I could scarcely believe my own eyes.

The figure before me was pale-faced and wan. She wore an old blue felt

hat with wide brim which was most unbecoming, a faded jersey that had

once been dark mauve, and an old black skirt, while her boots were

cracked and bulging, and she was without gloves.

She smiled at me inanely, as she came across the room and Theed closed

the door after her.

"Roseye!" I gasped. "Whatever does this mean?"

"Is it really you!" cried Teddy, equally amazed.

"It is," she replied in a low, very weary voice.

I saw that she appeared exhausted, for she clutched at the edge of the

table, so I led her gently to my chair wherein she sank inertly, with a

deep sigh.

"Roseye," I said. "Where have you been?"

She turned her gaze upon the fire. Her face remained hard-set. The

expression upon her white countenance was one of tragedy.

Her chest heaved and fell, and I saw that her ungloved hands, grasping

the arms of the chair, were trembling.

"You are cold!" I cried. And dashing to the cupboard I got out some

brandy and a siphon.

She sipped a few drops from the glass I offered her, smiling in grateful

acknowledgment.

Then, as I stood upon the hearthrug facing her, I repeated my question:

"Tell us, Roseye. Where have you been?"

In her great blue eyes I noticed a strange, vacant expression; a look

such as I had never seen there before. She only shook her head

mournfully.

"What has happened?" I inquired, bending and placing my hand tenderly

upon her shoulder.

But, with a sudden movement, she buried her face in her small hands and

burst into a torrent of tears.

"Don't ask me!" she sobbed. "Don't ask me, Claude!"

"Look here, old chap," exclaimed Teddy, who was quite as mystified as

myself. "I'll come back later on. That Miss Lethmere is safe is, after

all, the one great consolation."

And, rising, my friend discreetly left the room.

When he had gone I fell upon my knees before my rediscovered love and,

taking her cold hands in mine, covered them with hot, fervent kisses,

saying:

"Never mind, darling. You are safe again--and with me!"

All my efforts to calm her, however, proved unavailing, for she still

sobbed bitterly--the reaction, no doubt, of finding herself again beside

me. With women, in circumstances of great strain, it is the feminine

privilege to relieve themselves by emotion.

"Speak!" I urged of her. "Tell me where you've been, darling?"

But she only shook her head and, still convulsed by sobs, sat there

inert and heedless of all about her.

As I knelt in silence, the quiet of my room remained unbroken save for

the low ticking of the clock, and the soft sobs of the woman I so dearly

loved.

Tenderly I took my own handkerchief and wiped those tears from her

white, hard-set face. Then, for the first time, I saw that her left

eyebrow showed a dark red scar. It had not been there on the last

occasion when we had been together.

That mark upon her brow set me wondering.

Across her forehead she drew her hand wearily, as at last she sat

forward in her chair, an action as though to clear her confused and

troubled brain.

"Let me take off your hat," I said and, with a man's clumsiness, removed

the old felt hat from her head.

As I did so her wealth of soft hair, which I saw had been sadly

neglected, fell unkempt about her shoulders.

"That--_that woman_!" she suddenly ejaculated, half starting from her

seat. "_Ah! that woman_!" she cried.

"What woman, dear?" I asked, much mystified at her words.

"That woman--that awful woman!" she shouted.

"Ah! send her away--save me from her--Oh! save me. _Look_!"

And she pointed straight before her at some phantom which she had

conjured up in her imagination.

At once I realised that she was hysterical, and that some hideous ghost

of her past adventure had arisen before her.

"Calm yourself, darling," I urged softly, my arm around her waist.

"There is no one here. You are alone--alone with me--Claude!"

"Claude!" she echoed, turning toward me and gazing blankly into my eyes

with an expression which lacked recognition. "Oh--yes!" she added in a

tone of surprise. "Why--yes--Claude! Is it you--_really you_?"

"Yes. I am Claude--and you are alone with me," I said in great

apprehension, for I feared lest she might be demented. No doubt she had

been through some terrible experiences since last I had clasped her

hand.

Again she sighed deeply. For the next few moments she gazed into my

eyes in silence. Their stony stare thrilled and awed me. At last a

very faint smile played about her lips, and she exclaimed: "Oh, yes!

How awfully silly of me, Claude! How very foolish. Forgive me, won't

you?"

"Forgive you, darling! Why, of course," I said, pressing her closely to

me.

"But--but that terrible woman!" she cried, still terrified. "You won't

let her come near me again--will you?"

"No. She shan't. I'm with you, and will protect you, darling. Trust

in me."

"Ah!" she sighed. "It was awful. How--how I've lived through it I

don't know."

"Through what?" I asked, eager to induce her to tell her story.

"No," she answered. "You--you would never believe me!--you would never

understand! Oh! that woman! Look!" and in terror she raised her finger

and pointed again straight before her. "Look! Don't you see her!

She's fixed her eyes upon me--_those awful leopard's eyes_!"

"There's nobody here, Roseye," I assured her. "You're alone with me."

"Alone! Why, no. She's there--see straight over there!" cried my love,

her face distorted by wild terror. "Ah! she's coming nearer!" she

shrieked, again covering her face with her hands, as though to shut out

the imaginary face.

"Ugh!" she shuddered. "Don't let her touch me! Don't let her touch me!

Don't, Claude--for Heaven's sake, I beg of you. That woman--that awful

woman with the leopard's eyes!"

"Come, come," I said, rather severely. "You must not give way to these

hallucinations, Roseye. There's nobody here, I assure you. It's all--"

"But she _is_ here!" she shrieked. "You can't deceive _me_; she's

here--with us. Perhaps you can't see her--but I can. Oh! those

horrible eyes--the fiend! Ah! what I have suffered!"

I did not reply. I was at a loss how to act. Sight of my beloved

betraying such abject terror unnerved me.

Too well did I recollect the story of the railway signalman near Welwyn,

how, when the night-express came out of the tunnel tearing north from

London, he had distinctly seen two women struggling. One was in the

grasp of the other.

Was this the woman whom Roseye believed was present in my room--the

mysterious Woman with the Leopard's Eyes?

I crossed to the window, and standing at the spot where at my love

declared she could see the mysterious female by which she seemed

haunted, said:

"Now, look, dear! There is nobody here."

"There is!" she persisted. "She's there just behind you. Mind! She

intends to do you harm! Yes," she added. "I saw her at Hendon. I

remember, most distinctly! She knows you--and she means to do you

harm!"

I returned to her side, frantic at my inability to convince her that all

was her imagination.

There was no doubt that, deeply impressed upon her memory, was some

recollection of terrifying events in which a mysterious woman had played

a leading part.

As I looked at that blank, yet horrified expression upon her pale, sweet

face I became more than ever convinced that she had been held beneath

the thraldom of some woman of evil intent--that woman whom she described

as possessing the crafty eyes of a leopard.

For a full half-hour I argued with her, endeavouring to calm her but,

unfortunately, to little avail. Presently, however, her expression

altered, she grew less agitated, until at last, as I sat holding her in

my arms, I kissed her fondly upon the lips, and again begged:

"Do tell me, my darling, where you have been all this long time? I've

searched for you everywhere."

"I--I don't know," was her blank reply. "I can't tell you."

"But surely you recollect something?" I urged eagerly. "Those are not

your own clothes that you are wearing. Where did you get them from?"

She looked quickly down at her jersey and at her skirt, and then raised

her eyes to me in dismay. Apparently, for the first time, she now

realised that she was dressed in some one else's clothes.

"That's curious!" she exclaimed, as though speaking to herself. "That's

very curious. That hat is not mine, either!"

"No, it isn't," I said, handing it to her to examine, which she did

critically.

Then, placing her hands idly upon her knees, she remained for a long

time with brows knit in silence, apparently trying to recall the past.

"You lost your chatelaine--the one I gave you," I said, hoping that the

fact might, in some way, stir the chords of her blunted memory.

"My chatelaine!" she repeated, looking at me vacantly.

"Yes. You lost your purse and money, and other things," I said. "I

think you must have lost it from a train."

Suddenly she raised her face again to mine, and asked in a half-dazed

kind of way:

"Are you--_are you Claude_?"

"Yes," I replied. "Surely you remember me!"

"Oh--yes! But--oh! my head--my poor head!" and she placed her hands to

her temples and drew a long breath.

"Cannot you recollect--do try and tell me something. Try and describe

to me what occurred after you left home. What happened to you?"

She shook her head sadly.

"I can't tell you," she said at last, speaking quite rationally. "I

really can't."

"But you must recollect something, dear?" I asked. "Your chatelaine

was found dropped from a train on the line near Welwyn station, on the

Great Northern Railway."

"On the railway?" she repeated slowly. "Ah!"

"That brings back something to your memory, dearest, does it not?" I

inquired anxiously, for I now felt convinced that she remembered

something regarding her loss.

"Yes--but--but--well, I can't tell you about it, Claude."

"You can't, dearest--or do you mean that you decline to tell me!

Which?"

For a few moments she was again silent. Her blank white face had become

almost as its own self, with that sweet, calm smile I had known so well.

"I must decline to tell you," she slowly answered at last. "I'm sorry--

but I--I only ask your forgiveness, Claude."

"What is there for me to forgive?" I cried dismayed. "You disappeared.

Everybody feared foul play--and--"

"There was foul play!" she interrupted in a hoarse voice.

"By whom?"

"By somebody."

"You know who were your enemies?" I asked quickly. "You must know,

indeed."

She nodded in the affirmative, her eyes once more downcast, as though

fearing to meet my gaze.

"Cannot you name them--cannot you denounce them, darling? It is your

duty," I said in a low, persuasive tone. "Reveal the truth to me,

Claude."

"No, never!" was her plain and instant reply.

"Why not?"

"There are reasons."

"What reasons?"

"Reasons of my own. Strong reasons."

"And may I not know them?" I asked with some resentment.

"No, Claude--I can never reveal the truth--not even to you." She was

now quite her old self.

"But I thought we trusted each other blindly and implicitly," I

protested. "You surely know how deeply and fondly I love you, my

darling."

"Exactly," she exclaimed, with one of those sweet and winning smiles of

hers. "That's just my point. If you love me as you declare--and I

believe you do--then you will trust me, and you will, when I assure you

that I cannot tell you what has happened, refrain from further

questioning me."

Her argument was, certainly, one to which I could not very well reply.

It was a curious argument, and aroused suspicion within me.

She had now grown quite calm, and I could plainly see that she had at

last recalled the past, yet she did not intend to make any statement

whatever regarding it.

Why? This disinclination to reveal to me the slightest fact was, in

itself, most extraordinary. I then found myself reflecting upon the

discovery of that secret memorandum in her card-case, and the allegation

made against her by the red-tabbed Intelligence officer.

I was on the point of telling her what had been discovered--the purport

of the cipher-message and the suspicion which rested upon her. Yet,

would that induce her to be frank and tell me the truth? I decided that

it would not, therefore I said nothing. Instead, I remarked in a low,

sympathetic voice: "I really think, darling, that it is due to me--to

your people also--that you should tell us the truth of what happened to

you, and of the identity of your enemies."

"I have already told you, Claude," was her quiet response. "If you

really love me, then you should at least trust me."

"I do trust you, darling!" I protested quickly. "You surely know that!

You are in possession of all the secrets of our invention, and--"

"Ah! the invention--_the invention_!" she cried and, as she suddenly

recollected it, her whole manner instantly changed.

She started from her chair crying: "Yes--yes! Now I remember! I

remember! It was awful--terrible--ugh! Ah! my poor brain!" and again

she drew her hand across her brow. "My poor head!"

She paused but, next second, she turned to me, exclaiming in a tone

quite unusual to her:

"No! I shall tell you nothing--I shall say nothing! I do not want to

remember--I pray only to forget--yes, to forget all--everything. It is

too horrible! Too cruel!" and I saw that my reference to our secret

apparatus had stirred another chord in her memory--one that caused her

both fierce anger and bitter remorse.

That fact, in itself, revealed to me quite plainly that her tragic

experiences, whatever they might have been, had some curious connexion

with our invention for the destruction of Zeppelins. Thus, arguing with

myself further, I became more than ever convinced that she, in all her

innocence, had fallen defenceless into the unscrupulous grip of the

terrible but relentless Invisible Hand.

Why did she so persistently withhold from me the truth? What more

natural than, knowing the identity of her enemies, she should seek to

denounce and justly punish them? Now she was back at my side she surely

could not fear them!

Certainly her demeanour was most mysterious, and I stood there, facing

her, utterly bewildered. The expression in her dear face was quite

uncanny.

Once again I begged her to tell me something--however slight--regarding

what had occurred to her. I told her of our tireless search; of the

eager hue and cry; of the publication of her portrait, and of the

offered reward for any information.

"Ah!" she replied, with a strange, faint smile, as though of triumph

almost. "All that was to no effect. The precautions taken were far too

complete. Nobody could have found me--for I was in a living grave."

"Yes," I said, hoping that she would reveal to me something more,

however vague. "Tell me about it, darling. Do, Roseye."

"Tell you!" she echoed with angry resentment, putting me from her firmly

and staring at me. "No, never!" Then a second later she turned towards

the curtained window and shrieked:

"Ah! look!--that accursed woman again! Why do you allow her to come

here--if you love me, Claude!"

"She is not here," I declared firmly. "It is all your silly

imagination!"

"She is!" cried my love wildly. "You are lying to me! She's there!

Over there! Kill her--Claude--or she will kill you--ah! _that Woman

with the Leopard's Eyes_!"

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