CHAPTER XX

It was that hour when, with clear skies, the gray northern dawn would

have been breaking faintly over the eastern forests. Kent found the

darkness more fog-like; about him was a grayer, ghostlier sort of

gloom. But he could not see the water under his feet. Nor could he see

the rail of the scow, or the river. From the stern, ten feet from the

cabin door, the cabin itself was swallowed up and invisible.

With the steady, swinging motion of the riverman he began bailing. So

regular became his movements that they ran in a sort of rhythmic

accompaniment to his thoughts. The monotonous _splash, splash, splash_ of

the outflung pails of water assumed, after a few minutes, the character

of a mechanical thing. He could smell the nearness of the shore. Even

in the rain the tang of cedar and balsam came to him faintly.

But it was the river that impressed itself most upon his senses. It

seemed to him, as the minutes passed, like a living thing. He could

hear it gurgling and playing under the end of the scow. And with that

sound there was another and more indescribable thing, the tremble of

it, the pulse of it, the thrill of it in the impenetrable gloom, the

life of it as it swept on in a slow and mighty flood between its

wilderness walls. Kent had always said, "You can hear the river's heart

beat--if you know how to listen for it." And he heard it now. He felt

it. The rain could not beat it out, nor could the splash of the water

he was throwing overboard drown it, and the darkness could not hide it

from the vision that was burning like a living coal within him. Always

it was the river that had given him consolation in times of loneliness.

For him it had grown into a thing with a soul, a thing that personified

hope, courage, comradeship, everything that was big and great in final

achievement. And tonight--for he still thought of the darkness as

night--the soul of it seemed whispering to him a sort of paean.

He could not lose. That was the thought that filled him. Never had his

pulse beat with greater assurance, never had a more positive sense of

the inevitable possessed him. It was inconceivable, he thought, even to

fear the possibility of being taken by the Police. He was more than a

man fighting for his freedom alone, more than an individual struggling

for the right to exist. A thing vastly more priceless than either

freedom or life, if they were to be accepted alone, waited for him in

the little cabin, shut in by its sea of darkness. And ahead of them lay

their world. He emphasized that. _Their_ world--the world which, in an

illusive and unreal sort of way, had been a part of his dreams all his

life. In that world they would shut themselves in. No one would ever

find them. And the glory of the sun and the stars and God's open

country would be with them always.

Marette was the very heart of that reality which impinged itself upon

him now. He did not worry about what it was she would tell him

tomorrow, or day after tomorrow. He believed that it was then--when she

had told him what there was to tell, and he still reached, out his arms

to her--that she would come into those arms. And he knew that nothing

that might have happened in Kedsty's room would keep his arms from

reaching, to her. Such was his faith, potent as the mighty flood hidden

in the gray-ghost gloom of approaching dawn.

Yet he did not expect to win easily. As he worked, his mind swept up

and down the Three Rivers from the Landing to Fort Simpson, and

mentally he pictured the situations that might arise, and how he would

triumph over them. He figured that the men at Barracks would not enter

Kedsty's bungalow until noon at the earliest. The Police gasoline

launch would probably set out on a river search soon after. By

mid-afternoon the scow would have a fifty-mile start.

Before darkness came again they would be through the Death Chute, where

Follette and Ladouceur swam their mad race for the love of a girl. And

not many miles below the Chute was a swampy country where he could hide

the scow. Then they would start overland, west and north. Given until

another sunset, and they would be safe. This was what he expected. But

if it came to fighting--he would fight.

The rain had slackened to a thin drizzle by the time he finished his

bailing. The aroma of cedar and balsam came to him more clearly, and he

heard more distinctly the murmuring surge of the river. He tapped again

at the door of the cabin, and Marette answered him.

The fire had burned down to a bed of glowing coals when he entered.

Again he fell on his knees, and took off his dripping slicker.

The girl greeted him from the berth. "You look like a great bear,

Jeems." There was a glad, welcoming note in her voice.

He laughed, and drew the stool beside her, and managed to sit on it,

the roof compelling him to bend his head over a little. "I feel like an

elephant in a birdcage," he replied. "Are you comfortable, little Gray

Goose?"

"Yes. But you, Jeems? You are wet!"

"But so happy that I don't feel it, Gray Goose."

He could make her out only dimly there in the darkness of the berth.

Her face was a pale shadow, and she had loosened her damp hair so that

the warmth and dry air might reach it more easily. Kent wondered if she

could hear the beating of his heart. He forgot the fire, and the

darkness grew thicker. He could no longer see the pale outline of her

face, and he drew back a little, possessed by the thought that it was

sacrilegious to bend nearer to her, like a thief, in that gloom. She

sensed his movement, and her hand reached to him and lay lightly with

its fingertips touching his arm.

"Jeems," she said softly. "I'm not sorry--now--that I came up to

Cardigan's place that day--when you thought you were dying. I wasn't

wrong. You are different. And I made fun of you then, and laughed at

you, because I knew that you were not going to die. Will you forgive

me?"

He laughed happily. "It's funny how little things work out, sometimes,"

he said. "Wasn't a kingdom lost once upon a time because some fellow

didn't have a horseshoe? Anyway, I knew of a man whose life was saved

because of a broken pipe-stem. And you came to me, and I'm here with

you now, because--"

"Of what?" she whispered.

"Because of something that happened a long time ago," he said.

"Something you wouldn't dream could have anything to do with you or

with me. Shall I tell you about it, Marette?"

Her fingers pressed slightly upon his arm. "Yes."

"Of course, it's a story of the Police," he began. "And I won't mention

this fellow's name. You may think of him as that red-headed O'Connor,

if you want to. But I don't say that it was he. He was a constable in

the Service and had been away North looking up some Indians who were

brewing an intoxicating liquor from roots. That was six years ago. And

he caught something. Le Mort Rouge, we sometimes call it--the Red

Death--or smallpox. And he was alone when the fever knocked him down,

three hundred miles from anywhere. His Indian ran away at the first

sign of it, and he had just time to get up his tent before he was flat

on his back. I won't try to tell you of the days he went through. It

was a living death. And he would have died, there is no doubt of it, if

it hadn't been for a stranger who came along. He was a white man.

Marette, it doesn't take a great deal of nerve to go up against a man

with a gun, when you've got a gun of your own; and it doesn't take such

a lot of nerve to go into battle when a thousand others are going with

you. But it does take nerve to face what that stranger faced. And the

sick man was nothing to him. He went into that tent and nursed the

other back to life. Then the sickness got him, and for ten weeks those

two were together, each fighting to save the other's life, and they won

out. But the glory of it was with the stranger. He was going west. The

constable was going south. They shook hands and parted."

Marette's fingers tightened on Kent's arm. And Kent went on.

"And the constable never forgot, Gray Goose. He wanted the day to come

when he might repay. And the time came. It was years later, and it

worked out in a curious way. A man was murdered. And the constable, who

had become a sergeant now, had talked with the dead man only a little

while before he was killed. Returning for something he had forgotten,

it was the sergeant who found him dead. Very shortly afterward a man

was arrested. There was blood on his clothing. The evidence was

convincing, deadly. And this man--"

Kent paused, and in the darkness Marette's hand crept down his arm to

his hand, and her fingers closed round it.

"Was the man you lied to save," she whispered.

"Yes. When the halfbreed's bullet got me, I thought it was a good

chance to repay Sandy McTrigger for what he did for me in that tent

years before. But it wasn't heroic. It wasn't even brave. I thought I

was going to die and that I was risking nothing."

And then there came a soft, joyous little laugh from where her head lay

on the pillow. "And all the time you were lying so splendidly, Jeems--I

KNEW," she cried. "I knew that you didn't kill Barkley, and I knew that

you weren't going to die, and I knew what happened in that tent ten

years ago. And--Jeems--Jeems--"

She raised herself from the pillow. Her breath was coming a little

excitedly. Both her hands, instead of one, were gripping his hand now.

"I knew that you didn't kill John Barkley," she repeated. "And--_Sandy

McTrigger didn't kill him_!"

"But--"

"He _didn't_," she interrupted him, almost fiercely. "He was innocent, as

innocent as you were. Jeems--I Jeems--I know who killed Barkley. Oh, I

_know_--I _know_!"

A choking sob came into her throat, and then she added, in a voice

which she was straining to make calm, "Don't think that I haven't faith

in you because I can't tell you more now, Jeems," she said. "You will

understand--quite soon. When we are safe from the Police, I shall tell

you. I shall keep nothing from you then. I shall tell you about

Barkley, and Kedsty--everything. But I can't now. It won't be long.

When you tell me we are safe, I shall believe you. And then--" She

withdrew her hands from his and dropped back on her pillow.

"And then--what?" he asked, leaning far over.

"You may not like me, Jeems."

"I love you," he whispered. "Nothing in the world can stop my loving

you."

"Even if I tell you--soon--that I killed Barkley?"

"No. You would be lying."

"Or--if I told you--that I--killed--Kedsty?"

"No matter what you said, or what proof there might be back there, I

would not believe you."

She was silent. And then, "Jeems--"

"Yes, Niska, Little Goddess--?"

"I'm going to tell you something--now!"

He waited.

"It is going to--shock you--Jeems."

He felt her arms reaching up. Her two hands touched his shoulders.

"Are you listening?"

"Yes, I am listening."

"Because I'm not going to say it very loud." And then she whispered,

"Jeems--_I love you_!"

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