CHAPTER XXXII

FIAT JUSTITIA.

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The dinner was served when Arthur returned, and Lady

Rockminster began to scold him for arriving late. But Laura, looking

at her cousin, saw that his face was so pale and scared, that she

interrupted her imperious patroness; and asked, with tender alarm,

what had happened? Was Arthur ill?

Arthur drank a large bumper of sherry. "I have heard the most

extraordinary news; I will tell you afterward," he said, looking at

the servants. He was very nervous and agitated during the dinner.

"Don't tramp and beat so with your feet under the table," Lady

Rockminster said. "You have trodden on Fido, and upset his saucer. You

see Mr. Warrington keeps his boots quiet."

At the dessert--it seemed as if the unlucky dinner would never be

over--Lady Rockminster said, "This dinner has been exceedingly stupid.

I suppose something has happened, and that you want to speak to Laura.

I will go and have my nap. I am not sure that I shall have any

tea--no. Good night, Mr. Warrington. You must come again, and when

there is no business to talk about." And the old lady, tossing up her

head, walked away from the room with great dignity.

George and the others had risen with her, and Warrington was about to

go away, and was saying "Good-night" to Laura, who, of course was

looking much alarmed about her cousin, when Arthur said, "Pray, stay,

George. You should hear my news too, and give me your counsel in this

case. I hardly know how to act in it."

"It's something about Blanche, Arthur," said Laura, her heart beating,

and her cheek blushing, as she thought it had never blushed in

her life.

"Yes--and the most extraordinary story," said Pen. "When I left you to

go to my uncle's lodgings, I found his servant, Morgan, who has been

with him so long, at the door, and he said that he and his master had

parted that morning; that my uncle had quitted the house, and had gone

to an hotel--this hotel. I asked for him when I came in; but he was

gone out to dinner. Morgan then said that he had something of a most

important nature to communicate to me, and begged me to step into the

house; his house it is now. It appears the scoundrel has saved a great

deal of money while in my uncle's service, and is now a capitalist and

a millionaire, for what I know. Well, I went into the house, and what

do you think he told me? This must be a secret between us all--at

least if we can keep it, now that it is in possession of that villain.

Blanche's father is not dead. He has come to life again. The marriage

between Clavering and the Begum is no marriage."

"And Blanche, I suppose, is her grandfather's heir," said Warrington.

"Perhaps: but the child of what a father! Amory is an escaped

convict--Clavering knows it; my uncle knows it--and it was with this

piece of information held over Clavering _in terrorem_ that the

wretched old man got him to give up his borough to me."

"Blanche doesn't know it," said Laura, "nor poor Lady Clavering."

"No," said Pen; "Blanche does not even know the history of her father.

She knew that he and her mother had separated, and had heard, as a

child, from Bonner, her nurse, that Mr. Amory was drowned in New South

Wales. He was there as a convict, not as a ship's captain, as the poor

girl thought. Lady Clavering has told me that they were not happy, and

that her husband was a bad character. She would tell me all, she said,

some day: and I remember her saying to me, with tears in her eyes,

that it was hard for a woman to be forced to own that she was glad to

hear her husband was dead: and that twice in her life she should have

chosen so badly. What is to be done now? The man can't show and claim

his wife: death is probably over him if he discovers himself: return

to transportation certainly. But the rascal has held the threat of

discovery over Clavering for some time past, and has extorted money

from him time after time."

"It is our friend, Colonel Altamont, of course," said Warrington: "I

see all now."

"If the rascal comes back," continued Arthur, "Morgan, who knows his

secret, will use it over him--and having it in his possession,

proposes to extort money from us all. The d--d rascal supposed I was

cognizant of it," said Pen, white with anger; "asked me if I would

give him an annuity to keep it quiet; threatened me, _me_, as if I was

trafficking with this wretched old Begum's misfortune; and would

extort a seat in Parliament out of that miserable Clavering. Good

heavens! was my uncle mad, to tamper in such a conspiracy? Fancy our

mother's son, Laura, trading on such a treason!"

"I can't fancy it, dear Arthur," said Laura; seizing Arthur's hand,

and kissing it.

"No!" broke out Warrington's deep voice, with a tremor; he surveyed

the two generous and loving young people with a pang of indescribable

love and pain. "No. Our boy can't meddle with such a wretched intrigue

as that. Arthur Pendennis can't marry a convict's daughter; and sit in

Parliament as member for the hulks. You must wash your hands of the

whole affair, Pen. You must break off. You must give no explanations

of why and wherefore, but state that family reasons render a match

impossible. It is better that those poor women should fancy you false

to your word than that they should know the truth. Besides, you can

get from that dog Clavering--I can fetch that for you easily

enough--an acknowledgement that the reasons which you have given to

him as the head of the family are amply sufficient for breaking off

the union. Don't you think with me, Laura?" He scarcely dared to look

her in the face as he spoke. Any lingering hope that he might

have--any feeble hold that he might feel upon the last spar of his

wrecked fortune, he knew he was casting away; and he let the wave of

his calamity close over him. Pen had started up while he was speaking,

looking eagerly at him. He turned his head away. He saw Laura rise up

also and go to Pen, and once more take his hand and kiss it. "She

thinks so too--God bless her!" said George.

"Her father's shame is not Blanche's fault, dear Arthur, is it?" Laura

said, very pale, and speaking very quickly. "Suppose you had been

married, would you desert her because she had done no wrong? Are you

not pledged to her? Would you leave her because she is in misfortune?

And if she is unhappy, wouldn't you console her? Our mother would, had

she been here." And, as she spoke, the kind girl folded her arms round

him, and buried her face upon his heart.

"Our mother is an angel with God," Pen sobbed out. "And you are the

dearest and best of women--the dearest, the dearest and the best.

Teach me my duty. Pray for me that I may do it--pure heart. God bless

you--God bless you, my sister."

"Amen," groaned out Warrington, with his head in his hands. "She is

right," he murmured to himself. "She can't do any wrong, I think

--that girl." Indeed, she looked and smiled like an angel. Many a day

after he saw that smile--saw her radiant face as she looked up at

Pen--saw her putting back her curls, blushing and smiling, and still

looking fondly toward him.

She leaned for a moment her little fair hand on the table, playing on

it. "And now, and now," she said, looking at the two gentlemen--

"And what now?" asked George.

"And now we will have some tea," said Miss Laura, with her smile.

But before this unromantic conclusion to a rather sentimental scene

could be suffered to take place, a servant brought word that Major

Pendennis had returned to the hotel, and was waiting to see his

nephew. Upon this announcement, Laura, not without some alarm, and an

appealing look to Pen, which said "Behave yourself well--hold to the

right, and do your duty--be gentle, but firm with your uncle"--Laura,

we say, with these warnings written in her face, took leave of the

two gentlemen, and retreated to her dormitory. Warrington, who was not

generally fond of tea, yet grudged that expected cup very much. Why

could not old Pendennis have come in an hour later? Well, an hour

sooner or later, what matter? The hour strikes at last? The inevitable

moment comes to say Farewell. The hand is shaken, the door closed,

and the friend gone; and, the brief joy over, you are alone. "In which

of those many windows of the hotel does _her_ light beam?" perhaps he

asks himself as he passes down the street. He strides away to the

smoking-room of a neighboring club, and there applies himself to his

usual solace of a cigar. Men are brawling and talking loud about

politics, opera-girls, horse-racing, the atrocious tyranny of the

committee; bearing this sacred secret about him, he enters into this

brawl. Talk away, each louder than the other. Rattle and crack jokes.

Laugh and tell your wild stories. It is strange to take one's place

and part in the midst of the smoke and din, and think every man here

has his secret _ego_, most likely, which is sitting lonely and apart,

away in the private chamber, from the loud game in which the rest of

us is joining!

Arthur, as he traversed the passages of the hotel, felt his anger

rousing up within him. He was indignant to think that yonder old

gentleman whom he was about to meet, should have made him such a tool

and puppet, and so compromised his honor and good name. The old

fellow's hand was very cold and shaky when Arthur took it. He was

coughing; he was grumbling over the fire; Frosch could not bring his

dressing-gown or arrange his papers as that d--d, confounded,

impudent scoundrel of a Morgan. The old gentleman bemoaned himself,

and cursed Morgan's ingratitude with peevish pathos.

"The confounded impudent scoundrel! He was drunk last night, and

challenged me to fight him, Pen; and, bedad, at one time I was so

excited that I thought I should have driven a knife into him; and the

infernal rascal has made ten thousand pound, I believe--and deserves

to be hanged, and will be; but, curse him, I wish he could have lasted

out my time. He knew all my ways, and, dammy, when I rang the bell,

the confounded thief brought the thing I wanted--not like that stupid

German lout. And what sort of time have you had in the country? Been a

good deal with Lady Rockminster? You can't do better. She is one of

the old school--_vieille école, bonne école_, hey? Dammy, they don't

make gentlemen and ladies now; and in fifty years you'll hardly know

one man from another. But they'll last my time. I ain't long for this

business: I am getting very old, Pen, my boy; and, gad, I was thinking

to-day, as I was packing up my little library, there's a Bible among

the books that belonged to my poor mother; I would like you to keep

that, Pen. I was thinking, sir, that you would most likely open the

box when it was your property, and the old fellow was laid under the

sod, sir," and the major coughed and wagged his old head over

the fire.

His age--his kindness, disarmed Pen's anger somewhat, and made Arthur

feel no little compunction for the deed which he was about to do. He

knew that the announcement which he was about to make would destroy

the darling hope of the old gentleman's life, and create in his breast

a woeful anger and commotion.

"Hey--hey--I'm off, sir," nodded the Elder; "but I'd like to read a

speech of yours in the _Times_ before I go--'Mr. Pendennis said,

Unaccustomed as I am to public speaking'--hey, sir? hey, Arthur?

Begad, you look dev'lish well and healthy, sir. I always said my

brother Jack would bring the family right. You must go down into the

west, and buy the old estate, sir. _Nec tenui pennâ_, hey? We'll rise

again, sir--rise again on the wing--and, begad, I shouldn't be

surprised that you will be a baronet before you die."

His words smote Pen. "And it is I," he thought, "that am going to

fling down the poor old fellow's air-castle. Well, it must be. Here

goes. I--I went into your lodgings at Bury-street, though I did not

find you," Pen slowly began--"and I talked with Morgan, uncle."

"Indeed!" The old gentleman's cheek began to flush involuntarily, and

he muttered, "The cat's out of the bag now, begad!"

"He told me a story, sir, which gave me the deepest surprise and

pain," said Pen.

The major tried to look unconcerned. "What--that story about--

about--What-do-you-call-'em, hey?"

"About Miss Amory's father--about Lady Clavering's first husband, and

who he is, and what."

"Hem--a devilish awkward affair!" said the old man, rubbing his nose.

"I--I've been aware of that--eh--confounded circumstance, for

some time."

"I wish I had known it sooner, or not at all," said Arthur, gloomily.

"He is all safe," thought the senior, greatly relieved. "Gad! I should

have liked to keep it from you altogether--and from those two poor

women, who are as innocent as unborn babes in the transaction."

"You are right. There is no reason why the two women should hear it;

and I shall never tell them--though that villain, Morgan, perhaps

may," Arthur said, gloomily. "He seems disposed to trade upon his

secret, and has already proposed terms of ransom to me. I wish I had

known of the matter earlier, sir. It is not a very pleasant thought to

me that I am engaged to a convict's daughter."

"The very reason why I kept it from you--my dear boy. But Miss Amory

is not a convict's daughter, don't you see? Miss Amory is the daughter

of Lady Clavering, with fifty or sixty thousand pounds for a fortune;

and her father-in-law, a baronet and country gentleman, of high

reputation, approves of the match, and gives up his seat in Parliament

to his son-in-law. What can be more simple?"

"Is it true, sir?"

"Begad, yes, it is true, of course it's true. Amory's dead. I tell you

he _is_ dead. The first sign of life he shows, he is dead. He can't

appear. We have him at a dead-lock like the fellow in the play--the

Critic, hey?--devilish amusing play, that Critic. Monstrous witty man

Sheridan; and so was his son. By gad, sir, when I was at the Cape, I

remember--" The old gentleman's garrulity, and wish, to conduct Arthur

to the Cape, perhaps arose from a desire to avoid the subject which

was near est his nephew's heart; but Arthur broke out, interrupting

him, "If you had told me this tale sooner, I believe you would have

spared me and yourself a great deal of pain and disappointment; and I

should not have found myself tied to an engagement from which I can't,

in honor, recede."

"No, begad, we've fixed you--and a man who's fixed to a seat in

Parliament, and a pretty girl, with a couple of thousand a year, is

fixed to no bad thing, let me tell you," said the old man.

"Great Heavens, sir!" said Arthur; "are you blind? Can't you see?"

"See what, young gentleman?" asked the other.

"See, that rather than trade upon this secret of Amory's," Arthur

cried out, "I would go and join my father-in-law at the hulks! See,

that rather than take a seat in Parliament as a bribe from Clavering

for silence, I would take the spoons off the table! See, that you have

given me a felon's daughter for a wife; doomed me to poverty and

shame; cursed my career when it might have been--when it might have

been so different but for you! Don't you see that we have been playing

a guilty game, and have been over-reached; that in offering to marry

this poor girl, for the sake of her money, and the advancement she

would bring, I was degrading myself, and prostituting my honor?"

"What in Heaven's name do you mean, sir?" cried the old man.

"I mean to say that there is a measure of baseness which I can't

pass," Arthur said. "I have no other words for it, and am sorry if

they hurt you. I have felt, for months past, that my conduct in this

affair has been wicked, sordid, and worldly. I am rightly punished by

the event, and having sold myself for money and a seat in Parliament,

by losing both."

"How do you mean that you lose either?" shrieked the old gentleman.

"Who the devil's to take your fortune or your seat away from you. By

G--, Clavering _shall_ give 'em to you. You shall have every shilling

of eighty thousand pounds."

"I'll keep my promise to Miss Amory, sir," said Arthur.

"And, begad, her parents shall keep theirs to you."

"Not so, please God," Arthur answered. "I have sinned, but, Heaven

help me, I will sin no more. I will let Clavering off from that

bargain which was made without my knowledge. I will take no money with

Blanche but that which was originally settled upon her; and I will try

to make her happy. You have done it. You have brought this on me, sir.

But you knew no better: and I forgive--"

"Arthur--in God's name--in your father's, who, by Heavens, was the

proudest man alive, and had the honor of the family always at

heart--in mine--for the sake of a poor broken down old fellow, who has

always been dev'lish fond of you--don't fling this chance away--I pray

you, I beg you, I implore you, my dear, dear boy, don't fling this

chance away. It's the making of you. You're sure to get on. You'll be

a baronet; it's three thousand a year: dammy, on my knees, there, I

beg of you, don't do this."

And the old man actually sank down on his knees, and seizing one of

Arthur's hands, looked up piteously at him. It was cruel to remark the

shaking hands, the wrinkled and quivering face, the old eyes weeping

and winking, the broken voice. "Ah, sir," said Arthur, with a groan.

"You have brought pain enough on me, spare me this. You have wished me

to marry Blanche. I marry her. For God's sake, sir, rise, I can't

bear it."

"You--you mean to say that you will take her as a beggar, and be one

yourself?" said the old gentleman, rising up and coughing violently.

"I look at her as a person to whom a great calamity has befallen, and

to whom I am promised. She can not help the misfortune; and as she had

my word when she was prosperous, I shall not withdraw it now she is

poor. I will not take Clavering's seat, unless afterward it should be

given of his free will. I will not have a shilling more than her

original fortune."

"Have the kindness to ring the bell," said the old gentleman. "I have

done my best, and said my say; and I'm a dev'lish old fellow.

And--and--it don't matter. And--and Shakspeare was right--and Cardinal

Wolsey--begad--'and had I but served my God as I've served you'--yes,

on my knees, by Jove, to my own nephew--I mightn't have

been--Good-night, sir, you needn't trouble yourself to call again."

Arthur took his hand, which the old man left to him; it was quite

passive and clammy. He looked very much oldened; and it seemed as if

the contest and defeat had quite broken him.

On the next day he kept his bed, and refused to see his

nephew.

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