XXIII

When Christian crossed the reception room of the hotel he saw Crammon

sitting sadly in a chair. Christian stopped and smiled and held out

his hand. “Did you sleep well, Bernard?” he asked.

“If that were my only difficulty I should not complain,” Crammon

answered. “I always sleep well. The troubles begin when I’m awake. Age

with his stealing steps! The old pleasures no longer sting, the old

delights are worn out. One counts on gratitude and affection, and gets

care and disappointment. I think a monastery would be the best place

for me. I must look into that plan more closely.”

Christian laughed. “Come now, Bernard, you would be a very unsuitable

person in a monastery. Drive the black thoughts away and let us have

breakfast.”

“All right, let us have breakfast.” Crammon arose. “Have you any idea

why poor Rumpelstilzkin suddenly fled by night? She had bad news from

home, I am told, but that’s no reason why she should have gone without

a word. It was not nice or considerate. And in a few hours Ariel too

will be lost to us. Her rooms are filled with cases and boxes, and M.

Chinard is bursting with self-importance. Black clouds are over us, and

all our lovely rainbows fade. This caviare, by the way, is excellent.

I shall withdraw into an utterly private life. Perhaps I shall hire

a secretary, either a man or a fat, appetizing, and discreet woman,

and begin to dictate my memoirs. You, my dear fellow, seem in more

excellent spirits than for a long time.”

“Yes, excellent,” Christian said, and his smile revealed his beautiful

teeth. “Excellent!” he repeated, and held out his hand to his

astonished friend.

“So you have finally become reconciled to your loss?” he winked, and

pointed upward with a significant gesture.

Christian guessed his meaning. “Entirely,” he said cheerily. “I’m

completely recovered.”

“Bravo!” said Crammon, and, comfortably eating, he philosophized: “It

would be saddening were it otherwise. I repeat what I have often said:

Ariel was born for the stars. There are blessed stars and fateful

stars. Some are inhabited by good spirits, others by demons. We have

known that from times immemorial. Let them wage their battles among

themselves. If it comes to collisions and catastrophes, it is a cosmic

matter in which we mortals have no share. When all is said and done,

you are but a mortal too, though one so blessed that you were even

granted a stay in the happy hunting grounds of the gods. But excesses

are evil. You cannot compete with Muscovite autocrats. Siegfried

can conquer the dragons in the end; were Lucifer to attack him with

fire-breathing steeds, the hero would but risk his skin in vain. Your

renunciation is as wise as it is delightful. I drink to your pleasant

future, dearest boy!”

Christian went to a buffet where magnificent fruit was exposed for

sale. He knew Crammon’s passionate delight in rare and lovely fruit.

He selected a woven basket and placed in the middle a pine-apple cut

open so that its golden inside showed. He surrounded it with a wreath

of flawless apples and of great, amber-coloured peaches from the South

of France. They were elastic and yet firm. He added seven enormous

clusters of California grapes. He arranged the fruit artistically,

carried the basket to Crammon, and presented it to him with jesting

solemnity.

They separated. When, late that afternoon, Crammon returned to the

hotel, he learned to his bitter amazement that Christian had left.

He could not compose himself. It seemed to him that he was the victim

of some secret cabal. “They all leave me in the lurch,” he murmured

angrily to himself; “they make a mock of me. It’s like an epidemic. You

are through with life, Bernard Gervasius, you are in every one’s way.

Go to your cell and bemoan your fate.”

He ordered his valet to pack, and to secure accommodations on the train

to Vienna. Then he placed the basket of fruit on the table, and in his

sad reflections plucked berry after berry of the grape.

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