THE LORD'S PRAYER IN B

At the close of the first day they brought Baruch into the great Hall of

the Oblates, sometime called the Hall of the Unexpected. The young man

walked with eyes downcast. Aloft in the vast spaces the swinging domes

of light made more reddish his curly beard, deepened the hollows on

either side of his sweetly pointed nose, and accented the determined

corners of his firmly modelled lips. He was dressed in a simple tunic

and wore no Talith; and as he slowly moved up the wide aisle the Grand

Inquisitor, visibly annoyed by the resemblance, said to his famulus,

"The heretic dares to imitate the Master." He crossed himself and

shuddered.

Mendoza abated not his reserve as he drew near the long table before the

Throne. Like a quarry that is at last hemmed in, the Jew was quickly

surrounded by a half thousand black-robed monks. The silence--sick,

profound, and awful--was punctuated by the low, sullen tapping of a

drum. Its droning sound reminded the prisoner of life-blood dripping

from some single pore; the tone was B, and its insistent, muffled,

funereal blow at rhythmic intervals would in time have worn away rock.

Mendoza felt a prevision of his fate; being a musician he knew of

music's woes and warnings. And he lifted eyes for the first time since

his arrest in a gloomy, star-lit street of Lisbon.

He saw bleached, shaven faces in a half circle; they seemed like skulls

fastened on black dummies--so immobile their expression, so deadly

staring their eyes. The brilliant and festal appearance of the scene

oppressed him and his eyeballs ached. Symphonies of light were massed

over the great high walls; glistening and pendulous, they illuminated

remote ceilings. There was color and taunting gaiety in the decoration;

the lofty panels contained pictures from the classic poets which seemed

profane in so sacred an edifice, and just over the Throne gleamed the

golden tubes of a mighty organ. Then Baruch Mendoza's eyes, half blinded

by the strange glory of the place to which he had been haled,

encountered the joyful and ferocious gaze of the Grand Inquisitor. Again

echoed dolefully the tap of the drum in the key of B, and the prisoner

shuddered.

A voice was heard: "Baruch Mendoza, thou art before the Throne, and one

of the humblest of God's creatures asks thee to renounce thy vile

heresies." Baruch made no answer. The voice again modulated high, its

menace sweetly hidden.

"Baruch Mendoza, dost thou renounce?" The drum counted two taps. Baruch

did not reply. For the third time the voice issued from the lips of the

Grand Inquisitor, as he drew the hood over his face.

"Baruch Mendoza, dog of a Jew, dog of a heretic, believer in no creed,

wilt thou recant the evil words of thy unspeakable book, prostrate

thyself before the altar of the Only God, and ask His forgiveness?

Answer, Baruch Mendoza!"

The man thus interrogated wondered why the Hall of the Oblates was

adorned with laughing Bacchantes, but he responded not. The drum tapped

thrice, and there was a burst of choral music from the death-like monks;

they chaunted the _Dies Iræ_, and the sonorous choir was antiphonally

answered with anxious rectitude from the gallery, while the organ blazed

out its frescoed tones. And Baruch knew that his death-hymn was being

sung.

To him, a despiser of the vesture of things, to him the man with the

spiritual inner eye, whose philosophy was hated and feared because of

its subtle denial of the God in high heaven, to Baruch Mendoza the

universe had seemed empty with an emptiness from which glared no divine

Judge--his own people's Jahveh--no benignant sufferer appeared on the

cross. He saw no future life except in the commingling of his substance

with the elements; and for this contumacious belief, and his timidly

bold expression of it, he had been waylaid and apprehended in the gloomy

star-lit street of Lisbon.

The single tap of the drum warned him; the singing had ceased. And this

bitter idealist, this preacher of the hollowness of the real, wondered

where were the sable trappings of woe, the hideous envisagement of them

that are condemned with mortuary symbols in garbs of painted flame to

the stake, faggot, axe, and headsman. None of these were visible, and

the gentle spirit of the prisoner became ruffled, alarmed. He expected

violence but instead they offered churchly music. Restless, his nerves

fretted, he asked himself the reason. He did not fear death, for he

despised life; he had no earthly ties; his life's philosophy had been

fittingly enunciated; and he knew that even though a terrible death

overtook him his seed had fallen on ripe soil. As he was a descendant

from some older system that denied the will to live, so would he in turn

beget disciples who would be beaten, burned and reviled by the great foe

to liberty--the foe that strangled it before Egypt's theocracy, aye!

before the day of sun-worshippers invoking their round, burning god,

riding naked in the blue. Baruch pondered these things, and had almost

lost his grasp on time and space when something jarred his

consciousness.

It was the tap of the drum, sombre, dull, hollow and threatening; he

shivered as he heard its percussive note, and with a start remembered

that the _Dies Iræ_ had been chaunted in the same key. Once more he

wondered.

A light touch on the shoulder brought him realization. He stood almost

alone; the monks were gliding down the great Hall of the Oblates and

disappearing through a low arched door, the sole opening in the huge

apartment. One remained, a black friar, absolutely hooded.

Baruch followed him. The pair noiselessly traversed the wonderful hall

with its canopies of light, its airy arches, massive groinings and

bewildering blur of color and fragrance; the air was thick and grateful

with incense. Exactly in the middle of the hall there rested on the

floor a black shadow, a curiously shaped shadow. It was a life-sized

crucifix which Baruch had not seen before. To it he was led by the black

friar, who motioned him to the floor; then this unbelieving Jew and

atheist laid himself humbly down, and with outstretched arms awaited his

end.

In few rapid movements the prisoner was chained to the cross; and with a

penetratingly sweet smile the friar gave him a silent blessing, while

Baruch's eyes followed the dazzling tracery on the ceiling, and caught a

glimpse of the golden, gleaming organ tubes above the Throne of

Judgment.

The stillness was so profound that he heard the soft sighs of the

candles, the forest of unnumbered candles; the room was windless. Again

the singular fancy overtook him that the key of B ruled the song of the

lights, and he stirred painfully because certain sounds irritated him,

recalling as a child his vague rage at the Kol Nidrei, which was sung in

the key of B at the synagogue.

He closed his eyes a moment and opened them with fright, for the drum

sounded near his head, though he could not turn to see it. Suddenly he

was encircled by ten monks and chaunting heard. Mendoza noticed the

admirable monotone, the absolute, pitch, and then, with a leap of his

heart, the key color B again; and the mode was major.

The hooded monks sang in Latin the Lord's Prayer. "Our Father," they

solemnly intoned--"Our Father who art in Heaven; hallowed be thy name.

Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us

this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive

those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but

deliver us from evil. Amen."

Baruch tried to sleep. The rich voices lulled him into temporary rest;

he seemed to have slept hours. But he knew this was impossible, for the

monks were singing the Lord's Prayer when he awoke. He grew exasperated;

why need they pray over him? Why did they not take him to his damp cell

to rot or to be eaten by vermin? This blaze of light was unendurable; it

penetrated his closed eyelids, painted burning visions on his brain, and

the music--the accursed music--continued. Again the Lord's Prayer was

solemnly intoned, and noticing the freshness of the voices he opened his

eyes, counted ten cowled monks around him; and the key they sang was B,

the mode major.

Another set, Baruch thought, as he remarked the stature of the singers,

and sought oblivion. All that night and all next day he chased sleep,

and the morning of the third day found him with half mad gaze, sleepless

and frantic. When from deadly exhaustion he would half faint into stupor

the hollow, sinister sound of the drum stunned his ears, while rich,

churchly voices of men would intone "Pater noster, qui es in coelis!"

and always in the agonizing key of B.

This tone became a monstrous serpent that plunged its fangs into

Baruch's brain and hissed one implacable tone, the tone B. The drum

roared the same tone; the voices twined about the crucified Jew and beat

back sleep, beat back death itself.

The evening of the fourth day Baruch Mendoza was more pallid than his

robe; his eyes looked like twin stars, they so glittered, and the fire

in them was hardly of this earth. His cheek-bones started through the

skin; beard and hair hung in damp masses about the ghastly face and

head; his lips were parted in a contemptuous grin, and there was a

strained, listening look on the countenance: he was listening for the

key that was slaying him, and he saw it now, saw it in the flesh, a

creeping, crawling, shapeless thing that slowly strangled his life. All

his soul had flown to his ears, all his senses were lodged in the one

sense of hearing, and as he heard again and again the Lord's Prayer in

the key of B the words that compose it separated themselves from the

tone and assumed an individual life. The awful power of the spoken word

assailed him, and "Our Father who art in heaven" became for Baruch a

divine gigantic cannibal, devouring the planets, the stars, the

firmament, the cosmos, as he created them. The heavens were copper, and

there gleamed and glared the glance of an eyeball burning like a sun,

and so threatening that the spirit of the atheist was consumed as a

scroll in the flame. He cried aloud, "If there is a God, let Him come

from on high and save me!" The drum sounded more fiercely, a monk

moistened with water the tortured man's lips, and Baruch groaned when

the cowled choir chaunted, "Pater noster, qui es in coelis!"

"Give us this day our daily bread." He asked himself if he had ever

known hunger and thirst; then other letters of fire came into his brain,

but through the porches of his ears. "And forgive us our trespasses as

we forgive those who trespass against us." Could he, he whispered to

his soul--could he forgive these devils that sang like angels? He almost

shivered in his attempt to smile; and loathing life heard with sardonic

amusement: "Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil!"

"Amen," groaned Baruch Mendoza. Again the drum boomed dolorously, and

monkish voices intoned: "Pater noster, qui es in coelis!"

There was no dawn, no eve in this brassy hell of music. The dripping

monotone of voices, the dreary pelting of the drum never ceased; and the

soul of the unbeliever was worn slowly away. The evening of the seventh

day the Grand Inquisitor, standing at his side, noticed with horror the

resemblance to the Master, and piously crossed himself.

Seeing the end was nigh, for there was thin froth on the shrivelled gums

of the man, the mild-voiced Inquisitor made a sign to the black friar,

and in a moment the music that had never ceased for six days was no

longer heard, though the air continued to hum with the vibrations of the

diabolical tone. The black friar knelt beside the dying one, and drawing

an ivory crucifix from his habit held it to Mendoza's face. Baruch,

aroused by the cessation of the torturing tonality, opened his eyes,

which were as black as blood, saw the symbol of Christianity, and with a

final effort forced from his cracked lips:

"Thou traitor!" As he attempted to blaspheme the sacred image he died,

despairingly invoking Adonai.

Then rolled forth in rich, triumphant tones the music of "Our Father who

art in heaven," while the drum sonorously sounded in the key of B, and

the mode was major.

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