UNDER THE SHADOW.

Ada Lee was right: there was a good deal of the Spanish grandee in the

aspect of Sir Murray Gernon, who traced back his pedigree to the old

Norman days, when, as a recompense for the service of the stout knight,

Sir Piers Gernon, his squire, and so many men-at-arms, William gave him

the pleasant lands whereon he built his castle, overlooking many an acre

of Lincolnshire fen-land--a castle that gave place, in Tudor days, to

the fine, square, massive, and roomy building, which still retained the

name as well as the broad moat. Sir Murray entered the rectory

drawing-room, tall, swarthy, and haughty of bearing, and was chatting

graciously to the parents of his intended bride, when she entered the

apartment.

To a careless observer the morning's sadness had all departed, and

courtly lover could not have been better satisfied with his greeting as

Marion crossed the room to meet him, placing both her hands in his, and

looking up in his proud face as much as to say, "I am soon to be yours--

be gentle with me."

Sir Murray took the hands with quite a protective air, smiling down upon

the face, which he saluted with a lordly kiss upon the white forehead;

and then, apparently well satisfied with the lady so soon to grace his

table, he led her to a chair beside Ada, and in a somewhat cumbersome

fashion began to chat about the morning's proceedings.

"Studying dress I presume we should have been?" said Ada. "But we were

away by the edge of the marsh, botanising, for half the day. Poor

Marion has been taking a farewell of her favourite pursuit," she added,

laughingly.

"I don't see that at all," said Sir Murray. "I admire natural history,

and shall hope that Lady Gernon will prove a kind and patient

instructress."

"I think it was reserved for us at our return to find our brightest

specimens, though," said Marion, turning her large, dreamy eyes upon the

baronet. "I have to thank you for your present, Murray."

"Oh, don't talk about it--wear it," was the response. "They are the old

family jewels reset. I thought you would like them better modernised."

The dinner passed off quietly. Sir Murray Gernon, who prided himself

upon his birth, lineage, and wealth, taking matters in a courtly manner,

considering that it would be unbecoming, even upon the evening preceding

his marriage, to forget his dignity. Hence there was a something that

seemed almost verging upon coldness in his farewell that night, even

when he whispered the words, "Till to-morrow, dearest." There was no

apparent ardour, although he was, certainly, contented and proud; and he

rode home that night at a very respectable hour, telling himself that he

was one of the happiest men in the kingdom.

When Marion was once more alone with her cousin, the emotion, crushed

down, hidden beneath a mask of cheerfulness, asserted itself in a way

that alarmed even herself: sobs and hysterical cries seeming to tear

themselves from her breast, to be succeeded, though, at last by a calm,

as, evidently by a great effort, she overcame the weakness to which she

had given way.

"Don't be angry, Ada!" cried the agitated girl, as she clung to her

friend. "I am very--very weak, I know; but to-morrow I must be strong,

and put weakness aside. To-night, I feel that if I did not give way, my

agony would be greater than I could bear. I cannot dissimulate!" she

exclaimed, passionately. "I do not love this man as I should; he is

cold and haughty, and does not try to make me love him. I have tried--

tried hard, for they have set their mind upon it, and what can I do?

But the old, old love will come back, and I seem to see poor Philip

beckoning to me from the other side of the great black gulf, calling me,

as it were, to him; and to go on with this--to keep faith to-morrow, is

like being false, when I recall all my vows made before he went away."

"But, Marion, darling," exclaimed Ada, "does not death solve all those

ties? Come, dear, be tranquil, and do not give way to all this

weakness. You do not do Sir Murray justice: he is proud and haughty;

but look at the pride he has in you. There!" she cried, "I shall be

glad when to-morrow is here, and the wooing ended by the wedding. I

will not say, fight back all these sad memories, because I know you have

tried; but pray, pray think of duty, of what you owe to your betrothed,

as well as to your parents. Come, to bed--to bed, or I shall be blamed

for the sad, pale face that will be under the orange blossoms

to-morrow."

"Do you think the dead have power to influence us, Ada?" said Marion,

who had sat with her hair pressed back from her temples, and had not

apparently heard a word her cousin had said.

"The dead!--influence!" said Ada, looking almost with fear in her

companion's face.

"Yes, influence us; for it seems as if Philip were ever present with me,

drawing me, as it were, to him, and reproaching me for my want of faith.

Shall I always feel this?--always be haunted by his spirit, unseen but

by myself? Ada, do you believe in foresight--in a knowledge of what is

to be?"

"No, certainly not, you foolish, childish creature!" exclaimed Ada,

making an effort to overcome the strange thrill of dread her cousin's

words engendered. "How can you be so weak? It's cruel of you--unjust."

"I shall not live long, Ada. I feel it--I am sure of it. If there is

such a thing as a broken heart, mine is that heart. But I will do my

duty to all, hard as it may be. And now, kiss me, dear, and go to your

own room; for I am going to pray for strength to carry me through the

trial, and that Heaven will make me to my husband a good and earnest

wife."

What could she say?--how whisper peace to this troubled breast? Ada Lee

felt that peace must come from another source, and, kissing tenderly the

cold pale cheek, she went softly, tearfully to her own room.

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