CHAPTER XV

A man arrived one morning with a horse and a plough and several other

implements of farm life of which Harley didn't know the name, and

announced that Mr. Graham had sent him to plough the garden. Would

Mrs. Hollister please tell him where she wanted the ground broken, and

how much? He volunteered the information that he was her next

neighbor, and that if he was in her place he'd plough the south slope

of the meadow, and if she wanted flower-beds a strip along the front

near the road; the soil was best in those spots, and she wouldn't need

so much fertilizer.

Mrs. Hollister asked him how much he would charge to do it, and he said

a little job like that wasn't worth talking about; that he used to rent

the barn himself, and he always did a little turn for Mr. Graham

whenever he needed it. He did it for Mr. Graham, and it wouldn't cost

her "nothin'."

Mrs. Hollister asked him how much he would charge to see where it would

be best to have the ploughing done, and when she came in a few minutes

later and dropped down on the couch to rest from her unusual fatigue a

new thought was racing through her mind. They could have a garden, a

real garden, with lettuce and green peas and lima beans and corn! She

knew all about making them grow. She had been brought up in a little

village home, where a garden was a part of every one's necessary

equipment for living. She used to kelp her father every spring and all

summer. Her own little patch always took the prize of the family. But

for years she had been in the city without an inch of space. Now,

however, the old fever of delight in gardening took possession of her.

If she could get out and work in the ground, as the doctor had

suggested, she would get well right away. And why, with Harley to

help, and George and Carol to work a little every evening, couldn't

they raise enough on all that ground to sell some? George could take

things into town early in the morning, or they could find some private

families who would buy all they had to sell. It was worth thinking

about, anyway. She could raise flowers for sale, too. She had always

been a success with flowers. She had always wanted a hothouse and a

chance to experiment. She heard the children say there were some old

window-sashes down under the barn. She would get George to bring them

out, and see what she could do with a coldframe or two. Violets would

grow under a coldframe, and a lot of other things. Oh, if they could

only just live here always, and not have to go back to the city in the

fall! But of course there was no way to heat the barn in winter, and

that was out of the question. Nevertheless, the idea of making some

money with growing things had seized hold of her mind and would not be

entirely put by. She thought of it much, and talked of it now and then

to Shirley and the other children.

Shirley brought home some packages of seeds she got at the ten-cent

store, and there was great excitement planting them. Then Mr. Graham

sent over a lot of seeds, of both vegetables and flowers, and some

shrubs, cuttings and bulbs which he said were "left-overs" at their

country house that he thought perhaps the children could use; and so

before the Hollisters knew it they were possessed of a garden, which

almost in a breath lifted up its green head and began to grow.

Life was very full for the Hollisters in those days, and those who went

to the city for the day could hardly bear to tear themselves away from

the many delights of the country. The puppy was getting bigger and

wiser every day, tagging Doris and Harley wherever they went, or

sitting adoringly at Mrs. Hollister's feet; always bounding out to meet

the evening trolley on which George and Shirley came, and always

attending them to the trolley in the morning.

Out behind the barn a tiny coop held a white hen and her seven little

downy balls of chickens. Another hen was happily ensconced in a barrel

of hay with ten big blue duck-eggs under her happy wings, and a little

further down toward the creek a fine chicken-run ended in a trig little

roosting-place for the poultry, which George had manufactured out of a

packing-box and some boards. The feathered family had been increased

by two white Leghorns and three bantams. George and Harley spent their

evenings watching them and discussing the price of eggs and chickens

per pound. They were all very happy.

Elizabeth came out to spend Sunday as she had promised. She got up

early to see the sun rise and watch the birds. She helped get

breakfast and wash the dishes. Then she went with the others across

the fields to the little white church in the valley to Sunday-school

and church. She was as hungry and eager as any of them when she came

home, and joyfully helped to do the work, taking great pride in the

potatoes she was allowed to warm up under careful tutelage. In the

afternoon there was no more eager listener among them to the Bible

story Shirley told to Doris and the book she read aloud to them all

afterward; her voice was sweetest and clearest of them all in the hymns

they sang together; and she was most eager to go with Shirley to the

Christian Endeavor service.

"I shouldn't wonder if Sidney wishes he was here too," she remarked

dreamily that evening, as she sat before the fire on a little cushion,

her chin in her hands, her eyes on the fantastic shadows in the ashes.

She went to school with Carol the next morning, came home with her in

the afternoon, and when her brother came for her in the evening she was

most reluctant to go home to the big, lonely, elegant house again, and

begged that Carol might soon come and see her.

Friday afternoon Elizabeth called up Mrs. Hollister.

"Please, Mrs. Hollister, let Carol come and stay with me till Monday.

I'm so lonesome, and mamma says she will be so glad if you will let her

come."

"Oh, my dear, that would be impossible. Carol isn't suitably dressed

to make a visit, you know," answered the mother quickly, glad that she

had so good an excuse for keeping her child from this venture into an

alien world about which she had many grave doubts.

But the young voice at the other end of the telephone was insistent.

"Dear Mrs. Hollister, please! She doesn't need any other clothes.

I've got lots of things that would fit her. She loaned me her gingham

dress to make garden in, and why shouldn't I loan her a dress to wear

on Sunday? I've got plenty of clean middy blouses and skirts and can

fix her all out fresh for school, too, Monday morning, and if you'll

just let her stay Sidney will take us both down to her school when he

goes to the office. You've got all those children there at home, and

I've only myself. Sidney doesn't count, you know, for he's grown up."

So, with a sigh, the mother gave her consent, and Carol found the

Graham car waiting for her when she came out of school. Thus she

started on her first venture into the world.

It was all like fairy-land that wonderful week-end to the little girl

whose memories were full of burdens and sacrifices: the palatial home

of many rooms and rich furnishings, the swarm of servants, the

anticipation of every want, the wide, beautiful grounds with all that

heart could wish in the way of beauty and amusement, the music-room

with grand piano, harp, and violin lying mute most of the time, the

great library with its walls lined with rare books, mostly unread.

Everything there to satisfy any whim, reasonable or unreasonable, and

nobody using any of it much.

"Not a room in the whole place as dear and cozy and homey as this!"

sighed Carol happily, sinking into the old denim-covered couch before

the fireplace in the barn-living-room that Monday night after she got

home. "I declare, mother, I don't see how Elizabeth stands it. Her

mother is nice, but she's hardly ever there, unless she has a swarm of

people dinnering or teaing or lunching. She hardly ever has time to

speak to Elizabeth, and Elizabeth doesn't seem to care much, either.

She almost seems to think more of that old nurse Susan that took care

of her when she was a baby than she does of her mother. I'm so glad I

was sent to you instead of to her!" And Carol suddenly slipped across

the room and buried her face in her mother's neck, hugging and kissing

her, leaving a few bright tears on her mother's happy face.

It was a wonderful relief to Mrs. Hollister to find her child unspoiled

by her first experience of the world and glad to get back to her home,

after all the anxiety her mother heart had felt. Carol presently sat

up and told them minutely all about her visit. The grand concert that

Sidney had taken them to Friday evening in the Academy of Music, where

a world-renowned pianist was the soloist with the great symphony

orchestra; the tennis and riding Saturday morning; the luncheon at a

neighboring estate, where there were three girls and a brother who were

"snobs" and hadn't at all good manners; the party in the evening that

lasted so late that they didn't get to bed till long after midnight;

the beautiful room they slept in, with every imaginable article for the

toilet done in sterling silver with monograms; the strange Sabbath,

with no service in the morning because they woke up too late, and no

suggestion of anything but a holiday,--except the vesper service in a

cold, formal chapel that Carol had begged to go to; just a lot of

worldly music and entertaining, with a multitude of visitors for the

end of it. Carol told of the beautiful dresses that Elizabeth had

loaned her, coral crêpe de chine accordion-plaited for the concert,

white with an orange sash for the luncheon, pale yellow with a black

velvet girdle for the party, a little blue silk affair and another

lovely white organdie for Sunday, and all with their accompanying silk

stockings and slippers and gloves, and necklaces and bands for her

hair. It was most wonderful to her, and as they listened they

marvelled that their Carol had come back to them so gladly, and

rejoiced to see her nestling in her brown linen skirt and middy blouse

close beside her mother's chair. She declared herself satisfied with

her flight into the world. She might like to go again for a glimpse

now and then, but she thought she would rather have Elizabeth out to

Glenside. She hated to lose any of the time out here, it was so

pretty. Besides, it was lonesome without them all.

About that time Shirley picked up the morning paper in her office one

day to look up a matter for Mr. Barnard. Her eye happened to fall on

the society column and catch the name of Sidney Graham. She glanced

down the column. It was an account of a wedding in high circles in

which Graham had taken the part of best man, with Miss Harriet Hale--in

blue tulle and white orchids as maid of honor--for his partner down the

aisle. She read the column hurriedly, hungrily, getting every detail,

white spats, gardenia, and all, until in those few printed sentences a

picture was printed indelibly upon her vision, of Graham walking down

the lily-garlanded aisle with the maid in blue tulle and white orchids

on his arm. To make it more vivid the lady's picture was in the paper

along with Graham's, just under those of the bride and groom, and her

face was both handsome and haughty. One could tell that by the tilt of

chin, the short upper lip, the cynical curve of mouth and sweep of long

eyelash, the extreme effect of her dress and the arrangement of her

hair. Only a beauty could have stood that hair and not been positively

ugly.

Shirley suddenly realized what she was doing and turned over the page

of the paper with a jerk that tore the sheet from top to bottom, going

on with her search for the real-estate column and the item she was

after. All that morning her typewriter keys clicked with mad rapidity,

yet her work was strangely correct and perfect. She was working under

a tense strain.

By noon she had herself in hand, realized what she had been doing with

her vagrant thoughts, and was able to laugh at Miss Harriet

Hale--whoever or whatever she was. What mattered it, Miss Harriet Hale

or somebody else? What was that to Shirley Hollister? Mr. Graham was

her landlord and a kindly gentleman. He would probably continue to be

that to her to the end of her tenancy, without regard to Miss Hale or

any other intruding Miss, and what did anything else matter? She

wanted nothing else of Mr. Graham but to be a kindly gentleman whenever

it was her necessity to come in his way.

But although her philosophy was on hand and her pride was aroused, she

realized just where her heart might have been tending if it had not

been for this little jolt it got; and she resolved to keep out of the

gentleman's way whenever it was possible, and also, as far as she was

able, to think no more about him.

Keeping out of Sidney Graham's way was one thing, but making him keep

out of her way was quite another matter, and Shirley realized it every

time he came out to Glenside, which he did quite frequently. She could

not say to him that she wished he would not come. She could not be

rude to him when he came. There was no way of showing him pointedly

that she was not thinking of him in any way but as her landlord,

because he never showed in any way that he was expecting her to. He

just happened in evening after evening, in his frank, jolly way, on one

pretext or other, never staying very long, never showing her any more

attention than he did her mother or Carol or the boys, not so much as

he did to Doris. How was she to do anything but sit quietly and take

the whole thing as a matter of course? It really was a matter to deal

with in her own heart alone. And there the battle must be fought if

ever battle there was to be. Meantime, she could not but own that this

frank, smiling, merry young man did bring a lot of life and pleasure

into their lives, dropping in that way, and why should she not enjoy it

when it came, seeing it in no wise interfered with Miss Harriet Hale's

rights and prerogatives? Nevertheless, Shirley withdrew more and more

into quietness whenever he came, and often slipped into the kitchen on

some household pretext, until one day he boldly came out into the

kitchen after her with a book he wanted her to read, and was so frank

and companionable that she led the way back to the living-room, and

concluded it would be better in future to stay with the rest of the

family.

Shirley had no intention whatever of letting her heart stray out after

any impossible society man. She had her work in the world, and to it

she meant to stick. If there were dreams she kept them well under lock

and key, and only took them out now and then at night when she was very

tired and discouraged and life looked hard and long and lonely on

ahead. Shirley had no intention that Sidney Graham should ever have

reason to think, when he married Miss Harriet Hale or some one

equivalent to her, that any poor little stenographer living in a barn

had at one time fancied him fond of her. No, indeed! Shirley tilted

her firm little chin at the thought, and declined to ride with Graham

and Elizabeth the next time they called at the office for her, on the

plea that she had promised to go home in the trolley with one of the

office girls. And yet the next time she saw him he was just as

pleasant, and showed no sign that she had declined his invitation. In

fact, the whole basis of their acquaintance was such that she felt free

to go her own way and yet know he would be just as pleasant a friend

whenever she needed one.

Matters stood in this way when Graham was suddenly obliged to go West

on a trip for the office, to be gone three or four weeks. Mrs. Graham

and Elizabeth went to the Adirondacks for a short trip, and the people

at Glenside settled down to quiet country life, broken only by a few

visits from their farm neighbors, and a call from the cheery, shabby

pastor of the little white church in the valley.

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