A Country Home
'If thou would'st read a lesson that will keep
Thy heart from fainting, and thy soul from sleep,
Go to the woods and hills. No tears
Dim the sweet look that Nature wears.'--_Longfellow._
The day had come when the four sisters took their leave of London. The
sale had taken place, as they only took enough furniture for their
small house, and Nannie had taken a tender and sad farewell of her
charges.
'I feel,' said Gwen, after they had watched her driven away in a cab
with all her little belongings, 'that Nannie does not expect to see any
of us again. She has given us her dying blessing, like Jacob did to
his sons. I wonder if her verses will prove prophetic.'
Captain Knox went with them to the station, to see the last of Clare.
He cheered her up by saying he would run down and see them before he
went abroad, and the sisters were all doing their best to be cheerful.
They had sent down two young maids the day before to get things
comfortable, and both Agatha and Gwen had been backwards and forwards
arranging their furniture, so that they did not feel they were going
into a comfortless house.
'I always like everything new,' asserted Elfie. 'I feel quite excited
to see what it will be like.'
'I think it is a dear little place,' Agatha said. 'I am sure we shall
be happy there.'
But their arrival at Brambleton station was in the midst of steady,
driving rain, and a wind that threatened instant destruction to open
umbrellas. A fly was found, and they were soon driving along the
country road, all distant scenery being obliterated by mist and wet.
Clare's spirits sank at once.
'What a dreadful day, and what miserable country!'
'I hope the house won't be damp,' Agatha said anxiously.
Then Gwen laughed.
'Oh, for pity's sake, don't all begin to croak! We do have wet days in
London. If Jane and Martha have done their work properly, we shall
soon forget the wet when we are inside.'
Slowly the fly lumbered along, and darkness had set in when they at
last reached their new home.
Mrs. Tucker, who was keeping the maids company, came bustling to the
door, and when they saw the cheerful little dining-room with its
blazing fire and well-spread table for their evening meal, the wind and
wet outside were forgotten.
Elfie ran in and out of the rooms, delighted with the quaintness of it
all, and Clare grew quite enthusiastic over the carved wood decorations.
'He must be an artist,' she exclaimed. 'How could he go off and leave
it all to strangers?'
The rooms, though lacking as yet in all the details of comfort, were
quite habitable, and the late dinner was a merry meal.
'We shall be a community of women, with no opportunities of getting
away from one another occasionally; that is what I object to,' said
Clare, leaning back in her chair, and looking at her sisters rather
meditatively. 'If we quarrel, it will be dreadful, and I am perfectly
certain we shall never agree on every point.'
'_You_ will not on _any_ point,' said Gwen, a little drily.
'We have the country round us,' put in Elfie, 'and there must be some
people to know; it is only just at first we shall be shut up to
ourselves, I expect.'
'As to the people, there will be the villagers, of course,' said Gwen
briskly; 'but we needn't count upon many friends in our own class of
life. The big houses round here won't be desirous of the acquaintance
of four unknown females with a very small income.'
'I always thought,' said Elfie, 'that country villages contained a
clergyman and family, a doctor, and a squire. Isn't that the case
here?'
'No; this is a kind of suburb of Brambleton. There is a vicarage, but
I don't know anything about the clergyman.'
'Well, I hope we shan't all die of the dumps,' said Clare, shivering
slightly, as a fresh blast of wind howled and shrieked in the old
chimney.
'Oh, that dreadful wind, how I hate it! It seems like a bad omen to
have such a welcome when we get here.'
'Rubbish! Go to bed, if you don't like it, and put your head under the
clothes. Of course we notice the wind more in the country because of
the trees.'
Clare did not get much sympathy from her sisters, and she soon left
them and went up to her bedroom. There was a bright fire burning, and
some of her own pretty things were already being unpacked by the busy
Jane, who was perhaps more attached to her than to any of the others.
'Captain Knox thinks her the best of the bunch,' said she in confidence
to Martha, when on the subject of 'our young ladies,' 'and so do
I--Miss Agatha is rather commonplace, to my mind, though she is a good
mistress, and Miss Gwendoline is always catching up one and taking
one's breath away. Miss Elfrida is very pleasant, but she's always the
same. Now Miss Clare's never two days alike; she's that gentle and
appealin' sometimes, that she makes me love her, and then she's miles
away in the clouds, and very cross, and then her spirits get so high
that she's ready for any mischief--and there's no knowin' how to take
her.'
'Isn't the wind dreadful, Jane?' said Clare presently. 'We couldn't
have had a more dreary and depressing day for coming here.'
'It's terrible lonely, miss. How you young ladies will put up with it
is more than Martha and me can imagine! My home is in the country, so
I don't mind it. I never could abear London with its fog and dirt.
Mrs. Tucker has been telling me and Martha queer tales about the
gentleman who lived here.'
Clare wrapped herself in her dressing-gown and sat down by the fire.
She rarely checked Jane's flow of talk, and perhaps that was why the
maid liked her.
'What kind of tales?'
'Mrs. Tucker says he ought to have the property here called The Park,
for he is the eldest son, and his younger brother, Major Lester, has
taken it all, for Mr. Tom Lester offended his father by marrying a
foreign lady, and he struck him out of his will. Mrs. Tucker says she
believes the quarrel last autumn was about Major Lester's son, who is
missing somewhere abroad, and who Mr. Tom Lester hates. And did you
hear about the cupboard downstairs? Mrs. Tucker says she never has
been inside it herself, for Mr. Lester only used to open it late at
night, and he's gone away and taken the key with him, and says it isn't
to be touched. I says to Mrs. Tucker that there might be anything in
the cupboard, and Martha says she's afraid to go near it, for you do
hear such dreadful tales about locked cupboards, and skeletons inside
them, don't you, miss?'
'Only in your penny novelettes, that do you more harm than good, Jane!'
said Clare a little shortly. I think if Mrs. Tucker is such a gossip,
we shan't care to have her about the house. Where does she live now?'
'She's going to stay with her married sister in Brambleton, miss, and
she's going out cooking if she can. I says to Martha that her tongue
runned away with her, we could hardly get in a word, she talks so; but
she's a very good-natured person, and has given Martha and me a lot of
information about the neighbourhood.'
Clare did not respond, but soon dismissed Jane, and then sat for some
time in dreams before her fire. At last with a little sigh she took
hold of her Bible, to have her usual evening reading out of it. She
turned to Nannie's Psalm, and listlessly scanned the verse that had
been given her.
'Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him.'
'Rest!' she mused; 'it is the one thing I never have really
experienced. I always seem to be wishing for, and wanting, what never
comes to me. I don't suppose any but a very old person who has lived
her life, and has no hopes left, can rest and wait patiently. I don't
know why I always seem waiting for something big to come and satisfy my
life. I remember when first Hugh spoke to me, and we were engaged, I
hoped I should be perfectly satisfied and happy, but in some ways he
has disappointed me. He is so--so humdrum and easily pleased, and
wrapped up in his profession. I wish he were more intellectual. I do
love him, of course I do, but he hasn't filled my life as I thought he
would. He doesn't understand some of my thoughts about things. I
often wonder why I can't be as easily pleased with everybody and
everything as Elfie is. Nannie would say it is because my religion is
not real. I don't feel I could rest in the Lord. He seems far away,
and there are so many difficulties, and sometimes I get to doubt
everything! I wish I had Nannie's faith.'
She sighed again, and her thoughts came back to her present
surroundings.
'I never shall like it here, I am sure; only it is no good to say so.
It is such a depressing house, with not a sound outside, except this
howling wind. I think it was a very doubtful venture coming down to a
place where we know no one. Perhaps in the summer it will be better.
I will try and not be discontented, but I feel to-night as if evil is
coming upon us, and this awful wind seems to moan like a human being in
the chimney. I think I will get into bed, and follow Gwen's advice.
Oh dear, I wish I wasn't so easily depressed!'
But a sound night's rest made impressionable Clare view things rather
differently the next day. The rain and wind had disappeared, and as
she looked out of her window the first thing, she saw a cloudless blue
sky, and the green meadows and pine woods in the distance, all lying in
still bright sunshine. She opened her casement, and the fresh spring
air fanned her cheeks, and brought her scents of the sweet country
round her. She came downstairs to breakfast radiant; not even Elfie's
sunny face could eclipse hers.
'It's delicious!' she exclaimed; 'I am longing to explore the garden.
Is it as well stocked with fruit and vegetables as the advertisement
led us to expect?'
'Yes, I think it is,' said Gwen; 'but of course everything has been
very neglected. Mrs. Tucker assures me a nephew of hers always worked
for Mr. Lester, and would be glad to come to us for the same wages.
What do you think, Agatha? Can we afford eight shillings a week?'
Agatha looked a little worried.
'Oh, there is plenty of time to think of the garden later on. There is
so much to do in the house. I hope you will all help in the unpacking
to-day, or we shall never get straight.'
'Household cares already beginning!' said Elfie, laughing. 'Now I vote
we all take a holiday this lovely day, and explore our surroundings;
there's time enough to put the house straight later on.'
'Agatha will be miserable till every pin finds its place,' said Gwen.
'I promise that I'll work like a horse all this morning, but this
afternoon I will have for pleasure.'
And this was how they finally settled it; and all four spent their
morning in putting up curtains, hanging pictures, superintending the
carpets and rugs being laid down, and sorting out and distributing the
linen, plate, and china as it was needed.
Clare and Elfie sang as they worked, Gwen directed, scolded, and joked
in turn, and Agatha was the only one who seemed to feel it a grave and
solemn responsibility.
But they sat down to their luncheon with light hearts.
'We only want to fill the house with flowers to make it look really
comfortable,' said Clare, 'and I mean to go and look for some this
afternoon.'
Agatha could not be persuaded to leave the house. Housekeeping was her
forte, and she declared she would never sit down in comfort, till her
store and linen cupboards were in perfect order.
The three others wandered first through the garden, and Gwen declared
her intention of taking the whole of it under her superintendence.
'You don't know a thing about it,' said Elfie, saucily.
'Then I can learn. We are not going to live in the lap of luxury here,
as you will soon discover. Our two maids will be rather different to
our staff of servants in London.'
'Well, I tell you what I will do,' said Elfie: 'I'll help Martha with
the cooking; I did a lot in Germany. I'll send you in the most
delicious tea-cakes and biscuits for afternoon tea, and I'll teach her
how to cook her vegetables after the German fashion!'
'Defend us from German grease, and odious mixtures of sweet and sour!'
exclaimed Clare. 'Make us the tea-cakes, but leave the vegetables
alone. Now take us down the village, Gwen, and let us see the church.'
They left the garden, and picked their way down the muddy lane until
they reached the village street. Clare and Elfie were delighted with
all they saw, especially with the old church. It had a typical country
churchyard, with a large yew tree inside the old lych gate. The door
was open, so they went in, and, though plain and rather bare in
appearance, it possessed a beautiful stained window at the east end,
several old tombs, and a handsome-looking organ. Elfie pressed forward
eagerly to look at the latter, and found to her delight that it was
open. Music was her passion, and she was almost as skilful at the
organ as at her piano or with her violin.
'I must try it,' she whispered; 'do blow for me, one of you!'
Gwen complied with her request immediately, and strains of Mendelssohn
and Handel were soon filling the church. Clare was wandering dreamily
round listening and enjoying it, when suddenly a harsh voice behind her
startled her.
'And may I ask who has given you permission to touch the organ?'
'I am not touching it,' Clare responded, coolly, gazing in astonishment
at the apparition before her.
An old lady with a cap awry on her head, green spectacles, and a large
shawl flung round her, stood tapping the ground impatiently with a
walking-stick.
'I don't wish to meet with impertinence; your party are taking an
unwarrantable liberty. I wish, if my brother persists in keeping the
church doors open, that he would keep a chained bulldog inside!
Nothing else will keep you tourists in your place. And here am I
without a bonnet, defying St. Paul's command, and getting a fresh
attack of rheumatism, and perhaps palpitation of the heart, by my haste
and exposure! Will you have the goodness to tell your friends to leave
that organ alone?'
Elfie, hearing voices, now turned round and left her seat at once.
Clare was not trying to soothe the old lady, but rather seemed to enjoy
her irascibility.
'No, madam, we are not tourists. Are you the verger's wife? You must
excuse my ignorance, but we are strangers in this part. Perhaps you
can tell us a little about the church; it seems a very old one. How
many years has it been standing?'
For answer the old lady raised her stick and tapped her slightly on the
shoulder with it.
'Leave the church, young woman, and don't try to make me violent in the
house of God!'
They were in the porch by this time, and Elfie and Gwen joined them.
Elfie at once tried to make peace.
'I am very sorry,' she said contritely. 'I am so fond of the organ
that I could not resist trying it. Please forgive me; I will not do it
again unless I have permission.'
She smiled so sweetly as she spoke that the old lady seemed a little
softened.
'You will never get my permission,' was all she said; and then she
hobbled away like some malignant fairy, disappearing through a little
wicket gate at the end of the churchyard, and making Gwen exclaim, 'She
must be the clergyman's mother or aunt. Well, we have had a pleasant
introduction! What will Agatha say?'