her take the medicine,

but she pushed him away, fretfully, and turned from him.

"What's to be done?" asked Grif of himself, in serious perplexity.

"The doctor chap says she ought to have some one with her. He's a good

sort, he is! I can't get her to take her physic." Then, struck with a

sudden idea, he said, "I'll go and arks Ally."

Without another thought he hurried to Alice's lodgings. There was no

need to entreat her help. Her bonnet and shawl were on before he had

concluded his story.

"But she ain't a good girl, Ally," said Grif; "mind that!"

"God help her!" said Alice. "She is in the more need of assistance.

And the poor baby, too! Come, Grif."

And very soon our Alice was in the sick girl's room, attending on her,

and nursing her with a good woman's loving zeal. No thought of the

difference in their social positions interfered with the performance

of what Alice deemed to be a duty. She undressed Milly, and placed her

in the bed; and, raising the poor girl's head on her bosom, she gave

her the medicine, which Milly swallowed without resistance. Then Alice

tidied up the room, and hushed the baby to sleep by the mother's side.

She almost forgot her own grief in the sad spectacle before her, and

the tears came to her eyes out of very pity, as she sat beside the

sick girl's bed.

"Will you stop here all night, Ally?" asked Grif, who had retired from

the room, and who now entered at a signal from Alice.

"Yes, until the doctor comes in the morning."

"She's a angel, that what she is," soliloquised Grif, retreating to a

corner, and squatting himself upon the floor, "and I'm her friend. She

said so herself. There never was anybody 'arf so good as her!"

When Alice was undressing Milly, she observed the letter which lay

concealed in the bosom of Milly's dress; but, unconscious of all else,

the sick girl clutched the paper tightly in her hand, and, seeing her

desire to retain it, Alice made no effort to take it from her. Many

hours passed, and still Alice sat patiently by Milly's side. During

this time Milly was delirious, and raved and spoke words which caused

Alice to shudder. But pity for the poor girl's condition overcame

every repugnant feeling, and she nursed Milly tenderly and gently, as

if she were, indeed, a good and virtuous, instead of an erring,

sister. Shortly after midnight, the moon being nearly at its full,

Milly turned her eyes to Alice's face, and asked in a weak wondering

voice,--

"Who are you?"

"I am your friend, Milly," replied Alice. "Do you feel better?"

"Yes, I feel better." The words came from her lips slowly, and with an

effort. "Give me your hand."

Alice placed her hand in Milly's, and the sick girl raised it to her

lips, and to her forehead.

"Who sent you here?"

"No one. Grif told me you were ill, and I came to nurse you."

"I never saw you before. Good God!" Milly exclaimed, feeling Alice's

wedding ring. "You are married!"

"Yes."

"And you come to nurse me! Do you know what I am?" and she raised

herself in the bed, and her eyes dilated with horror as she looked

round the walls of the room.

"Hush, my dear! Lie down."

"What is this?" Milly cried, seizing Alice by the arm, and trembling

violently. "Everything is fading from my sight. Don't let me go! Hold

me--hold me! My heart is fainting--dying!" And a wild shriek issuing

from her lips, as she fell back powerless on the bed, roused Grif from

his slumber, and caused him to start to his feet.

A great change had come over Milly. Her face had grown pinched and

white, her hands were clammy, and a wild despairing look in her eyes

made them awful to look upon. Alice needed all her courage to keep

herself from swooning.

"Has she any friends, Grif?" she asked.

"None as I knows on," replied Grif. "Don't you know who she is?"

He was about to answer his own question, and tell Alice of Jim Pizey,

but just then Milly murmured the man's name.

"Why did you go away, Jim Pizey," she said, "and leave me to starve

and drink myself to death? And then to write, you never want to see my

face again. It is cruel--it is cruel! Look at me--I am dying, and you

have killed me. I don't want to die! Lord help me, I'm not fit to

die!"

"Grif," whispered Alice, "was not Jim Pizey the man who tempted my

husband to crime?"

"Yes," answered Grif, "and before I came for you she was speaking of

him."

"Of my husband, Richard?"

"Yes, but I couldn't make out what she meant."

Milly's wandering speech prevented the continuance of the subject.

"There's mother and father again," she said; "they're always haunting

me. I am glad they have come to wish me good-bye, though. I have been

a bad daughter to them--a bad daughter--a bad daughter. I'm punished

for it now. Forgive me, daddy! I think he does forgive me, his face is

so kind; but it was always kind when he looked at me. I can smell the

mignonette on the window-sill. And see! there's my little sister; she

died yesterday. How sad she looks in her shroud! She was prettier than

me. I slept with her the night before she died, and she told me to be

always good. I say, Jim, don't you think little Cis is prettier than

me?--she's better than me! I should like father to make me a basket

coffin. Where's baby?"

Alice placed the child in her arms, and as Milly pressed it to her

breast, the haggard look in her face quite passed away. She was very

young--scarcely nineteen years of age: but it was better for her to

die, young as she was, than live her life of shame.

"Do you know where there's a clergyman, Grif," asked Alice.

"No; what for?"

"I don't want a clergyman," gasped Milly. "Yes, my dear, I am quite

sensible now. I don't want a clergyman. Your good face is better than

all. Will you kiss me?"

Alice bent down and kissed her.

"Don't cry for me. I wonder why you should be here; for you know

I am a bad girl, and you are a respectable woman. Give me a little

drink--my throat is so dry! Oh, what a wicked life I have led! Will

God forgive me, do you think?"

"Yes, dear Milly," said Alice, weeping. "God will forgive you if you

ask Him."

"I do ask Him," said Milly, earnestly, but very slowly, for her voice

was failing her. "Fold my hands, dear. I do ask Him, humbly. Forgive

me, God!"

There was solemn silence in the room. Alice, kneeling by the bed,

checked her sobs, and watched every movement in the face of the dying

girl. Grif, bare-headed, stood by, in awe; his eyes were not crying,

but his heart was. For Grif was very troubled. He had never prayed to

God, and here in the quiet night, in the dread presence of death, the

thought of his own utter wickedness and unworthiness filled him with

gloom. He crept down on his knees, and lifting his hands, as if to a

visible Presence, he said--"Forgive me, God!" and trembled, and cried

softly to himself.

"Mine has been a wicked life," said Milly; "but I did not know what I

was doing--indeed, indeed I did not! I never stopped to think. You

believe me, don't you, dear?"

"I do believe you, my poor, poor Milly!"

"You break my heart, my dear, when you speak like that," said Milly,

the tears stealing down her face. Alice stooped and kissed her again.

"Thank you! it is more than I deserve. You are like a good angel

standing by my bed. What could I do? I was persuaded to run away from

my home by a young man, three years ago. We came out here, and he left

me. What could I do? Is all the sin mine? I was led away. It was not

all my fault. Oh, my dear! You are a married woman, and respectable;

you don't know the sufferings we poor girls endure!"

Ah! poor Alice! she thought of herself and of her own sad lot, and

laid her cheek close by the side of Milly's.

"How good you are!" said Milly, as thus they lay. "What is your name,

dear?"

"Alice."

A look of horror crept into Milly's eyes, and a change so ghastly came

over her countenance, that Alice caught at her as though she would

arrest the life she thought was passing away.

"Alice?" whispered Milly, slowly and painfully, for her strength was

leaving her. "Alice? Grif's friend?"

"Yes, dear," replied Alice, holding Molly's hand fast.

"And Richard Handfield is your husband?"

"Yes."

"If you knew--bend your head, for my breath is going--if you knew that

the man who is the father of my child had striven to do you a great

wrong, to blast your life--had schemed to sting your husband to

crime--your husband whom you love, do you not--?"

"Whom I love," repeated Alice, softly.

"--For whom, as I have heard Grif say, you would give your life--"

"For whom, if needed, I would give my life."

"--If you knew that Jim Pizey, my baby's father, was his bitterest

enemy, you would leave me to die alone--alone!"

"No, Milly, dear, I would not. I know that Jim Pizey tempted my

husband; but he escaped, thank God!"

"You think so--come closer--take this letter--and by-and-by, not

now"--she could not control her shudders as she said these words, and

gave Alice the letter she had stolen from Old Flick--"by-and-by, read

it. It is from Jim Pizey--he is a bad, wicked man, but I was living

with him. If ever you see him, let him know that I am dead, and that

with my last breath I asked you to forgive him."

"I will, Milly."

"Alice--may I call you Alice?--thank you--Alice, my dear, say you

forgive me, for any unconscious wrong I may have done you."

"I forgive you, Milly."

"God bless you! Ask him to give baby to some respectable people to

keep, and never to come near it--do you hear me?--never to come near

it. He is baby's father, but he must never come near it, or she will

be bad like me. Promise me this. I have no one else to ask."

"I promise, Milly."

"God be kind to you!" She lay quiet for a little while, and then she

whispered, "How dark it is! Is the moon shining, Alice?"

"Yes, Milly; it is at its full."

"Open the window, dear, and let it shine upon me. Thank you. What a

dreadful day this has been, and how quiet the night is! I can see the

moon--there is a ladder of light to it from my bed. There are figures

moving about in the light--I see your shadow in it, Alice, with your

dear eyes. Oh, God bless you! my dear, for being by my side. Kiss me

again. Good-bye! Place my baby's hand to my lips. God bless you, baby,

and make you good! Is that Grif? Good-bye, Grif!"

"Good-bye, Milly," said Grif, in a choking voice.

"And now, my dear, fold my hands once more. Forgive me, God!"

A rippling smile passed over Milly's face, and in that smile she died.

The light from the silver moon might have kissed away her life, she

yielded, it up so peacefully.

For half an hour no sound disturbed the silence. Then Alice, after

covering the face of the dead girl, opened the letter. She read, and

as she read, her eyes dilated, and with a shudder she sank into Grif's

arms. But she recovered herself by a strong effort, and reading a few

more lines, cried, in a voice of such anguish, that Grif's knees

trembled and his face turned ashen white.

"Oh, Grif! Grif! my heart is broken!"

"What is it, Ally? Are you ill?"

"Listen to me, Grif," said Alice, rapidly, and in a voice of strong

emotion. "The crisis of my life has come. You said once that you would

help me if you could--"

"And so I will!" cried the boy. "With my life! So help me G--!"

"This is a letter from Jim Pizey, that poor girl's associate. In it he

details his devilish schemes. He discloses how he and his vile

associates are going to rob Highlay Station--"

"Go on, Ally, go on," said Grif, eagerly, as Alice paused to recover

her breath.

"That is my father's Station, Grif. My father is displeased with

me, and that is the reason I am poor. He is rich--he always keeps

large sums of money in the house; and these men are going to rob

him--perhaps murder him."

"Jim Pizey don't stick at nothin'," put in Grif, rapidly. "I've heerd

him talk of Highlay, but I didn't know it was your father's. Let's go

and tell the peelers."

"I cannot! I dare not!" cried Alice. "For, oh, Grif! Grif! they have

entrapped my husband, who knows where my father keeps his gold. They

have entrapped him in the gang, and they, with my husband in their

company, are on the road to rob and murder my father. If I tell the

police, my husband is lost--lost!"

"What can we do?"

"We must get up there somehow. We must walk, if we cannot ride. We

must beg upon the road, Grif. They intend to wait--thank God! we may

be in time. They intend to wait, the letter says, until my father has

in his house a very large sum, with which he is about to purchase a

new Station. It is the whim of the seller that he should be paid in

gold. We may be in time. Oh! thou beneficent Lord!" exclaimed the

girl, as, falling upon her knees, she raised her streaming eyes to the

bright heavens, which shone upon her through the open window. "Grant

my prayer! Save my husband from this dread crime, and then let me

die!"

A silence, as of death, was in the chamber. The glory of the moon

shone full upon the upturned face of Alice, quivering with a strong

agony, and upon the death-couch of poor Milly, whose life of shame was

ended.

"You will come with me, Grif?" said Alice, presently.

"I am ready, Ally," Grif replied. He had been quietly packing up the

remains of his bread and sardines in a pocket-handkerchief.

She turned to leave the room, but her eyes fell upon Milly's baby, who

was lying asleep, with her hand on her dead mother's breast. She wrote

hastily upon a piece of paper, "To the kind doctor who gave medicine

to the poor girl who is dead: Take care of the baby, for the love of

God!" and pinned it upon the child's frock. Then, with one last

look--a look of blended pity and despair--at the form of the dead

girl, Alice took Grif s hand, and went out with him into the open.

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