XIII

But at last the crash came. To pay for the new things which Mrs Griffith

felt needful to preserve her dignity, she had drawn on her husband's

savings in the bank; and he had been drawing on them himself for the

last four years without his wife's knowledge. For, as his business

declined, he had been afraid to give her less money than usual, and

every week had made up the sum by taking something out of the bank.

George only earned a pound a week--he had been made clerk to a coal

merchant by his mother, who thought that more genteel than

carpentering--and after his marriage he had constantly borrowed from his

parents. At last Mrs Griffith learnt to her dismay that their savings

had come to an end completely. She had a talk with her husband, and

found out that he was earning almost nothing. He talked of sending his

only remaining workman away and moving into a smaller place. If he kept

his one or two old customers, they might just manage to make both ends

meet.

Mrs Griffith was burning with anger. She looked at her husband, sitting

in front of her with his helpless look.

'You fool!' she said.

She thought of herself coming down in the world, living in a pokey

little house away from the High Street, unable to buy new dresses,

unnoticed by the chief people of Blackstable--she who had always held up

her head with the best of them!

George and Edith came in, and she told them, hurling contemptuous

sarcasms at her husband. He sat looking at them with his pained, unhappy

eyes, while they stared back at him as if he were some despicable,

noxious beast.

'But why didn't you say how things were going before, father?' George

asked him.

He shrugged his shoulders.

'I didn't like to,' he said hoarsely; those cold, angry eyes crushed

him; he felt the stupid, useless fool he saw they thought him.

'I don't know what's to be done,' said George.

His wife looked at old Griffith with her hard, grey eyes; the sharpness

of her features, the firm, clear complexion, with all softness blown out

of it by the east winds, expressed the coldest resolution.

'Father must get Daisy to help; she's got lots of money. She may do it

for him.'

Old Griffith broke suddenly out of his apathy.

'I'd sooner go to the workhouse; I'll never touch a penny of hers!'

'Now then, father,' said Mrs Griffith, quickly understanding, 'you drop

that, you'll have to.'

George at the same time got pen and paper and put them before the old

man. They stood round him angrily. He stared at the paper; a look of

horror came over his face.

'Go on! don't be a fool!' said his wife. She dipped the pen in the ink

and handed it to him.

Edith's steel-grey eyes were fixed on him, coldly compelling.

'Dear Daisy,' she began.

'Father always used to call her Daisy darling,' said George; 'he'd

better put that so as to bring back old times.'

They talked of him strangely, as if he were absent or had not ears to

hear.

'Very well,' replied Edith, and she began again; the old man wrote

bewilderedly, as if he were asleep. 'DAISY DARLING,-- ... Forgive me!...

I have been hard and cruel towards you.... On my knees I beg your

forgiveness.... The business has gone wrong ... and I am ruined.... If

you don't help me ... we shall have the brokers in ... and have to go

to the workhouse.... For God's sake ... have mercy on me! You can't let

me starve.... I know I have sinned towards you.--Your broken-hearted ...

FATHER.'

She read through the letter. 'I think that'll do; now the envelope,' and

she dictated the address.

When it was finished, Griffith looked at them with loathing, absolute

loathing--but they paid no more attention to him. They arranged to send

a telegram first, in case she should not open the letter,--

'_Letter coming; for God's sake open! In great distress._--FATHER.'

George went out immediately to send the wire and post the letter.

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