CHAPTER XIV--THE WORLD OF FACT

|THE yellow junk was now abreast the landing hulks of the great

international shipping companies just below the city. Rocky left the

bow and made his way to the after cabins without once lifting his somber

gaze to the silent figures on the poop. Slowly--his eyes wild, his

thoughts beyond control, bitterness in his heart--he moved along the dim

corridor.

A puff of wind found its way through an open window; a blue curtain

swung out, discovering, through a doorway, Miss Carmichael, seated in

a chair beneath the window. It was lighter in her cabin. She had laid

aside the familiar middy blouse and skirt, and appeared to be sewing

something on her petticoat. For an instant she looked up, her eyes

meeting those of the pale youth who stood motionless in the corridor.

The curtain swung back then; but as it swung the youth stepped through

the doorway and stood within the room.

“I don't know that I asked you in,” said she coolly.

His eyes were intent on the amazing, glistening strings of pearls that

were looped everywhere about her clothing.

Through narrowed lids she watched him, sitting very still, needle poised

just as she had drawn it through. On his young face was an expression of

firm decision that she had not before seen there. He looked oddly, now,

like his father. There was, apparently, a trace of the Kane iron in him.

The situation was of wholly accidental origin; he couldn't have planned

it; his first expression, out in the corridor, had been of startled

surprise; the decision to step within must have been instant; yet now,

suddenly, he meant business. She caught all that.... Here, after all,

was a young man who presented difficulties.

“Take off those pearls,” said he quietly.

“You are in my room,” said she as quietly.

“I shall take the pearls when I go.”

“You'll have my life to answer for.”

“Your life is nothing to me.”

“Your own life is.”

“Never mind about that.”

“I've warned you fairly.”

“Stand up.”

“You propose to take them from me by force?”

“Yes. Unless you choose to give them to me.”

“And you expect me to trust you with them.”

“Yes.”

There was a silence.

“Of course you are stronger than I,” she observed musingly.

He offered no reply to this.

Her thin mouth curved into the faint smile that was as cold as her

calculating brain. “So”--said she “we're enemies, then?”

This evidently did not interest him.

“I think,” she went on, quietly desperate, “that I'll try crying and

screaming. I'm something of an actress.”

“Scream your head off,” said he, the slang phrase sounding almost

courteous in this new quiet voice of his.

“There's not a person--alive--that could prove these pearls aren't my

own.” Her voice dwelt on that one telling word, “alive,” with an almost

caressing note of satisfaction.

He shook his head with a touch of impatience. And she was studying him,

her quick thoughts darting sharply about---darting in every conceivable

direction--for an avenue of escape. She knew, however, as the moments

passed and the pale youth stood his ground that there was only one. She

had supposed him weak. It hardly seemed that her judgment could have

gone so far wrong.

“You're cruel to me,” she said softly.

“Stand up.”

Now she obeyed. He drew near.

“I didn't think you'd turn out this sort, Rocky. You liked me at first.”

She moved a hand, hesitatingly, within reach of his own. But he ignored

it. “Aren't we going to see each other at Shanghai? Are you just going

to be brutal with me--like this?.... I'd like to see you.”

“Will you take them off,” said he, “or must I?”

She turned to him, with curiously mixed passions coming to life in her

face.

“Oh, my God, Rocky!” she cried very low, “haven't you any human

feelings? Can you just come in here--into my own room--and rob me,

without a decent word?.... Haven't I played fair with you? Haven't I kept

out of your way? Haven't I?....” She moved close against him, slid her

sensitively thin hands over his shoulders; looked straight up into his

eyes, almost honestly. “Rocky, don't tell me you're this kind!”.... She

was clinging to him now.

He caught her hands, and, without roughness but with his young strength,

removed them. She let them fall at her side.

“I'm not going to wait much longer on you,” he said.

“You're hard as nails, Rocky.” Her underlip was quivering; her pale eyes

were a little darker, and seemed full of feeling. She turned suddenly to

the rough bed, and reached under the cover for her shopping bag. Hiding

it from him with her body, she opened it and took out the triangular

bottle; then lingered an instant to look at the clasps of the pearl cape

that were set with large, perfectly cut diamonds. There were five of the

clasps, and perhaps fifty of the sparkling, glittering stones. In value

they would vary somewhat-: but in themselves, even without the pearls,

they represented a fortune. She quietly closed the bag and replaced it

under the covers.

With the rough-edged little bottle in her hand she faced him.

“I knew a girl,” she said, with a far-away look in her eyes, “who took

five of these tablets and then lived two days. She suffered terribly,

of....”

He caught the bottle from her hand and threw it against the wall, where

it broke. The green pills rolled about the floor.

“Oh, well,” she remarked--“I can take them after you've gone.”

“After I've gone you can do as you think best.”

“But something will have to be done about me. Rocky. You'll have to get

me ashore. And see about burying me.... And you'll have to explain me.”

This moved him not at all. Apparently he _was_ to be one of the

Kanes--strong, pitiless, destined for success and power. There would

be weak moments; but all that her uncannily shrewd eyes saw in him.

For that matter, Miss Carmichael had known many men of the sort that

in America are termed “big”--certain of them with an unpleasant secret

intimacy--and each had possessed and (at moments) been possessed by

strong passions. It had never been wholly a matter of what is called

brain; always there had been emotional force, with a dark side as well

as a bright.

Overhead the great clumsy sails creaked. Soft feet pattered about

the deck. The nasal voices of the crew broke into a chantey. A chain

rattled.

“We must be there,” said she. “We're anchoring, I think.” And she

glanced out the window at one of the roofed-over opium hulks that lay in

those days directly opposite the bund. Finally she looked again at him.

“Very well,” she said then; and raised her arms above her head. Swiftly,

at once, he began stripping off the festoons of pearls. The only other

thing said was her remark, in a casual tone: “It's understood that

you're using force. And you'll hear from it, of course.”

As soon as he had gone she slipped into her blouse and skirt. Once again

she looked thoughtfully at the radiant gems that were left to her; then

went, coolly swinging the little bag, up on deck, where certain of the

crew were already drawing around to the ladder at the side the sampan

that had been towing astern.

Rocky had gone directly, on tiptoe, to Doane's cabin. The huge sad-faced

man was there; quick, however, with a kindly smile.

Rocky said--“I beg your pardon, sir?”--stiffly, not unlike a proud young

Briton--and from a tied-up handkerchief and bulging pockets--even from

his shirt above his tightly drawn belt--produced enormous quantities of

perfectly matched large pearls; laid them on the bed in a heap; helped

Mr. Doane make a bundle of them in a square of blue cloth.

“They are yours, sir,” he explained.

He withdrew then, with a coldness of manner that to the older man was

moving; and went out on deck to await his turn in the sampan.

Doane found a temporary home for Hui Fei and her sister at the mission

compound of his friend, Doctor Henry Withery, in the Chinese city;

himself lodging with other friends. Rocky went to the Astor House,

across Soochow Creek, which was still, in 1911, a famous stopping place

for the tourists, diplomats, military and commercial men, and all the

other more prosperous among the white travelers that pour into

Shanghai from everywhere else in the world by the great ships that plow

unceasingly the Pacific and Indian Oceans and the Yellow and China

Seas; to pour out again (in peaceful times) from Shanghai by rail and

by lesser craft of the river and the coast to Hong Kong and Manila

to Hankow, to Tientsin and Peking, to Nagasaki, Kobe, Yokohoma and

Tokio.... and Shanghai had never been so crowded as now, with its

thousands of travelers detained, awaiting news from this or that

revolutionary center; with the American Marines and the British

and German sailors; with Manchu refugees swarming into the foreign

settlements; with revolutionists, queueless, wearing unaccustomed

European dress, parading everywhere.

Doane found time to call at the hotel and leave word regarding the

burial of his excellency; but was not to know that Rocky, himself,

immured in his room, gave the word that he was out and there awaited the

friendly chit that Doane sent up by the blue-robed servant. Nor was he

to know that the boy dressed carefully for the ceremony, only to

find the ordeal too great for his overstrung emotions. It was as an

afterthought, a day or two later that Doane sent him Hui Fei's address.

It was after this sad experience that Doane, in accordance with his

promise to the late Sun Shi-pi, called on Doctor Wu Ting Fang and

offered his services to the revolutionary party. Another day and he was

hard at work, bending his strong, finely trained and experienced mind

to the great task of presenting the dreams and the activities of Young

China fairly and sympathetically to the press and the governments of the

Western World.... And so Griggsbv Doane, concealing--at moments

almost from his own inner eye--the ache in his heart, the unutterable

loneliness of his solitary existence, found himself once more fitting

into the scheme of organized human life. A grave man, with sad eyes but

with a slow kindly smile, always courteously attentive to the person and

problem of the moment, thinking always clearly and objectively out of a

comprehensively tolerant background that seemed to include all nations

and all men; a gently tactful man; a tireless, powerful figure of a man,

who could work twenty hours on end without a trace of fatigue, going

through masses of minor detail without for a moment losing his broad

view of the major problems--such was the Griggsby Doane one saw at

revolutionary headquarters during that late autumn of 1911.... Life had

caught him up. Whatever his private sorrow, the world needed him now.

Rapidly, in all that confusion, he was formulating policies, helping

to direct the current of one stream of destiny. In past years Griggsby

Doane had been discussed and forgotten. He had even been laughed at as

an unfrocked missionary by ribald, dominant, not infrequently drunken

whites along the coast. It occurred to no one to laugh at him now.

These were the days when in half the provincial capitals of China the

Manchus that had ruled during nearly three centuries were hunted to

their death, men and women alike, like vermin. Bloody heads decorated

the lamp posts that had been erected in the Western fashion beside

freshly macadamized streets. Slaughter, as in other dramatic moments in

Oriental history, had become a pastime. Palaces and wealthy homes in a

hundred cities were looted and burned, and a vast new traffic started

up in the silks and paintings and pottery and objects of art suddenly

thrown into the market.... Hankow had been taken by the imperial troops,

but was to be recaptured as a charred, gutted ruin. General Li Yuan-hung

was now “president of the Republic of China,” up at Wu Chang, by right

of military organization and popular acclaim. Admiral Sah, of the

Imperial Navy, was about to witness the unanimous mutiny of his fleet.

The great Yuan Shi-K'ai, himself a Chinese born, was in command of the

imperial troops while negotiating on either hand with the frantic throne

and the upsurging revolutionists. At Peking heads were falling and

great princes were fleeing or hiding pitifully within the walls of the

legations.... Within a few weeks Sun Yat Sen was to leave London on

his long journey eastward by way of Suez and Singapore, but without the

enormous golden treasure so confidently expected by the revolutionists.

Before his arrival, even, he was to be elected president of the new

China, in the recently captured Nanking--where a National Assembly

in cropped heads and frock coats already would be grinding out fresh

tangles of legislation.... The event was outrunning the mental

capacity of man. What was now tragic confusion would grow through the

swift-following years into tragic chaos, as the most numerous and most

nearly inert of peoples struggled out of the sluggish habit of centuries

toward the dubious light of modernity.

But through the chaos Griggsby Doane was never for a moment to lose the

new vision that had finally cleared his long troubled mind. Behind the

crumbling of the empire, underlying the torn and bleeding surface of

Chinese life, lay a tradition finer, he was to believe until his

dying day, than any so far developed in the truculent West--a delicate

responsiveness to beauty in nature and art, a reflective quality, an

instinct for peace--it was all these at once, and more; a blend of art

in living and living in art; a finish that was exquisite in concept, a

sensitiveness that lifted the soul of man above the ugly fact. Even the

brittle perfection of Chinese etiquette--regulating every passing human

contact, clothing in silken manner the naked thought--was like a fine

lacquer over the knotted wood of life... America, he felt, with all its

earnestly insistent young virtues, worshiped the fact. To the Americans

must be preached the gospel of sensitive thought, of reflective

enjoyment of the beautiful. Those old master painters of Tang and Sung

breathed beauty; it was sweet air in their lungs; whereas in America

beauty was too often like a garment to be bought in a shop and worn for

show.... Yes, this revolutionary work was a gratifying opportunity for

service, of great momentary importance because the Chinese people must

be rescued from Manchu conquerors and their eunuchs, from disease and

famine, and from ignorance of the new world that had come amazingly,

brutally, into being while the old Middle Kingdom slumbered; but it was

not the main work. The aggressively greedy West, now, with its merchants

and war-ships and armies, was destroying the soul of China even while

teaching her a smattering of the materialistic new faith. There must be

a counter-influence; as the East now so strongly felt the West, so must

be the West made sensitively aware of the East. It was fair give and

take. It might yet help the world to find a stable balance.... This was

what the difficult life of Griggsby Doane was coming to mean. The East

had crept into his heart. So he must turn back to the West.

For three days Mr. Doane's brief chit--with the address of Hui Fei in

the native city--burned in Rocky Kane's pocket; then, early in the third

afternoon, he went down to the Japanese steamship offices (for the keen

little brown people had already captured the Pacific traffic from the

Americans) and bought the second officer's room on a crowded liner

leaving at the end of the week for San Francisco.... On the fourth

afternoon he called a rickshaw and rode out beyond the American

post-office to the address the older man had given him.

But Mr. Doane, it appeared, was not in; already he was established at

Doctor Wu's revolutionary headquarters. Rocky considered driving there;

even took the address and rode part of the way: but reconsidered,

returned to the hotel, and sent a messenger to Hui Fei with this chit:

“_I'm sailing Saturday. Do you feel that you could see me for a few

moments?_”

The reply, within the hour, bade him come. He found her in Western

dress---a tailored suit, very simple; her glistening black hair parted

smoothly--as he would always most vividly remember it--gently sad in

manner, yet able to smile. She would be like that, come to think of

it; not crushed by the tragedy, not sunken in the grief that, among

Westerners, is so often a sort of histrionic egotism.... They sat in a

tiled courtyard among dahlias. More than ever like a proud young Briton

was Rocky.

“It is good of you to see me.” Thus he began.... “I couldn't go without

a word.”

She murmured then: “Of course not.”

“I want you to know, too, that I am coming to see”--he had to pause;

in this new phase of sober young manhood he had not yet achieved steady

self-control.

She broke the silence with a question about the revolution. It is to

his credit that he talked, stumbling only at first, clearly. And as the

strain of the meeting gradually relaxed, he became aware of her sobered

but still intense absorption in the struggle; aware, too, increasingly,

of her strong gift of what is called personality. Her mind was quick,

bright, eager--better, it seemed (he had to fight bitterness here)

than his own. And she was impersonal to a degree that he couldn't yet

attain--couldn't, in fact, quite understand. He had to speak slowly and

carefully; feeling his way with a dogged determination among uprushing

emotions, moved as never before by the charm of appearance and

manner and speech of which she was so prettily unconscious.... He had

come--perhaps with more than a touch in him of (again) that Western

histrionism, the intense overstressing of the individual and his

feelings--as a man who was effacing himself that the woman he loved

might be happy with another man. Confused with this wholly unconscious

call upon the sympathies, undoubtedly, was an unphrased incredulity that

she--so strongly a person, fine and courageous and outstanding as he

knew her to be--could accept this being almost casually left as part

of a legacy to that other man. It was incredible. Unless she loved

the other man.... So he came around again to the personal; unaware, of

course, that he was feeling inevitably with his strongly individualistic

race. Even when she dwelt on race, a little later in their talk, he

found no light. He couldn't have; for the American seldom can see what

lies outside himself.

“I don' know yet what I can do,” she was saying, very honestly and

simply (they hadn't yet mentioned Mr. Doane). “Of course I'm a Manchu,

after all. An' blood does coun'. I feel that. A good many people to-day

talk differen'ly, I know. We saw a good 'eal of Socialism at college.

The idealists to-day--the Jews an' Russians an' even some of our Chinese

students--the younger men--talk as if race doesn' matter. But of course

it does. It will ta' thousan's of years, I suppose, to bring the races

together. An' maybe it's impossible. Maybe it can' be done at all. I

think tha's the tragedy of so much of this beautiful dreaming.... An'

here you see I'm a Manchu, an' yet I wan' the Manchus put out of China.

Because they won' let China grow. An' China mus' grow, or die.”

He was moodily watching her; head bowed a little, gazing out under knit

brows. “Do you know,” he said, “it's a queer thing to say, of course,

but sometimes you make me feel terribly young.”

She smiled faintly. “You are--rather young, Rocky.”

He closed his eyes and compressed his lips; his name, on her lips, was

dangerously thrilling music to him. After a moment he went doggedly on.

“The crowds I've gone with at home haven't talked about these things.

They wouldn't think it good form.”

“I know,” said she. “They woul'n'.”

“I'm beginning to wonder if we're--well, intelligent, exactly. You

know--just motors and horses and girls and bridge and 'killings' in Wall

Street.”

“Killings?” Her brows were lifted.

“Oh--picking up a lot of money, quick.”

“That,” she mused, “is what I sometimes worry about. You know, I love

America. I have foun' happiness there. I love the books an' the colleges

and the freedom an' all the goo' times. But it is true, I think--money

is God in America. Pipple don' like to have you say it, of course. But

I'm afraid it is true. Ever'-thing has to come to money--the gover'men',

the churches, ever'thing. I have seen that. That is the hard side of

America. I don' like that so well.” Finally--coming down, helplessly,

on the personal, yet with a courageous light in his eyes--he said: “I

do want you to know this--Hui. You won't mind my speaking of my love for

you--”

Her hand moved a very little way upward. “Please! I can't help that.

It's my life now. I'm full of you. And it has changed me. I'm--I'm

going back.... I'm going at things differently. I want you to know that.

Because if I hadn't met you it couldn't possibly have happened. And if I

hadn't--well, learned what it means to love a wonderful girl like you. I

want you to know how big the change is that you've made.”

“Rocky,” she said gently--“will you do something for me?” He

waited.... “I wan' you to go back to college.”

“I've already made up my mind to that,” he replied, more quietly. “It's

the job for me now. It's the next thing.”

“I'm glad,” said she. “An' I'd love it if you'd write to me sometimes.”

He inclined his head.

Then, for a moment, his old turbulent inner self unexpectedly (even to

himself), lifted its head.

“I tried to see Mr. Doane--that is, I thought perhaps I ought to tell

him that I was coming out here.”

She seemed slightly puzzled at this. Her lips framed questioningly the

words: “Tell him?”

“I--I perhaps can't say much--but I'm sure you and he will be happy.

I--oh, he's a big man. He's terribly busy now, of course--you know what

he's doing--at Wu Ting Fang's headquarters?”

She inclined her head rather wearily, saying: “He wrote me a ver' kin

note--jus' to say that he was busy.”

“They talk about him some at the hotel. All of a sudden he seems to be a

power here.”

She went without a further word into the house, returning with a slip

of paper. Into her manner had crept at the mention of Doane's name,

a gentler, more wistful quality that she seemed not to think of

concealing; it was even a confiding quality, intimately friendly.

“I don' quite un'erstand it,” she said. “A gen'leman called from the

Hong Kong Bank an' lef' this.”

Rocky read the paper; a receipt for a sealed parcel of pearls and for

other separate jewels and a sum of money.

“Oh--he put it all there in your name,” said he, while a sudden new hope

rose into his drying throat and throbbed in his temples.

“Yes. It puzzle' me--a little.”

He turned the paper over and over in his fingers, once again struggling

to think.... She sat motionless, gazing at the dahlias.

Blindly then he groped for her hands, found them and impulsively gripped

them.

“Hui”--he whispered huskily--“tell me--if it's like this--if you--if

he.... All this time I've supposed you and he were.... I want you to come

with me to America. We both do love it there. I'll give up my life to

making you happy. I'll slave for you. I'll make of my life what you say.

just let us try it together....”

She silently heard him out--through this and much more, leaving her

hands quietly in his. Finally then, when the emotional gust seemed in

some measure to have spent itself, she said, gently:

“Rocky, I wan' you to listen to what I'm going to tell you. You said I

make you feel young. Well--can' you see why? Can' you see that I'm quite

an ol' lady?”

“But that's nonsense! You--” His eyes were feasting on her soft skin and

on the exquisite curve of her cheek.

“No--you mus' listen! First tel me how old you are.”

Unexpectedly on the defensive, Rocky had to compose himself, arrange his

dignity, before he could reply. “I was twenty-one in the summer.”

“Ver' good. An' I was twenty-five in the spring.”

“But--”

“Please! I don' know what you coul' have thought--how young you thought

I was when I wen' to college. But tha's the way it is. I'm an ol' lady.

I have learn' to like you ver' much. I'm fond of you. I wan' to feel

always tha' we're frien's. But we coul'n' be happy together. Our

interes' aren' the same--they coul'n' be. Can' you see, Rocky? If there

is something abou' me tha' stirs you--that is ver' won'erful. But we

mus'n' let it hurt you. An' that isn' the same as marriage. Marriage is

differen'--there mus' be so much in common--if a man an' woman are to

live together an' work together, they mus' think an' hope an'....”

Her voice died out. She was gazing again, mournfully at the dahlias.

When he released her hands they lay limp in her lap.

With a great effort of will he wished her every happiness, promised to

write, and got himself away.

This was on Thursday. Rocky walked at a feverish pace from the native

city to the European settlement that was so quaintly not Chinese--more,

with its Western-style buildings that were decorated with ornamental

iron balconies and richly colored Chinese signs, like a “China-town” in

an American city--and wandered for a time along Nanking Road; then out

to Bubbling Well Road; away out, past the Country Club to the almost

absurdly suburban quarter with its comfortably British villas; seeing,

however, little of the busy life that moved about him, threading his

way over cross-streets without a conscious glance at the motorcars and

pony-drawn victorias (with turbanned mafoos cracking their whips) and

bicycles and the creaking passenger wheelbarrow's on which fat native

women with tiny stumps of feet rode precariously. For those few hours

were to be recalled in later years as the quietly darkest in the young

man's life. There was no question now of dissipation; he knew with the

decisiveness of the Kanes that he had turned definitely away from the

morbid oblivion of alcohol and opium, as from the unhealthy if exciting

diversion of loveless women. But the bitterness would not down all at

once. Indeed it was savagely powerful, still, to cloud his reason. The

only evidence of victory over self of which he was aware was the fact

that he could now look almost objectively at himself, and could fight.

He was back at the hotel between seven and eight, but couldn't eat.

For an hour he walked his room, locked in. Then, in sheer loneliness, a

little afraid of himself, he went down to the spacious lounge and sat

in a corner, behind a palm, staring at a copy of the _China Press_ and

listening, all overstrung nerves, to the cackle and laughter of the

self-centered tourists and the curiously bold and loud commercial men

from across the Pacific. He heard this, in his younger way, as Doane

would have heard it, even as Hui; it was all heedless, light-brained;

careless.... Confused with the bitterness (in a bewildering degree) was a

sense of the finely reflective atmosphere that had lately enveloped him

and that he was not to lose easily. He felt--sitting, all nerves, in

this babel--the fine old Chinese gentleman who had gone serenely to the

death that was his destiny. He felt--constantly, intensely--the princess

who had brought to her American college an instinct for culture the like

of which neither he nor any of his friends at home had brought or found

there. And he felt Mr. Doane--felt a spaciousness of mind in the man, a

patience, a tolerance--felt him as a gentleman--felt him while still,

in his heart, he was bitterly fighting him.... The thing had closed over

his head--the sheer quality of these remarkable folk. He was simply out

of a cruder world. He hadn't the right to stand with them--the simple

right of character and breeding. And no amount of determination, no

amount of storming at it could alter the fact. It would take years of

patient work. Ever, then he might miss it; for his environment soon

again would be that of the cackling tourists he now hated. Even at

college it would be all the dominant athletics, the parties and the

motors and girls and drinking, the association with those sons of

prosperous families who were all consciously cementing alliances

with the financial upper class that quietly ruled America while hired

politicians prated and performed without in the smallest measure

controlling or even altering the blatant facts.... He and his kind, at

college, despised the “grind.” And you had to be a grind if you weren't

the other thing. Yet Hui Pei had managed it differently. She was neither

and both. It seemed to be a difference of mental texture....

A slim girl, richly dressed, with a sable wrap about her shoulders and

a pretty little hat, was threading her way among the crowding chairs and

tables and the talkative groups in the lounge. He glanced up: then looked

closely. It was Dixie Carmichael. She stood before him, wearing her icy,

faintly mocking smile. He rose.

“How are you?” said she.

He could only incline his head with a sort of courtesy, and contrive an

artificial smile. He seemed to have been dreaming, outrageously. Life

had begun now'.

“I'm running down to Singapore,” said she. “Friends there. And a

look-see?”

“Oh,” he murmured, “indeed.” She looked out-and-out rich; and she was

surprisingly pretty, without a sign that she had ever known danger or

even care.

“Staying here?” she asked.

“No. I start back home Saturday.”

“So?.... Well, that'll be pleasant.” With a final glance of what seemed

almost like triumph she sailed away. And he knew that in taking the

pearls he had not taken all from her. Apparently, too, she meant him to

know it. That would be her moment of triumph. And that was all; not

a word was spoken regarding his violence or her threats.... He saw the

yellow porters carrying out her luggage of bright new leather.

He resumed his seat; twitched for a time with increasing nervousness;

got up and went aimlessly over to the desk; asked the Malay clerk for

mail.

A smiling little Japanese appeared, rather officious about a great lot

of bags and a trunk or two that were coming in. He had a familiar look;

even raised his hat and stepped forward with outstretched hand. It was

Kato.... And then Dawley Kane came in--tall, quiet, neatly dressed, his

nearly white mustache newly cropped.

To his pale son Dawley Kane said merely--“Well!”--as he took his hand;

and then was busy registering. That done, he asked: “Had dinner?” Rocky

shook his head. “I don't care for any.” Daw ley Kane's quietly keen eyes

surveyed his son. “What's the matter? Not well.”

“I'm well enough.”

“Sit down with me, can't you?” And turning to the attending Japanese he

said: “You'll excuse me Kato. I'll be dining with my son. And tell Mr.

Braker, please.... Just a minute Rocky, till I wash my hands.”

They were shown to a table in the great diningroom, where the cackling

was louder than in the lounge (they dine late on the coast)--where

blue-gowned waiters moved softly about as if there had never been a

revolution and wine glasses glistened and prettily bared shoulders

gleamed roundly under the electric lights.

And Rocky, seated gloomily opposite this powerful quiet man--who took

him unerringly in of course; dishearteningly, Rocky felt--found himself

in a depression deeper than any he had known before. His father was so

strong and he brought back with him the enveloping atmosphere of the

mighty, splendidly successful white world in which they both belonged--a

world that crushed the heart out of weaker peoples while it blandly

talked the moralities. He felt it as a Juggernaut. It had the amazingly

successful racial blend of character and plausibility. That would be the

British quality; and, more roughly and confusedly, the American.

“Getting rather interesting up the river.” remarked Dawley Kane, over

his soup. “How'd you get down?”

“On a junk.”

“Any trouble?”

“Oh--some.”

“Been here long?”

“Several days. I'm sailing Saturday.”

“Sailing?” Mr. Kane raised his eyebrows. “Where?”

“Home.”

“You decided not to consult me?”

“Oh.... Don't ride me, father! It's the next thing. I'm going back to

college.”

“Oh--I see.” Mr. Kane looked over the menu, ordered his roast, and

selected a red wine, cautioning the waiter to set it near the stove for

five minutes. “It's wicked to heat Burgundy,” he said, when the waiter

had gone, “but it's the only way you can get it served at the right

temperature. I discovered that when we were here before.... I gather, my

boy, that you've come to your senses in the matter of that little yellow

girl.”

Rocky did not wince outwardly; he merely sat still. But his mind, at

last, was active. And he knew--saw it in a flash--that no explanation

he could possibly make, would be intelligible. You can not--yet--talk

across the gulf between the worlds. It was his first intelligent glimpse

of the tremendous fact that Doane had so long and so clearly felt

and seen. So he merely--at last, when his father looked closely at

him--inclined his head and said, huskily:

“I'm going to work out this college business'. That's my job clear

enough.”

This new attitude was to bring, later in the evening, confidences from

the father.

“It's been an interesting journey for me, Rocky.” Thoughtfully Dawley

Kane smoked his Manila cigar.

“It's enabled me to understand somewhat the delicate international

situation out here. I couldn't see why our agents weren't accomplishing

more. The trouble is, of course, that every square foot of China's

staked out by the European nations. If you don't believe that, just get

a concession from the Chinese Government--for a big job--water power

development, mining, railway building, or an industrial monopoly--that

part of it isn't so hard--and then try to carry it through. You'd find

out fast enough who are the real owners of China. And those owners would

never let you start. Great Britain controls this great empire of the

Yangtze Valley as completely as she controls India. France owns the

south--Russia the northwest and the north--Japan, from Korea and

Lower Manchuria is penetrating the northwest, too; they're bound, the

Japanese, to tip Russia out one of these days, and they're very clever

and patient about slipping into the British regions. They've got

the Germans to contend with, too, in the Kiochow region. But

someday--either in the event of the final break-up of China or in the

event of the European nations coming to an out-and-out squabble (which

is almost a certainty, at that) Japan will be found to have pulled off

most of the big prizes for herself. We'll have to fight Japan someday,

I suppose--over the control of the Pacific--but in the meantime, those

little people are the best bet. They know the East as the rest of us

don't, they're clever, and their diplomats aren't hampered by the sort

of half-enlightened public opinion that's always tripping us up in the

West--sentimental idealism, that sort of thing--and they control

their press infinitely better than we do. They've got everything,

the Japanese, except money. And we've got the money. It'll be just a

question of security, that's all; and watching them pretty closely. I've

made up my mind to play it that way.... A survey of the actual conditions

out here makes our American diplomacy look pretty naive. We talk

idealism--open door and all--while all the rest of them are moving in

and setting up shop and getting the money.”

Later, in Dawley Kane's spacious suite overlooking the park-like street

where the colored lanterns of the rickshaws glowed pleasantly under

the trees, the father said, laying a hand affectionately on the boy's

shoulder:

“I can't tell you how happy you've made me, Rocky. It looks as if you'd

turned your corner. Just don't go in for too much thinking about what

you've been through. There's nothing in remorse. As a matter of fact,

a little rough experience is a good thing for a boy. After you get your

balance you'll be all the closer to life for it.... Go ahead with your

college plans, get your degree, and then after a year or two in the New

York office I'll bring you out here. We shall be playing for big stakes.

And we shall need good men.... That's the whole problem, really--the

men. I had my eyes on this man Doane, but he turned out to be only a

sentimentalist after all.”

It was the hopelessness of it that drove Rocky out--after a respectful

good night--and over to the revolutionary headquarters. He knew that

Mr. Doane worked most of the night; and took what sleep he got on a cot

there.

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