A HUMBLE ABOLITIONIST

|Andrew Duncan and his wife trudged along the unshaded road in the

beating sunshine, and paused to rest under the gnarled white-trunked

sycamore trees. She wore a drooping gown of checked homespun, a

sun-bonnet of the same material, the hood of which was stiffened with

invisible strips of cardboard, and a pair of coarse shoes just from the

shop. Her husband was barefooted, his shirt was soiled, and he wore

no coat to hide the fact. His trousers were worn to shreds about the

ankles, but their knees were patched with new cloth.

“I never was as thirsty in all my born days,” he panted, as he looked

down into the bluish depths of a road-side spring. “Gee-whilikins! ain’t

it hot?”

“An’ some fool or other’s run off with the drinkin’-gourd,” chimed in

his wife. “Now ain’t that jest our luck?”

“We ’ll have to lap it up dog-fashion, I reckon,” Andrew replied,

ruefully, “an’ this is the hardest spring to git down to I ever seed.

Hold on, Ann; I ’ll fix you.”

As he spoke he knelt on the moss by the spring, turned his broad-brimmed

felt hat outside in, and tightly folded it in the shape of a big dipper.

He filled it with water, and still kneeling, held it up to his wife.

When their thirst was satisfied, they turned off from the road into

a path leading up a gradual slope, on the top of which stood a

three-roomed log cabin.

“They are waitin’ fer us,” remarked Duncan. “I see ’em out in the

passage. My Lord, I wonder what under the sun they ’ll do with Big

Joe. Ever’ time I think of the whole business I mighty nigh bu’st with

laughin’.” Mrs. Duncan smiled under her bonnet.

“I think it’s powerful funny myself,” she said, as she followed after

him, her new shoes creaking and crunching on the gravel. To this

observation Duncan made no response, for they were now in front of the

cabin.

An old man and an old woman sat in the passage, fanning their faces with

turkey-wing fans. They were Peter Gill and his wife, Lucretia.

The latter rose from her chair, which had been tilted back against the

wall, and with clattering heels, shambled into the room on the right.

“I reckon you’d ruther set out heer whar you kin ketch a breath o’ air

from what little’s afloat,” she said, cordially, as she emerged, a

chair in either hand. Placing the chairs against the wall opposite her

husband, she took a pair of turkey-wings from a nail on the wall and

handed them to her guests, and with a grunt of relief resumed her seat.

For a moment no one spoke, but Duncan presently broke the silence.

“Well, I went an’ seed Colonel Whitney fer you,” he began, his blue eyes

twinkling with inward amusement. “An’, Pete Gill, I’m powerfully afeerd

you are in fer it. As much as you’ve spoke agin slave-holdin’ as a

practice, you’ve got to make a start at it. The Colonel said that you

held a mortgage on Big Joe, an’ ef you don’t take ’im right off you won’t

get a red cent fer yore debt.”

“I’m prepared fer it,” burst from Mrs. Gill. “I tried my level best to

keep Mr. Gill from lendin’ the money, but nothin’ I could say would have

the least influence on ‘im. The Lord only knows what we ’ll do. We are

purty-lookin’ folks to own a high-priced, stuck-up quality nigger.”

The two visitors exchanged covert glances of amusement.

“How did you manage to git caught?” Andrew asked, crushing a subtle

smile out of his face with his broad red hand.

Peter Gill had grown quite red in the face and down his wrinkled,

muscular neck. As he took off his brogans to cool his feet, and began

to scratch his toes through his woolen socks, it was evident to his

questioner that he was not only embarrassed but angry.

“The thousand dollars was all the money we was ever able to save up,” he

said. “I was laying off to buy the fust piece o’ good land that was on

the market, so me ’n the ol’ ’oman would have a support in old age. But I

didn’t see no suitable farm just then, an’ as my money was lyin’ idle

in the bank, Lawyer Martin advised me to put it out at intrust, an’ I

kinder tuck to the notion. Then Colonel Whitney got wind o’ the matter

an’ rid over an’ said, to accommodate me, he’d take the loan. He fust

give me a mortgage on some swampy land over in Murray, that Martin said

was wuth ten thousand, an’ it run on that way fur two yeer. The fust

hint I had of the plight I was in was when the Colonel couldn’t pay the

intrust. Then I went to another lawyer, fer it looked like Martin an’

the Colonel was kinder in cahoot, an’ my man diskivered that the lan’

had been sold long before it was mortgaged to me for taxes. My lawyer

wasn’t no fool, so he got Whitney in fer a game o’ open-an’-shut

swindle. He up an’ notified ’im that ef my claim wasn’t put in good

shape in double-quick time, he was goin’ to put the clamps on somebody.

Well, the final upshot was that I tuck Big Joe as security, an’ now that

the Colonel’s entire estate has gone to flinders, I’ve got the nigger

an’ my money’s gone.”

Duncan waited for the speaker to resume, but the aspect of the case

was so disheartening that Gill declined to say more about it. He simply

hitched one of his heels up on the last rung of his chair and began to

fan himself vigorously.

“I did as you wanted me to,” said Duncan, wiping his brow and combing

his long, damp hair with his fingers. “I went round an’ axed the opinion

o’ several good citizens, an’ it is the general belief ef you don’t

take the nigger you won’t never git back a cent o’ yore loan. But the

funniest part o’ the business is the way Big Joe acts about it.” Dun can

met his wife’s glance and laughed out impulsively. “You see, Gill,

in the Whitney break-up, all the other niggers has been sold to rich

families, an’ the truth is, Big Joe feels his dignity tuck down a good

many pegs by bein’ put off on you-uns, that never owned a slave to yore

name. The other darkies has been a-teasin’ of ’im all day, an’ he’s sick

an’ tired of it. The Whitneys has spiled ’im bad. They l’arnt ’im to read

an’ always let ’im stan’ dressed up in his long coat in the big front

hall to invite quality folks in the house. They say he had his eye on

a yaller gal, an’ that he’s been obliged to give her up, fer she’s gone

with one of the Staffords in Fannin’ County.”

Gill’s knee, which was thrust out in front of him by the sharp bend of

his leg, was quivering.

“Big Joe might do a sight wuss ’n to belong to me,” he said, warmly. “I

don’t know as we-uns ’ll have any big hall for ’im to cavort about in, nur

anybody any wuss ’n yore sort to come to see us, but we pay our debts an’

have a plenty t’eat.”

Mrs. Gill was listening to this ebullition, her red nose slightly

elevated, and she made no effort to suppress a chuckle of satisfaction

over her husband’s subtle allusion to the status of their guests.

“I want you two jest to come heer one minute,” she burst out suddenly,

and with a dignity that seemed to cool the air about her, she rose and

moved toward the little shed room at the end of the cabin. Duncan and

his wife followed, an expression of half-fearful curiosity in their

tawny visages. Reaching the door of the room, Mrs. Gill pushed it open

and coolly signaled them to enter, and when they had done so, and stood

mutely looking about them, she followed.

“When I made up my mind we’d be obliged to take Big Joe,” she explained,

“I fixed up fer ’im a little. Look at that bedstead!” (Her hand was

extended toward it as steadily as the limb of an oak.) “Ann Duncan, you

are at liberty to try to find a better one in this neighborhood. You ‘n

Andrew sleep on one made out ’n poles with the bark on ‘em. Then jest feel

o’ them thar feathers in this new tick an’ pillows, an’ them’s bran-new

store-bought sheets.”

This second open allusion to her own poverty had a subduing effect on

Mrs. Duncan’s risibilities. The ever-present twinkle of amusement went

out of her eyes, and she had an attitude of vast consideration for the

words of her hostess as she put her perspiring hand on the mattress and

pressed it tentatively.

“It’s saft a plenty fer a king,” she observed, conciliation enough for

any one in her tone; “he ’ll never complain, I bound you!”

“Big Joe won’t have to tech his bare feet to the floor while he’s

puttin’ on his clothes, nuther,” reminded Mrs. Gill. She raised her

eyebrows as an admiral might after seeing a well-directed shot from one

of his guns blow up a ship, and pointed at a piece of rag carpet laid at

the side of the bed. “An’ you see I’ve fixed ’im a washstand with a new

pan thar in the corner, an’ a roller towel, an’ bein’ as they say he’s

so fixy, I’m a-goin’ to fetch in the lookin’-glass, an’ I’ve cut some

pictur’s out ’n newspapers that I intend to paste up on the walls, so

as--”

Mrs. Gill paused. Experienced as she was in the tricks of Ann Duncan’s

facial expression, she at once divined that her words were meeting with

amused opposition.

“Why, Mis’ Gill,” was Ann’s rebuff, “shorely you ain’t a-goin’ to let ‘im

sleep in the same house with you-uns!”

“Of course I am, Ann Duncan; what in the name o’ common sense do you

mean?”

“Oh, nuthin’.” Mrs. Duncan glanced at her husband and wiped a cowardly

smile from her broad mouth with her hand. “You see, Mis’ Gill, I’m

afeerd you are goin’ to overdo it. You’ve heerd me say I have good stock

in me, ef I am poor. I’ve got own second cousins that don’t know the’r

own slaves when they meet ’em in the big road. I’ve heerd how they treat

their niggers, an’ I’m afeerd all this extra fixin’ up will make folks

poke fun at you. To-day in town the niggers started the laugh on Big

Joe theirselves, an’ the white folks all j’ined in. It looked like they

thought it was a good joke for the Gill lay-out to own a quality slave.

Me ’n Andrew don’t mean no harm, but now it _is_ funny; you know it is!”

“I don’t see a thing that’s the least bit funny in it.” Mrs. Gill

bristled and turned almost white in helpless fury. “We never set

ourselves up as wantin’ to own slaves, but when this one is saddled on

us through no fault o’ our ‘n, I see no harm in our holdin’ onto ’im till

we kin see our way out without loss. As to ’im not sleepin’ in the same

cabin we do, whar in the Lord’s creation would we put ‘im? The corn-crib

is the only thing with a roof on it, an’ it’s full to the door.”

“Oh, I reckon you are doin’ the best you kin,” granted Mrs. Duncan, as

she passed out of the door and went back to where Peter Gill sat fanning

himself. He had overheard part of the conversation.

“I told Lucretia she oughtn’t to fix up so almighty much,” he observed.

“A nigger ain’t like no other livin’ cre’ture. A pore man jest cayn’t

please ‘em.”

Ann Duncan was driven to the very verge of laughter again.

“What you goin’ to call ‘im?” she snickered, her strong effort at

keeping a serious face bringing tears into her eyes. “Are you goin’ to

make ’im say Marse Gill, an’ Mis’ Lucretia?”

“I don’t care a picayune what he calls us,” answered Gill, testily. “I

reckon we won’t start a new language on his account.”

Through this colloquy Mrs. Duncan had been holding her sun-bonnet in

a tight roll in her hands. She now unfurled it like the flag of a

switchman and whisked it on her head.

“Well, I wish you luck with yore slave,” she was heard to say, crisply,

“but I hope you ’ll not think me meddlin’ ef I say that you ’ll have

trouble. Folks like you-uns, an’ we-uns fer that matter, don’t know

no more about managin’ slaves raised by high-falutin’ white folks than

doodle-bugs does.” And having risen to that climax, Ann Duncan, followed

by her splay-footed, admiring husband, departed.

The next morning, accompanied by Big Joe and the man who had been

overseer on his plantation, Colonel Whitney drove over in a spring

wagon.

“I decided to bring Joe over myself, so as to have no misunderstanding,”

he announced. “The other negroes have been picking at him a good deal,

and he is a little out of sorts, but he ’ll get all right.”

The Gills were standing in the passage, a look of stupid embarrassment

on their honest faces. Despite their rugged strength of character, they

were not a little awed by the presence of such a prominent member of

the aristocracy, notwithstanding the fact that their dealings with the

Colonel had not, in a financial way, been just to their fancy.

“I’m much obliged to you, sir,” Peter found himself able to enunciate.

The Colonel lighted a cigar and began to smoke. A sad, careworn

expression lay in his big blue eyes. He had the appearance of a man who

had not slept for a week. His tired glance swept from the Gills to the

negro in the wagon, and he said, huskily:

“Bounce out, Joe, and do the very best you can. I hate to part with you,

but you know my condition--we’ve talked that over enough.”

Slowly the tall black man crawled out at the end of the wagon and stood

alone on the ground. The expression of his face was at once so full of

despair and fiendishness that Mrs. Gill shuddered and looked away from

him.

“Well, Gill,” said the planter, “I reckon me and you are even at last.

I’m going down to Savannah, where I hope to get a fresh start and amount

to more in the world. Goodbye to you--good-bye, Joe.”

He had only nodded to the pair in the passage, but he reached over

the wagon-wheel for the hand of the negro, and as he took it a tender

expression of regret stamped itself on his strong features.

“Be a good boy, Joe,” he half-whispered. “As God is my heavenly judge,

I hate this more than anything else in the world. If I could possibly

raise the money I’d take you with me--or free you.”

The thick, stubborn lip of the slave relaxed and fell to quivering.

“Good-bye, Marse Whit’,” he said, simply.

The Colonel took a firmer grasp of the black hand.

“No ill-will, Joe?” he questioned, anxiously.

“No, suh, Marse Whit’, I hain’t got no hard feelin’s ’gin you.”

“Well, then good-bye, Joe. If I ever get my head above water, I ’ll keep

my promise about you and Liza. She looked on you as her favorite, but

don’t raise your hopes too high. I’m an old man now, and it may be

uphill work down there.”

The negro lowered his head and the overseer drove on. As the wagon

rumbled down the rocky slope a wisp of blue smoke from the Colonel’s

cigar followed it like a banner unfurled to the breeze. For several

minutes after the wagon had disappeared Big Joe stood where he had

alighted, his eyes upon the ground.

“What’s the matter?” asked Gill, stepping down to him.

“Nothin’, Marse--” Big Joe seemed to bite into the word as it rose to

his tongue, then he shrugged his shoulders contemptuously and looked

down again.

The Gills exchanged ominous glaces, and there was a pause.

“Have you had anything to eat this morning?” Gill bethought himself to

ask.

The black man shook his head.

“I ain’t teched a bite sence dey sol’ me; dey offered it to me, but I

didn’t want it.”

Once more the glances of the husband and wife traveled slowly back and

forth, centering finally on the face of the negro.

“I reckon it’s ‘cause yore sick at heart,” observed Gill, at first

sympathetically, and then with growing firmness as he continued. “I know

how you feel; most o’ yore sort has a way o’ thinkin’ yorese’ves a sight

better ’n pore white folks, an’ right now the truth is you can’t bear the

idee o’ belongin’ to me ’n my wife. Now, me ’n you an’ her ought to come

to some sort of agreement that we kin all live under. You won’t find

nuther one of us the overbearin’ sort. We was forced to take you to

secure ourse’ves agin the loss of our little all, an’ we want to do

what’s fair in every respect. I’m told you are a fust-rate shoemaker.

Now, ef you want to, you kin set up a shop in yore room thar, an’ have

the last cent you kin make. You ’ll git plenty o’ work, too, fer this

neighborhood is badly in need of a shoemaker. Now, my wife will fry you

some fresh eggs an’ bacon an’ make you a good cup o’ coffee.”

But all that Peter Gill had managed to say with satisfaction to himself

seemed to have gone into one of the negro’s ears and to have met with

not the slightest obstruction on its way out at the other. To the

hospitable invitation which closed Peter’s speech, the negro simply

said:

“I don’t feel like eatin’ a bite.”

“Oh, you don’t,” said Gill, at the end of his resources; “maybe you’d

feel different about it ef you was to smell the bacon a-fryin’.”

“I don’t wan’t to eat,” reiterated the slave. “Well, you needn’t unless

you want to,” went on Gill, still pacifically. “That thar room on the

right is fer you; jest go in it whenever you feel like it an’ try to

make yorese’f at home; you won’t find us hard to git along with.”

The Gills left their human property seated on a big rock in front of the

cabin and withdrew to the rear. There they sat till near noon. Now and

then Gill would peer around the corner to satisfy himself that his slave

was still seated on the rock. Gill chewed nearly a week’s allowance of

tobacco that morning; it seemed to have a sedative effect on his nerves.

Finally, Ann Duncan loomed up in the distance and strode toward the

cabin. She wore a gown of less brilliant tints than the one she had worn

the day before. It had the dun color of clay washed into rather than out

of its texture, and it hung from her narrow hips as if it were damp.

“Well, he _did_ come,” she remarked, introductively.

Mrs. Gill nodded. “Yes; the Colonel fetched ’im over this mornin’.”

“So I heerd, an’ I jest ‘lowed I’d step over an’ see how you made out.”

Mrs. Duncan’s rippling laugh recalled the whole of her allusions of the

day previous. “Thar’s more talk goin’ round than you could shake a stick

at, an’ considerable spite an’ envy. Some ‘lows that the havin’ o’

this slave is agoin’ to make you stuck up, an’ that you ’ll move yore

membership to Big Bethel meetin’-house; but law me! I can see that you

are bothered. How did he take to his room?”

“He ain’t so much as looked in yit,” replied Mrs. Gill, with a frown.

Thereupon Ann Duncan ventured up into the passage and peered cautiously

round the corner at Big Joe.

“He’sa-wipin’ of his eyes,” she announced, as she came back. “It looks

like he’s a-cryin’ about some ‘n’.”

At this juncture, a motley cluster of men, women, and children, led

by Andrew Duncan, came out of the woods which fringed the red, freshly

plowed field below, and began to steer itself, like a school of fish,

toward the cabin. About fifty yards away they halted, as animals do when

they scent danger. Heads up and open-mouthed, they stood gazing, first

at the Gills, and then at their slave. Peter Gill grew angry. He stood

up and strode as far in their direction as the ash-hopper under the

apple-tree, and raised both his hands, as if he were frightening away a

flock of crows.

“Be off, the last one of you!” he shouted; “and don’t you dare show

yorese’ves round heer unless you’ve got business. This ain’t no

side-show--I want you to understand that!”

They might have defied their old neighbor Gill, but the owner of a

slave so big and well dressed as the human monument on the rock was too

important a personage to displease with impunity; so, followed by the

apologetic Mrs. Duncan, who blamed herself for having set a bad example

to her curious neighbors, they slowly dispersed.

At noon Mrs. Gill went into the cabin and began to prepare dinner. She

came back to her husband in a moment, and in a low voice, and one that

held much significance, she said:

“I need some firewood.” As she spoke she allowed her glance to rest on

Big Joe. Gill looked at the sullen negro for half a minute, and then he

shrugged his shoulders as if indecision were a burden to be shaken off,

and mumbling something inaudible he went out to the woodpile and brought

in an armful of fuel.

“A pore beginning,” his wife said, as he put it down on the hearth.

“I know it,” retorted Gill, angrily. “You needn’t begin that sort o’

talk, fer I won’t stand it. I’m a-doin’ all I can.” And Gill went back

to his chair.

The good housewife fried some slices of dark red ham. She boiled a pot

of sweet potatoes, peeled off their jackets, and made a pulp of them in

a pan; into the mass she stirred sweet milk, butter, eggs, sugar, and

grated nutmeg. Then she rolled out a sheet of dough and cut out some

open-top pies.

“I never knowed a nigger that could keep his teeth out of ‘em,” she

chuckled.

Half an hour later she called out to Gill to come in. He paused in the

doorway, staring in astonishment.

“Well, I never!” he ejaculated.

She had laid the best white cloth, got out her new knives and forks with

the bone handles, and some dishes that were never used except on rare

occasions. She had placed Gill’s plate at the head of the table, hers

at the foot, and was wiping a third--the company plate with the blue

decorations.

“Whar’s he goin’ to set an’ eat?” she asked.

“Blast me ef I know any more ’n a rat,” Gill told her, with alarmed

frankness. “I hain’t thought about it a bit, but it never will do fer ‘im

to set down with me an’ you. Folks might see it, an’ it would give ‘em

more room for fun.”

Mrs. Gill laid the plate down and sighed.

“I declare, I’m afeered this nigger is a-goin’ to stick us up, whether

or no. I won’t feel much Christian humility with him at one table an’ us

at another, but of course I know it ain’t common fer folks to eat with

their slaves.”

Gill’s glance was sweeping the table and its tempting dishes with an

indescribable air of disapproval.

“You are a-fixin’up powerful,” was his slow comment; “a body would

think, to look at all this, that it was the fourth Sunday an’ you was

expectin’ the preacher. You’d better begin right; we cayn’t keep this up

an’ make a crop.”

Her eyes flashed angrily.

“You had no business to bring Big Joe heer, then,” she fumed. “You know

well enough he’s used to fine doin’s, an’ I’m not a-goin’ to have ‘im

make light of us, ef we _are_ pore. I was jest a-thinkin’; the Whitneys

always tied napkins ‘round the’r necks to ketch the gravy they drap, an’

Big Joe’s bound to notice that we ain’t used to sech.”

It was finally agreed that for that day at least the slave was to

have his dinner served to him where he sat; so Mrs. Gill arranged it

temptingly on a piece of plank, over which a piece of cloth had been

spread, and took it out to him. She found him almost asleep, but he

opened his eyes as she drew near.

Drowsily he surveyed the contents of the cups and dishes, his eyes

kindling at the sight of the two whole custards. But his pride--it was

evidently that--enabled him to manifest a sneer of irreconcilability.

“I ain’t a-goin’ t’eat a bite,” was the way he put it, stubbornly.

For a moment Mrs. Gill was nonplussed; but she believed in getting at

the core of things.

“Are you a-complainin’?” she questioned.

The big negro’s sneer grew more pronounced, but that was all the answer

he gave.

“Don’t you think you could stomach a bit o’ this heer custard pie?”

Big Joe’s eyes gleamed against his will, but he shook his head.

“I tol’ um all ef dey sol’ me to you, I wouldn’t eat a bite. I’m gwine

ter starve ter death.”

“Oh, that’s yore intention!” Mrs. Gill caught her breath. A sort of

superstitious terror seized upon her as she slowly hitched back to the

cabin.

“He won’t tech a bite,” she informed Gill’s expectant visage; “an’

what’s a sight more, he says he’s vowed he won’t eat our victuals, an’

that he’s laid out to starve. Peter Gill, I’m afeerd this has been sent

on us!”

“Sent on us!” echoed Gill, who also had his quota of superstition.

“Yes, it’s a visitation of the Almighty fer our hoardin’ up that money

when so many of our neighbors is in need. I wish now we never had

seed it. Ef Big Joe dies on our hands, I ’ll always feel like we have

committed the unpardonable sin. We’ve talked ag’in’ slave-holdin’ all

our lives tell we had the bag to hold, an’ now we’ve set up reg’lar in

the business.”

Gill ate his dinner on the new cloth in morose silence. A heavy air of

general discontent had settled on him.

“Well,” he commented, as he went to the water-shelf in the passage to

take his afterdinner drink from the old cedar pail, “ef he refused ‘tater

custards like them thar he certainly is in a bad plight. If he persists,

I ’ll have to send fer a doctor.”

The afternoon passed slowly. The later conduct of the slave was

uneventful, beyond the fact that he rose to his full height once,

stretched and yawned, without looking toward the cabin, and then

reclined at full length on the grass. Another batch of curious neighbors

came as near the cabin as the spring. Those who had been ordered away in

the forenoon had set afloat a report that Gill had said that, now he

was a slave-holder, he would not submit to familiar visits from the

poor white trash of the community. And Sid Ruford, the ringleader of the

group at the spring, had the boldness to shout out some hints about the

one-nigger, log-cabin aristocracy which drove the hot blood to Gill’s

tanned face. He sprang up and took down his long-barreled “squirrel gun”

from its hooks on the wall.

“I ’ll jest step down thar,” he said, “an’ see ef that gab is meant fer

me.”

“I wouldn’t pay no ‘tention to him,” replied Mrs. Gill, who was held back

from the brink of an explosion only by the sight of the weapon and a

knowledge of Gill’s marksmanship. However, Gill had scarcely taken half

a dozen steps down the path when he wheeled and came back laughing.

“They run like a passle o’ skeerd sheep,” he chuckled, as he restored

his gun to its place.

This incident seemed to break the barrier of reserve between him and his

human property, for he stood over the prostrate form of the negro and

eyed him with a dissatisfied look.

“See heer,” he began, sullenly, “enough of a thing is a plenty. I’m

gettin’ sick an’ tired o’ this, an’ I ’ll be dadblasted ef I’m a-goin’

to let a black, poutin’ scamp make me lose my nat’ral sleep an’ peace o’

mind. Now, you git right up off ’n that damp ground an’ go in yore room

an’ lie down, if you feel that-a-way. Folks is a-passin’ along an’

lookin’ at you like you was a stuffed monkey.”

It may have been the sight of the gun, or it may have been a masterful

quality in the Anglo-Saxon voice, that inspired the negro with a respect

he had not hitherto entertained for his new owner, for he rose at once

and went into his room.

At dusk Mrs. Gill waddled to the closed door of his apartment and rapped

respectfully. She heard the bed creaking as if Big Joe were rising, and

then he cautiously opened the door and with downcast eyes waited for her

to make her wishes known.

“Supper is ready,” she announced, in a voice which, despite her strength

of character, quivered a little, “an’ before settin’ down to it, I

thought thar would be no harm in askin’ if thar’s anything that would

strike yore fancy. When it gits a little darker I could blind a chicken

on the roost an’ fry it, or I could make you some thick flour soup with

sliced dumplin’s.”

She saw him wince as he tore himself from the temptation she had laid

before him, but he spoke quite firmly.

“I ain’t a-goin’ t’eat any more in this worl’,” he said.

“Well, I reckon you won’t gorge yorese’f in the next,” said Mrs. Gill,

“but I want to say that what you are contemplatin’ is a sin.” She turned

back into the cabin and sat at the table and poured her husband’s coffee

in disturbed silence.

“I believe on my soul he’s goin’ to make a die of it,” she said, after

a while, as she sat munching a piece of dry bread, having no appetite at

all. And Gill, deeply troubled, could make no reply.

It was their habit to go to bed as soon as supper was over, so when they

rose from the table Mrs. Gill turned down the covers of the high-posted

bed and beat the pillows. Before barring the cabin door, she scrutinized

the closed shutter directly opposite, but all was still as death in the

room of the slave.

For the first night in many years the old pair found they could not

sleep, their brains being still active with the first great problem of

their lives. The little clock struck ten. The silence of the night was

disturbed by the shrilling of tree-frogs and the occasional cry of the

whip-poor-will.

Suddenly Gill sprang up with a little grunt of alarm. “What’s that?” he

asked.

“It sounded powerful like somebody a-groanin’,” whispered Mrs. Gill.

“Oh, Lordy, Peter, I have a awful feelin’!”

“I ’ll git up an’ see what’s ailin’ ‘im,” said Gill, a little more

calmly. “Mebby the idiot has done without food till he’s took cramps.”

Dressing himself hastily, he went outside. A pencil of yellow light was

streaming through a crack beneath Big Joe’s door. Gill had not put on

his shoes, and his feet fell softly on the grass. Putting his ear to

the door of the negro’s room, he overheard low groans and words which

sounded like a prayer, repeated over and over in a sing-song fashion.

Later he heard something like the sobbing of a bigchested man.

“Open up!” cried Gill, shaking the door; “open up, I say!”

The vocal demonstration within ceased, and there was a clatter in the

vicinity of the bed, as if Big Joe were rising to his feet, The farmer

repeated his firm command, and the shutter slowly opened. The negro

looked like a giant in the dim light of the tallow-dip on a table behind

him.

“Was that you a-makin’ all that noise?” asked Gill.

“I wus prayin’, suh,” answered Big Joe, his face in the shadow.

“Oh, that was it; I didn’t know!” Gill was trying to master a most

irritating awkwardness on his part; in questions of religious ceremony

he always allowed for individual taste. Passing the negro, he went into

the cabin and lifted the tallow-dip above his head and looked about the

room suspiciously. “You was jest a-prayin’, eh?”

“Yes, suh; I was a-prayin’ to de Gre’t Marster ter tek me off on a bed

o’ ease, sence I hatter go anyway. Er death er starvation ain’t no easy

job.”

Gill sat down on the negro’s bed. He crossed his legs and swung a bare

foot to and fro in a nervous, jerky manner.

“Looky’ heer,” he said finally to the black profile in the doorway, “you

are a plagued mystery to me. What in the name o’ all possessed do you

hanker after a box in the cold ground fer?”

The slave seemed slightly taken aback by the blunt directness of

this query; he left the door and sat down heavily in a chair at the

fireplace. “Huh!” he grunted, “is you been all dis time en not fin’ out

what my trouble is?”

“Ef I _did_ know I wouldn’t be settin’ heer at this time o’ night,

losin’ my nat’ral sleep to ask about it,” was the tart reply.

The negro grunted again. “Do you know Marse Whit’s Liza?” he asked,

almost eagerly.

“I believe I’ve seed ’er once or twice,” Gill told him. “A fine-lookin’

wench--about the color of a sorghum ginger-cake. Is she the one you

mean?”

The big man nodded. “Me ’n her was gwine ter git married, but Marse Whit’

hatter go ’n trade ’er off ter Marse Stafford, en Marse Stafford is done

give ’er ’erer freedom yistiddy.”

“Ah, he set ’er free, did he?” Gill stared, and by habit awkwardly

stroked that part of his face where a beard used to grow.

“Yes, suh; Marse Gill, he done set ’er free, en now a free nigger is

flyin’ roun’ her. She won’t marry no slave now, suh!”

Gill drew a full breath and stood up. “Then it wasn’t becase you thought

yorese’f so much better ’n me ’n my wife that you wanted to dump yorese’f

into eternity?”

“No, suh; dat wasn’t in my min’, suh.”

“Well, I’m powerful glad o’ that, Joe,” responded Gill, “becase neither

me nor my wife ever harmed a kink in yore head. Now, the gospel truth

is, I was drawed into this whole business ag’in’ my wishes, an’ me an’

Lucretia would give a lots to be well out of it. Now, I don’t want to be

the cause o’ that free nigger walkin’ off with yore intrusts, so heer’s

what I ’ll do. Ef you ’ll ride in town with me in the mornin’ I ’ll git a

lawyer to draw up as clean a set o’ freedom papers as you ever laid your

peepers on. What do you say?”

Big Joe’s eyes expanded until they seemed all white, with dark holes

in the center. For a minute he sat like a statue, as silent as the wall

behind him; then he said, with a deep breath: “Marse Gill, is you in

earnest--my Gawd! _is_ you?”

“As the Almighty is my judge, in whose presence I set at this minute.”

The negro covered his face with a pair of big, quivering hands.

“Den I don’t know what ter say, Marse Gill. I never expected to be a

free man, en I had give up hope er ever seein’ Liza ag’in. Oh, Marse

Gill, you sho’ is one er His chosen flock!”

Gill was so deeply moved that when he ventured on a reply he found

difficulty in steadying his speech. His voice had a quality that was

new to it. He spoke as gently as if he were promising recovery to a

suffering child.

“Now, Joe, you crawl back in bed an’ sleep,” he said, “an’ in the

mornin’ you ’ll be free, as shore as the sun rises on us both.”

Then he went back to bed and told his wife what he had done.

“I’m powerful glad we can git out of it so easy,” she commented. “It’s

funny I never thought o’ settin’ ’im free. It looked to me like he was

a-goin’ to be a burden that we never could git rid of, an’ now it’s

a-goin’ to end all right in the Lord’s sight.”

They were just dozing off in peaceable slumber when they heard a gentle

rap on the door.

“It’s me, Marse Gill,” came from the outside. “I’m mighty sorry to wake

you ag’in, but I’m so hungry I don’t think I kin wait till mornin’.”

“Well, I reckon you do feel kinder empty,” laughed the farmer as he

sprang out of bed. He lighted a candle, and following the specter-like

signals of his wife, who sat up in bed, he soon found the meal she had

arranged for the slave at noon. “Thar,” he said, as he handed it through

the doorway; “I had clean forgot yore fast was over.”

The next morning the farmer and Big Joe drove to town, two miles

distant. Gill was gone all day and did not return till dusk. His wife

went out to meet him at the wagon-shed.

“How did you make out?” she asked.

“Tip-top,” he said, with a laugh. “As we went to town, nothin’ would

do the black scamp but we must go by after the gal. She happened to be

dressed up, an’ went to town with us. I set in front an’ driv’, while

they done their courtin’ on the back seat. I soon got the papers in

shape, an’ Squire Ridley spliced ’em right on the sidewalk in front

o’ his office. A big crowd was thar, an’ you never heerd the like o’

yellin’. Some o’ the boys, jest fer pure devilment, picked me up an’

carried me on their shoulders to the tavern an’ made me set down to

a hearty dinner. Joe borrowed a apron from the cook an’ insisted on

waitin’ on me, La me, I wisht you’d ‘a’ been thar. I felt like a blamed

fool.”

“I reckon you did have a lots o’ fun,” said Mrs. Gill. “Well, I’m glad

he ain’t on our hands. I wouldn’t pass another day like yis-tiddy fer

all the slaves in Georgia.”

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