CHAPTER XLI.

RALPH'S LETTER.

The world is naught when one is gone

Who was the world; then the heart breaks

That this is lost which once was won.

ARLO BATES.

But before the old gentleman called in the morning, Kathleen had a

great shock of surprise.

The morning papers had not had anything so exciting to chronicle for a

long time as the news that Ralph Chainey, the great actor, and the idol

of the hour, had been secretly married to a beautiful ballet dancer who

was no better than she ought to be, and that he had publicly applied

for a legal divorce to free him from his galling fetters.

Of course the public had to know all about it, so the reporters had

besieged Ralph Chainey, and he had talked freely with them, giving them

all his sad story, hoping in this way to reach the obdurate heart of

beautiful Kathleen.

Surely, he thought, when she heard his story aright--when she heard how

cruelly he had been betrayed by the false and wicked Fedora--she must

pity and pardon her unhappy lover.

Ralph Chainey was not much of a praying man, but in these hours of

awful suspense his thoughts took almost the form of a prayer to God

that He would help him to win his proud young love who had scorned him

in such disdainful fashion.

So he told the reporters his sad story in his most eloquent fashion,

and they reproduced it in glowing paragraphs, denouncing Fedora in

unmeasured terms for her sins and her hypocrisy, and hinting at the

beautiful love affair that had been broken off by Fedora's resurrection

from the grave in which her young husband believed her resting. They

did not tell the name of the actor's beautiful young love, because

Ralph Chainey had been very careful not to tell them; but they dwelt

eloquently on the actor's love for her, and his hope that, in the event

of his securing a divorce, she would become his worshiped wife.

Kathleen read this moving story with heaving bosom and dilated eyes,

and while she was yet reading it, the bell rang and a package was

handed in for her with a letter.

Ralph Chainey--forgetting, like any true lover, his pride in his

love--had sent to Kathleen marked copies of the morning papers and some

brief, pathetic lines.

"Oh, my lost love," ran the note, "will you not read, and reading,

pity and forgive me, the story of my sorrows? Oh, Kathleen! they say

that you are pledged to wed another. Tell me that it is not so! My one

great hope is for freedom, that I may yet have the hope of winning

you. Life without that hope would be a living death. Oh, Kathleen, my

love, my darling! pity me--pity yourself! You have not learned to love

the man you have promised to marry. Send him from you. Wait a little,

my darling, and happiness will come to us!

"RALPH."

"Oh, my poor boy--my poor boy!" sobbed Kathleen.

She forgot herself, she forgot Teddy Darrell, to whom she had promised

herself, and she kissed Ralph Chainey's letter with red, clinging lips,

as if it had been his handsome face.

"Why did I not listen to him that day when I was so wild with jealousy

that I would not let him explain?" she cried, self-upbraidingly. "I was

foolish and silly. It is a wonder that he could ever forgive me. No. I

can not marry Teddy now. But--will--he release me--from--my promise?"

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