CHAPTER XI

It was a soft June day and Oldmeadow was strolling about Mrs. Averil's

garden admiring her herbaceous borders. It was a day that smelt of

ripening strawberries, of warm grass and roses, and the air was full of

a medley of bird voices, thrushes and blackbirds, sweet as grass and

strawberries, and the bubbling rattle of the chaffinch as happy as the

sunlight.

Adrienne Toner was Mrs. Chadwick now, and she and Eleanor Chadwick and

Barney were motoring together in the French Alps. Coldbrooks was empty,

and he had come to stay with Nancy and her mother.

They lived in a small stone house with a Jacobean front that looked,

over a stone wall, at Chelford Green, and had behind it a delightfully

unexpected length of lawn and orchard and kitchen-garden, all enclosed

by higher walls and presided over by a noble cedar. Seen from the garden

The Little House was merely mid-Victorian, but the modern additions were

masked by climbing roses and a great magnolia-tree opened its

lemon-scented cups at the highest bedroom windows. The morning-room was

in the modern part, and from one of its windows, presently, Mrs. Averil

emerged, opening her sunshade as she crossed the grass to join her

guest. She wore a white straw garden hat, tipping over her eyes and

tying, behind, over her thick knot of hair, in a manner that always

recalled to Oldmeadow a lady out of Trollope. Her face was pale, like

Nancy's, and her eyes grey; but rather than blackcaps and primroses she

suggested lace tippets and porcelain tea-sets, and though it was from

her Nancy had her pretty trick of closing her eyes when she smiled, Mrs.

Averil's smile was cogitative and impersonal, and in her always

temperate mirth there was an edge of grimness.

"Well, Roger, I want to hear what you thought about the wedding," she

said. She had not gone to church that morning with Nancy and it was, he

knew, because she wanted an interchange of frank impressions. She had

been prevented from attending Miss Toner's London nuptials by a touch of

influenza and, as she now went on to say, she had got little from Nancy,

who had no eye for pageants and performances. "Eleanor was so absorbed,"

she went on, "in the fact that the Bishop had indigestion and had, at

her suggestion, taken magnesia with his breakfast, that I could not get

much else out of her. She seemed to have seen the Bishop's symptoms

rather than Adrienne and Barney. Now from you I expect all the relevant

details."

"Well, if you call it a detail, Nancy was lovely," said Oldmeadow. "She

looked like a silver-birch in her white and green."

"And pearls," said Mrs. Averil. "You noticed, of course, the necklaces

Adrienne gave them; quite the gift of a princess, yet so innocent and

unobtrusive looking, too. She has great taste in such matters. Did she

look well? Eleanor did say that she, like the Bishop, was very pale."

"She was pale; but not a bit nervous. She rather looked as if she had

been married every day of her life. Nothing ever puts her out, you know.

She was very grave and benign; but she wasn't an imposing bride and the

wreath of orange-blossoms aged her. Nancy and Meg and Barbara and the

Lumley girl aged her, too. She must be older than Barney."

"Yes; she is. A year older. But she's the sort of woman who will wear,"

said Mrs. Averil, pausing before a bed of rose-trees to snip off a

fading flower. "She'll not look very differently at fifty, you know; and

her hair is the sort that may never turn grey. I can see her at seventy

with those big golden braids and all her teeth. There's something very

indestructible about her. Like a doll made of white leather compared to

one made of porcelain. She'll last and last," said Mrs. Averil. "She'll

outlast us all. Barney was radiant, of course."

"Yes. But he _was_ nervous; like a little boy frightened by the

splendour of his Christmas-tree. He looked as though he were arm in arm

with the Christmas-tree itself as he came down the nave. A rather dumpy

little Christmas-tree, but exquisitely lighted and garnished."

"Well, he ought to be radiant," Mrs. Averil observed. "With all that

money, it's an extremely good match for him. The fact of her being

nobody in particular makes no difference, really, since she's an

American. And she has, I gather, no tiresome relations to come

bothering."

"She's very unencumbered, certainly. There's something altogether very

solitary about her," Oldmeadow agreed, watching Mrs. Averil snip off the

withered roses. "I felt that even as she came down the nave on Barney's

arm. It's not a bit about the money he's radiant," he added.

"Oh, I know. Of course not. That was only my own gross satisfaction

expressing itself. He's as in love as it's possible to be. And with

every good reason."

"You took to her as much as they all did, then?"

"That would be rather difficult, wouldn't it? And Barney's reasons would

hardly be those of a dry old aunt. She was very nice and kind to Nancy

and me and she's evidently going to do everything for them. Barbara's

already, you know, been sent to that admirable school that was too

expensive for Eleanor; riding and singing and all the rest of it. And

Meg's been given a perfect trousseau of fine clothes for her London

season. Naturally I don't feel very critically towards her."

"Don't you? Well, if she weren't a princess distributing largess,

wouldn't you? After all, she's not given Nancy a trousseau. So why be

mute with an old friend?"

"Ah, but she's given her the pearls," said Mrs. Averil. "Nancy couldn't

but accept a bridesmaid's gift. And she would give her a trousseau if

she wanted it and would take it. However, I'll own, though decency

should keep me mute, that I should find myself a little bored if I had

to see too much of her. I'm an everyday person and I like to talk about

everyday things."

"I can hear her asking you, in answer to that, if there is anything more

everyday than the human soul. I wish I could have seen you _aux prises_

with her," Oldmeadow remarked. "Did she come down here? Did she like

your drawing-room and garden?"

Mrs. Averil's drawing-room and garden lay very near her heart. Eleanor

Chadwick sometimes accused her of caring more about her china and her

roses than about anything else in the world except Nancy.

"I don't think she saw them; not what I call see," Mrs. Averil now said.

"Oh, yes; she came several times and recognized, very appreciatively,

the periods of my Queen Anne furniture and my Lowestoft. Beyond their

period I don't think she went. She said the garden was old-world," Mrs.

Averil added, looking about her and twirling her parasol on her

shoulder.

"She would," Oldmeadow agreed. "That's just what she would call it. And

she'd call you a true, deep-hearted woman and Nancy a gifted girl. How

do she and Nancy hit it off? It's that I want most of all to hear

about."

"They haven't much in common, have they?" said Mrs. Averil. "She's never

hunted and doesn't, I imagine, know a wren from a hedge-sparrow. She

_does_ know a skylark when she hears one, for she said 'Hail to thee,

blithe spirit' while one was singing. But I felt, somehow, it was like

the Queen Anne and the Lowestoft--a question of the label."

Oldmeadow at this began to laugh with an open and indulged mirth. He and

Mrs. Averil, at all events, saw eye to eye. "If you'd tie the correct

label to the hedge-sparrow she'd know that, too," he said. "Poor girl.

The trouble with her isn't that she doesn't know the birds, but that she

wouldn't know the poets, either, without their labels. It's a mind made

up of labels. No; I don't think it likely that Nancy, who hasn't a label

about her, will get much out of her--beyond necklaces."

"I wish Nancy _had_ a few labels," said Mrs. Averil. "I wish she could

have travelled and studied as Miss Toner--Adrienne that is--has done.

She is such a little ignoramus. Adrienne may bore you and me, but Nancy

will never interest anyone--except you and me."

It was always amusing to Oldmeadow, if a little sardonically so, to note

that any conception of himself as a possible suitor for Nancy had never

entered Mrs. Averil's mind. As a friend he was everything a mother could

desire; as a match for Nancy almost unimaginable. Well, he could not

give a wife even one hunter and he never had had any intention of

falling in love with his dear nymph; yet that other people might not do

so was a suggestion he repudiated with warmth.

"Oh; in love, yes," Mrs. Averil agreed. "I don't deny that she's very

loveable and I hope she may marry well. But that's not the same thing as

being interesting, is it? A man may be in love with a woman who doesn't

interest him."

"I dispute that statement."

"I'm sure dear Eleanor never interested her husband--devoted to the day

of his death as he was. There's something in my idea. To be interesting

one must offer something new. If Nancy had been interesting to Barney

she would now, I think, have been in Adrienne's place. Not that it would

have been a marriage to be desired for either of them."

So he and Mrs. Averil had been thinking the same thoughts.

"And you contend that if Nancy had been to China and read Goethe and

Dante in the originals he'd have been interested? I think he was quite

sufficiently interested and that if Miss Toner hadn't come barging into

our lives he'd have known he was in love."

"Going to China is a figure of speech and stands for all the things she

hasn't got and doesn't know. My poor little Nancy. All the same, _she_

isn't a bore!" said Mrs. Averil with as near an approach to acerbity as

she could show.

"No; she isn't a bore. The things she knows have to be found out, by

degrees, through living with her. Barney hasn't been to China, either,

so, according to your theory, Nancy didn't find him interesting."

At this Mrs. Averil's eyes met his and, after a moment of contemplation,

they yielded up to him the secret they saw to be shared. "If only it

were the same for women! But they don't need the new. She's young.

She'll get over it. I don't believe in broken hearts. All the same,"

Mrs. Averil stopped in their walk, ostensibly to examine the growth of a

fine pink lupin, "it hasn't endeared Adrienne to me. I'm too

_terre-à-terre_, about that, too, not to feel vexation, on Nancy's

account. And what I'm afraid of is that she knows she's not endeared to

me. That she guesses. She's a bore; but she's not a bit stupid, you

know."

"You don't think she's spiteful?" Oldmeadow suggested after a moment,

while Mrs. Averil still examined her lupin.

"Dear me, no! I wish she could be! It's that smooth surface of hers

that's so tiresome. She's not spiteful. But she's human. She'll want to

keep Barney away and Nancy will be hurt."

"Want to keep him away when she's got him so completely?"

"Something of that sort. I felt it once or twice."

"My first instinct about her was right, then," said Oldmeadow. "She's a

bore and an interloper, and she'll spoil things."

"Oh, perhaps not. She'll mend some things. Have you heard about Captain

Hayward?"

"Do you mean that stupid, big, tawny fellow? What about him?"

"You may well ask. I've been spoken to about him and Meg by more than

one person. They are making themselves conspicuous, and it's been going

on for some time."

"You don't mean that Meg's in love with him?"

"He's in love with her, at all events, and, as you know, he's a married

man. I questioned Nancy, who was with Meg for a few weeks in London, and

she owns that Meg's unhappy."

"And they're seeing each other in London now?" Oldmeadow was deeply

discomposed.

"No. He's away just now. And Meg is going to meet the bridal party in

Paris at the end of July. Nancy feels that when Meg gets back under

Adrienne's influence there'll be nothing to fear."

"We depend on her, then, so much, already," he murmured. He was

reviewing, hastily, his last impressions of Meg and they were not

reassuring. The only thing that was reassuring was to reflect on his

impressions of Adrienne. "Grandma's parlour" returned to him with its

assurance of deep security. Above everything else Adrienne was

respectable.

"Yes. That's just it," Mrs. Averil agreed. "We depend on her. And I feel

we're going to depend more and more. She's the sort of person who mends

things. So we mustn't think of what she spoils."

What Adrienne Toner had spoiled was, however, to be made very plain next

morning both to Nancy's old friend and to her mother. Beside her plate

at breakfast was a letter addressed in Barney's evident hand, a letter

in a narrow envelope stamped with the name of a French hotel and

showing, over the address, an engraving of peaks against the sky. Nancy

met the occasion with perfect readiness, saying as she looked at the

letter, waiting to open it till she had made the tea--Nancy always made

the tea in the morning while her mother sat behind the bacon and eggs at

the other end of the table--"How nice; from Barney. Now we shall have

news of them."

Nothing less like an Ariane could be imagined than Nancy as she stood

there in her pink dress above the pink, white and gold tea-cups. One

might have supposed from her demeanour that a letter from Barney was but

a happy incident in a happy day. But, when she dropped into her chair

and read, it was evident that she was not prepared for what she found.

She read steadily, in silence, while Oldmeadow cut bread at the

sideboard and Mrs. Averil distributed her viands, and, when the last

page was reached, they both could not fail to see that Nancy was

blushing, blushing so deeply that, as she thus felt herself betray her

emotion, tears came thickly into her downcast eyes.

"I'll have my tea now, dear," said Mrs. Averil. "Will you wait a little

longer, Roger?" She tided Nancy over.

But Nancy was soon afloat. "The letter is for us all," she said. "Do

read it aloud, Roger, while I have my breakfast."

Barney's letters, in the past, had, probably, always been shared and

Nancy was evidently determined that her own discomposure was not to

introduce a new precedent. Oldmeadow took up the sheets and read.

* * * * *

"DEAREST NANCY,--How I wish you were with us up here. It's the most

fantastically lovely place. One feels as if one could sail off into it.

I dug up some roots of saxifrage for your wall yesterday, such pretty

pink stuff. It's gone off in a box wrapped in damp moss and I hope will

reach you safely. A horrid, vandal thing to do; but for you and Aunt

Monica I felt it justified, and there are such masses of it. I saw a

snow-bunting yesterday, much higher up than the saxifrage; such a jolly,

composed little fellow on a field of snow. The birds would drive you

absolutely mad, except that you're such a sensible young person you'd no

doubt keep your head even when you saw a pair of golden eagles, as we

did, floating over a ravine. I walked around the Lac d'Annecy this

morning, before breakfast, and did wish you were with me. I thought of

our bird-walks at dawn last summer. There were two or three darling

warblers singing, kinds we haven't got at home; and black redstarts and

a peregrine falcon high in the air. I could write all day if I'd the

time, about the birds and flowers. You remember Adrienne telling us that

afternoon when she first came to Coldbrooks about the flowers. But I

mustn't go on now. We're stopping for tea in a little valley among the

mountains with flowers thick all around us and I've only time to give

our news to you and Aunt Monica and to send our love. Mother is

extremely fit and jolly, though rather scared at the hairpin curves;

Adrienne has to hold her hand. I'm too happy for words and feel as if

I'd grown wings. How is Chummie's foot? Did the liniment help? Those

traps are beastly things. I feel just as you do about the rabbits.

Adrienne reads aloud to us in the evenings; a man called Claudel;

awfully stiff French to follow but rather beautiful. I think you'd like

him. Not a bit like Racine! Best love to you and Aunt Monica. Here's

Adrienne, who wants to have her say."

Had it been written in compunction for _Ariane aux bords laissée_? or,

rather, in a happy reversion to sheer spontaneity, a turning, without

any self-consciousness, to the comrade of the bird-walks who would,

after all, best feel with him about snow-buntings and redstarts?

Oldmeadow paused for the surmise, not looking up, before he went on from

Barney's neat, firm script to his wife's large, clear clumsy hand.

"DEAREST NANCY," ran the postscript, and it had been at the

postscript, Oldmeadow now could gauge, that Nancy had first found

herself unprepared. "I, too, am thinking of you, with Barney. It is

a great joy to feel that where, he says, I've given him golden

eagles and snow-buntings he's given me--among so many other dear,

wonderful people--a Nancy. I get the best of the bargain, don't I?

I can't see much of the birds for looking at the peaks--_my_ peaks,

so familiar yet, always, so new again. 'Stern daughters of the

voice of God' that they are. Radiantly white against a cloudless

sky we find them to-day. Barney's profile is beautiful against

them--but his nose is badly sun-burned! _All_ our noses are

sun-burned! That's what one pays for flying among the Alps.

"Mother Nell--we've decided that that's what I'm to call

her--looks ten years younger all the same, as I knew she would. We

talk of you all so often--of you and Meg and Palgrave and Barbara,

and half a dozen times a day Barney wishes that one or the other of

you were with us to see this or that. It's specially you for the

birds I notice. You must take me for some bird-walks at dawn some

day and teach me to know all your lovely English songsters.... Dear

little Cousin-Sister, I send you my love with his and, with him,

hold you warmly in my heart. Will 'Aunt Monica' accept my

affectionate and admiring homages?

"Yours ever

"ADRIENNE"

Oldmeadow had not expected that she could write such a human letter; yet

it explained Nancy's blush. Barney's spontaneous affection she could

have faced, but she had not been able to face his wife's determined

tenderness. Adrienne had meant it well, no doubt--Oldmeadow gazed on

after he had finished, but she had no business to mean so well, no

business to thrust herself, in this community of intimacy, into what was

Barney's place alone. There was more in it, he knew, with Meg and Mrs.

Averil to help him, than the quite successful playfulness. She was to be

more intimate than Barney, that was what it came to; more, much more

tender if Barney was to be allowed intimacy and tenderness. That was

really what she intended Nancy to see, and that Barney had no place at

all where she, Adrienne, did not also belong.

"Very sweet; very sweet and pretty," Mrs. Averil's voice broke in, and

he realized that he had allowed himself to drop into a grim and

tactless reverie; "I didn't know she had such a sense of humour.

Sun-burned noses and 'Stern daughters of the voice of God.' Well done. I

didn't think Adrienne would ever look as low as noses. They must be

having a delightful tour. I know black redstarts. There was one that

used to wake me every morning at four, one summer, in Normandy, with the

most foolish, creaking song; just outside my window. Give Barney my love

when you write and return my niece's affectionate and admiring homages.

Mother Nell. I shouldn't care to be called Mother Nell somehow."

So Mrs. Averil's vexation expressed itself and so she floated Nancy

along. But Nancy, long since, had pulled herself together and was able

to look at Oldmeadow, while her lashes closed together in her own smile,

and to say that she'd almost be willing to lose her nose for the sake of

hearing the new warblers. Mrs. Averil opened her "Times" and over

marmalade Nancy and Oldmeadow planned the trip that they would take some

day, when their ship came in, the three of them, a bird-trip to the

French Alps.

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