CHAPTER XXXIII.

The storm was over and the rain drops on tree, shrub and flower,

glittered like untold wealth of diamonds in the bright rays of

the newly risen sun, as Clendenin and Nell walked down the street

together.

There was nothing in the looks or manner of either to excite

curiosity or suspicion in those who saw them pass.

He left her at her brother's door with a half playful order, not from

the lover but the physician, to take some breakfast and go directly

to bed and to sleep.

"I shall not promise," she answered saucily, lifting a a pair of

bright, roguishly smiling eyes to his face, "I have not resigned my

liberty yet, you know."

"Ah well, I think I may count on obedience," he said with the grave,

tender smile that had first won her heart.

"I want you to rest all day and let me come to you this evening," he

whispered, bending down to speak close to her ear, "I have much to

tell you, my darling. You have a right to know what so long prevented

my lips from repeating the story you must have read a thousand times

in my eyes, if they spoke the true language of my heart."

"Never mind, I am quite content without the knowledge if, as your

face seems to say, it is something painful," she said with generous

confidence, and sudden gravity of looks and tone.

"Nay, dearest, you shall hear it. I will have no secrets from her who

is to be 'bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh,' the nearest and

dearest of all created beings," he said, lifting her hands to his

lips.

Her eyes filled with happy, grateful tears, as from the vine covered

porch where they had had their chat, she watched him hurrying away

down the street, then turned and went into the house.

"Was that Dr. Clendenin?" asked Clare, meeting her in the hall.

"Yes."

"Why didn't he come in and take breakfast with us?"

"I didn't ask him."

"You didn't? Nell Lamar, I'm ashamed of your rude behavior to that

man! If he treats you henceforward with the coldest politeness, I am

sure it will be no more than you deserve."

A curious smile trembled about the corners of Nell's lips for an

instant, then was gone.

"Flora has passed the crisis," she remarked, "and the doctor says

will get well if she has proper care."

"Oh, I am glad!"

"Can you take my place for to-day? He wouldn't let me stay, and her

mother would kill her with the fretting and worrying."

"No wonder he wouldn't let you stay. You look wretchedly tired. Yes;

I'll go over presently. You'd better eat your breakfast at once and

go directly to bed."

"I will," Nell answered with unaccustomed meekness, and proceeded to

redeem her promise without delay.

Kenneth, too, needed rest after his wearisome journey and long

night vigil, but did not seek it till a letter telling of his great

happiness had been written to the dear ones at Glen Forest, and sent

to the mail by Zeb.

Nell came down at tea-time to find the major alone in the parlor. He

looked up on her entrance, with a smile that brought swift blushes to

her cheek, then rose and came to meet her.

"I know all about it, Nell," he said, giving her a brotherly kiss.

"You have made me very happy by the wisdom of your choice; I shall be

proud of my new brother. Ah, here he is just coming in at the gate!

You must let me share the pleasure of his society now, and after tea

I will take care that you have the parlor to yourselves."

Kenneth's eyes shone at sight of his betrothed. Sleep had refreshed

her and restored her bloom, and her simple white dress with no

ornaments save a few delicate, sweet-scented blossoms at her throat

and in her hair was very becoming.

The major kept his word, and early in the evening they found

themselves sole occupants of the parlor.

Then, seated by her side, with her hand in his, Kenneth told the

story of his birth and the accompanying tragedy; then went on to tell

of the removal of his supposed parents to Glen Forest, and of the

life there.

He described his childhood as bright and happy. Angus and he

believed themselves, and were believed by others to be twins. They

were devotedly attached and almost inseparable. The parents made no

difference between them, and indeed, had no reason for so doing, as

they were entirely unable to decide which of the two was their own

child.

The boys knew nothing about the circumstances attending their birth

except that at or near that time there had been an attack by the

Indians in which their mother's stepfather had been slain, and that

the shock had killed his wife; she being just then very ill and weak.

They could perceive that their mother was at times oppressed with sad

memories of that fearful past, but for the most part she was very

cheerful, and they found her ever ready to sympathize with them in

joy as well as grief.

The father was inclined to be somewhat strict in his discipline, but

kind and genial, a parent whom they sincerely loved and respected.

Nell listened with intense interest; wondering within herself too,

why the doubt as to which of the two couples were his true parents

should have been, as she began to perceive that it had, a reason why

Dr. Clendenin should feel that marriage was not for him; in either

case his birth was not ignoble.

He paused, seeming for a moment lost in painful thought, then casting

it off with a slight sigh, went on.

"Yes, ours was a very happy childhood till we, Angus and I, were

about twelve years old. Then sickness and death came into the family,

two little sisters being taken away within a few weeks of each other.

"The heart of the tender mother seemed well-nigh broken; but alas!

the time came when she was unutterably thankful for their early

removal to a better land.

"There were still two little ones, a brother and sister, left, and

within the next two years Marian was born.

"Troubles came thick and fast during the first year of her life.

There was a great and sudden change in our father. He had received

a package of letters and papers from England, and from the hour

of their perusal was a strangely altered man; silent, morose,

disinclined to mix with his fellows, or even with his own family,

and at times looking haggard and wretched in the extreme.

"It was a sad mystery to us boys, but mother, who seemed to have a

sorrowful understanding of it, hushed every enquiry into its cause,

and would suffer no allusion to it in her presence.

"A few months later came one of the sorest trials of my life,"

continued Kenneth, his voice trembling with excess of feeling.

"Angus, my twin brother, my second self, was accidentally drowned. I

cannot dwell upon the particulars, but shall never forget my mother's

look of woe, her white despairing face, as the dripping corpse was

borne and laid down before her, nor the strange unnatural laugh, the

expression of mingled agony and triumphant pleasure, with which the

father bent over his dead son, saying, 'It's better so! Wife, why do

you grieve? I've no tear to shed for him.'

"I was inexpressibly shocked and very angry at what I deemed his

heartlessness.

"This mother saw, with deep sorrow; she loved her husband devotedly,

and could not bear to have him unjustly blamed. She felt, too, that

it would be necessary at some time for me to know the fatal secret.

So one day, after the grave had closed over all that remained of our

loved one, she sought me in my room and told me all.

"Her husband was an only child, had lost his father by death shortly

before coming to this country. Of his mother he had no recollection,

but had always understood that she had died soon after his birth.

"That, however, was not the case, and those letters from England

had revealed to him the fact that she had only just died, at the

time when they were written; died in a mad house, a furious, raving

maniac, having been in that condition for many years; also that such

had been her mother's fate, and that of several others of the family;

in short, insanity was undoubtedly hereditary.

"From the moment of learning all this he had felt that his doom was

sealed, and that of each of his children also.

"I cannot describe to you the horror and fear that came over me

as I listened to the tale. Then mother told me, oh, so gently and

tenderly, of the mystery that hung over my birth; leaving, while it

almost orphaned me, a faint hope that that fearful curse was not mine.

"And now you know, sweet one, why, when I would fain have poured into

your ear the story of my love, my lips were sealed. I could not ask

you to link your life with that of one for whom so sad a fate might

be in store. I dared not risk the transmission to future generations

of a curse so fearful.

"But God, in His great mercy, has sent me the knowledge that it is

not mine," he added, with a look of deepest gratitude and joy.

"And I was at times shamefully angry with you," murmured Nell,

penitent tears shining in her eyes.

"I cannot blame you under the circumstances," he said, smiling

tenderly upon her.

"And this was the explanation of the rumors that reached us of some

white woman, living among the Indians, giving testimony before the

squire in regard to some matter of importance to you?"

"Yes, it was Reumah Clark." And he went on to give a narrative of

his interview with her, then to finish his story of the life at Glen

Forest.

The two remaining little ones older than Marian, had followed Angus

to the better land in the course of a few months, leaving her sole

inheritor--after her father--of that terrible curse.

He described, in moving words, his own and the mother's anxiety

for her, and for the wretched husband and father; the wife's life

of devotion to him, the long years of fear and care, of untiring

sympathy and love, of faith and submission; rewarded at last by

seeing him pass peacefully away to another and happier existence, for

he had gone trusting in a crucified and risen Saviour.

Marian, still spared to them, was now their one great anxiety, but

he was hopeful for her. She had stood some severe tests of late, and

it might be, he trusted it was the case, that her mental powers and

peculiarities were inherited from her mother's side of the house,

or her father's paternal ancestors; all of whom were free from that

dreaded taint.

"We have endeavored, and thus far with success, to keep the fatal

secret from her," he said, "deeming that her danger would be greatly

enhanced by the knowledge.

"She has long known there was a grievous thorn in the Clendenin

nest, but what it is she does not know, and I trust never will. Her

mother and I have also another innocent concealment from her. She

still believes that I am her brother by right of birth; and we do not

intend that she shall ever be undeceived."

"No; it would be very cruel to rob her of the blessedness of

believing that," Nell said, with the sweetest look in her beautiful

eyes, "to be your sister would be the greatest happiness, except to--"

But she stopped short, blushing and confused.

"Except to be something far nearer and dearer? Ah, tell me that was

what you were thinking," he whispered, his eyes shining, as he bent

his head for a closer look into the sweet, blushing face.

"Now, don't be too inquisitive, Dr. Clendenin," she said, in

pretended vexation and pretty confusion.

"Never mind the doctor," he returned gayly. "Kenneth is three

syllables shorter and easier."

"But not so respectful."

"Quite sufficiently so, however. It is Marian's and my mother's

name for me, and I hope will be my wife's also," he whispered. "Oh,

dearest, how soon may I claim the right to call you by that sweetest

of names?"

"Ah, don't speak of that yet!" she said, hastily, her cheeks

crimsoning, her eyes drooping.

"Forgive me, I am very selfish," he replied, "but it must be very

soon or not for long weary months, while an ocean will roll between

us; to say nothing of the hundreds of miles of land that will

separate us besides."

"What can you mean?" she asked, with a start and look of surprise and

dismay.

Then he told her of his inheritance in England and the unfortunate

necessity it entailed of a speedy visit there. It could not well be

deferred till the ensuing spring, and must therefore be undertaken

soon if he would avoid the dangerous storms likely to be encountered

in the fall.

"And you must go?" she said, struggling to keep back her tears.

"Yes," he sighed. "I cannot tell you how hard it is to think of

leaving you just now, or how sweet it would be to call you mine

before I go; and to know that, if anything should befall me, you

would--"

"Oh, don't, don't!" she cried, the tears coming now in good earnest,

"I can't bear it! I--I think you might ask me to go with you."

"Would you, oh, would you?" he exclaimed joyously. "My dear girl, how

very sweet and kind in you to propose it."

"Did I?" she asked, smiling through her tears, as she gently released

herself from his enraptured embrace. "I thought I only suggested the

propriety of your asking me."

"I feel very selfish in so doing, dearest Nell," he said, "but will

you go?"

"Yes, if you really want me and will take me."

"Only too gladly, ah, you cannot doubt that, but have you thought of

the long, tedious journey overland, and the dangers of the voyage?"

"Yes; and how can I let you meet them alone?"

"Ah, my darling, you are the most unselfish of women," he exclaimed,

regarding her with tender, loving admiration, "and I the happiest of

men."

"But," said Nell presently, "you will have a poorly attired bride. I

shall have no time to get new dresses made."

"Very much wiser to wait for that till we reach New York, London or

Paris," he answered, with his grave, tender smile. "'Tis the bird I

would secure, sweet one, and I care not for the color or quality of

the feathers she may wear."

So it was all settled, after a little more talk, and in a week they

would be setting off for Europe on their wedding tour.

Great were Clare's astonishment and delight when she heard the news.

"Just the match I've always wanted for you, Nell, even when I'd no

idea he was going to be so rich."

"He didn't say it would be riches," returned the young lady,

supremely indifferent to such trifles.

"But I dare say it will. At all events you are going to Europe for

your wedding trip. Won't the other girls envy you? Yet I don't know,

Nell, I should be afraid of the sea. What if you should be drowned?"

"I hope we shall not," Nell answered gravely, "but even if we should,

I'd rather die with Kenneth than live without him. And as to the envy

the other girls may feel, I should think it would be because of him

rather than anything else," she added, her cheeks glowing and her

eyes shining.

"Oh, I suppose so!" laughed Clare. "It's a great shame, though, that

we can't have a grand wedding and elaborate trousseau. Still the

means can be provided for that last, all the same; and it will be

lovely to have it bought in Paris."

THE END

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