IX

When Crammon was but a youth of twenty-three he had once been a member

of a large hunting party at Count Sinsheim’s. Among the guests there

was a gentleman named von Febronius who attracted his attention, first

by his silence, and next by frequently seeking his society while

carefully avoiding the others.

One day Febronius, with unusual urgency, begged Crammon to visit him.

Febronius possessed an extensive entailed estate on the boundary

between Silesia and Poland. He was the last of his race and name, and,

as every one knew, deeply unhappy on this account. Nine years earlier

he had married the daughter of a middle-class family of Breslau, and in

spite of the difference in age the two were genuinely devoted to each

other. The wife was thirty, the husband near fifty. The marriage had

proved childless, and there seemed now no further hope.

Crammon promised to come, and some weeks later, on an evening in May,

he arrived at the estate. Febronius was delighted to see him, but

the lady, who was pretty and cultivated, was noticeably chill in her

demeanour. Whenever she was forced to look at Crammon a perceptible

change of colour overspread her face.

Next morning Febronius showed him the whole estate--the park, the

fields and forests, the stables and dairies. It was a little kingdom,

and Crammon expressed his admiration; but his host sighed. He said that

his blessings had all been embittered, every beast of the field seemed

to regard him with reproachful eyes, and the land and its fertility

meant nothing to him who had brought death to his race, and whom the

fertility of nature but put in mind of the sterile curse which had come

upon his blood.

Then he became silent, and silently accompanied Crammon, whose head

whirled with very bold and equivocal thoughts.

After dinner they were sitting on the terrace with Frau von Febronius.

Suddenly the lord of the manor was called away and returned shortly

with a telegram in his hand. He said that an urgent matter of business

required him to set out on a journey at once. Crammon arose with a

gesture, to show his consciousness of the propriety of his leaving too.

But his host, almost frightened, begged him to stay and keep his wife

company. It was, he said, only a matter of two days, and she would be

grateful.

He stammered these words and grew pale. His wife kept her face bent

closely over her embroidery frame, and Crammon saw her fingers tremble.

He knew enough. He shook hands with Febronius, and knew that they

would not and dared not meet again in life.

He found the lady, when they were alone together, shier than he had

anticipated. Her gestures expressed reluctance, her glances fear. When

his speech grew bolder, shame and indignation flamed in her eyes. She

fled from him, sought him again, and when in the evening they strolled

through the park she implored him to leave next day, and went to the

stables to order the carriage for the morning. When he consented, her

behaviour altered, her torment and her harshness seemed to melt. After

midnight she suddenly appeared in his room, struggling with herself

and on the defensive, defiant and deeply humiliated, bitter in her

yielding, and in her very tenderness estranged.

Early next morning the carriage was ready and drove him to the station.

That marvellous night faded from his memory as a thousand others, less

marvellous, had done. The spectral experience blended with a host of

others that were without its aroma of spiritual pain.

X

Sixteen years later chance brought him into the same part of the

country.

He inquired after Febronius, and learned that that gentleman had been

dead for ten years. He was told, furthermore, that during his last

years the character of Febronius had changed radically. He had become a

spendthrift; frightful mismanagement had ruined his estate and shaken

his fortune; swindlers and false friends had ruled him exclusively,

so that his widow, who was still living on the estate with her only

daughter, could scarcely maintain herself there. She was beset by

usurious creditors and a growing burden of debt; she did not know an

easy hour, and complete ruin was but a matter of time.

Crammon drove over to the estate, and had himself announced under an

assumed name. When Frau von Febronius entered he saw that she was still

charming. Her hair was still brown, her features curiously young. But

there was something frightened and suspicious about her.

She asked where she had had the pleasure of his acquaintance. Crammon

simply regarded her for a while, and she too looked at him attentively.

Suddenly she uttered a cry and hid her face in her hands. When she had

mastered her emotion, she gave him her hand. Then she left the room,

and returned in a few minutes leading a young girl of great sweetness.

“Here she is.”

The girl smiled. Her lips curved as though she were about to pout, and

her teeth showed the glittering moisture of shells to which the water

of the sea still clings.

She spoke of the beautiful day and of her having lain in the sun. The

broken alto voice surprised one in so young a creature. In her wide,

brown eyes there was a radiance of unbounded desires. Crammon was

flattered, and thought: If God had made me a woman, perhaps I should

have been such an one. He asked after her name. It was Letitia.

Frau von Febronius clung to the girl with every glance.

Letitia brought in a basket full of golden pears. She looked at the

fruit with greed and with an ironic consciousness of her greed. She

cut a pear in half and found a worm in it. That disgusted her and she

complained bitterly.

Crammon asked her what she cared for most, and she answered: “Jewels.”

Her mother reproached her with being careless of what she had. “Only

the other day,” said Frau von Febronius, “she lost a costly ring.”

“Just give me something to love,” Letitia replied and stroked a white

kitten that purred and jumped on her lap, “and I’ll hold on to it

fast.”

When he said farewell Crammon promised to write, and Letitia promised

to send him her picture.

A few weeks later Frau von Febronius informed him that she had taken

Letitia to Weimar, and placed her in the care of her sister, the

Countess Brainitz.

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