XXII

On his way to Scotland Crammon stopped over for a day in Frankfort. He

informed Christian’s mother of his presence, and she begged him with

friendly urgency to come to her.

It was the end of June. They had tea on a balcony wreathed in fresh

green. Frau Wahnschaffe had ordered no other callers to be admitted.

For a while the conversation trickled along indifferently, and

there were long pauses. She wanted Crammon to give her some news of

Christian, from whom she had not heard since he had left Christian’s

Rest. But first, since Crammon was a confidant and a witness in the

suit, it was necessary to mention Judith’s divorce and approaching

remarriage to Edgar Lorm, and Frau Wahnschaffe’s pride rebelled at

touching on things that could, nevertheless, not be silently passed

over.

She sought a starting point in vain. Crammon, outwardly smooth, but

really in a malicious and woodenly stubborn mood, recognized her

difficulty, but would do nothing to help her.

“Why do you stay at a hotel, Herr von Crammon?” she asked. “We have a

right to you and it isn’t nice of you to neglect us.”

“Don’t grudge an old tramp his freedom, dear lady,” Crammon answered,

“and anyhow it would give me a heartache to have to leave this magic

castle after just a day.”

Frau Wahnschaffe nibbled at a biscuit. “Anything is better than a

hotel,” she said. “It’s always a bit depressing, and not least so when

it’s most luxurious. And it isn’t really nice. You are next door to

quite unknown people. And the noises! But, after all, what distinction

in life is there left to-day? It’s no longer in fashion.” She sighed.

Now she thought she had found the conversational bridge she needed, and

gave herself a jolt. “What do you think of Judith?” she said in a dull,

even voice. “A lamentable mistake. I thought her marriage to Imhof

far from appropriate and regretted it. But this! I can hardly look

my acquaintances in the face. I always feared the child’s inordinate

ambitions, her utter lack of restraint. Now she throws herself at the

head of an actor. And to add to the painful complications, there is

her bizarre renunciation of her fortune. Incomprehensible! There’s

some secret behind that, Herr von Crammon. Does she realize clearly

what it will mean to live on a more or less limited salary? It’s

incomprehensible.”

“You need have no anxiety,” Crammon assured her. “Edgar Lorm has a

princely income and is a great artist.”

“Ah, artists!” Frau Wahnschaffe interrupted him, with a touch of

impatience and a contemptuous gesture. “That means little. One pays

them; occasionally one pays them well. But they are uncertain people,

always on the knife’s edge. It’s customary now to make a great deal

of them, even in our circles. I’ve never understood that. Judith

will have to pay terribly for her folly, and Wahnschaffe and I are

suffering a bitter disappointment.” She sighed, and looked at Crammon

surreptitiously before she asked with apparent indifference, “Did you

hear from Christian recently?”

Crammon said that he had not.

“We have been without news of him for two months,” Frau Wahnschaffe

added. Another shy glance at Crammon told her that he could not give

her the information she sought. He was not sufficiently master of

himself at this moment to conceal the cause of his long and secret

sorrow.

A peacock proudly passed the balcony, spread the gleaming magnificence

of his feathers in the sunlight, and uttered a repulsive cry.

“I’ve been told that he’s travelling with the son of the forester,”

said Crammon, and pulled up his eyebrows so high that his face looked

like the gargoyle of a mediæval devil. “Where he has gone to, I can

only suppose; but I have no right to express such suppositions. I hope

our paths will cross. We parted in perfect friendship. It is possible

that we shall find each other again on the same basis.”

“I have heard of the forester’s son,” Frau Wahnschaffe murmured. “It’s

strange, after all. Is it a very recent friendship?”

“Yes, most recent. I have no explanation to offer. There’s nothing

about a forester’s son that should cause one any anxiety in itself; but

one should like to know the character of the attraction.”

“Sometimes hideous thoughts come to me,” said Frau Wahnschaffe softly,

and the skin about her nose turned grey. Abruptly she bent forward, and

in her usually empty eyes there arose so sombre and frightened a glow,

that Crammon suddenly changed his entire opinion of this woman’s real

nature.

“Herr von Crammon,” she began, in a hoarse and almost croaking voice,

“you are Christian’s friend; at least, you caused me to believe so.

Then act the part of a friend. Go to him; I expect it of you; don’t

delay.”

“I shall do all that is in my power,” Crammon answered. “It was my

intention to look him up in any event. First I’m going to Dumbarton

for ten days. Then I shall seek him out. I shall certainly find him,

and I don’t believe that there is any ground for real anxiety. I still

believe that Christian is under the protection of some special deity;

but I admit that it’s just as well to see from time to time whether the

angel in question is fulfilling his duties properly.”

“You will write me whatever happens,” Frau Wahnschaffe said, and

Crammon gave his promise. She nodded to him when he took his leave. The

glow in her eyes had died out, and when she was alone she sank into

dull brooding.

Crammon spent the evening with acquaintances in the city. He

returned to the hotel late, and sat awhile in the lobby, immovable,

unapproachable, nourishing his misanthropy on the aspect of the

passersby. Then he examined the little directory on which the names

of the guests appeared. “What are these people doing here?” he asked

himself. “How important that looks: ‘Max Ostertag (retired banker) and

wife.’ Why Ostertag of all things? Why Max? Why: and wife?”

Embittered he went up to his room. Embittered and world-weary he

wandered up and down the long corridor. In front of each door, both to

the right and to the left, stood two pairs of boots--one pair of men’s

and one pair of women’s. In this pairing of the boots he saw a boastful

and shameless exhibitionism of marital intimacies; for the shape and

make of the boots assured him of the legal and officially blameless

status of their owners. He seemed to see in those boots a morose

evidence of overlong, stale unions, a vulgar breadth of tread caused by

the weight of money, a commonness of mind, a self-righteous Pharisaism.

He couldn’t resist the foolish temptation of creating confusion among

the boots of these Philistines. He looked about carefully, took a pair

of men’s boots, and joined them to a pair of women’s boots at another

door. And he continued until the original companionship of the boots

was utterly destroyed. Then he went to bed with a pleasant sensation,

comparable to that of a writer of farces who has succeeded in creating

an improbable and scarcely extricable confusion amid the puppets of his

plot.

In the morning he was awakened by the noise of violent and angry

disputes in the hall. He raised his head, listened with satisfaction,

smiled slothfully, stretched himself, yawned, and enjoyed the

quarrelling voices as devoutly as though they were music.

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