IV

Christian and Amadeus wandered across the Quai Kokerill in Antwerp.

A great transatlantic liner lay, silent and empty, at the pier. The

steerage passengers waited at its side for the hour of their admission.

They were Polish peasants, Russian Jews, men and women, young ones and

aged ones, children and sucklings. They crouched on the cold stones or

on their dirty bundles. They were themselves dirty, neglected, weary,

dully brooding--a melancholy and confused mass of rags and human bodies.

The mighty globe of the sun rolled blood-red and quivering over the

waters.

Christian and Amadeus stopped. After a while they went on, but

Christian desired to turn back, and they did so. At a crossing near the

emigrants’ camp, a line of ten or twenty donkey-carts cut off the road.

The carts looked liked bisected kegs on wheels, and were filled with

smoked mackerels.

“Buy mackerels!” the cart-drivers cried. “Buy mackerels!” And they

cracked their whips.

A few of the emigrants approached and stared hungrily; they consulted

with others, who were already looking for coins in their pockets, until

finally a few determined ones proceeded to make a purchase.

Then Christian said to Voss: “Let us buy the fish and distribute them.

What do you think?”

Amadeus was ill pleased. He answered. “Do as you wish. Great lords must

have their little pleasures.” He felt uncomfortable amid the gathering

crowd.

Christian turned to one of the hucksters. It was difficult to make

the man understand normal French, but gradually he succeeded. The

huckster summoned the others, and there followed excited chatter and

gesticulations. Various sums were named and considered and rejected.

This process bored Christian; it threatened to be endless. He offered

a sum that represented a considerable increase over the highest price

named, and handed his wallet to Amadeus that the men might be paid.

Then he said to the increasing throng of emigrants in German: “The fish

are yours.”

A few understood his words, and conveyed their meaning to the others.

Timidly they ventured forward. A woman, whose skin was yellow as a

lemon from jaundice, was the first to touch a fish. Soon hundreds came.

From all sides they brought baskets, pots, nets, sacks. A few old

men kept the crowd in order. One of these, who wore a flowing white

beard and a long Jewish coat, bowed down thrice before Christian. His

forehead almost touched the earth.

A sudden impulse compelled Christian to see in person to the just

distribution of the fish. He turned up his sleeves, and with his

delicate hands threw the greasy, malodourous fish into the vessels

held out for them. He laughed as he soiled his fingers. The hucksters

and some idle onlookers laughed too. They thought him a crazy, young

Englishman out for a lark. Suddenly his gorge rose at the odour of the

fish, and even more at the odour of these people. He smelled their

clothes and their breath, and gagged at the thought of their teeth and

fingers, their hair and shoes. A morbid compulsion forced him to think

of their naked bodies, and he shuddered at the idea of their flesh. So

he stopped, and slipped away into the twilight.

His hands still reeked of the smoked fish. He walked through the

streets that had had nothing to do with his adventure and the night

seemed empty.

Amadeus Voss had escaped. He waited in front of the hotel. There the

line of motor cars had gathered that was to accompany Eva on her

journey to Germany. Among the travellers were Crammon and Johanna

Schöntag.

V

In October the weather turned hot on the Rio de la Plata. All day one

had to stay in the house. If one opened a window, living fire seemed

to stream in. Once Letitia fainted, when she wanted to air her stuffy

room, and opened one of the wooden shutters.

The only spot that offered some shade and coolness toward evening

was an avenue of palms beside the river. Sometimes, during the brief

twilight, Letitia and her young sister-in-law Esmeralda would steal

away to that place. Their road passed the ranchos, the wretched

cave-like huts in which the native workmen lived.

Once Letitia saw the people of the ranchos merrily feasting and in

their best garments. She asked for the reason, and was told that a

child had died. “They always celebrate when some one dies,” Esmeralda

told her. “How sad must their lives be to make them so in love with

death.”

The avenue of palms was forbidden ground. When darkness came, the

bushes rustled, and furtive men slipped back and forth. Not long

before the mounted police had caught a sailor here who was wanted for

a murder in Galveston. Somehow Letitia dreamed of him. She was sure he

had killed his man through jealousy and bore the marks of a beautiful

tragedy.

One evening she had met in this spot a young naval officer, who was a

guest on a neighbouring estate. Letitia exchanged glances with him, and

from that time on he sought some way of approaching her. But she was

like a prisoner, or like a Turkish woman in a harem. So she determined

to outwit her guards; she really fell in love with the young officer.

Her imagination made an heroic figure of him, and she began to long for

him.

The heat increased. Letitia could not sleep at night. The mosquitoes

hummed sweetishly, and she cried like a little child. By day she locked

herself in her room, stripped off her clothes, and lay down on the cold

tiles.

Once she was lying thus with arms outstretched. “I’m like an enchanted

princess,” she thought, “in an enchanted castle.”

Some one knocked at the door, and she heard Stephen’s voice calling

her. Idly she raised her head, and from under her heavy lids gazed down

at her naked body. “What a bore it is,” she thought, “what a terrible

bore always to be with the same man. I want others too.” She did not

answer, and let her head droop, and rubbed her glowing cheek against

the warm skin of her upper arm. It pleased the master of the harem out

there to beg for admission; but Letitia did not open the door.

After a while she heard a tumult in the yard--laughter, the cracking of

whips, the report of rifles, and the cries of beasts in torment. She

jumped up, slipped into a silk dressing gown, opened the window that

gave on the verandah, and peered out.

Stephen had tied together the tails of two cats by means of a long

fuse. Along the fuse were fastened explosive bits of firework. The

hissing little rockets singed the cats’ fur, and the glowing cord

burned into their flesh. The cats tumbled about in their agony and

howled. Stephen goaded them and followed them. His brothers, bent over

the balustrade, roared with delight. Two Indians, grave and silent,

watched from the gate.

Stephen had, of course, counted on Letitia’s opening the door in her

curiosity. A few great leaps, and he was beside her. Esmeralda, who

was in the plot, had at once faced Letitia and prevented her from

locking the door. White with rage, and with raised fist, he stormed

across the threshold. She fell to her knees, and hid her face in her

hands.

“Why do you beat me?” she moaned, in horror and surprise. But he did

not touch her.

His teeth gnashed. “To teach you to obey.”

She sobbed. “Be careful! It’s not only me you’re hurting now!”

“Damnation, what are you saying?” He stared at her crouching figure.

“You’re hurting two now.” Letitia enjoyed fooling him. Her tears were

now tears of pity for herself.

“Woman, is that true?” he asked. Letitia peered furtively between her

fingers, and thought mockingly: “It’s like the last act of a cheap

opera.” She nodded with a gesture of pain, and determined to deceive

him with the naval officer.

Stephen gave a howl of triumph, danced about, threw himself down beside

her, and kissed her arms, her shoulders, and her neck. At the windows

and doors appeared Doña Barbara, Esmeralda, Stephen’s brothers, and

the servants. He lifted Letitia on his strong shoulders, and carried

her about on the verandah. He roared his orders: a feast was to be

prepared, an ox slaughtered, champagne to be put on ice.

Letitia had no qualms of conscience. She was glad to have made a fool

of him.

When old Gunderam learned the cause of the rejoicing in his house, he

chuckled to himself. “Fooled all the same, my sly lawyer man. In spite

of the written agreement, you won’t get the Escurial, not for a good

while, even if she has a whole litter.” With an unappetizing, broken

little comb he smoothed his iron grey beard, and poured eau de Cologne

on his head, until his hair, which was still thick, dripped.

But, strangely enough, the lie that Letitia had told in her terror

turned out to be the truth. In a few days she was sure. Secretly she

was amazed. Every morning she stood before the mirror, and looked

at herself with a strange respect and a subtle horror. But she was

unchanged. Her mood became gently melancholy, and she threw a kiss to

her image in the glass.

Since they were now afraid of crossing her wishes, she was permitted

to attend a ball given by Señor and Señora Küchelbäcker, and it was

there that she made the formal acquaintance of the naval lieutenant,

Friedrich Pestel.

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