"Aversion!" she cried, with convincing and unblushing candor. "That

aversion was a cover, clapped on to keep my self-respect warm. I

abused him a good deal, it is true, because it was so delightful to

hear you and Salemina take his part. Sometimes I trembled for fear you

would agree with me, but you never did. The more I criticised him, the

louder you sang his praises,--it was lovely! The fact is,--we might as

well throw light upon the whole matter, and then never allude to it

again; and if you do tell Willie Beresford, you shall never visit my

manse, nor see me preside at my mothers' meetings, nor hear me address

the infant class in the Sunday-school,--the fact is I liked him from

the beginning at Lady Baird's dinner. I liked the bow he made when he

offered me his arm (I wish it had been his hand); I liked the top of

his head when it was bowed; I liked his arm when I took it; I liked

the height of his shoulder when I stood beside it; I liked the way he

put me in my chair (that showed chivalry), and unfolded his napkin

(that was neat and businesslike), and pushed aside all his wineglasses

but one (that was temperate); I liked the side view of his nose, the

shape of his collar, the cleanness of his shave, the manliness of his

tone,--oh, I liked him altogether, you must know how it is,

Penelope,--the goodness and strength and simplicity that radiated from

him. And when he said, within the first half-hour, that international

alliances presented even more difficulties to the imagination than

others, I felt, to my confusion, a distinct sense of disappointment.

Even while I was quarreling with him, I said to myself, 'You poor

darling, you cannot have him even if you should want him, so don't

look at him much!'--But I did look at him; and what is worse, he

looked at me; and what is worse yet, he curled himself so tightly

round my heart that if he takes himself away, I shall be cold the rest

of my life!"

"Then you are really sure of your love this time, and you have never

advised him to wed somebody more worthy than yourself?" I asked.

"Not I!" she replied. "I wouldn't put such an idea into his head for

worlds! He might adopt it!"

XXV

"Pale and wan was she when Glenlogie gaed ben,

But red rosy grew she whene'er he sat doun."

_Glenlogie_.

Just here the front door banged, and a manly step sounded on the

stair. Francesca sat up straight in a big chair, and dried her eyes

hastily with her poor little wet ball of a handkerchief; for she knows

that Willie is a privileged visitor in my studio. The door opened (it

was ajar), and Ronald Macdonald strode into the room. I hope I may

never have the same sense of nothingness again! To be young, pleasing,

gifted, and to be regarded no more than a fly upon the wall, is death

to one's self-respect.

He dropped on one knee beside Francesca and took her two hands in his

without removing his gaze from her speaking face. She burned, but did

not flinch under the ordeal. The color leaped into her cheeks. Love

swam in her tears, but was not drowned there; it was too strong.

"Did you mean it?" he asked.

She looked at him, trembling, as she said, "I meant every word, and

far, far more. I meant all that a girl can say to a man when she loves

him, and wants to be everything she is capable of being to him, to his

work, to his people, and to his--country."

Even this brief colloquy had been embarrassing, but I knew that worse

was still to come and could not be delayed much longer, so I left the

room hastily and with no attempt at apology; not that they minded my

presence in the least, or observed my exit, though I was obliged to

leap over Mr. Macdonald's feet in passing.

I found Mr. Beresford sitting on the stairs, in the lower hall.

"Willie, you angel, you idol, where did you find him?" I exclaimed.

"When I went into the post-office, an hour ago," he replied, "I met

Francesca. She asked me for Macdonald's Edinburgh address, saying she

had something that belonged to him and wished to send it after him. I

offered to address the package and see that it reached him as

expeditiously as possible. 'That is what I wish,' she said, with

elaborate formality. 'This is something I have just discovered,

something he needs very much, something he does not know he has left

behind.' I did not think it best to tell her at the moment that

Macdonald had not yet deserted Inchcaldy."

"Willie, you have the quickest intelligence and the most exquisite

insight of any man I ever met!"

"But the fact was that I had been to see him off, and found him

detained by the sudden illness of one of his elders. I rode over again

to take him the little parcel. Of course I don't know what it

contained; by its size and shape I should judge it might be a thimble,

or a collar-button, or a sixpence; but, at all events, he must have

needed the thing, for he certainly did not let the grass grow under

his feet after he received it! Let us go into the sitting-room until

they come down,--as they will have to, poor wretches, sooner or later;

I know that I am always being brought down against my will. Salemina

wants your advice about the number of her Majesty's portraits to be

hung on the front of the cottage, and the number of candles to be

placed in each window."

It was a half-hour later when Mr. Macdonald came into the room, and

walking directly up to Salemina kissed her hand respectfully.

"Miss Salemina," he said, with evident emotion, "I want to borrow one

of your national jewels for my Queen's crown."

"And what will our President say to lose a jewel from his crown?"

"Good republican rulers do not wear coronets, as a matter of

principle," he argued; "but in truth I fear I am not thinking of her

Majesty--God bless her! This gem is not entirely for state occasions.

'I would wear it in my bosom,

Lest my jewel I should tine.'

It is the crowning of my own life rather than that of the British

Empire that engages my present thought. Will you intercede for me with

Francesca's father?"

"And this is the end of all your international bickering?" Salemina

asked teasingly.

"Yes," he answered; "we have buried the hatchet, signed articles of

agreement, made treaties of international comity. Francesca stays over

here as a kind of missionary to Scotland, so she says, or as a

feminine diplomat; she wishes to be on hand to enforce the Monroe

Doctrine properly, in case her government's accredited ambassadors

relax in the performance of their duty."

"Salemina!" called a laughing voice outside the door. "I am won'erful

lifted up. You will be a prood woman the day, for I am now

Estaiblished!" and Francesca, clad in Miss Grieve's Sunday bonnet,

shawl, and black cotton gloves, entered and curtsied demurely to the

floor. She held, as corroborative detail, a life of John Knox in her

hand, and anything more incongruous than her sparkling eyes and

mutinous mouth under the melancholy head-gear can hardly be imagined.

"I am now Estaiblished," she repeated. "Div ye ken the new asseestant

frae Inchcawdy pairish? I'm the mon" (a second deep curtsy here). "I

trust, leddies, that ye'll mak' the maist o' your releegious

preevileges, an' that ye'll be constant at the kurruk.--Have you given

papa's consent, Salemina? And isn't it dreadful that he is Scotch?"

"Isn't it dreadful that she is not?" asked Mr. Macdonald. "Yet to my

mind no woman in Scotland is half as lovable as she!"

"And no man in America begins to compare with him," Francesca

confessed sadly. "Isn't it pitiful that out of the millions of our own

countrypeople we couldn't have found somebody that would do? What do

you think now, Lord Ronald Macdonald, of those dangerous international

alliances?"

"You never understood that speech of mine," he replied, with prompt

mendacity. "When I said that international marriages presented more

difficulties to the imagination than others, I was thinking of your

marriage and mine, and that, I knew from the first moment I saw you,

would be extremely difficult to arrange!"

XXVI

"And soon a score of fires, I ween,

From height, and hill, and cliff, were seen;

Each after each they glanced to sight,

As stars arise upon the night.

They gleamed on many a dusky tarn,

Haunted by the lonely earn;

On many a cairn's grey pyramid,

Where urns of mighty chiefs lie hid."

_The Lay of the Last Minstrel_.

The rain continued at intervals throughout the day, but as the

afternoon wore on the skies looked a trifle more hopeful. It would be

"saft," no doubt, climbing the Law, but the bonfire must be lighted.

Would Pettybaw be behind London? Would Pettybaw desert the Queen in

her hour of need? Not though the rain were bursting the well-heads on

Cawda; not though the swollen mountain burns drowned us to the knee!

So off we started as the short midsummer night descended.

We were to climb the Law, wait for the signal from Cawda's lonely

height, and then fire Pettybaw's torch of loyalty to the little lady

in black; not a blaze flaming out war and rumors of war, as was the

beacon-fire on the old gray battlements of Edinburgh Castle in the

days of yore, but a message of peace and good will. Pausing at a hut

on the side of the great green mountain, we looked north toward Helva,

white-crested with a wreath of vapor. (You need not look on your map

of Scotland for Cawda and Helva, for you will not find them any more

than you will find Pettybaw and Inchcaldy.) One by one the tops of the

distant hills began to clear, and with the glass we could discern the

bonfire cairns upbuilt here and there for Scotland's evening sacrifice

of love and fealty. Cawda was still veiled, and Cawda was to give the

signal for all the smaller fires. Pettybaw's, I suppose, was counted

as a flash in the pan, but not one of the hundred patriots climbing

the mountain side would have acknowledged it; to us the good name of

the kingdom of Fife and the glory of the British Empire depended on

Pettybaw fire. Some of us had misgivings, too,--misgivings founded

upon Miss Grieve's dismal prophecies. She had agreed to put nine

lighted candles in each of our cottage windows at ten o'clock, but had

declined to go out of her kitchen to see a procession, hear a band, or

look at a bonfire. She had had a sair sickenin' day, an amount of work

too wearifu' for one person by her lane. She hoped that the bonfire

wasna built o' Mrs. Sinkler's coals nor Mr. Macbrose's kindlings, nor

soaked with Mr. Cameron's paraffine; and she finished with the

customary but irrelative and exasperating allusion to the exceedingly

nice family with whom she had lived in Glasgy.

And still we toiled upward, keeping our doubts to ourselves. Jean was

limping bravely, supported by Robin Anstruther's arm. Mr. Macdonald

was ardently helping Francesca, who can climb like a chamois, but

would doubtless rather be assisted. Her gypsy face shone radiant out

of her black cloth hood, and Ronald's was no less luminous. I have

never seen two beings more love-daft. They comport themselves as if

they had read the manuscript of the tender passion, and were moving in

exalted superiority through a less favored world,--a world waiting

impatiently for the first number of the story to come out.

Still we climbed, and as we approached the Grey Lady (a curious rock

very near the summit) somebody proposed three cheers for the Queen.

How the children hurrahed,--for the infant heart is easily

inflamed,--and how their shrill Jubilee slogan pierced the mystery of

the night, and went rolling on from glen to glen to the Firth of Forth

itself! Then there was a shout from the rocketmen far out on the open

moor,--"Cawda's clear! Cawda's clear!" Back against a silver sky stood

the signal pile, and signal rockets flashed upward, to be answered

from all the surrounding hills.

Now to light our own fire. One of the village committee solemnly took

off his hat and poured on oil. The great moment had come. Brenda

Macrae approached the sacred pile, and, tremulous from the effect of

much contradictory advice, applied the torch. Silence, thou Grieve and

others, false prophets of disaster! Who now could say that Pettybaw

bonfire had been badly built, or that its fifteen tons of coal and

twenty cords of wood had been unphilosophically heaped together!

The flames rushed toward the sky with ruddy blaze, shining with weird

effect against the black fir-trees and the blacker night. Three cheers

more! God save the Queen! May she reign over us, happy and glorious!

And we cheered lustily, too, you may be sure! It was more for the

woman than the monarch; it was for the blameless life, not for the

splendid monarchy; but there was everything hearty, and nothing alien

in our tone, when we sang "God Save the Queen" with the rest of the

Pettybaw villagers.

The land darkened; the wind blew chill. Willie, Mr. Macdonald, and Mr.

Anstruther brought rugs, and found a sheltered nook for us where we

might still watch the scene. There we sat, looking at the plains

below, with all the village streets sparkling with light, with rockets

shooting into the air and falling to earth in golden rain, with red

lights flickering on the gray lakes, and with one beacon-fire after

another gleaming from the hilltops, till we could count more than

fifty answering one another from the wooded crests along the shore,

some of them piercing the rifts of low-lying clouds till they seemed

to be burning in mid-heaven.

Then, one by one, the distant fires faded, and as some of us still sat

there silently, far, far away in the gray east there was a faint flush

of carmine where the new dawn was kindling in secret. Underneath that

violet bank of cloud the sun was forging his beams of light. The

pole-star paled. The breath of the new morrow stole up out of the rosy

gray. The wings of the morning stirred and trembled; and in the

darkness and chill and mysterious awakening, eyes looked into other

eyes, hand sought hand, and cheeks touched each other in mute caress.

XXVII

"Sun, gallop down the westlin skies,

Gang soon to bed, an' quickly rise;

O lash your steeds, post time away,

And haste about our bridal day!"

_The Gentle Shepherd_.

Every noon, during this last week, as we have wended our way up the

loaning to the Pettybaw inn for our luncheon, we have passed three

magpies sitting together on the topmost rail of the fence. I am not

prepared to state that they were always the same magpies; I only know

there were always three of them. We have just discovered what they

were about, and great is the excitement in our little circle. I am to

be married to-morrow, and married in Pettybaw, and Miss Grieve says

that in Scotland the number of magpies one sees is of infinite

significance: that one means sorrow; two, mirth; three, a marriage;

four, a birth, and we now recall as corroborative detail that we saw

one magpie, our first, on the afternoon of her arrival.

Mr. Beresford has been cabled for, and must return to America at once

on important business. He persuaded me that the Atlantic is an ower

large body of water to roll between two lovers, and I agreed with all

my heart.

A wedding was arranged, mostly by telegraph, in six hours. The

Reverend Ronald and the Friar are to perform the ceremony; a dear old

painter friend of mine, a London R. A., will come to give me away;

Francesca will be my maid of honor; Elizabeth Ardmore and Jean

Dalziel, my bridemaidens; Robin Anstruther, the best man; while Jamie

and Ralph will be kilted pages-in-waiting, and Lady Ardmore will give

the breakfast at the castle.

Never was there such generosity, such hospitality, such wealth of

friendship! True, I have no wedding finery; but as I am perforce a

Scottish bride, I can be married in the white gown with the silver

thistles in which I went to Holyrood.

Mr. Anstruther took a night train to and from London, to choose the

bouquets and bridal souvenirs. Lady Baird has sent the veil, and a

wonderful diamond thistle to pin it on,--a jewel fit for a princess!

With the dear Dominie's note promising to be an usher came an antique

silver casket filled with white heather. And as for the bride-cake, it

is one of Salemina's gifts, chosen as much in a spirit of fun as

affection. It is surely appropriate for this American wedding

transplanted to Scottish soil, and what should it be but a model, in

fairy icing, of Sir Walter's beautiful monument in Princes Street! Of

course Francesca is full of nonsensical quips about it, and says that

the Edinburgh jail would have been just as fine architecturally (it

is, in truth, a building beautiful enough to tempt an aesthete to

crime), and a much more fitting symbol for a wedding-cake,--unless,

indeed, she adds, Salemina intends her gift to be a monument to my

folly.

Pettybaw kirk is trimmed with yellow broom from these dear Scottish

banks and braes; and waving their green fans and plumes up and down

the aisle where I shall walk a bride, are tall ferns and bracken from

Crummylowe Glen, where we played ballads.

As I look back upon it, the life here has been all a ballad from first

to last. Like the elfin Tam Lin,

"The queen o' fairies she caught me

In this green hill to dwell,"

and these hasty nuptials are a fittingly romantic ending to the

summer's poetry. I am in a mood, were it necessary, to be "ta'en by

the milk-white hand," lifted to a pillion on a coal-black charger, and

spirited "o'er the border an' awa'" by my dear Jock o' Hazledean.

Unhappily, all is quite regular and aboveboard; no "lord of Langley

dale" contests the prize with the bridegroom, but the marriage is at

least unique and unconventional; no one can rob me of that sweet

consolation.

So "gallop down the westlin skies," dear Sun, but, prythee, gallop

back to-morrow! "Gang soon to bed," an you will, but rise again

betimes! Give me Queen's weather, dear Sun, and shine a benison upon

my wedding morn!

[_Exit Penelope into the ballad-land of maiden dreams._]

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