Chapter Ten: The Last of His Name

I came by chance to the village--Norton, we will call it, just to call

it something, but the county in which it is situated need not be named.

It happened that about noon that day I planned to pass the night at a

village where, as I was informed at a small country town I had rested

in, there was a nice inn--"The Fox and Grapes"--to put up at, but when

I arrived, tired and hungry, I was told that I could not have a bed and

that the only thing to do was to try Norton, which also boasted an inn.

It was hard to have to turn some two or three miles out of my road at

that late hour on a chance of a shelter for the night, but there was

nothing else to do, so on to Norton I went with heavy steps, and arrived

a little after sunset, more tired and hungry than ever, only to be told

at the inn that they had no accommodation for me, that their one spare

room had been engaged! "What am I to do, then?" I demanded of the

landlord. "Beyond this village I cannot go to-night--do you want me to

go out and sleep under a hedge?" He called his spouse, and after some

conversation they said the village baker might be able to put me up, as

he had a spare bedroom in his house. So to the baker's I went, and

found it a queer, ramshackle old place, standing a little back from the

village street in a garden and green plot with a few fruit trees

growing on it. To my knock the baker himself came out--a mild-looking,

flabby-faced man, with his mouth full, in a very loose suit of

pyjama-like garments of a bluish floury colour. I told him my story, and

he listened, swallowing his mouthful, then cast his eyes down and rubbed

his chin, which had a small tuft of hairs growing on it, and finally

said, "I don't know. I must ask my wife. But come in and have a cup of

tea--we're just having a cup ourselves, and perhaps you'd like one."

I could have told him that I should like a dozen cups and a great many

slices of bread-and-butter, if there was nothing else more substantial

to be had. However, I only said, "Thank you," and followed him in to

where his wife, a nice-looking woman, with black hair and olive face,

was seated behind the teapot. Imagine my surprise when I found that

besides tea there was a big hot repast on the table--a ham, a roast

fowl, potatoes and cabbage, a rice pudding, a dish of stewed fruit,

bread-and-butter, and other things.

"You call this a cup of tea!" I exclaimed delightedly. The woman

laughed, and he explained in an apologetic way that he had formerly

suffered grievously from indigestion, so that for many years his life

was a burden to him, until he discovered that if he took one big meal a

day, after the work was over, he could keep perfectly well.

I was never hungrier than on this evening, and never, I think, ate a

bigger or more enjoyable meal; nor have I ever ceased to remember those

two with gratitude, and if I were to tell here what they told me--the

history of their two lives--I think it would be a more interesting

story than the one I am about to relate. I stayed a whole week in their

hospitable house; a week which passed only too quickly, for never had

I been in a sweeter haunt of peace than this village in a quiet, green

country remote from towns and stations. It was a small rustic place, a

few old houses and thatched cottages, and the ancient church with square

Norman tower hard to see amid the immense old oaks and elms that grew

all about it. At the end of the village were the park gates, and the

park, a solitary, green place with noble trees, was my favourite haunt;

for there was no one to forbid me, the squire being dead, the old red

Elizabethan house empty, with only a caretaker in the gardener's lodge

to mind it, and the estate for sale. Three years it had been in that

condition, but nobody seemed to want it; occasionally some important

person came rushing down in a motor-car, but after running over the

house he would come out and, remarking that it was a "rummy old place,"

remount his car and vanish in a cloud of dust to be seen no more.

The dead owner, I found, was much in the village mind; and no wonder,

since Norton had never been without a squire until he passed away,

leaving no one to succeed him. It was as if some ancient landmark, or an

immemorial oak tree on the green in whose shade the villagers had been

accustomed to sit for many generations, had been removed. There was a

sense of something wanting something gone out of their lives. Moreover,

he had been a man of a remarkable character, and though they never loved

him they yet reverenced his memory.

So much was he in their minds that I could not be in the village and not

hear the story of his life--the story which, I said, interested me less

than that of the good baker and his wife. On his father's death at a

very advanced age he came, a comparative stranger, to Norton, the first

half of his life having been spent abroad. He was then a middle-aged

man, unmarried, and a bachelor he remained to the end. He was of a

reticent disposition and was said to be proud; formal, almost cold, in

manner; furthermore, he did not share his neighbours' love of sport of

any description, nor did he care for society, and because of all this

he was regarded as peculiar, not to say eccentric. But he was deeply

interested in agriculture, especially in cattle and their improvement,

and that object grew to be his master passion. It was a period of great

depression, and as his farms fell vacant he took them into his own

hands, increased his stock and built model cowhouses, and came at last

to be known throughout his own country, and eventually everywhere, as

one of the biggest cattle-breeders in England. But he was famous in

a peculiar way. Wise breeders and buyers shook their heads and even

touched their foreheads significantly, and predicted that the squire

of Norton would finish by ruining himself. They were right, he ruined

himself; not that he was mentally weaker than those who watched and

cunningly exploited him; he was ruined because his object was a higher

one than theirs. He saw clearly that the prize system is a vicious one

and that better results may be obtained without it. He proved this at

a heavy cost by breeding better beasts than his rivals, who were

all exhibitors and prizewinners, and who by this means got their

advertisements and secured the highest prices, while he, who disdained

prizes and looked with disgust at the overfed and polished animals at

shows, got no advertisements and was compelled to sell at unremunerative

prices. The buyers, it may be mentioned, were always the breeders for

shows, and they made a splendid profit out of it.

He carried on the fight for a good many years, becoming more and more

involved, until his creditors took possession of the estate, sold off

the stock, let the farms, and succeeded in finding a tenant for the

furnished house. He went to a cottage in the village and there passed

his remaining years. To the world he appeared unmoved by his reverses.

The change from mansion and park to a small thatched cottage, with a

labourer's wife for attendant, made no change in the man, nor did he

resign his seat on the Bench of Magistrates or any other unpaid

office he held. To the last he was what he had always been, formal and

ceremonious, more gracious to those beneath him than to equals; strict

in the performance of his duties, living with extreme frugality and

giving freely to those in want, and very regular in his attendance

at church, where he would sit facing the tombs and memorials of his

ancestors, among the people but not of them--a man alone and apart,

respected by all but loved by none.

Finally he died and was buried with the others, and one more memorial

with the old name, which he bore last was placed on the wall. That

was the story as it was told me, and as it was all about a man who was

without charm and had no love interest it did not greatly interest me,

and I soon dismissed it from my thoughts. Then one day coming through a

grove in the park and finding myself standing before the ancient, empty,

desolate house--for on the squire's death everything had been sold and

taken away--I remembered that the caretaker had begged me to let him

show me over the place. I had not felt inclined to gratify him, as I

had found him a young man of a too active mind whose only desire was

to capture some person to talk to and unfold his original ideas and

schemes, but now having come to the house I thought I would suffer him,

and soon found him at work in the vast old walled garden. He joyfully

threw down his spade and let me in and then up to the top floor,

determined that I should see everything. By the time we got down to

the ground floor I was pretty tired of empty rooms, oak panelled, and

passages and oak staircases, and of talk, and impatient to get away. But

no, I had not seen the housekeeper's room--I must see that!--and so

into another great vacant room I was dragged, and to keep me as long as

possible in that last room he began unlocking and flinging open all the

old oak cupboards and presses. Glancing round at the long array of empty

shelves, I noticed a small brown-paper parcel, thick with dust, in a

corner, and as it was the only movable thing I had seen in that vacant

house I asked him what the parcel contained. Books, he replied--they had

been left as of no value when the house was cleared of furniture. As I

wished to see the books he undid the parcel; it contained forty copies

of a small quarto-shaped book of sonnets, with the late squire's name as

author on the title page. I read a sonnet, and told him I should like to

read them all. "You can have a copy, of course," he exclaimed. "Put it

in your pocket and keep it." When I asked him if he had any right to

give one away he laughed and said that if any one had thought the whole

parcel worth twopence it would not have been left behind. He was quite

right; a cracked dinner--plate or a saucepan with a hole in it or an

earthenware teapot with a broken spout would not have been left, but the

line was drawn at a book of sonnets by the late squire. Nobody wanted

it, and so without more qualms I put it in my pocket, and have it before

me now, opened at page 63, on which appears, without a headline, the

sonnet I first read, and which I quote:--

How beautiful are birds, of God's sweet air

Free denizens; no ugly earthly spot

Their boundless happiness doth seem to blot.

The swallow, swiftly flying here and there,

Can it be true that dreary household care

Doth goad her to incessant flight?

If not How can it be that she doth cast her lot

Now there, now here, pursuing summer everywhere?

I sadly fear that shallow, tiny brain

Is not exempt from anxious cares and fears,

That mingled heritage of joy and pain

That for some reason everywhere appears;

And yet those birds, how beautiful they are!

Sure beauty is to happiness no bar.

This has a fault that doth offend the reader of modern verse, and there

are many of the eighty sonnets in the book which do not equal it in

merit. He was manifestly an amateur; he sometimes writes with

labour, and he not infrequently ends with the unpardonable weak line.

Nevertheless he had rightly chosen this difficult form in which to

express his inner self. It suited his grave, concentrated thought, and

each little imperfect poem of fourteen lines gives us a glimpse into a

wise, beneficent mind. He had fought his fight and suffered defeat, and

had then withdrawn himself silently from the field to die. But if he

had been embittered he could have relieved himself in this little book.

There is no trace of such a feeling. He only asks, in one sonnet, where

can a balm be found for the heart fretted and torn with eternal cares;

when we have thought and striven for some great and good purpose, when

all our striving has ended in disaster? His plan, he concludes, is to go

out in the quiet night-time and look at the stars.

Here let me quote two more sonnets written in contemplative mood, just

to give the reader a fuller idea not of the verse, as verse, but of the

spirit in the old squire. There is no title to these two:--

I like a fire of wood; there is a kind

Of artless poetry in all its ways:

When first 'tis lighted, how it roars and plays,

And sways to every breath its flames, refined

By fancy to some shape by life confined.

And then how touching are its latter days;

When, all its strength decayed, and spent the blaze

Of fiery youth, grey ash is all we find.

Perhaps we know the tree, of which the pile

Once formed a part, and oft beneath its shade

Have sported in our youth; or in quaint style

Have carved upon its rugged bark a name

Of which the memory doth alone remain

A memory doomed, alas! in turn to fade.

Bad enough as verse, the critic will say; refined, confined, find--what

poor rhymes are these! and he will think me wrong to draw these

frailties from their forgotten abode. But I like to think of the

solitary old man sitting by his wood fire in the old house, not brooding

bitterly on his frustrate life, but putting his quiet thoughts into the

form of a sonnet. The other is equally good--or bad, if the critic will

have it so:--

The clock had just struck five, and all was still

Within my house, when straight I open threw

With eager hand the casement dim with dew.

Oh, what a glorious flush of light did fill

That old staircase! and then and there did kill

All those black doubts that ever do renew

Their civil war with all that's good and true

Within our hearts, when body and mind are ill

From this slight incident I would infer

A cheerful truth, that men without demur,

In times of stress and doubt, throw open wide

The windows of their breast; nor stung by pride

In stifling darkness gloomily abide;

But bid the light flow in on either side.

A "slight incident" and a beautiful thought. But all I have so far said

about the little book is preliminary to what I wish to say about another

sonnet which must also be quoted. It is perhaps, as a sonnet, as ill

done as the others, but the subject of it specially attracted me, as it

happened to be one which was much in my mind during my week's stay at

Norton. That remote little village without a squire or any person

of means or education in or near it capable of feeling the slightest

interest in the people, except the parson, an old infirm man who was

never seen but once a week--how wanting in some essential thing it

appeared! It seemed to me that the one thing which might be done in

these small centres of rural life to brighten and beautify existence is

precisely the thing which is never done, also that what really is being

done is of doubtful value and sometimes actually harmful.

Leaving Norton one day I visited other small villages in the

neighbourhood and found they were no better off. I had heard of the

rector of one of these villages as a rather original man, and went and

discussed the subject with him. "It is quite useless thinking about it,"

he said. "The people here are clods, and will not respond to any effort

you can make to introduce a little light and sweetness into their

lives." There was no more to be said to him, but I knew he was wrong. I

found the villagers in that part of the country the most intelligent

and responsive people of their class I had ever encountered. It was

a delightful experience to go into their cottages, not to read them a

homily or to present them with a book or a shilling, nor to inquire into

their welfare, material and spiritual, but to converse intimately with

a human interest in them, as would be the case in a country where there

are no caste distinctions. It was delightful, because they were so

responsive, so sympathetic, so alive. Now it was just at this time,

when the subject was in my mind, that the book of sonnets came into my

hands--given to me by the generous caretaker--and I read in it this one

on "Innocent Amusements":--

There lacks a something to complete the round

Of our fair England's homely happiness

A something, yet how oft do trifles bless

When greater gifts by far redound

To honours lone, but no responsive sound

Of joy or mirth awake, nay, oft oppress,

While gifts of which we scarce the moment guess

In never-failing joys abound.

No nation can be truly great

That hath not something childlike in its life

Of every day; it should its youth renew

With simple joys that sweetly recreate

The jaded mind, conjoined in friendly strife

The pleasures of its childhood days pursue.

What wise and kindly thoughts he had--the old squire of Norton! Surely,

when telling me the story of his life, they had omitted something! I

questioned them on the point. Did he not in all the years he was at

Norton House, and later when he lived among them in a cottage in the

village--did he not go into their homes and meet them as if he knew and

felt that they were all of the same flesh, children of one universal

Father, and did he not make them feel this about him--that the

differences in fortune and position and education were mere accidents?

And the answer was: No, certainly not! as if I had asked a preposterous

question. He was the squire, a gentleman--any one might understand that

he could not come among them like that! That is what a parson can do

because he is, so to speak, paid to keep an eye on them, and besides

it's religion there and a different thing. But the squire!--their

squire, that dignified old gentleman, so upright in his saddle,

so considerate and courteous to every one--but he never forgot his

position--never in that way! I also asked if he had never tried to

establish, or advocated, or suggested to them any kind of reunions to

take place from time to time, or an entertainment or festival to

get them to come pleasantly together, making a brightness in their

lives--something which would not be cricket or football, nor any form of

sport for a few of the men, all the others being mere lookers-on and the

women and children left out altogether; something which would be for and

include everyone, from the oldest grey labourer no longer able to work

to the toddling little ones; something of their own invention, peculiar

to Norton, which would be their pride and make their village dearer

to them? And the answer was still no, and no, and no. He had never

attempted, never suggested, anything of the sort. How could he--the

squire! Yet he wrote those wise words:--

No nation can be truly great

That hath not something childlike in its life

Of every day.

Why are we lacking in that which others undoubtedly have, a something to

complete the round of homely happiness in our little rural centres;

how is it that we do not properly encourage the things which, albeit

childlike, are essential, which sweetly recreate? It is not merely

the selfishness of those who are well placed and prefer to live for

themselves, or who have light but care not to shed it on those who are

not of their class. Selfishness is common enough everywhere, in men of

all races. It is not selfishness, nor the growth of towns or decay of

agriculture, which as a fact does not decay, nor education, nor any of

the other causes usually given for the dullness, the greyness of village

life. The chief cause, I take it, is that gulf, or barrier, which

exists between men and men in different classes in our country, or

a considerable portion of it--the caste feeling which is becoming

increasingly rigid in the rural world, if my own observation, extending

over a period of twenty-five years, is not all wrong.

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