CHAPTER XIV.

A SLEIGHING PARTY.

It was after midnight when the guests departed, and, since Mrs. Rivers

had matters to see to in the dining-room, and Pen had escorted home one

of the beauless damsels, Persis was left alone with the doctor.

“We are those ‘who tread alone a banquet-hall deserted,’ aren’t we,

doctor?” said the girl, who stood with one slender foot resting on the

brass fender. “By the way, why didn’t you ask me to dance with you?”

“Because I thought you had a better match in Pen. The young scamp dances

well, doesn’t he?”

“He does, indeed.”

“And so do you, I heard more than one say. You’re not a novice in that

accomplishment.”

“No, and I am very fond of it. The mere pleasure of the motion, the

rhythm, fascinates me, and I believe I used to enjoy dancing with the

girls quite as much as I did going to the assembly in——” She paused, and

the doctor supplied the word,—the name of her native city.

Persis started. “Oh, doctor!” she exclaimed; “what—how——”

“How did I know? There, my child, I don’t believe you have done anything

so dreadful that you need look so scared. It is your secret just as much

as it ever was. I have gathered my knowledge from what you have said at

different times. A doctor has cause for the exercise of his perceptive

faculties, and you have, perhaps, said more to me than you realize. Now,

don’t tell me a word if you don’t want to. I saw this evening that you

were very visibly moved by Pen’s talk, and I inferred that you were more

than ordinarily interested in the persons of whom he spoke.”

“Yes; I know them, every one. I wish I could tell you.”

“I do not ask you to. I have thought sometimes that you ought to provide

some one with the address of your friends in case of serious illness, or

such trouble; but I have trusted you entirely from the first, and you

know I have no wish to force your confidence.”

“Yes, I do know, and I cannot tell you how grateful I am that you have

been so kind and considerate. I had no right to expect it.”

“Not ordinarily, perhaps; but every honest, well-intentioned person has

a right to expect the recognition due him or her; and you have done

nothing to win other than the entire respect of us all since you have

been here.”

“Thank you. I think, doctor, in the presence of such trust in me, that I

may have been wrong not to tell you more about myself. Until just before

I came here I believed myself to be the own daughter of those who had

taught me to call them parents. I suddenly discovered that I was an

adopted child, and the name by which you know me is the one which was

first mine.”

“You were legally adopted?”

“Yes.”

“Then you have a legal right to the name given you at adoption; it is,

in fact, your rightful one.”

“But I cannot bear to use it. You do not know, doctor, what a dreadful,

dreadful revelation it was to me. I came upon the knowledge suddenly,

without warning.”

“You are sure of what you say?”

“I saw the written proof, the adoption papers, and I left home.”

“Without your parents’ knowledge or consent?”

“Yes; I could not bear the thought of seeing them, knowing they were not

my real parents. Oh, doctor, I cannot bear the thought, even now.”

“And they do not know where you are?”

“No; I have let them hear from me twice. They know I am well and that I

am self-supporting. I am of age, you know, and should not be dependent.”

“Do you think it was quite just to them, after their loving care of you,

to leave them in that way? They must have loved you greatly to make you

feel so strongly in the matter. If you never knew the difference between

them and your own parents, their devotion to you must have been marked,

and they must be greatly distressed at your leaving them.”

“I don’t know; I don’t know. I was too sore and hurt to think of

anything but myself, I am afraid. You think I was very wrong, doctor?”

“I think you have made an error of judgment, and that it would have been

better to have had a fair and clear explanation of the whole affair.”

“But nothing could have altered my position. Nothing could make them

really my very own, nor change me to their flesh and blood, and—and I

dread so to learn my own parentage. It is that which haunts me, which

makes me fear to know more.”

“Maitland is a good name,” said the doctor, thoughtfully; “and although

I cannot entirely approve of what you have done, Miss Anne, I can see,

for one of your temperament, wherein the provocation lay; and since you

say they know you are safe, I think they will by this time have come to

understand how very strong was the feeling which prompted you to flee

from their protection. I will keep your secret, my child, and we will

not refer to it unless you wish. One word more. Were you their only

child?”

“No, they have two other daughters.”

“And you have never known any difference?”

“Scarcely any. They are both very beautiful girls, while I, you know, am

not. I used to be a little unhappy because of it, and used to think

mamma preferred the elder sister and papa the younger because of their

beauty, but perhaps I was over-sensitive.”

The doctor smiled. There was such an entire lack of self-consciousness

in the speech, and yet, thought he, she is such a charming girl; to be

sure she has not a Grecian nose, and her mouth is a trifle too small,

but she is pretty, very pretty, and, what is more, she has that

irresistible quality of attracting persons which is worth more than

beauty.

Persis watched him wistfully. “You don’t mind my not telling you my

other name? And you will still be my friend? I do need friends very

much.”

“Of course I will be your friend, even if you are a runaway, and I don’t

care a picayune about the other name.”

“Don’t suppose for a moment, doctor, that I don’t realize how much love

and care has been lavished upon me, or that I don’t appreciate that I

might, if left to the lot to which I was born, have now been—Heaven

knows where or what. It is that which nearly kills me. I might have been

a beggar, a criminal, or—who can tell?”

“You are morbid about it, Miss Anne. I doubt if you would, even under

the different environments which you imagine, have become anything very

dreadful, and, as it is, I think you were probably the child of friends

or perhaps relatives.”

“Oh, do you think so?”

“It seems probable. If your adopted parents had been without children,

they might have taken you from some institution; but with one daughter

already they were scarcely likely to do that.”

“Oh, thank you for saying so.”

“I cannot help wishing that your people could know where you are. I

think you wrong them and yourself by this secrecy.”

“I will let them know, when I can bring myself to the point. I am trying

very hard to do it. I had not thought it would be so long, but it is a

hard, hard struggle. I think this day has helped me, doctor; my dreadful

self, which has been staring me in the face these months past, has not

seemed quite so important. I am trying to think more of helping others

and less of pleasing myself.”

The doctor cleared his throat and turned away. The brave look in the

girl’s eyes, which, too, had a pathetic expression, moved him, and he

was glad when a step on the porch announced Pen’s return.

The good old man gave the girl’s shoulder an affectionate little pat.

“Never mind, child,” he said, reassuringly. “You are safe, and so is

your secret; no one but ourselves shall catch an inkling of it.”

Having unburdened herself thus far, Persis felt a great sense of relief.

She was no longer sailing under false colors, so far as the doctor was

concerned, and he had promised to stand her friend. The next day she

wrote out Mr. Holmes’s address, and, enclosing it in an envelope, she

gave it to the doctor. “I have taken your advice,” she told him. “If

anything happens to me, you will find the address of my adopted father

in this envelope.”

“That’s right,” replied the doctor. “That makes me feel easier. We don’t

want to lose our teacher, yet I wish you would go a little further and

write them more fully.”

But Persis shook her head. “Not yet. I can’t just yet. I think I am

getting more used to the thought each day, but I can’t bring myself to

more quite now.”

“Well, well, I won’t press it. Let’s talk about that sleighing party.

Are you still determined to go with the old folks?”

“Yes, I should prefer it.”

“Then Pen shall go, too, and we’ll make a compromise by taking the

double sleigh. Becky and I will settle ourselves comfortably in the back

seat, and Pen shall drive, with you on the front seat.”

“Doctor, you are very good,” returned Persis. “Indeed, as I think of it,

there are a great many good people in the world.”

“Because I want you to ride on the front seat?” laughed the doctor.

“Yes,” returned the girl, gravely. “Not every father would encourage it,

not knowing any more about me than you do.”

“Nonsense,” was the reply. “I know you are a very charming young woman,

but I told you I trusted you entirely. Besides, we agreed not to mention

that subject again.”

But alas! the doctor’s arrangements for the sleighing party did not meet

with favor in all directions. More than one girl in the village had her

eye upon the young collegian. In consequence, there were several

indignant maidens who aired their views to each other, and to certain

swains who thought that Pen Rivers was “getting touched up with city

airs.”

“They are mighty exclusive, aren’t they?” said Sid Southall to her

younger sister, Virgie. “There was a time when I was quite good enough

for Pen Rivers to go sleighing with, but this city girl seems to run the

whole Rivers family. Who is she, anyhow?” Sidney felt that she had more

than one grievance against Persis, for not only had there been a

childish affair between herself and Pendleton, but Sidney had hoped to

get the school this year. She therefore regarded the new teacher with

jealous eyes.

Sid Southall was thought to be quite the prettiest girl in the village,

and was rather spoiled in consequence. She had not dreamed that the

school would be refused her if she wanted it; but Dr. Rivers had his own

views concerning Sidney’s qualifications, and had set his face against

any such proposition. He knew perfectly well, too, what sort of a dance

Sidney was likely to lead Pen, if she were given the opportunity, and he

knew that a pretty girl was something it was hard for Pen to withstand.

So the astute old doctor chuckled to himself after he had told his son

what was expected of him. “You see, Pen,” said the father, “Miss

Maitland is our guest, and of course it would not do for you to invite

another girl.”

“Of course not, sir; I know that,” Pen had replied, readily enough.

“She’s the nicest girl I’ve seen for many a day,” continued the doctor.

“And from what Dr. Dixon tells me, you ought to be an authority on that

point,” returned Pen, slyly.

“Look here, sir! tell Walt Dixon he always did talk too much. What’s he

been saying to you?”

“He simply asked me if I liked the society of young ladies; and when I

owned to such a weakness, he remarked that, considering whose son I was,

he thought I came honestly by my taste in that direction.”

“Well, sir, suppose he did; it is nothing to be ashamed of. I’ll venture

to say I’m a better man to-day by reason of the girls I knew when I was

your age.”

“I never for one moment, sir, felt the smallest desire to hide my face

on account of my inheritance in that or any other direction; and if the

companions I choose make me as good a man as my father, I shall be

mighty well satisfied with myself.”

The doctor gave a queer twist of a smile, but he was pleased at the

pride his boy took in him, although his only answer was, “Then we’ll

consider that our sleighing party is all arranged.”

“So far as I am concerned, yes, sir. I shall be delighted to be paired

off with Miss Maitland. By the way, dad, has any one seen about our

having music at the Inn? And how about supper?”

“That’s all settled. I sent word to the colonel yesterday. We’ll have

our supper and you’ll have your dance all right. The colonel won’t be

there himself, but he’ll arrange it for us.”

And therefore, an evening or two later, a dozen sleighs dashed out of

the village towards the Bridge. It was bright moonlight; the snow was

crisp and well packed, and Persis, cuddled down under a pile of

buffalo-robes, her fur shoes on her feet, and hot bricks in the sleigh

as additional warmth, felt something of her old love of fun returning,

and made herself very entertaining. Persis at her best was no mean

companion, and the doctor thought he had never heard her laugh so

merrily. “I never thought to ask where we are going,” she said.

“There is only one place to go,” replied Pendleton, “and that is the

Bridge. It will be a fine sight to-night. We are to have supper at the

old Inn and have a dance.”

“The Inn?” Persis echoed.

“Yes. Has no one driven you over there? I say, father, that’s too bad.

Here Miss Maitland has been within ten miles of the bridge all this

time, and no one has taken the trouble to show it to her.”

“I have seen it,” replied Persis, faintly. “I was there one summer.”

“Oh, that’s all right, then; but I really believe it is finer in

winter.”

“Can we see it plainly from the road?”

“In this moonlight, yes. There is just one point where it stands out

finely.”

The merriment was hard to force for a while after this. The Inn! How

many associations it brought up! Suppose some one should recognize her

there. She gave a little shiver, which Pen attributed to the cold.

Attention to the comfort of a lady under his charge had been taught him

from the time he could walk. Gallantry of the real old-fashioned sort

was made his by precept and example, and he tucked the robes closer

around the girl by his side, and asked, solicitously, if she were

comfortable.

“I couldn’t be more so,” she replied, determined to shake off the

chilling fear which had taken possession of her. “With only the tip of

my nose visible, and in this nest of furs, I couldn’t be cold.”

“There, we can see the bridge,” Pen announced, and Persis looked. It was

beautiful, like, yet unlike, the place as she remembered it, and she was

thankful for the snowy wreathing which took away the too familiar look.

She breathed a sigh of relief as she gazed around at the landscape

wearing its winter face. “It is very beautiful,” she said, quietly. “I

think I never saw so beautiful a sight. It is worth a much colder ride

than this.”

The absence of the genial colonel was a second source of congratulation

to the girl, who had dreaded to see the kind old host, for he would be

sure to recognize her; and therefore, with no haunting fears, she

resolved to throw care to the winds, and to enjoy herself, and show her

appreciation to those good friends who so desired her pleasure.

Pen Rivers found Persis too good a dancer not to lead her out oftener

than Sid Southall thought necessary; and Persis, finding that

Pendleton’s step matched hers so well, and that the doctor and Mrs.

Rivers were evidently pleased that she should dance often with their

boy, consented to be his partner as often as he desired.

But at the last she insisted on the doctor’s dancing the Virginia reel

with her, but he laughingly protested. “I know you were a dancer in your

college days; wasn’t he, Mrs. Rivers?” persisted the girl.

“I should think so.”

“So were you, mother,” put in Pen. “Haven’t I heard how you captured

father’s heart at the White Sulphur, and how you wore—what was it? Come,

come, you must dance. Will you compel a lady to ask you twice, father?

Where is your gallantry?” And thus beset, the doctor laughingly gave his

arm to Persis, while Pen bowed low before his mother.

After a bountiful supper of chicken, waffles, ham, biscuits, sandwiches,

salads, cake, and coffee, the sleighs were brought out and the return

journey was begun, every one being in the best of spirits.

During a lull in the gay talk, in which Persis managed to do her part,

Pen started up a college song, and the girl beside him could not resist

joining in. Then, as they struck into some old ballads, the doctor’s

bass was heard, and they kept up the music for the greater part of the

remaining way home.

“Where did you learn all the college songs, Miss Maitland?” asked Pen.

“I have had a number of college friends,” she replied. “Do you belong to

the Glee Club, Mr. Rivers?”

“No, but I go out with the boys serenading once in a while. The last

time that we serenaded the girls was in the summer. I didn’t know the

girls, but it was all the same. What was that girl’s name where we went?

Black? White? No, Greene; that was it. Hetty—no; that’s the rich woman.

Nettie; that’s it,—Nettie Greene.”

Persis, under her buffalo-robes, smiled. Pen Rivers had been one of the

boys who serenaded “The Cheerful Three.”

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