III

Christian considered how he could convey money to Amadeus Voss without

humiliating him. Since it was agreed that they travel together, it was

necessary for Voss to have the proper outfit; and he possessed nothing

but what he had on.

Amadeus Voss understood the situation. The social abyss yawned between

them. Both men gazed helplessly into it, one on each shore.

In his own heart Voss mocked at the other’s weakness, and at the same

time loved him for his noble shame--loved him with that emotional self

that had been humiliated, estranged from the world, stamped on and

affronted from his youth on. He shuddered at the prospect of sitting

in the forester’s house again with perished hopes and empty hands, and

letting his soul bleed to death from the wounds of unattainable lures.

He brooded, regarding Christian almost with hatred. What will he do?

How will he conquer the difficulty?

Time passed. The matter was urgent.

On the last afternoon Christian said: “The hours crawl. Let us play

cards.” He took a pack of French cards from a drawer.

“I haven’t touched a card in my life,” Voss said.

“That doesn’t matter,” Christian replied. “All you need do is to tell

red from black. I’ll keep the bank. Bet on a colour. If you’ve bet on

red and I turn up red, you’ve won. How much will you risk? Let us start

with one taler.”

“Very well, here it is,” said Voss, and put the silver coin on the

table. Christian shuffled the cards and drew one. It was red.

“Risk your two talers now,” Christian advised. “Novices have luck.”

Voss won the two talers. The betting continued. Once or twice he lost.

But finally he had won thirty talers.

“Now you take the bank,” Christian proposed. He was secretly pleased

that his ruse was working so well.

He bet ten talers and lost. Then fifteen, then twenty, then thirty, and

lost again. He risked a hundred marks, two hundred, five hundred, more

and more, and still lost. Voss’s cheeks turned hectic red, then white

as chalk: his hands trembled, his teeth rattled. He was seized by a

terror that his luck would change, but he was incapable of speech or of

asking for an end of the game. The bank notes were piled up in front of

him. In half an hour he had won over four thousand marks.

Christian had previously marked the cards in a manner that no

inexperienced eye could detect. He knew exactly which colour Voss would

find. But the curious thing was that, though he forgot occasionally to

watch the markings, Voss still won.

Christian got up. “We’re in a hurry,” he said. “You must get ready for

our journey, Amadeus.”

Voss was overwhelmed by the change which had come over his life within

a few minutes. If a spark of suspicion glowed in his soul, he turned

away from it, and plunged into rich dreams.

The motor took them to Wiesbaden, and there, with Christian’s help,

Amadeus bought garments and linen, boots, hats, gloves, cravats, a

razor, a manicure set, and a trunk.

At ten o’clock that evening they sat in the sleeper. “Who am I now?”

asked Amadeus Voss. He looked about him with a curious and violent

glance, and pushed the blond hair from his forehead. “What do I

represent now? Give me an office and a title, Christian Wahnschaffe, in

order that I may know who I am.”

Christian watched the other’s excitement with quiet eyes. “Why should

you think yourself another to-night or changed from yesterday?” he

asked in surprise.

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