Chapter Four: Seeking a Shelter

The "walks" already spoken of, at a time when life had little or no

other pleasure for us on account of poverty and ill-health, were taken

at pretty regular intervals two or three times a year. It all depended

on our means; in very lean years there was but one outing. It was

impossible to escape altogether from the immense unfriendly wilderness

of London simply because, albeit "unfriendly," it yet appeared to be the

only place in the wide world where our poor little talents could earn us

a few shillings a week to live on. Music and literature! but I fancy the

nearest crossing-sweeper did better, and could afford to give himself a

more generous dinner every day. It occasionally happened that an

article sent to some magazine was not returned, and always after so many

rejections to have one accepted and paid for with a cheque worth several

pounds was a cause of astonishment, and was as truly a miracle as if the

angel of the sun had compassionately thrown us down a handful of gold.

And out of these little handfuls enough was sometimes saved for the

country rambles at Easter and Whitsuntide and in the autumn. It was

during one of these Easter walks, when seeking for a resting-place for

the night, that we met with another adventure worth telling.

We had got to that best part of Surrey not yet colonized by wealthy men

from the City, but where all things are as they were of old, when, late

in the day, we came to a pleasant straggling village with one street a

mile long. Here we resolved to stay, and walked the length of the street

making inquiries, but were told by every person we spoke to that the

only place we could stay at was the inn--the "White Hart." When we said

we preferred to stay at a cottage they smiled a pitying smile. No, there

was no such place. But we were determined not to go to the inn, although

it had a very inviting look, and was well placed with no other house

near it, looking on the wide village green with ancient trees shading

the road on either side.

Having passed it and got to the end of the village, we turned and walked

back, still making vain inquiries, passing it again, and when once more

at the starting-point we were in despair when we spied a man coming

along the middle of the road and went out to meet him to ask the weary

question for the last time. His appearance was rather odd as he came

towards us on that blowy March evening with dust and straws flying past

and the level sun shining full on him. He was tall and slim, with a

large round smooth face and big pale-blue innocent-looking eyes, and he

walked rapidly but in a peculiar jerky yet shambling manner, swinging

and tossing his legs and arms about. Moving along in this disjointed

manner in his loose fluttering clothes he put one in mind of a

big flimsy newspaper blown along the road by the wind. This

unpromising-looking person at once told us that there was a place where

we could stay; he knew it well, for it happened to be his father's

house and his own home. It was away at the other end of the village. His

people had given accommodation to strangers before, and would be glad to

receive us and make us comfortable.

Surprised, and a little doubtful of our good fortune, I asked my young

man if he could explain the fact that so many of his neighbours had

assured us that no accommodation was to be had in the village except at

the inn. He did not make a direct reply. He said that the ways of

the villagers were not the ways of his people. He and all his house

cherished only kind feelings towards their neighbours; whether those

feelings were returned or not, it was not for him to say. And there was

something else. A small appointment which would keep a man from want for

the term of his natural life, without absorbing all his time, had

become vacant in the village. Several of the young men in the place were

anxious to have it; then he, too, came forward as a candidate, and all

the others jeered at him and tried to laugh him out of it. He cared

nothing for that, and when the examination came off he proved the best

man and got the place. He had fought his fight and had overcome all his

enemies; if they did not like him any the better for his victory, and

did and said little things to injure him, he did not mind much, he could

afford to forgive them.

Having finished his story, he said good-bye, and went his way, blown, as

it were, along the road by the wind.

We were now very curious to see the other members of his family; they

would, we imagined, prove amusing, if nothing better. They proved a good

deal better. The house we sought, for a house it was, stood a little way

back from the street in a large garden. It had in former times been an

inn, or farm-house, possibly a manor-house, and was large, with many

small rooms, and short, narrow, crooked staircases, half-landings and

narrow passages, and a few large rooms, their low ceilings resting on

old oak beams, black as ebony. Outside, it was the most picturesque and

doubtless the oldest house in the village; many-gabled, with very tall

ancient chimneys, the roofs of red tiles mottled grey and yellow with

age and lichen. It was a surprise to find a woodman--for that was

what the man was--living in such a big place. The woodman himself, his

appearance and character, gave us a second and greater surprise. He was

a well-shaped man of medium height; although past middle life he looked

young, and had no white thread in his raven-black hair and beard. His

teeth were white and even, and his features as perfect as I have seen in

any man. His eyes were pure dark blue, contrasting rather strangely with

his pale olive skin and intense black hair. Only a woodman, but he might

have come of one of the oldest and best families in the country, if

there is any connection between good blood and fine features and a noble

expression. Oddly enough, his surname was an uncommon and aristocratic

one. His wife, on the other hand, although a very good woman as we

found, had a distinctly plebeian countenance. One day she informed us

that she came of a different and better class than her husband's.

She was the daughter of a small tradesman, and had begun life as a

lady's-maid: her husband was nothing but a labourer; his people had been

labourers for generations, consequently her marriage to him had involved

a considerable descent in the social scale. Hearing this, it was hard to

repress a smile.

The contrast between this man and the ordinary villager of his class was

as great in manners and conversation as in features and expression. His

combined dignity and gentleness, and apparent unconsciousness of any

caste difference between man and man, were astonishing in one who had

been a simple toiler all his life.

There were some grown-up children, others growing up, with others that

were still quite small. The boys, I noticed, favoured their mother, and

had commonplace faces; the girls took after their father, and though

their features were not so perfect they were exceptionally good-looking.

The eldest son--the disjointed, fly-away-looking young man who had

conquered all his enemies--had a wife and child. The eldest daughter was

also married, and had one child. Altogether the three families numbered

about sixteen persons, each family having its separate set of rooms, but

all dining at one table. How did they do it? It seemed easy enough to

them. They were serious people in a sense, although always cheerful and

sometimes hilarious when together of an evening, or at their meals. But

they regarded life as a serious matter, a state of probation; they

were non-smokers, total abstainers, diligent at their work, united,

profoundly religious. A fresh wonder came to light when I found that

this poor woodman, with so large a family to support, who spent ten or

twelve hours every day at his outdoor work, had yet been able out of his

small earnings to buy bricks and other materials, and, assisted by his

sons, to build a chapel adjoining his house. Here he held religious

services on Sundays, and once or twice of an evening during the week.

These services consisted of extempore prayers, a short address, and

hymns accompanied by a harmonium, which they all appeared able to play.

What his particular doctrine was I did not inquire, nor did I wish for

any information on that point. Doubtless he was a Dissenter of some kind

living in a village where there was no chapel; the services were for

the family, but were also attended by a few of the villagers and some

persons from neighbouring farms who preferred a simpler form of worship

to that of the Church.

It was not strange that this little community should have been regarded

with something like disfavour by the other villagers. For these others,

man for man, made just as much money, and paid less rent for their

small cottages, and, furthermore, received doles from the vicar and his

well-to-do parishioners, yet they could not better their position, much

less afford the good clothing, books, music, and other pleasant things

which the independent woodman bestowed on his family. And they knew why.

The woodman's very presence in their midst was a continual reproach,

a sermon on improvidence and intemperance, which they could not avoid

hearing by thrusting their fingers into their ears.

During my stay with these people something occurred to cause them a very

deep disquiet. The reader will probably smile when I tell them what

it was. Awaking one night after midnight I heard the unusual sound of

voices in earnest conversation in the room below; this went on until

I fell asleep again. In the morning we noticed that our landlady had a

somewhat haggard face, and that the daughters also had pale faces, with

purple marks under the eyes, as if they had kept their mother company in

some sorrowful vigil. We were not left long in ignorance of the cause

of this cloud. The good woman asked if we had been much disturbed by

the talking. I answered that I had heard voices and had supposed that

friends from a distance had arrived overnight and that they had sat up

talking to a late hour. No--that was not it, she said; but someone had

arrived late, a son who was sixteen years old, and who had been absent

for some days on a visit to relations in another county. When they

gathered round him to hear his news he confessed that while away he

had learnt to smoke, and he now wished them to know that he had well

considered the matter, and was convinced that it was not wrong nor

harmful to smoke, and was determined not to give up his tobacco. They

had talked to him--father, mother, brothers, and sisters--using every

argument they could find or invent to move him, until it was day and

time for the woodman to go to his woods, and the others to their several

occupations. But their "all-night sitting" had been wasted; the stubborn

youth had not been convinced nor shaken. When, after morning prayers,

they got up from their knees, the sunlight shining in upon them, they

had made a last appeal with tears in their eyes, and he had refused to

give the promise they asked. The poor woman was greatly distressed. This

young fellow, I thought, favours his mother in features, but mentally he

is perhaps more like his father. Being a smoker myself I ventured to

put in a word for him. They were distressing themselves too much, I told

her; smoking in moderation was not only harmless, especially to those

who worked out of doors, but it was a well-nigh universal habit, and

many leading men in the religious world, both churchmen and dissenters,

were known to be smokers.

Her answer, which came quickly enough, was that they did not regard

the practice of smoking as in itself bad, but they knew that in some

circumstances it was inexpedient; and in the case of her son they

were troubled at the thought of what smoking would ultimately lead to.

People, she continued, did not care to smoke, any more than they did to

eat and drink, in solitude. It was a social habit, and it was inevitable

that her boy should look for others to keep him company in smoking.

There would be no harm in that in the summer-time when young people like

to keep out of doors until bedtime; but during the long winter

evenings he would have to look for his companions in the parlour of the

public-house. And it would not be easy, scarcely possible, to sit long

among the others without drinking a little beer. It is really no more

wrong to drink a little beer than to smoke, he would say; and it would

be true. One pipe would lead to another and one glass of beer to

another. The habit would be formed and at last all his evenings and all

his earnings would be spent in the public-house.

She was right, and I had nothing more to say except to wish her success

in her efforts.

It is curious that the strongest protests against the evils of the

village pubic, which one hears from village women, come from those who

are not themselves sufferers. Perhaps it is not curious. Instinctively

we hide our sores, bodily and mental, from the public gaze.

Not long ago I was in a small rustic village in Wiltshire, perhaps the

most charming village I have seen in that country. There was no inn

or ale-house, and feeling very thirsty after my long walk I went to a

cottage and asked the woman I saw there for a drink of milk. She invited

me in, and spreading a clean cloth on the table, placed a jug of new

milk, a loaf, and butter before me. For these good things she proudly

refused to accept payment. As she was a handsome young woman, with a

clear, pleasant voice, I was glad to have her sit there and talk to me

while I refreshed myself. Besides, I was in search of information and

got it from her during our talk. My object in going to the village was

to see a woman who, I had been told, was living there. I now heard that

her cottage was close by, but unfortunately, while anxious to see her, I

had no excuse for calling.

"Do you think," said I to my young hostess, "that it would do to tell

her that I had heard something of her strange history and misfortunes,

and wished to offer her a little help? Is she very poor?"

"Oh, no," she replied. "Please do not offer her money, if you see her.

She would be offended. There is no one in this village who would take a

shilling as a gift from a stranger. We all have enough; there is not a

poor person among us."

"What a happy village!" I exclaimed. "Perhaps you are all total

abstainers."

She laughed, and said that they all brewed their own beer--there was not

a total abstainer among them. Every cottager made from fifty to eighty

gallons, or more, and they drank beer every day, but very moderately,

while it lasted. They were all very sober; their children would have to

go to some neighbouring village to see a tipsy man.

I remarked that at the next village, which had three public-houses,

there were a good marry persons so poor that they would gladly at any

time take a shilling from any one.

It was the same everywhere in the district, she said, except in that

village which had no public-house. Not only were they better off, and

independent of blanket societies and charity in all forms, but they were

infinitely happier. And after the day's work the men came home to spend

the evening with their wives and children.

At this stage I was surprised by a sudden burst of passion on her part.

She stood up, her face flushing red, and solemnly declared that if

ever a public-house was opened in that village, and if the men took

to spending their evenings in it, her husband with them, she would

not endure such a condition of things--she wondered that so many women

endured it--but would take her little ones and go away to earn her own

living under some other roof!

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