CHAPTER XV

Toward the end of the first week in August Strelsa wrote to Quarren:

"Sometimes I wonder whether you realise how my attitude toward

everything is altering. Things which seemed important no longer

appear so in the sunlit tranquillity of this lovely place. Whatever

it is that seems to be changing me in various ways is doing it so

subtly, yet so inexorably, that I scarcely notice any difference in

myself until some morning I awake with such a delicious sense of

physical well-being and such a mental happiness apropos of nothing

at all except the mere awaking into the world again, that, thinking

it over, I cannot logically account for it.

"Because, Rix, my worldly affairs seem to be going from bad to

worse. I know it perfectly well, yet where is that deadly

fear?--where is the dismay, the alternate hours of panic and dull

lethargy--the shrinking from a future which only yesterday seemed

to threaten me with more than I had strength to endure--menace me

with what I had neither the will nor the desire to resist?

"Gone, my friend! And I am either a fool or a philosopher, but

whichever I am, I am a happy one.

"I wish to tell you something. Last winter when they fished me out

of my morbid seclusion, I thought that the life I then entered upon

was the only panacea for the past, the only oblivion, the only

guarantee for the future.

"Now I suppose I have gone to the other extreme, because, let me

tell you what I've done. Will you laugh? I can't help it if you do;

I've bought a house! What do you think of that?

"The owner took back a mortgage, but I don't care. I paid so _very_

little for it, and thirty acres of woods and fields--and it is a

darling house!--built in the eighteenth century and not in good

repair, but it's mine! mine! mine!--and it may need paint and

plumbing and all sorts of things which perhaps make for human

happiness and perhaps do not. But I tell you I really don't care.

"And how I did it was this: I took what they offered for my laces

and jewels--about a third of their value--but it paid every debt

and left me with enough to buy my sweet old house up here.

"But that's not all! I've rented my town house furnished for a term

of five years at seven thousand dollars a year! Isn't it wonderful?

"And _that_ is not all, either. I am going into business, Rix!

Don't dare laugh. Jim has made an arrangement with an independent

New York florist, and I'm going to grow flowers under glass for the

Metropolitan market.

"And, if I succeed, I _may_ try fruits outdoors and in. My small

brain is humming with schemes, millions of them. Isn't it heavenly?

"Besides, from my second-story windows I shall be able to see

Molly's chimneys above the elms. And Molly is going to remain here

all winter, because, Rix--and this is a close secret--a little heir

or heiress is coming to make _this_ House of Wycherly 'an

habitation enforced'--and a happier habitation than it has been

since they bought it.

"So you see I shall have neighbours all winter--two neighbours, for

Mrs. Ledwith is wretchedly ill and her physicians have advised her

to remain here all winter. Poor child--for she is nothing else,

Rix--I met her for the first time when I went to call on Mrs.

Sprowl. She's so young and so empty-headed, just a shallow,

hare-brained, little thing who had no more moral idea of sin than a

humming-bird--nor perhaps has she any now except that the world has

hurt her and broken her wings and damaged her plumage; and the

sunlight in which she sparkled for a summer has faded to a chill

gray twilight!--Oh, Rix, it is really pitiful; and somehow I can't

seem to remember whether she was guilty or not, because she's so

ill, so broken--lying here amid the splendour of her huge house----

"You know Mrs. Sprowl is on her way to Carlsbad. You haven't

written me what took place in your last interview with her; and

I've asked you, twice. Won't you tell me?

"Langly, thank goodness, never disturbs us. And, Rix, do you know

that he has never been to call on Mary Ledwith? He keeps to his own

estate and nobody even sees him. Which is all I ask at any rate.

"So Sir Charles called on you and told you about Chrysos? Isn't Sir

Charles the most darling man you ever knew? _I_ never knew such a

man. There is not one atom of anything small or unworthy in his

character. And I tell you very frankly that, thinking about him at

times, I am amazed at myself for not falling in love with him.

[Illustration: Strelsa Leeds.]

"Which is proof sufficient that if I couldn't care for him I cannot

ever care for any man. Don't you think so?

"Now all this letter has been devoted to matters concerning myself

and not one line to you and the exciting success you and Lord

Dankmere are making of your new business.

"Oh, Rix, I am not indifferent; all the time I have been writing to

you, that has been surging and laughing in my heart--like some

delicious aria that charmingly occupies your mind while you go

happily about other matters--happy because the ceaseless melody

that enchants you makes you so.

"I have read your letter so many times, over and over; and always

the same thrill of excitement begins when I come to the part where

you begin to suspect that under the daubed surface of that canvas

there may be something worth while.

"Is it really and truly a Van Dyck? Is there any chance that it is

not? Is it possible that all these years none of Dankmere's people

suspected what was hidden under the aged paint and varnish of that

tiresome old British landscape?

"And it remained for you to suspect it!--for _you_ to discover it?

Oh, Rix, I am proud of you!

"And how perfectly wonderful it is that now you know its history,

when it was supposed to have disappeared, where it has remained

ever since under its ignoble integument of foolish paint.

"No, I promise not to say one word about it until I have your

permission. I understand quite well why you desire to keep the

matter from the newspapers for the present. But--won't it make you

and Lord Dankmere rich? Tell me--please tell me. I don't want

money for myself any more, but I do want it for you. You need it;

you can do so much with it, use it so intelligently, so gloriously,

make the world better with it,--make it more beautiful, and people

happier.

"What a chasm, Rix, between what we were a year ago, and what we

care to be--what we are trying to be to-day! Sometimes I think of

it, not unhappily, merely wondering.

"Toward what goal were we moving a year ago? What was there to be

of such lives?--what at the end? Why, there was, for us, no more

significance in living than there is to any overfed animal!--not as

much!

"Oh, this glorious country of high clouds and far horizons!--and

alas! for the Streets of Ascalon where such as I once was go to and

fro--'clad delicately in scarlet and ornaments of gold.'

"'Tell it not in Gath, publish it not in the Streets of

Ascalon'--that the pavements of the Philistines have bruised my

feet, and their Five Cities weary me, and Philistia's high towers

are become a burden to my soul. For their gods are too many and too

strange for me. So I am decided to remain here--ere 'they that look

out of their windows be darkened' and 'the doors be shut in the

Streets'--'and all the daughters of music shall be brought low.'

"My poor comrade! Must you remain a prisoner in the Streets of

Ascalon? Yet, through your soul I know as free and fresh a breeze

is blowing as stirs the curtains at my open window!--You wonderful

man to evoke in imagery--to visualise and conceive all that had to

be concrete to cure me soul and body of my hurts!

* * * * *

"I have been reading Karl Westguard's new novel. Rix, there is no

story in it, nothing at all that I can discover except a very

earnest warming over of several modern philosophers' views and

conclusions concerning social problems.

"I hate to speak unkindly of it; I wanted to like it because I like

Karl Westguard. But it isn't fiction and it isn't philosophy, and

its treatment of social problems seems to follow methods already

obsolete.

"Do you think people will buy it? But I don't suppose Karl cares

since he's made up his quarrel with his aunt.

"Poor old lady! Did you ever see anybody so subdued and forlorn?

Something has gone wrong with her. She told me that she had had a

most dreadful scene with Langly and that she had not been well

since.

"I'm afraid that sounds like gossip, but I wanted you to know. _Is_

it gossip for me to tell you so much? I tell you about everything.

If it's gossip, make me stop.

* * * * *

"And now--when are you coming to see me? I am still at Molly's, you

know. My house is being cleaned and sweetened and papered and

chintzed and made livable and lovable.

"When?--please.

"Your friend and comrade,

STRELSA."

Quarren telegraphed:

"I'll come the moment I can. Look for me any day this week. Letter

follows."

Then he wrote her a long letter, and was still at it when Jessie Vining

went to lunch and when Dankmere got onto his little legs and strolled

out, also. There was no need to arouse anybody's suspicions by hurrying,

so Dankmere waited until he turned the corner before his little legs

began to trot. Miss Vining would be at her usual table, anyway--and

probably as calmly surprised to see him as she always was. For the

repeated accident of their encountering at the same restaurant seemed to

furnish an endless source of astonishment to them both. Apparently

Jessie Vining could never understand it, and to him it appeared to be a

coincidence utterly unfathomable.

Meanwhile Quarren had mailed his letter to Strelsa and had returned to

his workshop in the basement where several canvases awaited his

attention.

And it was while he was particularly busy that the front door-bell rang

and he had to go up and open.

At first he did not recognise the figure standing on the steps in the

glare of the sun; then, surprised, he held out his rather grimy hand

with that instinct of kindness toward anything that seemed to need it;

and the thin pallid hand of Ledwith fell limply into his, contracting

nervously the next second.

"Come in," said Quarren, pleasantly. "It's very nice of you to think of

me, Ledwith."

The man's hollow eyes avoided his and roamed restlessly about the

gallery, looking at picture after picture and scarcely seeing them.

Inside his loose summer clothing his thin, nervous frame was shifting

continually even while he stood gazing almost vacantly at the walls of

the gallery.

For a little while Quarren endeavoured to interest him in the canvases,

meaning only charity to a man who had clearly lost his grip on things;

then, afraid of bewildering and distressing a mind so nearly extinct,

the young fellow remained silent, merely accompanying Ledwith as he

moved purposelessly hither and thither or halted capriciously, staring

into space and twitching his scarred fingers.

"You're busy, I suppose," he said.

"Yes, I am," said Quarren, frankly. "But that needn't make any

difference if you'd care to come to the basement and talk to me while

I'm at work."

Ledwith made no reply for a moment, then, abruptly:

"You're _always_ kind to me, Quarren."

"Get over that idea," laughed the younger man. "Strange as it may seem

my natural inclination is to like people. Come on downstairs."

In the littered disorder of the basement he found a chair for his

visitor, then, without further excuse, went smilingly about his work,

explaining it as it progressed:

"Here's an old picture by some Italian gink--impossible to tell by whom

it was painted, but not difficult to assign it to a certain date and

school.... See what I'm doing, Ledwith?

"That's what we call 'rabbit glue' because it's made out of rabbits'

bones--or that's the belief, anyway. It's gilder's glue.

"Now I dissolve this much of it in hot water--then I glue over the face

of the picture three layers of tissue-paper, one on top of the

other--so!

"Now here is a new chassis or stretcher over which I have stretched a

new linen canvas. Yesterday I sponged it as a tailor sponges cloth; and

now it's dry and tight.

"Now I'm going to reline this battered old Italian canvas. It's already

been relined--perhaps a hundred years ago. So first I take off the old

relining canvas--with hot water--this way--cleaning off all the old

paste or glue from it with alcohol....

"Now here's a pot of paste in which there is also glue and whitening;

and I spread it over the back of this old painting, and then, very

gingerly, glue it over the new linen canvas on the stretcher.

"Now I smooth it with this polished wooden block, and then--just watch

me do laundry work!"

He picked up a flat-iron which was moderately warm, reversed the relined

picture on a marble slab, and began to iron it out with the skill and

precaution of an expert laundress doing frills.

Ledwith looked on with a sort of tremulously fixed interest.

"In three days," said Quarren, laying the plastered picture away, "I'll

soak off that tissue paper with warm water. I have to keep it on, you

see, so that no flakes of paint shall escape from the painting and no

air get in to blister the surface."

He picked up another picture and displayed it:

"Here's a picture that I believe to be a study by Greuze. You see I have

already relined it and it's fixed on its new canvas and stretcher and is

thoroughly dry and ready for cleaning. And this is how I begin."

He took a fine sponge, soaked it in a weak solution of alcohol, and

very gingerly washed the blackened and dirty canvas. Then he dried it.

Then he gave it a coat of varnish.

"Looks foolish to varnish over a filthy and discoloured picture like

this, doesn't it, Ledwith? But I'll tell you why. When that varnish

dries hard I shall place my hand on the face of that canvas and begin

very cautiously but steadily to rub the varnished surface with my

fingers and thumb. And do you know what will happen? The new varnish has

partly united with the old yellow and opaque coating of varnish and

dust, and it all will turn to a fine gray powder under the friction and

will come away leaving the old paint underneath almost as fresh--very

often quite as fresh and delicate as when the picture was first painted.

"Sometimes I have to use three or more coats of new varnish before I can

remove the old without endangering the delicate glaze underneath. But

sooner or later I get it clean.

"Then I dig out any old patches or restorations and fill in with a

composition of putty, white lead, and a drier, and smooth this with a

cork. Then when it is sunned for an hour a day for three weeks or

more--or less, sometimes--I'm ready to grind my pure colours, mix them,

set my palette, and do as honest a piece of restoring as a study of that

particular master's methods permits. And that, Ledwith, is only a little

part of my fascinating profession.

"Sometimes I lift the entire skin of paint from a canvas--picking out

the ancient threads from the rotten texture--and transfer it to a new

canvas or panel. Sometimes I cross-saw a panel, then chisel to the

plaster that lies beneath the painting, and so transfer it to a new and

sound support. Sometimes--" he laughed--"but there are a hundred

delicate and interesting surgical operations which I attempt--a thousand

exciting problems to solve--experiments without end that tempt me,

innovations that allure me----"

He laughed again:

"_You_ ought to take up some fad and make a business and even an art out

of it!"

"I?" said Ledwith, dully.

"Why not? Man, you're young yet, if--if----"

"Yes, I know, Quarren.... But my mind is too old--very old and very

infirm--dying in me of age--the age that comes through those centuries

of pain that men sometimes live through in a few months."

Quarren looked at him hopelessly.

"Yet," he said, "if only a man wills it, the world is new again."

"But--if the will fails?"

"I don't know, Ledwith."

"I do." He drew up his cuff a little way, his dead eyes resting on

Quarren, then, in silence, he drew the sleeve over the scars.

"Even that can be cured," said the younger man.

"If there is a will to cure it, perhaps."

"Even a desire is enough."

"I have not that desire. Why cure it?"

"Because, Ledwith, you haven't gone your limit yet. There's more of

life; and you're cheating yourself out of it."

"Yes, perhaps. But what kind of life?" he asked, staring vaguely out

into the sunshine of the backyard. "Life in hell has no attractions for

me."

"We make our own hells."

"I didn't make mine. They dug the pit and I fell into it--Hell's own

pit, Quarren----"

"You are wrong! You fell into a pit which hurt so much that you supposed

it was the pit of hell. And, taking it for granted, you burrowed deeper

in blind fury, until it became a real hell. But _you_ dug it. There _is_

no hell that a man does not dig for himself!"

In Ledwith's dull eyes a smouldering spark seemed to flash, go out, then

glimmer palely.

"Quarren," he said, "I am not going to live in hell alone. I'm going

there, shortly, but not alone."

Something new and sinister in his eyes arrested the other's attention.

He considered the man for a few moments, then, coolly:

"I wouldn't, Ledwith."

"Why not?"

"He isn't worth it--even as company in hell."

"Do you think I'm going to let him live on?"

"Do you care to sink to his level?"

"Sink! Can I sink any lower than I am?"

Quarren shrugged:

"Easily, if you commit murder."

"That isn't murder----"

But Quarren cut him short continuing:

"Sink lower, you ask? What have you done, anyway--except to commit this

crime against yourself?"--touching him on the wrist. "I'm not aware of

any other crime committed by you, Ledwith. You're clean as you

stand--except for this damnable insult and injury you offer yourself!

Can't you reason? A bullet-stung animal sometimes turns and bites

itself. Is that why you are doing it?--to arouse the amusement and

contempt of your hunter?"

"Quarren! By God you shall not say that to me----"

"Why not? Have you ever considered what that man must think of you to

see you turn and tear at the body he has crippled?"

Ledwith's sunken eyes blazed; he straightened himself, took one menacing

step forward; and Quarren laid a light, steady hand on his shoulder.

"Listen to me," he said; "has it never occurred to you that you could

deal him no deeper blow than to let him see a man stand up to him, face

to face, where a creature lay writhing before, biting into its own

vitals?"

He smiled into the fixed eyes of the almost mindless man:

"If you say the word _I'll_ stand by you, Ledwith. If all you want to do

is to punish him, murder isn't the way. What does a dead man care? Cut

your own throat and the crime might haunt him--and might not. But

_kill_!--Nonsense. It's all over then--except for the murderer."

He slid his hand quietly to Ledwith's arm, patted it.

"To punish him you need a doctor.... It's only a week under the new

treatment. You know that, don't you? After that a few months to get back

nerve and muscle and common sense."

"And then?" motioned Ledwith with dry lips.

"Then? Oh, anything that you fancy. It's according to a man's personal

taste. You can take him by the neck and beat him up in public if you

like--or knock him down in the club as often as he gets up. It all

depends, Ledwith. Some of us maintain self-respect without violence;

some of us seem to require it. It's up to you."

"Yes."

Quarren said carelessly: "If I were you, I think that I'd face the world

as soon as I was physically and mentally well enough--the real world I

mean, Ledwith--either here or abroad, just as I felt about it.

"A man can get over anything except the stigma of dishonesty.

And--personally I think he ought to have another chance even after that.

But men's ideas differ. As for you, what you become and show that you

are, will go ultimately with the world. Beat him up if you like; but,

personally, I never even wished to kick a cur. Some men kick 'em to

their satisfaction; it's a matter of taste I tell you. Besides----"

He stopped short; and presently Ledwith looked up.

"Shall I say it?"

"Yes. You are kind to me, always."

"Then--Ledwith, I don't know exactly how matters stand. I can only try

to put myself in your present place and imagine what I ought to do,

having arrived where you have landed.... And, do you know, if I were

you, and if I listened to my better self, I don't think that I'd lay a

finger on Langly Sprowl."

"Why?"

"For the sake of the woman who betrayed me--and who is now betrayed in

turn by the man who betrayed us both."

Ledwith said through his set teeth: "Do you think I care for her? If I

nearly kill him, do you imagine I care what the public will say about

her?"

"You are generous enough to care, Ledwith."

"I am not!" he said, hoarsely. "I don't care a damn!"

"Then why do you care whether or not he keeps his word to her and shares

with her a coat of social whitewash?"

"I--she is only a little fool--alone to face the world now----"

"You're quite right, Ledwith. She ought to have another chance. First

offenders are given it by law.... But even if that chance lay in his

marrying her, could you better it by killing him if he won't do it? Or

by battering him with a dog-whip?

"It isn't really much of a chance, considering it on a higher level than

the social viewpoint. How much real rehabilitation is there for a woman

who marries such a man?"

He smiled: "Because," he continued, "my viewpoint has changed. Things

that once seemed important to me seem so no longer. To live cleanly and

do your best in the real world is an aspiration more attractive to me

than social absolution."

Ledwith remained silent for a long while, then muttered something

indistinctly.

"Wait a moment," said Quarren, throwing aside his painter's blouse and

pulling on his coat. "I'll ring up a taxi in a second!... You _mean_ it,

Ledwith?"

The man looked at him vacantly, then nodded.

"You're on!" said Quarren, briskly unhooking the telephone.

While they were waiting Ledwith laid a shaking hand on Quarren's sleeve

and clung to it. He was trembling like a leaf when they entered the cab,

whimpering when they left it in front of a wide brown-stone building

composed of several old-time private residences thrown together.

"Stand by me, Quarren," he whispered brokenly--"you won't go away, will

you? You wouldn't leave me to face this all--all alone. You've been kind

to me. I--I can do it--I can try to do it just at this moment--if you'll

stay close to me--if you'll let me keep hold of you----"

"Sure thing!" said Quarren cheerfully. "I'll stay as long as you like.

Don't worry about your clothes; I'll send for plenty of linen and things

for us both. You're all right, Ledwith--you've got the nerve. I----"

The door opened to his ring; a pleasant-faced nurse in white ushered

them in.

"Dr. Lydon will see you in a moment," she said, singling out Ledwith at

a glance.

* * * * *

Later that afternoon Quarren telephoned to Dankmere that he would not

return for a day or two, and gave careful instructions which Dankmere

promised to observe to the letter.

Then he sent a telegram to Strelsa:

"Unavoidably detained in town. Hope to be up next week. Am crazy to

see your house and its new owner.

R. S. Q."

Dankmere at the other end of the telephone hung up the receiver, looked

carefully around him to be certain that Jessie Vining was still in the

basement where she had gone to straighten up one or two things for

Quarren, then, with a perfectly serious face, he began to dance, softly.

The Earl of Dankmere was light-footed and graceful when paying tribute

to Terpsichore; walking-stick balanced in both hands, straw hat on the

back of his head, he performed in absolute silence to the rhythm of the

tune running through his head, backward, forward, sideways, airy as a

ballet-maiden, then off he went into the back room with a refined kick

or two at the ceiling.

And there, Jessie Vining, entering the front room unexpectedly,

discovered the peer executing his art before the mirror, apparently

enamoured of his own grace and agility.

When he caught a glimpse of her in the mirror he stopped very suddenly

and came back to find her at her desk, laughing.

For a moment he remained red and disconcerted, but the memory of the

fact that he and Miss Vining were to occupy the galleries all

alone--exclusive of intrusive customers--for a day or more, assuaged a

slight chagrin.

"At any rate," he said, "it is just as well that you should know me as I

am, Miss Vining--with all my faults and frivolous imperfections, isn't

it?"

"Why?" asked Miss Vining.

"Why--what?" repeated the Earl, confused.

"Why _should_ I know all your imperfections?"

He thought hard for a moment, but seemed to discover no valid reason.

"You ask such odd questions," he protested. "Now where the deuce do you

suppose Quarren has gone? I'll bet he's cut the traces and gone up to

see those people at Witch-Hollow."

"Perhaps," she said, making a few erasures in her type-written folio and

rewriting the blank spaces. Then she glanced over the top of the machine

at his lordship, who, as it happened, was gazing at her with such

peculiar intensity that it took him an appreciable moment to rouse

himself and take his eyes elsewhere.

"When do you take your vacation?" he asked, carelessly.

"I am not going to take one."

"Oh, but you ought! You'll go stale, fade, droop--er--and all that, you

know!"

"It is very kind of you to feel interested," she said, smiling, "but I

don't expect to droop--er--and all that, you know."

He laughed, after a moment, and so did she--a sweet, fearless, little

laugh most complimentary to his lordship if he only knew it--a pretty,

frank tribute to what had become a friendship--an accord born of

confidence on her part, and of several other things on the part of Lord

Dankmere.

It had been of slow growth at first--imperceptibly their relations had

grown from a footing of distant civility to a companionship almost

cordial--but not quite; for she was still shy with him at times, and he

with her; and she had her moods of unresponsive reserve, and he was

moody, too, at intervals.

"You don't like me to make fun of you, do you?" she asked.

"Don't I laugh as though I like it?"

She knitted her pretty brows: "I don't quite know. You see you're a

British peer--which is really a very wonderful thing----"

"Oh, come," he said: "it really _is_ rather a wonderful thing, but you

don't believe it."

"Yes, I do. I stand in awe of you. When you come into the room I seem to

hear trumpets sounding in the far distance----"

"My boots squeak----"

"Nonsense! I _do_ hear a sort of a fairy fanfare playing 'Hail to the

Belted Earl!'"

"I wear braces----"

"How common of you to distort my meaning! I don't care, you may do as

you like--dance break-downs and hammer the piano, but to me you will

ever remain a British peer--poor but noble----"

"Wait until we hear from that Van Dyck! You can't call me poor then!"

She laughed, then, looking at him earnestly, involuntarily clasped her

hands.

"Isn't it perfectly wonderful," she breathed with a happy, satisfied

sigh.

"Are you really very happy about it, Miss Vining?"

"I? Why shouldn't I be!" she said indignantly. "I'm so proud that our

gallery has such a picture. I'm so proud of Mr. Quarren for discovering

it--and--" she laughed--"I'm proud of you for possessing it. You see I

am very impartial; I'm proud of the gallery, of everybody connected with

it including myself. Shouldn't I be?"

"We are three very perfect people," he said gravely.

"Do you know that we really are? Mr. Quarren is wonderful, and you

are--agreeable, and as for me, why when I rise in the morning and look

into the glass I say to myself, 'Who is that rather clever-looking girl

who smiles at me every morning in such friendly fashion?' And, would you

believe it!--she turns out to be Jessie Vining every time!"

She was in a gay mood; she rattled away at her machine, glancing over it

mischievously at him from time to time. He, having nothing to do except

to look at her, did so as often as he dared.

And so they kept the light conversational shuttle-cock flying through

the sunny afternoon until it drew near to tea-time. Jessie said very

seriously:

"No Englishman can exist without tea. Tea is as essential to him as it

is to British fiction. A microscopic examination of any novel made by a

British subject will show traces of tea-leaves and curates although, as

the text-books on chemistry have it, otherwise the substance of the work

may be colourless, tasteless, odourless, and gaseous to the verge of the

fourth dimension----"

"If you don't cease making game of things British and sacred," he

threatened, "I'll try to stop you in a way that will astonish you."

"What will you try to do?" she asked, much interested.

He looked her steadily in the eyes:

"I'll try to turn you into a British subject. One can't slam one's own

country."

"How could you turn me into such an object, Lord Dankmere?"

"There's only one way."

Innocent for a few moments of his meaning she smilingly and derisively

defied him. Then, of a sudden, startled into immobility, the smile froze

on her lips.

At the swift change in her expression his own features were slowly and

not unbecomingly suffused.

Then, incredulous, and a little nervous, she rose to prepare the tea;

and he sprang up to bring the folding table.

The ceremony passed almost in silence; neither he nor she made the

effort to return to the lighter, gayer vein. When they spoke at all it

was on some matter connected with business; and her voice seemed to him

listless, almost tired.

Which was natural enough, for the heat had been trying, and, in spite of

the open windows, no breath of coolness stirred the curtains.

So the last minutes of the afternoon passed but the sunshine still

reddened the cornices of the houses across the street when she rose to

put away the tea-things.

A little later she pinned on her hat and moved toward the front door

with a friendly nod to him in silent adieu.

"Will you let me walk home with you?" he said.

"I--think--not, this evening."

"Were you going anywhere?"

She paused, her gloved hand on the knob, and he came up to her, slowly.

"_Were_ you?" he repeated.

"No."

"Then--don't you care to let me walk with you?"

She seemed to be thinking; her head was a trifle lowered.

He said: "Before you go there is something I wanted to tell you"--she

made an involuntary movement and the door opened and hung ajar letting

in the lively music of a street-organ. Then he leaned over and quietly

closed the door.

"I'm afraid," he said, "that I'm taking an unwarrantable liberty by

interfering in your affairs without consulting you."

She looked up at him, surprised.

"It happened yesterday about this hour," he said.

"What happened?"

"Do you remember that you went home about three o'clock instead of

waiting until this hour as usual?"

"Yes."

"Well, this is what occurred. I left the gallery at this same hour.

Ahead of me descending the steps was a young girl who had just delivered

a business letter to Mr. Quarren. As she set foot on the pavement a

footman attached to an automobile drawn up across the street touched his

cap to her and said: 'Beg pardon, Miss Vining, I am Mr. Sprowl's man.

Mr. Sprowl would like to see you at the Café Cammargue. The car is

waiting.'"

Miss Vining's colour faded; she stared at Dankmere with widening eyes,

and he dropped his hands into his coat-pockets and returned her gaze.

"I don't understand you," she said in a low voice.

"Neither did the young girl addressed by the footman. Neither did I. But

I was interested. So I said to the footman: 'Bring around your car. I

shall have to explain about Miss Vining to Mr. Sprowl.'"

"What!" she said breathlessly.

"That's where I interfered, Miss Vining. And the footman looked

doubtful, too, but he signalled the chauffeur.... And so I went to the

Café Cammargue----"

He hesitated, looking at her white and distressed face, then continued

coolly:

"Sprowl seemed surprised to see me. He was waiting in a private room....

He's looking rather badly these days.... We talked a few minutes----"

Pale, angry, every sense of modesty and reserve outraged, the girl faced

him, small head erect:

"You went there to--to discuss _me_ with _that_ man!"

He was silent. She turned suddenly and tried to open the door, but he

held it closed.

"I did it because I cared for you enough to do it," he said. "Don't you

understand? Don't you suppose I know that kind of man?"

"It--it was not your business--" she faltered, twisting blindly at the

door-knob. "Let me go--please----"

"I made it my business.... And that man understood that I was making it

my business. And he won't attempt to annoy you again.... Can you forgive

me?"

She turned on him excitedly, her eyes flashing with tears, but the

impetuous words of protest died on her lips as her eyes encountered his.

"It was because I love you," he said. And, as he spoke, there was about

the man a quiet dignity and distinction that silenced her--something of

which she may have had vague glimpses at wide intervals in their

acquaintances--something which at times she suspected might lie latent

in unknown corners of his character. Now it suddenly confronted her; and

she recognised it and stood before him without a word to say.

It mended matters a little when he smiled, and the familiar friend

reappeared beside her; but she still felt strange and shy; and

wondering, half fearfully, she let him lift her gloved hands and stand,

holding them, looking into her eyes.

"You know what I am," he said. "I have nothing to say about myself. But

I love you very dearly.... I loved before, once, and married. And she

died.... After that I didn't behave very well--until I knew you.... It

is really in me to be a decent husband--if you can care for me.... And I

don't think we're likely to starve----"

"I--it isn't that," she said, flushing scarlet.

"What?"

"What you _have_ ... I could only care for--what you are."

"Can you do that?"

But her calm had vanished, and, head bent and averted, she was

attempting to withdraw her hands--and might have freed herself entirely

if it had not been for his arm around her.

This new and disconcerting phase of the case brought her so suddenly

face to face with him that it frightened her; and he let her go, and

followed her back to the empty gallery where she sank down at her desk,

resting her arms on the covered type-machine, and buried her quivering

face in them.

It was excusable. Such things don't usually happen to typewriters and

stenographers although they have happened to barmaids.

When he had been talking eloquently and otherwise for a long time Jessie

Vining lifted her pale, tear-stained face from her arms; and his

lordship dropped rather gracefully on his knees beside her, and she

looked down at him very solemnly and wistfully.

It was shockingly late when they closed the gallery that evening. And

their mode of homeward progress was stranger still, for instead of a

tram or of the taxi which Lord Dankmere occasionally prevailed upon her

to accept, they drifted homeward on a pink cloud through the light-shot

streets of Ascalon.

The Streets of Ascalon: Episodes in the Unfinished Career of Richard Quarren, Esqre. · 第 15 / 17 章