CHAPTER VII.

Mr. Martyn arrived at Dinapore, on the 26th November: his principal

objects, besides discharging his duties as chaplain to the English

residents there, were to establish schools for the children of

the natives; to learn to speak Hindoostanee; and to translate the

scriptures and religious tracts into that language, for distribution

among the people. There are so many dialects in India, that it is

a great labour to study the language, so as to be understood by the

inhabitants of different parts of the country. In these employments

he persevered, though meeting with ridicule and opposition, not only

from the natives, but even from his own irreligious countrymen, who

formed his congregation. “Let me labour,” he said “for fifty years,

amidst scorn, and without seeing one soul converted; still it shall

not be worse for my soul in eternity, nor even worse for it in

time.” He continued to translate the parables, with explanations,

and devoted his whole time to preparations for his missionary work;

excepting when he had an opportunity of personally addressing the

natives, who could understand him, and excepting the time spent with

his English congregation, and the sick at the hospital.

We have another proof of the reality of religion, and the truth of

the Divine promises, in the manner in which Martyn was enabled to

persist in his object, in circumstances which would have induced

any other person, than a Christian, to abandon it in despair. There

he stood almost alone, surrounded by idolaters and Mohammedans, who

ridiculed his attempts to enlighten them; and were not moved by

all his arguments for the religion of Christ. The English who were

settled there, were engaged in trade: and it was a great object with

them, that the natives should be kept ignorant, that they might be

more easily managed in business concerns. Of course, they would not

countenance the plans of Mr. Martyn, and scarcely treated him with

respect. So solitary was he, amidst persons so different in feeling

from himself, that happening to meet a poor Jew from Babylon, he

said he “felt all the tenderness of a kinsman towards him, and found

himself, as it were, at home with an Asiatic, who acknowledged the

God of Abraham.” Another source of consolation, known only to the

true follower of Christ, is thus intimated by him: “O how shall I

sufficiently praise my God, that here in this solitude, with people

enough, indeed, but without a saint, I yet feel fellowship with all

those who, in every place, call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

I see myself travelling on with them, and I hope I shall worship with

them in His courts above!”

Notwithstanding these obstacles, such was his conviction of the truth

of the gospel, and that it was his duty to persevere, that the time

passed away rapidly. The nature of the support and consolations,

which he received, may be judged of from his own expressions, such as

these:

“I felt more, entirely withdrawn from the world, than for a long time

past: what a dark atheistical state do I generally live in! Alas!

that this creation should so engross my mind, and the author of it

be so slightly and coldly regarded. I found myself, at this time,

truly a stranger and a pilgrim in the world; and I did suppose that

not a wish remained for any thing here. The experience of my heart

was delightful. I enjoyed a peace that passeth all understanding;

no desire remained, but that this peace might be confirmed and

increased. O why should any thing draw away my attention, whilst Thou

art ever near, and ever accessible through the Son of Thy love? O why

do I not always walk with God, forgetful of a vain and perishable

world? Amazing patience! He bears with this faithless, foolish heart,

and suffers me to come, laden with sins, to receive new pardon, new

grace, every day. Why does not such love make me hate those sins

which grieve him, and hide him from my sight? I sometimes make vain

resolutions, in my own strength, that I will think of God. Reason,

and scripture, and experience, teach me that such a life is happiness

and holiness; that by ‘beholding his glory,’ I should be changed

‘into his image, from glory to glory,’ and be freed from those

anxieties which make me unhappy: and that, every motive to duty being

strong, obedience would be easy.”

He established, at his own expense, five schools for the children of

the natives, in Dinapore, and some neighbouring places. We suppose

that these schools were intended to enable the children to read

and write their own language, and to receive instruction in the

Christian religion, so that they might not grow up in ignorance and

idolatry like their parents. There are two great reasons why this

course is, in all cases, the most proper. First, because, if the

mind is enlightened by education, it is hard to persuade a person to

believe in superstitions. And the second reason is, that almost all

the feelings and beliefs that men have, are the same that have been

impressed on them in youth, and have been established in some degree

by the power of habit. It is, therefore, of the highest importance,

that the earliest habits of a child should be good; and that its

instructions should be in the truth; for, in almost all cases, such

a child will, by the blessing of God, retain his good habits and

instructions, and have them, at length, eternally fixed by religion.

This is the sense of the saying of Solomon—“Train up a child in the

way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it.”

We find the following reflections in Martyn’s diary of the 1st of

January, 1807:

“Seven years have passed away since I was first called of God. Before

the conclusion of another seven years, how probable is it, that

these hands will have mouldered into dust! But be it so: my soul,

through grace, hath received the assurance of eternal life, and I

see the days of my pilgrimage shortening, without a wish to add to

their number. But O, may I be stirred up to a faithful discharge of

my high and awful work; and, laying aside, as much as may be, all

carnal cares and studies, may I give myself to this ‘one thing.’

The last has been a year to be remembered by me, because the Lord

has brought me safely to India, and permitted me to begin, in one

sense, my missionary work. My trials in it have been very few: every

thing has turned out better than I expected; loving-kindness and

tender-mercies, have attended me at every step: therefore, here will

I sing his praise. I have been an unprofitable servant but the Lord

hath not cut me off: I have been wayward and perverse, yet he has

brought me further on the way to Zion: here, then, with seven-fold

gratitude and affection, would I stop and devote myself to the

blissful service of my adorable Lord. May he continue his patience,

his grace, his direction, his spiritual influences, and I shall at

last surely come off conqueror! May he speedily open my mouth, to

make known the mysteries of the gospel, and in great mercy grant that

the heathen may receive it and live!”

In February 1807, Mr. Martyn finished the translation of the

Episcopal Prayer-book into the Hindoostanee; and on Sunday, March

15th, used it in public worship for the first time, concluding with

a short address in that language. About this time, he also completed

his translation and explanation of the Parables of our Saviour, which

he intended, principally, for the use of the schools, but postponed

for a while, lest it should excite so much prejudice as to break up

the schools entirely. Every Sunday, he held divine service at seven

in the morning for the English people, and at two in the afternoon

for the natives; after which he visited the sick in the hospital,

and held a prayer-meeting at his own house in the evening, for some

soldiers of the army, who were willing to attend. These plans were

pursued under much discouragement; the following is the diary of one

Sunday:

“The English service, at seven in the morning. I preached on Luke

xxii. 22. As is always the case when I preach about Christ, a

spiritual influence was diffused over my soul. The rest of the

morning, till dinner time, I spent, not unprofitably, in reading

scripture, and David Brainerd, and in prayer. That dear saint of God,

David Brainerd, is truly a man after my own heart. Although I cannot

go half-way with him in spirituality and devotion, I cordially unite

with him in such of his holy breathings as I have attained unto. How

sweet and wise, like him and the saints of old, to pass through this

world as a serious and considerate stranger. I have had more of this

temper to-day than of late, and every duty has been in harmony with

my spirit. The service in Hindoostanee was at two o’clock. The number

of women not above one hundred. I expounded chapter iii. of St.

Matthew. Notwithstanding the general apathy with which they seemed

to receive every thing, there were two or three who, I was sure,

understood and felt something. But, beside the women, not a single

creature, European or native, was present. Yet true spirituality,

with all its want of attraction for the carnal heart, did prevail

over the splendid shows of Greece and Rome, and shall again here. A

man at the hospital much refreshed me, by observing, that if I made

an acquisition of but one convert in my whole life, it would be a

rich reward; and that I was taking the only possible way to this end.”

There were, however, some of the officers, who evinced serious

feelings; and one was brought to embrace the offers of salvation.

Martyn longed for the time when he should be qualified to go into the

midst of the Hindoos with the gospel. “O,” said he, in a letter to

Mr. Corrie, missionary at another station, “that the time were come

that I should be able to carry the war into the enemy’s territory.

It will be a severe trial to the flesh, my dear brother, for us

both;—but it is sufficient for the disciple to be as his master, and

the servant as his Lord. We shall be ‘accounted as the filth of the

world, and the off-scouring of all things.’ But glory be to God, if

we shall be accounted worthy to suffer shame for the name of the Lord

Jesus.”

His journal of a trip to Monghir, about a hundred miles distant,

shows the distress he felt, because his zeal was not greater, and

because he was not so holy and spiritual as he desired to be. He had,

no doubt, just reasons for lamenting many neglected opportunities for

doing good, and for deploring the many wanderings of his heart from

God; but we are not to understand that he was outwardly wicked or

careless, when he speaks of his condition in such strong language.

“After finishing the correction of the parables, I left Dinapore to

go to Monghir. Spent the evening at Patna, with Mr. G——, in talking

on literary subjects: but my soul was overwhelmed with a sense of my

guilt, in not striving to lead the conversation to something that

might be for his spiritual good. My general backwardness to speak on

spiritual subjects before the unconverted, made me groan in spirit

at such unfeelingness and unbelief. May the remembrance of what I am

made to suffer for these neglects, be one reason for greater zeal

and love in time to come.”

“_April 19th._—A melancholy Lord’s day! In the morning, at the

appointed hour, I found some solemnity and tenderness: the whole

desire of my soul seemed to be, that all the ministers in India might

be eminently holy; and that there might be no remains of that levity

or indolence, in any of us, which I found in myself. The rest of the

day passed heavily; for a hurricane of hot wind fastened us on a

sand-bank, for twelve hours; while the dust was suffocating, and the

heat increased the sickness which was produced by the tossing of the

boat, and I frequently fell asleep over my work. However, the more I

felt tempted to impatience and unhappiness, the more the Lord helped

me to strive against it, and to look to the fulness of Jesus Christ.

Several hymns were very sweet to me—particularly,

‘There is a fountain filled with blood,

Drawn from Immanuel’s veins;

And sinners, plunged beneath that flood,

Lose all their guilty stains.

‘The dying thief rejoiced to see

That fountain in his day;

O may I there, though vile as he,

Wash all my sins away!

‘Dear dying Lamb! thy precious blood

Shall never lose its power,

Till all the ransomed church of God

Be saved, to sin no more.

‘E’er since by faith I saw the stream

Thy flowing wounds supply,

Redeeming love has been my theme,

And shall be till I die.

‘But when this lisping, stammering tongue

Lies silent in the grave,

Then, in a nobler, sweeter song,

I’ll sing thy power to save.’

“After all the acquisitions of human science, what is there to be

compared with the knowledge of Christ, and him crucified!—Read much

of the scripture history of Saul, and the predictions in the latter

end of the Revelation.”

“_April 21st._—Again the love and mercy of the Lord restored me to

health and spirits. Began to write a sermon on walking in Christ,

and found my soul benefited by meditation on the subject. In the

afternoon went on with translations. Arrived at sun-set at Monghir.”

“_April 22d._—Spent the day at ——’s. Found two or three opportunities

to speak to him about his soul. —— threw out some infidel sentiments,

which gave me an opportunity of speaking. But to none of the rest

was I able to say any thing. Alas! in what a state are mankind

every-where—living without God in the world.”

“_April 23d._—I left Monghir, and got on twenty-three miles toward

Dinapore: very sorrowful in mind, both from the recollection of

having done nothing for the perishing souls I have been amongst, and

from finding myself so unqualified to write on a spiritual subject,

which I had undertaken. Alas! the ignorance and carnality of my

miserable soul! how contemptible must it be in the sight of God!”

“_April 24th._—Still cast down at my utter inability to write

anything profitable on this subject; and at my execrable pride and

ease of heart. O that I could weep in the dust, with shame and

sorrow, for my wickedness and folly! Yet thanks are due to the Lord

for showing me, in this way, how much my heart has been neglected of

late. I see by this, how great are the temptations of a missionary

to neglect his own soul. Apparently outwardly employed for God, my

heart has been growing more hard and proud. Let me be taught that the

first great business on earth is to obtain the sanctification of my

own soul: so shall I be rendered more capable also of performing the

duties of the ministry, whether amongst the Europeans or heathen, in

a holy and solemn manner. Oh! how I detest that levity to which I am

so subject! How cruel and unfeeling is it!—God is my witness that

I would rather, from this day forward, weep day and night, for the

danger of immortal souls. But my wickedness seems to take such hold

of me, that I cannot escape; and my only refuge is to commit my soul,

with all its corruption, into the hands of Christ, to be sanctified

and saved by His almighty grace. For what can I do with myself? my

heart is so thoroughly corrupt, that I cannot keep myself one moment

from sin.”

“_April 26th._—In prayer, at the appointed hour, I felt solemnity of

mind, and an earnest desire that the Lord would pour out a double

portion of his Spirit upon us, his ministers in India; that every one

of us may be eminent in holiness and ministerial gifts. If I were to

judge for myself, I should fear that God had forsaken his church;

for I am most awfully deficient in the knowledge and experience

requisite for a minister; but my dear brother Corrie, thanks be to

God, is a man of a better spirit: may he grow more and more in grace,

and continue to be an example to us! Passed the day in reading and

prayer, such as my prayers are. My soul struggled with corruption,

yet I found the merit and grace of Jesus all-sufficient, and

all-supporting. Though my guilt seemed like mountains, I considered

it as no reason for departing from Christ, but rather for clinging

to him more closely. Thus I got through the day, cast down, but not

destroyed.”

“_April 27th._—Left Patna and arrived at Dinapore. The concourse

of people in that great city was a solemn admonition to me to be

diligent in study and prayer. Thousands of intelligent people

together; no Sabbath; no word of God; no one to give them advice: how

inscrutable the ways of God!”

Martyn had made considerable progress in translating the scriptures

into the language of India; he now, at the suggestion of Mr. Brown, a

missionary near Calcutta, applied himself diligently to finishing the

work, and to oversee, also, a translation into Persian. This became a

delightful employment, as his own expressions show.

“The time fled imperceptibly, while so delightfully engaged in the

translations; the days seemed to have passed like a moment. Blessed

be God for some improvement in the languages! May every thing be

for edification in the church! What do I not owe to the Lord, for

permitting me to take part in a translation of his word: never did I

see such wonder, and wisdom, and love in the blessed book, as since I

have been obliged to study every expression; and it is a delightful

reflection, that death cannot deprive us of the pleasure of studying

its mysteries.”

“All day on the translations:—employed a good while at night

in considering a difficult passage: and being much enlightened

respecting it, I went to bed full of astonishment at the wonder of

God’s word: never before did I see any thing of the beauty of the

language and the importance of the thoughts as I do now. I felt

happy that I should never be finally separated from the contemplation

of them, or of the things about which they are written. Knowledge

shall vanish away, but it shall be because perfection shall come.

Then shall I see as I am seen, and know as I am known.”

“What a source of perpetual delight have I in the precious book

of God! O that my heart were more spiritual, to keep pace with my

understanding; and that I could feel as I know! May my root and

foundation be deep in love, and may I be able to ‘comprehend, with

all saints, what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height,

and to know the love of Christ which passeth knowledge!’ And may I

be filled with all the fulness of God! May the Lord, in mercy to my

soul, save me from setting up an idol of any sort in his place; as I

do by preferring even a work professedly done for him, to communion

with him. How obstinate is the reluctance of the natural heart to

love God! But, O my soul, be not deceived; thy chief work upon earth

is, to obtain sanctification, and to walk with God. ‘To obey is

better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.’ Let me

learn from this, that to follow the direct injunctions of God, as

to my own soul, is more my duty, than to be engaged in other works,

under pretence of doing him service.”

“How sweet the retirement in which I here live. The precious word is

now my only study, in the work of translation. Though, in a manner,

buried to the world,—neither seeing nor seen by Europeans,—the time

flows on here with great rapidity: it seems as if life would be

gone before any thing is done, or even before any thing is begun.

I sometimes rejoice that I am not twenty-seven years of age; and

that, unless God should order it otherwise, I may double the number

in constant and successful labour. If not, God has many, many more

instruments at command; and I shall not cease from my happiness, and

scarcely from my work, by departing into another world. Oh! what

shall separate us from the love of Christ! Neither death nor life,

I am persuaded. Oh! let me feel my security, that I may be, as it

were, already in heaven; that I may do all my work as the angels do

theirs; and oh! let me be ready for every work!—be ready to leave

this delightful solitude, or remain in it; to go out, or go in; to

stay, or depart, just as the Lord shall appoint. Lord, let me have no

will of my own; nor consider my true happiness as depending in the

smallest degree on any thing that can befall my outward man; but as

consisting altogether in conformity to God’s will. May I have Christ

here with me in this world; not substituting imagination in the place

of faith; but seeing outward things as they really are, and thus

obtaining a radical conviction of their vanity.”

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