CHAPTER III.

"At Wallace' name what Scottish blood

But boils up in a spring-tide flood!

Oft have our fearless fathers strode

By Wallace' side,

Still pressing onward, red wat shod,

Or glorious died."--BURNS.

I first became thoroughly a Scot some time in my tenth year; and the

consciousness of country has remained tolerably strong within me ever

since. My uncle James had procured for me from a neighbour the loan of a

common stall-edition of Blind Harry's "Wallace," as modernized by

Hamilton; but after reading the first chapter,--a piece of dull

genealogy, broken into very rude rhyme,--I tossed the volume aside as

uninteresting; and only resumed it at the request of my uncle, who urged

that, simply for _his_ amusement and gratification, I should read some

three or four chapters more. Accordingly, the three or four chapters

more I did read;--I read "how Wallace killed young Selbie the

Constable's son;" "how Wallace fished in Irvine Water;" and "how Wallace

killed the Churl with his own staff in Ayr;" and then Uncle James told

me, in the quiet way in which he used to make a joke tell, that the book

seemed to be rather a rough sort of production, filled with accounts of

quarrels and bloodshed, and that I might read no more of it unless I

felt inclined. But I now did feel inclined very strongly, and read on

with increasing astonishment and delight. I was intoxicated with the

fiery narratives of the blind minstrel,--with his fierce breathings of

hot, intolerant patriotism, and his stories of astonishing prowess;

and, glorying in being a Scot, and the countryman of Wallace and the

Graham, I longed for a war with the Southron, that the wrongs and

sufferings of these noble heroes might yet be avenged. All I had

previously heard and read of the marvels of foreign parts, of the

glories of modern battles, seemed tame and commonplace, compared with

the incidents in the life of Wallace; and I never after vexed my mother

by wishing myself big enough to be a sailor. My Uncle Sandy, who had

some taste for the refinements of poetry, would fain have led me on from

the exploits of Wallace to the "Life of the Bruce," which, in the form

of a not very vigorous imitation of Dryden's "Virgil," by one Harvey,

was bound up in the same volume, and which my uncle deemed the

better-written life of the two. And so far as the mere amenities of

style were concerned, he was, I daresay, right. But I could not agree

with him. Harvey was by much too fine and too learned for me; and it was

not until some years after, when I was fortunate enough to pick up one

of the later editions of Barbour's "Bruce," that the Hero-King of

Scotland assumed his right place in my mind beside its Hero-Guardian.

There are stages of development in the immature youth of individuals,

that seem to correspond with stages of development in the immature youth

of nations; and the recollections of this early time enable me, in some

measure, to understand how it was that, for hundreds of years, Blind

Harry's "Wallace," with its rude and naked narrative, and its

exaggerated incident, should have been, according to Lord Hailes, the

Bible of the Scotch people.

I quitted the dame's school at the end of the first twelvemonth, after

mastering that grand acquirement of my life,--the art of holding

converse with books; and was transferred straightforth to the grammar

school of the parish, at which there attended at this time about a

hundred and twenty boys, with a class of about thirty individuals more,

much looked down upon by the others, and not deemed greatly worth the

counting, seeing that it consisted of only _lassies_. And here, too, the

early individual development seems nicely correspondent with an early

national one. In his depreciatory estimate of contemporary woman, the

boy is always a true savage. The old parish school of the place had been

nobly situated in a snug corner, between the parish churchyard and a

thick wood; and from the interesting centre which it formed, the boys,

when tired of making dragoon-horses of the erect head-stones, or of

leaping along the flat-laid memorials, from end to end of the

grave-yard, "without touching grass," could repair to the taller trees,

and rise in the world by climbing among them. As, however, they used to

encroach, on these latter occasions, upon the laird's pleasure-grounds,

the school had been removed ere my time to the sea-shore; where, though

there were neither tombstones nor trees, there were some balancing

advantages, of a kind which perhaps only boys of the old school could

have adequately appreciated. As the school-windows fronted the opening

of the Firth, not a vessel could enter the harbour that we did not see;

and, improving through our opportunities, there was perhaps no

educational institution in the kingdom in which all sorts of barques and

carvels, from the fishing yawl to the frigate, could be more correctly

drawn on the slate, or where any defect in hulk or rigging, in some

faulty delineation, was surer of being more justly and unsparingly

criticised. Further, the town, which drove a great trade in salted pork

at the time, had a killing-place not thirty yards from the school-door,

where from eighty to a hundred pigs used sometimes to die for the

general good in a single day; and it was a great matter to hear, at

occasional intervals, the roar of death outside rising high over the

general murmur within, or to be told by some comrade, returned from his

five minutes' leave of absence, that a hero of a pig had taken three

blows of the hatchet ere it fell, and that even after its subjection to

the sticking process, it had got hold of Jock Keddie's hand in its

mouth, and almost smashed his thumb. We learned, too, to know, from our

signal opportunities of observation, not only a good deal about

pig-anatomy,--especially about the detached edible parts of the animal,

such as the spleen and the pancreas, and at least one other very

palatable viscus besides,--but became knowing also about the _take_ and

curing of herrings. All the herring boats during the fishing season

passed our windows on their homeward way to the harbour; and, from their

depth in the water, we became skilful enough to predicate the number of

crans aboard of each with wonderful judgment and correctness. In days of

good general fishings, too, when the curing-yards proved too small to

accommodate the quantities brought ashore, the fish used to be laid in

glittering heaps opposite the school-house door; and an exciting scene,

that combined the bustle of the workshop with the confusion of the

crowded fair, would straightway spring up within twenty yards of the

forms at which we sat, greatly to our enjoyment, and, of course, not a

little to our instruction. We could see, simply by peering over book or

slate, the curers going about rousing their fish with salt, to

counteract the effects of the dog-day sun; bevies of young women

employed as gutters, and horridly incarnadined with blood and viscera,

squatting around the heaps, knife in hand, and plying with busy fingers

their well-paid labours, at the rate of sixpence per hour; relays of

heavily-laden fish-wives bringing ever and anon fresh heaps of herrings

in their creels; and outside of all, the coopers hammering as if for

life and death,--now tightening hoops, and now slackening them, and anon

caulking with bulrush the leaky seams. It is not every grammar school in

which such lessons are taught as those in which all were initiated, and

in which all became in some degree accomplished, in the grammar school

of Cromarty!

The building in which we met was a low, long, straw-thatched cottage,

open from gable to gable, with a mud floor below, and an unlathed roof

above; and stretching along the naked rafters, which, when the master

chanced to be absent for a few minutes, gave noble exercise in climbing,

there used frequently to lie a helm, or oar, or boathook, or even a

foresail,--the spoil of some hapless peat-boat from the opposite side of

the Firth. The Highland boatmen of Ross had carried on a trade in peats

for ages with the Saxons of the town; and as every boat owed a

long-derived perquisite of twenty peats to the grammar school, and as

payment was at times foolishly refused, the party of boys commissioned

by the master to exact it almost always succeeded, either by force or

stratagem, in securing and bringing along with them, in behalf of the

institution, some spar, or sail, or piece of rigging, which, until

redeemed by special treaty, and the payment of the peats, was stowed up

over the rafters. These peat-expeditions, which were intensely popular

in the school, gave noble exercise to the faculties. It was always a

great matter to see, just as the school met, some observant boy appear,

cap in hand, before the master, and intimate the fact of an arrival at

the shore, by the simple words, "Peat-boat, Sir." The master would then

proceed to name a party, more or less numerous, according to the

exigency; but it seemed to be matter of pretty correct calculation that,

in the cases in which the peat claim was disputed, it required about

twenty boys to bring home the twenty peats, or, lacking these, the

compensatory sail or spar. There were certain ill-conditioned boatmen

who almost always resisted, and who delighted to tell us--invariably,

too, in very bad English--that our perquisite was properly the hangman's

perquisite,[2] made over to us because we were _like him_; not

seeing--blockheads as they were!--that the very admission established in

full the rectitude of our claim, and gave to us, amid our dire perils

and faithful contendings, the strengthening consciousness of a just

quarrel. In dealing with these recusants, we used ordinarily to divide

our forces into two bodies, the larger portion of the party filling

their pockets with stones, and ranging themselves on some point of

vantage, such as the pier-head; and the smaller stealing down as near

the boat as possible, and mixing themselves up with the purchasers of

the peats. We then, after due warning, opened fire upon the boatmen;

and, when the pebbles were hopping about them like hailstones, the boys

below commonly succeeded in securing, under cover of the fire, the

desired boathook or oar. And such were the ordinary circumstances and

details of this piece of Spartan education; of which a townsman has told

me he was strongly reminded when boarding, on one occasion, under cover

of a well-sustained discharge of musketry, the vessel of an enemy that

had been stranded on the shores of Berbice.

The parish schoolmaster was a scholar and an honest man, and if a boy

really wished to learn, _he_ certainly could teach him. He had attended

the classes at Aberdeen during the same sessions as the late Dr. Mearns,

and in mathematics and the languages had disputed the prize with the

Doctor; but he had failed to get on equally well in the world; and now,

in middle life, though a licentiate of the Church, he had settled down

to be what he subsequently remained--the teacher of a parish school.

There were usually a few grown-up lads under his tuition--careful

sailors, that had stayed ashore during the winter quarter to study

navigation as a science,--or tall fellows, happy in the patronage of the

great, who, in the hope of being made excisemen, had come to school to

be initiated in the mysteries of gauging,--or grown young men, who, on

second thoughts, and somewhat late in the day, had recognised the Church

as their proper vocation; and these used to speak of the master's

acquirements and teaching ability in the very highest terms. He himself,

too, could appeal to the fact, that no teacher in the north had ever

sent more students to college, and that his better scholars almost

always got on well in life. But then, on the other hand, the pupils who

wished to do nothing--a description of individuals that comprised fully

two-thirds of all the younger ones--were not required to do much more

than they wished; and parents and guardians were loud in their

complaints that he was no suitable schoolmaster for them; though the

boys themselves usually thought him quite suitable enough.

He was in the habit of advising the parents or relations of those he

deemed his clever lads, to give them a classical education; and meeting

one day with Uncle James, he urged that I should be put on Latin. I was

a great reader, he said; and he found that when I missed a word in my

English tasks, I almost always substituted a synonym in the place of it.

And so, as Uncle James had arrived, on data of his own, at a similar

conclusion, I was transferred from the English to the Latin form, and,

with four other boys, fairly entered on the "Rudiments." I laboured with

tolerable diligence for a day or two; but there was no one to tell me

what the rules meant, or whether they really meant anything; and when I

got on as far as _penna_, a pen, and saw how the changes were rung on

one poor word, that did not seem to be of more importance in the old

language than in the modern one, I began miserably to flag, and to long

for my English reading, with its nice amusing stories, and its

picture-like descriptions. The Rudiments was by far the dullest book I

had ever seen. It embodied no thought that I could perceive,--it

certainly contained no narrative,--it was a perfect contrast to not only

the "Life and Adventures of Sir William Wallace," but to even the

Voyages of Cook and Anson. None of my class-fellows were by any means

bright;--they had been all set on Latin without advice of the master;

and yet, when he learned, which he soon did, to distinguish and call us

up to our tasks by the name of the "heavy class," I was, in most

instances, to be found at its nether end. Shortly after, however, when

we got a little farther on, it was seen that I had a decided turn for

translation. The master, good simple man that he was, always read to us

in English, as the school met, the piece of Latin given us as our task

for the day; and as my memory was strong enough to carry away the whole

translation in its order, I used to give him back in the evening, word

for word, his own rendering, which satisfied him on most occasions

tolerably well. There were none of us much looked after; and I soon

learned to bring books of amusement to the school with me, which, amid

the Babel confusion of the place, I contrived to read undetected. Some

of them, save in the language in which they were written, were identical

with the books proper to the place. I remember perusing by stealth in

this way, Dryden's "Virgil," and the "Ovid" of Dryden and his friends;

while Ovid's own "Ovid," and Virgil's own "Virgil," lay beside me,

sealed up in the fine old tongue, which I was thus throwing away my only

chance of acquiring.

One morning, having the master's English rendering of the day's task

well fixed in my memory, and no book of amusement to read, I began

gossiping with my nearest class-fellow, a very tall boy, who ultimately

shot up into a lad of six feet four, and who on most occasions sat

beside me, as lowest in the form save one. I told him about the tall

Wallace and his exploits; and so effectually succeeded in awakening his

curiosity, that I had to communicate to him, from beginning to end,

every adventure recorded by the blind minstrel. My story-telling

vocation once fairly ascertained, there was, I found, no stopping in my

course. I had to tell all the stories I ever heard or read; all my

father's adventures, so far as I knew them, and all my Uncle

Sandy's,--with the story of Gulliver, and Philip Quarll, and Robinson

Crusoe,--of Sinbad, and Ulysses, and Mrs. Radcliffe's heroine Emily,

with, of course, the love-passages left out; and at length, after weeks

and months of narrative, I found my available stock of acquired fact

and fiction fairly exhausted. The demand on the part of my

class-fellows was, however, as great and urgent as ever; and, setting

myself, in the extremity of the case, to try my ability of original

production, I began to dole out to them by the hour and the diet, long

extempore biographies, which proved wonderfully popular and successful.

My heroes were usually warriors like Wallace, and voyagers like

Gulliver, and dwellers in desolate islands like Robinson Crusoe; and

they had not unfrequently to seek shelter in huge deserted castles,

abounding in trap-doors and secret passages, like that of Udolpho. And

finally, after much destruction of giants and wild beasts, and frightful

encounters with magicians and savages, they almost invariably succeeded

in disentombing hidden treasures to an enormous amount, or in laying

open gold mines, and then passed a luxurious old age, like that of

Sinbad the Sailor, at peace with all mankind, in the midst of

confectionery and fruits. The master had a tolerably correct notion of

what was going on in the "heavy class;"--the stretched-out necks, and

the heads clustered together, always told their own special story when I

was engaged in telling mine; but, without hating the child, he spared

the rod, and simply did what he sometimes allowed himself to

do--bestowed a nickname upon me. I was the _Sennachie_, he said; and as

the Sennachie I might have been known so long as I remained under his

charge, had it not been that, priding himself upon his Gaelic, he used

to bestow upon the word the full Celtic pronunciation, which, agreeing

but ill with the Teutonic mouths of my school-fellows, militated against

its use; and so the name failed to take. With all my carelessness, I

continued to be a sort of favourite with the master; and, when at the

general English lesson, he used to address to me little quiet speeches,

vouchsafed to no other pupil, indicative of a certain literary ground

common to us, on which the others had not entered. "That, Sir," he has

said, after the class had just perused, in the school collection, a

_Tatler_ or _Spectator_,--"That, Sir, is a good paper;--it's an

_Addison_;" or, "That's one of Steele's, Sir;" and on finding in my

copy-book, on one occasion, a page filled with rhymes, which I had

headed "Poem on Care," he brought it to his desk, and, after reading it

carefully over, called me up, and with his closed penknife, which served

as a pointer, in the one hand, and the copy-book brought down to the

level of my eyes in the other, began his criticism. "That's bad grammar,

Sir," he said, resting the knife-handle on one of the lines; "and here's

an ill-spelt word; and there's another; and you have not at all attended

to the punctuation; but the general sense of the piece is good,--very

good indeed, Sir." And then he added, with a grim smile, "_Care_, Sir,

is, I daresay, as you remark, a very bad thing; but you may safely

bestow a little more of it on your spelling and your grammar."

The school, like almost all the other grammar-schools of the period in

Scotland, had its yearly cock-fight, preceded by two holidays and a

half, during which the boys occupied themselves in collecting and

bringing up their cocks. And such always was the array of fighting birds

mustered on the occasion, that the day of the festival, from morning

till night, used to be spent in fighting out the battle. For weeks after

it had passed, the school-floor would continue to retain its

deeply-stained blotches of blood, and the boys would be full of exciting

narratives regarding the glories of gallant birds, who had continued to

fight until both their eyes had been picked out, or who, in the moment

of victory, had dropped dead in the middle of the cock-pit. The yearly

fight was the relic of a barbarous age; and, in at least one of its

provisions, there seemed evidence that it was that of an intolerant age

also: every pupil at school, without exemption, had his name entered on

the subscription-list, as a cock-fighter, and was obliged to pay the

master at the rate of twopence per head, ostensibly for leave to bring

his birds to the pit; but, amid the growing humanities of a better

time, though the twopences continued to be exacted, it was no longer

imperative to bring the birds; and availing myself of the liberty I

never brought any. Nor, save for a few minutes, on two several

occasions, did I ever attend the fight. Had the combat been one among

the boys themselves, I would readily enough have done my part, by

meeting with any opponent of my years and standing; but I could not bear

to look at the bleeding birds. And so I continued to pay my yearly

sixpence, as a holder of three cocks,--the lowest sum deemed in any

degree genteel,--but remained simply a fictitious or paper cock-fighter,

and contributed in no degree to the success of the _head-stock_ or

leader, to whose party, in the general division of the school, it was my

lot to fall. Neither, I must add, did I learn to take an interest in the

sacrificial orgies of the adjoining slaughter-house. A few of the chosen

school-boys were permitted by the killers to exercise at times the

privilege of knocking down a pig, and even, on rare occasions, to essay

the sticking; but I turned with horror from both processes; and if I

drew near at all, it was only when some animal, scraped and cleaned, and

suspended from the beam, was in the course of being laid open by the

butcher's knife, that I might mark the forms of the viscera, and the

positions which they occupied. To my dislike of the annual cock-fight my

uncles must have contributed. They were loud in their denunciations of

the enormity; and on one occasion, when a neighbour was unlucky enough

to remark, in extenuation, that the practice had been handed down to us

by pious and excellent men, who seemed to see nothing wrong in it, I saw

the habitual respect for the old divines give way, for at least a

moment. Uncle Sandy hesitated under apparent excitement; but, quick and

fiery as lightning, Uncle James came to his rescue. "Yes, excellent

men!" said my uncle, "but the excellent men of a rude and barbarous age;

and, in some parts of their character, tinged by its barbarity. For the

cock-fight which these excellent men have bequeathed to us, they ought

to have been sent to Bridewell for a week, and fed upon bread and

water." Uncle James was, no doubt, over hasty, and felt so a minute

after; but the practice of fixing the foundations of ethics on a _They

themselves did it_, much after the manner in which the Schoolmen fixed

the foundations of their nonsensical philosophy on a "_He himself said

it_," is a practice which, though not yet exploded in even very pure

Churches, is always provoking, and not quite free from peril to the

worthies, whether dead or alive, in whose precedents the moral right is

made to rest. In the class of minds represented among the people by that

of Uncle James, for instance, it would be much easier to bring down even

the old divines, than to bring up cock-fighting.

My native town had possessed, for at least an age or two previous to

that of my boyhood, its sprinkling of intelligent, book-consulting

mechanics and tradesfolk; and as my acquaintance gradually extended

among their representatives and descendants, I was permitted to rummage,

in the pursuit of knowledge, delightful old chests and cupboards, filled

with tattered and dusty volumes. The moiety of my father's library which

remained to me consisted of about sixty several works; my uncle

possessed about a hundred and fifty more; and there was a literary

cabinet-maker in the neighbourhood, who had once actually composed a

poem of thirty lines on the Hill of Cromarty, whose collection of books,

chiefly poetical, amounted to from about eighty to a hundred. I used to

be often at nights in the workshop of the cabinet-maker, and was

sometimes privileged to hear him repeat his poem. There was not much

admiration of poets or poetry in the place; and my praise, though that

of a very young critic, had always the double merit of being both ample

and sincere. I knew the very rocks and trees which his description

embraced,--had heard the birds to which he referred, and seen the

flowers; and as the Hill had been of old a frequent scene of executions,

and had borne the gallows of the sheriffdom on its crest, nothing could

be more definite than the grave reference, in his opening line, to

"The verdant rising of the _Gallow_-hill."

And so I thought a very great deal of his poem, and what I thought I

said; and he, on the other hand, evidently regarded me as a lad of

extraordinary taste and discernment for my years. There was another

mechanic in the neighbourhood,--a house-carpenter, who, though not a

poet, was deeply read in books of all kinds, from the plays of Farquhar

to the sermons of Flavel; and as both his father and grandfather--the

latter, by the way, a Porteous-mob man, and the former a personal friend

of poor Fergusson the poet--had also been readers and collectors of

books, he possessed a whole pressful of tattered, hard-working volumes,

some of them very curious ones; and to me he liberally extended, what

literary men always value, "the full freedom of the press." But of all

my occasional benefactors in this way, by far the greatest was poor old

Francie, the retired clerk and supercargo.

Francie was naturally a man of fair talent and active curiosity. Nor was

he by any means deficient in acquirement. He wrote and figured well, and

knew a good deal about at least the theory of business; and when

articled in early life to a Cromarty merchant and shopkeeper, it was

with tolerably fair prospects of getting on in the world. He had,

however, a certain infirmity of brain, which rendered both talent and

acquirement of but little avail, and that began to manifest itself very

early. While yet an apprentice, on ascertaining that the way was clear,

he used, though grown a tall lad, to bolt out from behind the counter

into the middle of a green directly opposite, and there, joining in the

sports of some group of youngsters, which the place rarely wanted, he

would play out half a game at marbles, or honey-pots, or hy-spy, and,

when he saw his master or a customer approaching, bolt back again The

thing was not deemed seemly; but Francie, when spoken to on the subject,

could speak as sensibly as any young person of his years. He needed

relaxation, he used to say, though he never suffered it to interfere

with his proper business; and where was there safer relaxation to be

found than among innocent children? This, of course, was eminently

rational, and even virtuous. And so, when his term of apprenticeship had

expired, Francie was despatched, not without hope of success, to

Newfoundland,--where he had relations extensively engaged in the fishing

trade,--to serve as one of their clerks. He was found to be a competent

clerk; but unluckily there was but little known of the interior of the

island at the time; and some of the places most distant from St. John's,

such as the Bay and River of Exploits, bore tempting names; and so,

after Francie had made many inquiries at the older inhabitants regarding

what was to be seen amid the scraggy brushwood and broken rocks of the

inner country, a morning came in which he was reported missing at the

office; and little else could be learned respecting him, than that at

early dawn he had been seen setting out for the woods, provided with

staff and knapsack. He returned in about a week, worn out and

half-starved. He had not been so successful as he had anticipated, he

said, in providing himself by the way with food, and so he had to turn

back ere he could reach the point on which he had previously determined;

but he was sure he would be happier in his next journey. It was palpably

unsafe to suffer him to remain exposed to the temptation of an

unexplored country; and as his friends and superiors at St. John's had

just laden a vessel with fish for the Italian market during Lent,

Francie was despatched with her as supercargo, to look after the sales,

in a land of which every footbreadth had been familiar to men for

thousands of years, and in which it was supposed he would have no

inducement to wander. Francie, however, had read much about Italy; and

finding, on landing at Leghorn, that he was within a short distance of

Pisa, he left ship and cargo to take care of themselves, and set out on

foot to see the famous hanging tower, and the great marble cathedral.

And tower and cathedral he did see: but it was meanwhile found that he

was not quite suited for a supercargo; and he had shortly after to

return to Scotland, where his friends succeeded in establishing him in

the capacity of clerk and overseer upon a small property in Forfarshire,

which was farmed by the proprietor on what was then the newly introduced

modern system. He was acquainted, however, with the classical

description of Glammis Castle, in the letters of the poet Gray; and

after visiting the castle, he set out to examine the ancient encampment

at Ardoch--the _Lindum_ of the Romans. Finally, all hopes of getting him

settled at a distance being given up by his friends, he had to fall back

upon Cromarty, where he was yet once more appointed to a clerkship. The

establishment with which he was now connected was a large hempen

manufactory; and it was his chief employment to register the quantities

of hemp given out to the spinners, and the number of hanks of yarn into

which they had converted it, when given in. He soon, however, began to

take long walks; and the old women, with their yarn, would be often

found accumulated, ere his return, by tens and dozens at his

office-door. At length, after taking a very long walk indeed, for it

stretched from near the opening to the head of the Cromarty Firth, a

distance of about twenty miles, and included in its survey the antique

tower of Kinkell and the old Castle of Craighouse, he was relieved from

the duties of his clerkship, and left to pursue his researches

undisturbed, on a small annuity, the gift of his friends. He was

considerably advanced in life ere I knew him, profoundly grave, and very

taciturn, and, though he never discussed politics, a mighty reader of

the newspapers. "Oh! this is terrible," I have heard him exclaim, when

on one occasion a snow storm had blocked up both the coast and the

Highland roads for a week together, and arrested the northward course

of the mails,--"It is terrible to be left in utter ignorance of the

public business of the country!"

Francie, whom every one called Mr. ---- to his face, and always Francie

when his back was turned, chiefly because it was known he was

punctilious on the point, and did not like the more familiar term, used

in the winter evenings to be a regular member of the circle that met

beside my Uncle James's work-table. And, chiefly through the influence,

in the first instance, of my uncles, I was permitted to visit him in his

own room--a privilege enjoyed by scarce any one else--and even invited

to borrow his books. His room--a dark and melancholy chamber, grey with

dust--always contained a number of curious but not very rare things,

which he had picked up in his walks--prettily coloured fungi--vegetable

monstrosities of the commoner kind, such as "fause craws' nests," and

flattened twigs of pine--and with these, as the representatives of

another department of natural science, fragments of semi-transparent

quartz or of glittering feldspar, and sheets of mica a little above the

ordinary size. But the charm of the apartment lay in its books. Francie

was a book-fancier, and lacked only the necessary wealth to be in the

possession of a very pretty collection. As it was, he had some curious

volumes; among others, a first-edition copy of the "Nineteen Years'

Travels of William Lithgow," with an ancient woodcut, representing the

said William in the background, with his head brushing the skies, and,

far in front, two of the tombs which covered the heroes of Ilium, barely

tall enough to reach half-way to his knee, and of the length, in

proportion to the size of the traveller, of ordinary octavo volumes. He

had black-letter books, too, on astrology, and on the planetary

properties of vegetables; and an ancient book on medicine, that

recommended as a cure for the toothache a bit of the jaw of a suicide,

well triturated; and, as an infallible remedy for the falling-sickness,

an ounce or two of the brains of a young man, carefully dried over the

fire. Better, however, than these, for at least my purpose, he had a

tolerably complete collection of the British essayists, from Addison to

Mackenzie, with the "Essays" and "Citizen of the World" of Goldsmith;

several interesting works of travels and voyages, translated from the

French; and translations from the German, of Lavater, Zimmerman, and

Klopstock. He had a good many of the minor poets too; and I was enabled

to cultivate, mainly from his collection, a tolerably adequate

acquaintance with the wits of the reign of Queen Anne. Poor Francie was

at bottom a kindly and honest man; but the more intimately one knew him,

the more did the weakness and brokenness of his intellect appear. His

mind was a labyrinth without a clue, in whose recesses there lay stored

up a vast amount of book-knowledge, that could never be found when

wanted, and was of no sort of use to himself, or any one else. I got

sufficiently into his confidence to be informed, under the seal of

strict secrecy, that he contemplated producing a great literary work,

whose special character he had not quite determined, but which was to be

begun a few years hence. And when death found him, at an age which did

not fall far short of the allotted threescore and ten, the great unknown

work was still an undefined idea, and had still to be begun.

There were several other branches of my education going on at this time

outside the pale of the school, in which, though I succeeded in amusing

myself, I was no trifler. The shores of Cromarty are strewed over with

water-rolled fragments of the primary rocks, derived chiefly from the

west during the ages of the boulder clay; and I soon learned to take a

deep interest in sauntering over the various pebble-beds when shaken up

by recent storms, and in learning to distinguish their numerous

components. But I was sadly in want of a vocabulary; and as, according

to Cowper, "the growth of what is excellent is slow," it was not until

long after that I bethought me of the obvious enough expedient of

representing the various species of simple rocks, by certain numerals,

and the compound ones by the numerals representative of each separate

component, ranged, as in vulgar fractions, along a medial line, with the

figures representative of the prevailing materials of the mass above,

and those representative of the materials in less proportions below.

Though, however, wholly deficient in the signs proper to represent what

I knew, I soon acquired a considerable quickness of eye in

distinguishing the various kinds of rock, and tolerably definite

conceptions of the generic character of the porphyries, granites,

gneisses, quartz-rocks, clay-slates, and mica-schists, which everywhere

strewed the beach. In the rocks of mechanical origin I was at this time

much less interested; but in individual, as in general history,

mineralogy almost always precedes geology. I was fortunate enough to

discover, one happy morning, among the lumber and debris of old John

Feddes's dark room, an antique-fashioned hammer, which had belonged, my

mother told me, to old John himself more than a hundred years before. It

was an uncouth sort of implement, with a handle of strong black oak, and

a short, compact head, square on the one face and oblong on the other.

And though it dealt rather an obtuse blow, the temper was excellent, and

the haft firmly set; and I went about with it, breaking into all manner

of stones, with great perseverance and success. I found, in a

large-grained granite, a few sheets of beautiful black mica, that, when

split exceedingly thin, and pasted between slips of mica of the ordinary

kind, made admirably-coloured eye-glasses, that converted the landscapes

around into richly-toned drawings in sepia; and numerous crystals of

garnet embedded in mica-schist, that were, I was sure, identical with

the stones set in a little gold brooch, the property of my mother. To

this last surmise, however, some of the neighbours to whom I showed my

prize demurred. The stones in my mother's brooch were precious stones,

they said; whereas what _I_ had found was merely a "stone upon the

shore." My friend the cabinet-maker went so far as to say that the

specimen was but a mass of plum-pudding stone, and its dark-coloured

enclosures simply the currants; but then, on the other hand, Uncle Sandy

took my view of the matter: the stone was not plum-pudding stone, he

said: he had often seen plum-pudding stone in England, and knew it to be

a sort of rough conglomerate of various components; whereas my stone was

composed of a finely-grained silvery substance, and the crystals which

it contained were, he was sure, gems like those in the brooch, and, so

far as he could judge, real garnets. This was a great decision; and,

much encouraged in consequence, I soon ascertained that garnets are by

no means rare among the pebbles of the Cromarty shore. Nay, so mixed up

are they with its sands even,--a consequence of the abundance of the

mineral among the primary rocks of Ross,--that after a heavy surf has

beaten the exposed beach of the neighbouring hill, there may be found on

it patches of comminuted garnet, from one to three square yards in

extent, that resemble, at a little distance, pieces of crimson

carpeting, and nearer at hand, sheets of crimson bead-work, and of which

almost every point and particle is a gem. From some unexplained

circumstance, connected apparently with the specific gravity of the

substance, it separates in this style from the general mass, on coasts

much beaten by the waves; but the garnets of these curious pavements,

though so exceedingly abundant, are in every instance exceedingly

minute. I never detected in them a fragment greatly larger than a

pin-head; but it was always with much delight that I used to fling

myself down on the shore beside some newly-discovered patch, and bethink

me, as I passed my fingers along the larger grains, of the heaps of gems

in Aladdin's cavern, or of Sinbad's valley of diamonds.

The Hill of Cromarty formed at this time at once my true school and

favourite play-ground; and if my master did wink at times harder than

master ought, when I was playing truant among its woods or on its

shores, it was, I believe, whether he thought so or no, all for the

best. My uncle Sandy had, as I have already said, been bred a

cartwright; but finding, on his return, after his seven years' service

on board a man-of-war, that the place had cartwrights enough for all the

employment, he applied himself to the humble but not unremunerative

profession of a sawyer, and used often to pitch his saw-pit, in the more

genial seasons of the year, among the woods of the hill. I remember, he

never failed setting it down in some pretty spot, sheltered from the

prevailing winds under the lee of some fern-covered rising ground or

some bosky thicket, and always in the near neighbourhood of a spring;

and it used to be one of my most delightful exercises to find out for

myself among the thick woods, in some holiday journey of exploration,

the place of a newly-formed pit. With the saw-pit as my baseline of

operations, and secure always of a share in Uncle Sandy's dinner, I used

to make excursions of discovery on every side,--now among the thicker

tracts of wood, which bore among the town-boys, from the twilight gloom

that ever rested in their recesses, the name of "the dungeons;" and anon

to the precipitous sea-shore, with its wild cliffs and caverns. The Hill

of Cromarty is one of a chain belonging to the great Ben Nevis line of

elevation; and, though it occurs in a sandstone district, is itself a

huge primary mass, upheaved of old from the abyss, and composed chiefly

of granitic gneiss and a red splintery horn-stone. It contains also

numerous veins and beds of hornblend rock and chlorite-schist, and of a

peculiar-looking granite, of which the quartz is white as milk, and the

feldspar red as blood. When still wet by the receding tide, these veins

and beds seem as if highly polished, and present a beautiful aspect; and

it was always with great delight that I used to pick my way among them,

hammer in hand, and fill my pockets with specimens.

There was one locality which I in especial loved. No path runs the way.

On the one side, an abrupt iron-tinged promontory, so remarkable for its

human-like profile, that it seems part of a half-buried sphinx,

protrudes into the deep green water. On the other--less prominent, for

even at full tide the traveller can wind between its base and the

sea--there rises a shattered and ruined precipice, seamed with blood-red

ironstone, that retains on its surface the bright metallic gleam, and

amid whose piles of loose and fractured rock one may still detect

fragments of stalactite. The stalactite is all that remains of a

spacious cavern, which once hollowed the precipice, but which, more than

a hundred years before, had tumbled down during a thunder-storm, when

filled with a flock of sheep, and penned up the poor creatures for ever.

The space between these headlands forms an irregular crescent of great

height, covered with wood a-top, and amid whose lichened crags, and on

whose steep slopes, the hawthorn, and bramble, and wild rasp, and rock

strawberry, take root, with many a scraggy shrub and sweet wild flower

besides; while along its base lie huge blocks of green hornblend, on a

rude pavement of granitic gneiss, traversed at one point, for many

yards, by a broad vein of milk-white quartz. The quartz vein formed my

central point of attraction in this wild paradise. The white stone,

thickly traversed by threads of purple and red, is a beautiful though

unworkable rock; and I soon ascertained that it is flanked by a vein of

feldspar broader than itself, of a brick-red tint, and the red stone

flanked, in turn, by a drab-coloured vein of the same mineral, in which

there occur in great abundance masses of a homogeneous mica,--mica not

existing in lamina, but, if I may use the term, as a sort of micaceous

felt. It would almost seem as if some gigantic experimenter of the old

world had set himself to separate into their simple mineral components

the granitic rocks of the hill, and that the three parallel veins were

the results of his labour. Such, however, was not the sort of idea which

they at this time suggested to me. I had read in Sir Walter Raleigh's

voyage to Guiana, the poetic description of that upper country in which

the knight's exploration of the river Corale terminated, and where, amid

lovely prospects of rich valleys, and wooded hills, and winding waters,

almost every rock bore on its surface the yellow gleam of gold. True,

according to the voyager, the precious metal was itself absent. But Sir

Walter, on afterwards showing "some of the stones to a Spaniard of the

Caraccas, was told by him they were _la madre de oro_, that is, the

mother of gold, and that the mine itself was further in the ground." And

though the quartz vein of the Cromarty Hill contained no metal more

precious than iron, and but little even of that, it was, I felt sure,

the "mother" of something very fine. As for silver, I was pretty certain

I had found the "mother" of _it_, if not, indeed, the precious metal

itself, in a cherty boulder, enclosing numerous cubes of rich galena;

and occasional masses of iron pyrites gave, as I thought, large promise

of gold. But though sometimes asked in humble irony, by the

farm-servants who came to load their carts with sea-weed along the

Cromarty beach, whether I was "getting siller in the stanes," I was so

unlucky as never to be able to answer their question in the affirmative.

FOOTNOTE:

[2] There may have been truth in the allegation; at least the hangman of

Inverness enjoyed, from time immemorial, a similar perquisite,--a peat

out of every creel brought to the burgh market.

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