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Hamilton’s discharge came late the next day and he decided to leave the

following morning. He made the rounds of his most intimate friends,

wrote a few letters and retired early. He would reach New York by

noon, spend the day there, so as to avoid traveling by day as much as

possible, and leave at six o’clock for Washington. He would have time

to visit the office of the Hamilton Company, see Levin and perhaps even

call up Dorothy.

Hamilton left earlier than he had expected and reached New York at

eleven o’clock. The city was still in gala mood. There was a committee

of women to meet the soldiers with coffee and doughnuts. Hamilton had

breakfasted well in camp and expected to eat luncheon shortly, but out

of consideration for the plump blonde chairwoman, he managed to gulp

down the doughnut and coffee and thank her profusely. A slender, dark

girl, evidently Jewish, gave him a package of cigarettes. Hamilton

noticed that most of the soldiers, although they had been stuffing on

peanut candy and chocolate bars all the way from camp, also took their

doughnuts and coffee dutifully.

The streets were still decorated with flags, bunting and signs

welcoming the returning soldiers. The many uniforms on the streets,

while not enjoying the popularity of a month ago, had not yet become

objects of odium. Women, and a few men, still looked with sympathy at

soldiers who limped about on crutches or walked about minus an arm.

Hamilton walked leisurely up Broadway, his chest high and his shoulders

still squared by custom. The civilians, dodging about, looked pale,

round-shouldered and nervous. He peered upward at the tall buildings

and felt a glow of pride. He stopped at a cigar store to light a

cigarette, watched the men throwing dice, and envied their freedom. It

must be splendid not to have to stand reveille, not to have to stand

retreat, not to have to eat at a certain hour, not to have to stand

or do anything unless one wished to. How happy they must be. Then he

suddenly realized that he was one of them, and that though still in

uniform he was just as free. He stuck a hand in his pocket in defiance

of old military etiquette and in a burst of new-found freedom, thought

better of it, withdrew it and walked on.

Hamilton wished he had waited for the noon train and come down with

some of the other officers of his regiment. Wandering about New York

alone was too big a task for one man. There were so many thoughts he

wished to express, so many ideas to exchange. He wondered what McCall

would think about the men and women he passed on the streets--the

clerks, the girls with short skirts borrowed from the French, the women

who smiled because one was in uniform, the business men who looked away

for the same reason, the messenger boys, whose admiration and hero

worship had outlived the armistice.

Why had he come alone at the last minute? He had planned to come at

noon--had practically slipped away from camp. His mind reverted to

Dorothy, although he had decided not to see her. Dorothy would be

surprised to see him and probably chagrined that it was not McCall. Why

had not McCall told him anything about the poem or the snapshot? Still,

why should he?

Perhaps after all there was no more between them than between himself

and her. McCall was on his way back to Chicago. Perhaps he had called

on Dorothy while waiting for his train. Had he come alone to New York

in order to be able to spend more time with Dorothy?

No, he would not see her. He would not see her. First, because of the

emotional character of their farewell in Paris. In a sentimental vein

he might again commit the same kind of folly. She might misconstrue his

avowal of friendship for something deeper. Secondly, he would not see

her because McCall had written that poem to her. He was not jealous. A

ridiculous idea.

He reached the office building in which the Hamilton Company was

located and rode up in the elevator to his floor. He walked to the

end of the corridor and was turning the knob of the door when he

noticed that the lettering was changed. He stepped back, looked about

in bewilderment and finally entered. Yes, the office was differently

arranged and there was a strange stenographer at the information desk.

He had been here too often to mistake the number; still, if they had

moved, his father would undoubtedly have told him something about it.

“Could you please tell me where the Hamilton Company is located?” he

asked.

The stenographer, fluffy brown-haired and brown-eyed, looked up, smiled

and showed a row of white teeth.

“I don’t know. Been here only a month, but the elevator man might know.”

She looked a moment at his uniform.

“You’re a corporal or something, aren’t you? I can tell by the things

on your sleeve. I’ve got a gentleman friend who’s a corporal, too.”

“Thank you,” said Hamilton, about to turn away, when a stout gentleman

came up behind the information desk.

“Did you inquire about the Hamilton Company, Captain?” he asked. “We

moved in after they left, on the second of January.” The gentleman did

not know where the company had moved, but referred Hamilton to the

office of the building on the top floor.

On the top floor the secretary knew only that the office had been

vacated December thirty-first and that no New York forwarding address

had been left. All the mail, he added, was being sent to some southern

address--Virginia or Carolina--no Corinth, Georgia, that was it.

Hamilton’s mind was in a whirl. Why had the New York office been

discontinued? Why had his father not told him about it? He had received

a letter from him only a few days ago. The New York office had been

opened in 1915, when the rush of war orders had made it advisable to go

directly into exporting, instead of dealing through brokers. It had not

only saved the brokerage commission (a comparatively small item), but,

what was more important, had brought many new orders. Perhaps with the

war over, it was no longer needed.

It was nearly twelve now, and Hamilton decided to telephone Levin and

eat luncheon with him. He stepped into a cigar store and called up

his hotel. Levin had left fifteen minutes before, with a suitcase.

They hardly expected him back before night. No, he had not left any

instructions. Hamilton hung up the receiver and wondered why he had not

thought to wire the night before. This reminded him that he had not yet

wired home and he left for the nearest telegraph office where he sent

off two messages--one to his mother and one to Margaret. Then he set

out in search of a restaurant.

There was a cold look about the restaurants. They were either too large

and imposing or two white and busy. He wondered whether he could find

anything like the Black Cat in New York. He wished that he had come

with some one else and visited several hotels in the hope of finding

some one he knew in the lobby.

He was on the point of telephoning a few of his New York acquaintances

when he recalled that they were all still in the service. If this were

only Paris, he thought. He could sit down in any café and engage in

conversation with whomever he pleased, man or woman, without violating

the proprieties. It was about four months since he had eaten at the

Black Cat with Dorothy. Four whole months.

Why not have luncheon with her? They could recall their experiences in

Paris. They might spend the afternoon together. Hamilton remembered the

address. He had said it over and over to himself at odd moments. It was

only a mile or so away. No, that would be a weakness on his part. That

would be an admission of something that he did not wish to face even in

his mind. He would simply write her a note, saying that he had been in

New York and had not found time to call.

He walked to the curb and held up his hand to a taxi, gave the driver

a number and stepped in. He was still debating whether he should call

on Dorothy or not when the cab stopped, the driver opened the door and

he found himself actually standing outside her apartment. It would be

foolish to turn back now. Perhaps she had seen him through the window.

He paid the chauffeur and climbed the stairs with throbbing heart. It

was an old building--one of a row of old brownstone houses, which had

long since been altered into flats, family hotels and specialty shops.

It had an air of venerable, picturesque decay, an atmosphere of an

older, less feverish, more homogeneous New York. In the heavy oak door,

beneath a polished brass knocker, he found a button and pressed it.

Presently the door opened and a gray-haired lady, with a piqued face

and gold-rimmed spectacles, peered guardedly through the opening and

falteringly inquired his business. He told her.

After a moment’s inspection, she let him enter and ushered him into

the front room--a high-ceilinged one, with a bay window, a white-tiled

mantel in one corner and a heavy flowered carpet on the floor. Miss

Meadows would be back at one o’clock. It was almost that now and would

he sit down there and look at the papers until she came?

Hamilton contented himself with gazing about the room. He walked over

to the mantelpiece and idly inspected the ornaments--a china clock, an

old-fashioned Dresden doll, and a vase containing fresh violets. He

remembered that he had neglected to bring Dorothy flowers.

He turned to face the window, across which a heavily upholstered red

plush settee extended. Through the lace curtain the spring sunshine

fell in a golden stream. The sounds of passing persons and vehicles

came to him from the street. Suddenly in the sunlight he noticed an

envelope--a long official envelope. He felt of his pockets, which were

bristling with official orders, as he stooped to pick it up. He had

probably dropped it in removing his handkerchief. Yes, it bore his

name. He was straightening up, when he heard footsteps on the stairs

and a voice which he recognized as Dorothy’s. He had time to place the

letter in his pocket when the door opened and Dorothy came in, her

arms stretched out, a smile on her flushed face. Hamilton noticed that

little strands of hair were blowing loose.

“Captain Hamilton, how are you?” she crossed over to him and gave him

her hands. Hamilton’s heart beat wildly.

“This is such a surprise. Dr. Levin told me he had seen you.”

Hamilton mumbled something and was conscious of being very red.

“Yes. I’m going back to Corinth tonight and I thought I should like to

see you before I leave--renew our acquaintance.”

“That was splendid of you,” she said.

In a few words they told what had happened since their last meeting and

finally Hamilton suggested that they lunch together.

“I don’t suppose we can find a Black Cat here, but perhaps Claridge’s

might do for a substitute,” he suggested.

She expressed her delight and excused herself to go into the next room

and change to more suitable attire. When she reappeared she seemed more

radiantly beautiful than ever. She had slipped on a filmy dress of blue

crêpe bordered with silver.

“You look charming!” he said.

“Oh, that’s the conventional thing to say,” she retorted. “That’s what

every one says.”

“No wonder every one says it!”

“And that’s conventional, too,” said Dorothy with an arch frown. She

was patting her hair into position and taking one last look at herself

in the mirror above the mantel. “But today let’s not be conventional.

You are going to Corinth. I don’t know when we’ll meet again. So let’s

not spend our time in looking at each other through masks.” They were

walking down the stairs now. “No, don’t interrupt; and you were going

to say, ‘But I meant it.’ It’s like a game. Your partner leads with

this remark and you come back with that. Ordinarily, I can tell exactly

what a man is going to reply to whatever I say.”

In the taxi, she resumed the thread of her thought.

“Why can’t men and women talk to each other just as two men do?”

“Well, don’t they?”

“No, they simply bandy expressions back and forth like a tennis ball.

The man always flatters the woman. She always deprecates his words, and

he affirms them.”

She turned to him suddenly.

“What do you talk about when, say, you are with Captain McCall?”

Hamilton smiled.

“Oh, the same things I talk to you about.”

“No you don’t. You don’t say he has a lovely uniform. You discuss

things.”

“Has McCall been here?”

“Why no. When will he be discharged?”

“He left the day before yesterday. I was almost certain he’d visit you

before leaving for Chicago. It’s queer.”

“Queer? Why should it be? He’s probably forgotten all about me, or was

in too much of a hurry to stop off here.”

For some reason Hamilton felt immensely relieved. It was as though a

curtain had been lifted from before his eyes. He had been mistaken in

thinking that McCall had referred to Dorothy at the café. The poem had

not been written to her. Hamilton’s mind ran back to the finding of

the snapshot. It, too, probably had no particular significance. McCall

had probably a hundred snapshots of Paris. Hamilton talked on without

being fully conscious of what either he or Dorothy were saying. It

was something about men and women, and Hamilton reflected that any

conversation with women invariably resolved itself into the relations

of the two sexes--to love, to marriage, to standards of morality.

“And that’s what I admire about Dr. Levin,” Dorothy was saying.

Hamilton did not remember what had led to this remark.

“You admire--” he groped.

“Yes, I admire his sex unconsciousness,” she repeated. “He treats me,

not exactly like a man, but like an intellectual equal.”

The idea amused Hamilton.

“And what do you talk about?” he asked.

“Oh, we discuss things. Just as two men would. Politics, sociology,

literature, art.”

Hamilton laughed.

“Just as two men. You mean just as two Dr. Levins. When two men get

together they talk--well, where I come from, they’d probably talk about

hunting, or the cotton crop, or baseball or what would have happened if

it hadn’t been for the war--that is, the Civil War. I called Dr. Levin

when I came in, but they told me--”

“Yes, he’s gone for about two days to visit a sister. Oh, yes, and we

even discuss such things as intermarriage.”

“That’s a rather dangerous subject, isn’t it?” he asked. His mind went

back once more to McCall, who was a Catholic. Still this, too, was

probably only part of their intellectual conversation. It was probably

impersonal.

“Perhaps.” She changed the subject.

At Claridge’s they watched the people about them. They recognized

some of them as actors and actresses, one of them, a Broadway star

active in the formation of the new Equity League. In one corner sat a

distinguished looking gentleman, with cruel blue eyes and dark hair and

beard, surrounded by a group of admirers.

“That’s General Rodzinoff,” said Hamilton, “the Czarist commander whom

we saw in Paris. New York is becoming cosmopolitan.”

“Oh, yes, I remember him. He’s probably arousing sympathy for the old

régime,” remarked Dorothy. “The town is full of them. The emigrés are

tired of Paris and are coming to this country. It’s more fertile.”

For a time they studied their menus. The colored waiter took their

order obsequiously and hurried away.

“Don’t look now,” said Dorothy in a low voice, “but your Russian friend

seems to be flirting.”

“Has he been practising his charms on you?” asked Hamilton.

“Oh, he’s glanced this way once or twice. But I don’t take it

seriously. He’s probably spoiled by too much adulation.”

“And I suppose he’ll finish by marrying some American millionaire’s

daughter. Why shouldn’t he? He’s a great war hero.”

“I don’t know about that,” Dorothy’s eyes snapped, “but I do know that

he can drink like a good Russian officer. In Paris he was always more

or less intoxicated, and if I don’t mistake the symptoms, he’s a little

mellow now. That’s one of his favorite pastimes. The others are women

and Jew baiting.”

“Jew baiting?”

“Yes. Dr. Levin has told me of some of his activities in Russia. He’s

a regular _pogromchik_. That means an instigator of those horrible

massacres in Russia. I’m surprised they tolerate him. I understand that

he is spreading his propaganda in this country.”

“What propaganda? Against the Jews?”

“Yes. In Russia when anything went wrong, the ruling class always

blamed the Jew. He was the scapegoat. If taxes were high or wages low,

it was the Jew who was at fault. Now if General Rodzinoff can spread

anti-Semitism in this country, he may succeed also in spreading the

false impression that the Jews are the cause of all the trouble in

Russia. He may make people forget the oppression of the old Czarist

régime against which the people rebelled and from which they went to

the other extreme.”

“Oh, no. The American people are too sensible for that. He might get

a few fanatics, perhaps. But--” Hamilton shrugged his shoulders and

smiled. “Nobody of any standing.”

“Well, has Howard Brooks any standing?”

“Brooks?” Hamilton, like nine hundred and ninety-nine Americans out

of a thousand, knew Brooks as the inventor and exploiter to the tune

of many millions of the most widely-used automobile tire in the

world--a tire which had revolutionized the automobile industry and made

it possible for the first time in history for the farmer and small

salaried city man to operate his own car. Because of the peculiar

hissing sound they made, the tires were called “babbling brooks”--but

they did the work and were cheap. Brooks had mobilized thousands of

workmen, by paying them a bit more than the other manufacturers, and

had then housed them and cared for them with an exacting, paternalistic

benevolence. It was as though a super-efficiency man and the Kaiser

had decided to go into charity on a vast scale. Wages were higher,

hours were shorter, operations were safer than anywhere else; but

while the men did work, they worked like machines. Their production

was astounding. The lost moments in which workmen wipe their brows,

blow their noses or simply rest between processes had been reduced so

effectively that whereas seventeen per cent had been the smallest lost

time ever achieved in any factory, Brooks had cut the percentage down

to six--the minimum of safety, efficiency engineers agreed. How long a

man could work at a six per cent rate--or rather a ninety-four per cent

rate, of course had never been determined, as the system had been in

operation only a few years and the labor turnover was rather large.

Not only were the wages of Brooks’ employees higher than the prevailing

standard, but they were required to place a certain percentage of it

in the bank each week. There were also numberless rules about conduct,

about furnishing the home, about physical care. No Brooks employee was

allowed to drink or smoke. Company investigators visited the homes to

see if the food was cooked scientifically and if the baby was being fed

the proper formula of prepared milk, and, so it was whispered, to smell

breaths.

When the European war began Brooks had engaged the best aeronautic

engineers to construct an enormous dirigible balloon. The idea was

to fly over the Atlantic with it and then over the western front.

Brooks and his assistants, selected from representative clubs and

associations, would drop tons of peace tracts upon the combating

armies. Upon reading these, the armies would cease fighting. “Out of

the trenches by apple blossom time,” was his motto. Incidentally the

balloon would have a powerful advertising value, as the dirigible was

to be known as the Brooks Peace Ship. It wouldn’t hurt to get the

good-will of foreign motor users for after-the-war trade.

When a Chicago newspaper had poked fun at the plan and Brooks had sued

the paper for libel, Brooks had been placed on the witness stand and

exhibited a shocking ignorance of the most elementary facts of American

history. When asked who Benjamin Franklin was, for instance, he had

replied that he was the inventor of an air-cooled automobile motor and

Benedict Arnold, an English author.

At the last minute the committee in charge of the airship had fallen

out as to where they should fly first, over the French or over the

Germans, without offending either of the belligerents. It ended in a

tremendous row, with every one calling every one else a pro-German or a

pro-Frenchman and going home.

At the vaudeville shows, in the smokers of trains, in the joke columns

Brooks’ name appeared frequently. It was a by-word and a signal for

laughter. For one person to say to another:

“Say, I see you’ve got a new set of rubber doughnuts on your car,”

was a cue for uproarious laughter--rubber doughnuts of course meaning

“babbling brooks.”

For all these reasons the mention of Brooks’ name caused Hamilton to

smile involuntarily. He waved his hand in a deprecating gesture.

“Of course that strikes you as funny,” said Dorothy, “but Brooks _has_

standing--any man with so much money has. Of course he has no culture,

in fact is an ignoramus, but he has money and can hire brains. Men will

do anything for money.”

Hamilton laughed.

“Hope I’ve heard my last Brooks joke,” he said. “But where did you get

all this information?”

“Some of it from Dr. Levin. Some of it--”

“Oh, I see,” he interrupted. “Dr. Levin. Probably a little sensitive.

I’ve noticed most Jews are. Even in my company. You say something about

English or Irish or Italian and nobody minds. You even say ‘wop’ and

an Italian grins good naturedly. But the minute you say something,

anything, good or bad, about the Jew, they’re all ears and eyes--all on

edge. I think Dr. Levin’s probably supersensitive.”

Hamilton refused to take the matter seriously. At the same time

he wondered why she brought Dr. Levin’s name so often into the

conversation. She had learned this from Dr. Levin, and that. She quoted

him and sometimes even held him up as an example.

They finished their meal and left the Claridge, the Russian general

still charming his circle of admirers with his conversation, his cruel

blue eyes still circling the room for fresh objects of feminine beauty.

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