IN THE OFFICE
'I'll take in your ladyship's name. There is no one with him at this
moment.--Oh yes, my lady,' Checkley smiled superior. 'We are always
busy. We have been busy in this office for fifty years and more.--But I
am sure he'll see you. Take a chair, my lady. Allow me.'
Checkley, the old clerk, had other and younger clerks with him; but he
kept in his own hands the duty, or the privilege, of going to the
private room of the chief. He was sixty-seven when last we saw him.
Therefore, he was now seventy-five; a little more bent in the shoulders,
a little more feeble; otherwise unaltered. In age we either shrivel or
we swell. Those live the longest who shrivel; and those who shrivel
presently reach a point when they cease to shrink any more till they
reach the ninetieth year. Checkley was bowed and bent and lean: his face
was lined multitudinously: his cheeks were shrunken: but not more so
than eight years before. He wrote down the name of the caller--Lady
Dering--on a square piece of paper, and opened the door with an
affectation of extreme care not to disturb the chief's nerves by a sharp
turn of the handle, stepped in as if it was most important that no one
should be able to peep into the room, and closed the door softly behind
him. Immediately he reappeared, and held the door wide open, inviting
the lady to step in. She was young; of good stature and figure,
extremely handsome in face; of what is called the classical type, and
very richly dressed. Her carriage might have been seen, on looking out
of the window, waiting in the square.
'Lady Dering, sir,' said Checkley. Then he swiftly vanished, closing the
door softly behind him.
'I am glad to see you, Hilda.' The old lawyer rose, tall and commanding,
and bowed, offering his hand with a stately and old-fashioned courtesy
which made ladies condone his unmarried condition. 'Why have you called
this morning? You are not come on any business, I trust. Business with
ladies who have wealthy husbands generally means trouble of some kind.
You are not, for instance, in debt with your dressmaker?'
'No--no. Sir Samuel does not allow of any difficulties or awkwardness of
that kind. It is not about myself that I am here, but about my sister,
Elsie.'
'Yes? What about her? Sit down, and let me hear.'
'Well, you know Elsie has always been a trouble to us on account of her
headstrong and wilful ways. She will not look on things from a
reasonable point of view. You know that my mother is not rich, as I have
learnt to consider rich, though of course she has enough for a simple
life and a man-servant and a one-horse brougham. Do you know,' she added
pensively, 'I have often found it difficult not to repine at a
Providence which removes a father when he was beginning so well, and
actually on the high-road to a great fortune.'
'It is certainly difficult to understand the wisdom of these
disappointments and disasters. We must accept, Hilda, what we cannot
escape or explain.'
'Yes--and my mother had nothing but a poor thousand a year!--though I am
sure that she has greatly bettered her circumstances by her transactions
in the City. Well--I have done all I can, by precept and by example, to
turn my sister's mind into the right direction. Mr. Dering'--by long
habit Hilda still called her guardian, now her brother-in-law, by his
surname--'you would hardly believe the folly that Elsie talks about
money.'
'Perhaps because she has none. Those who have no property do not
understand it. Young people do not know what it means or what it
commands. And whether they have it or not, young people do not know what
the acquisition of property means--the industry, the watchfulness, the
carefulness, the self-denial. So Elsie talks folly about money--well,
well'--he smiled indulgently--'we shall see.'
'It is not only that she talks, but she acts. Mr. Dering, we are in
despair about her. You know the Rodings?'
'Roding Brothers? Everybody knows Roding Brothers.'
'Algy Roding, the eldest son of the senior partner--enormously rich--is
gone--quite gone--foolish about Elsie. He has been at me a dozen times
about her. He has called at the house to see her. He cares nothing at
all about her having no money. She refuses even to hear his name
mentioned. Between ourselves, he has not been, I believe, a very steady
young man; but of course he would settle down; we could entirely trust
to a wife's influence in that respect: the past could easily be
forgotten--in fact, Elsie need never know it: and the position would be
splendid. Even mine would not compare with it.'
'Why does she object to the man?'
'Says he is an ugly little snob. There is a becoming spirit for a girl
to receive so rich a lover! But that is not all. She might have him if
she chose, snob or not, but she prefers one of your clerks--actually,
Mr. Dering, one of your clerks.'
'I have learned something of this from your mother. She is engaged, I am
told, to young Austin, one of my managing clerks.'
'Whose income is two hundred pounds a year. Oh! think of it! She refuses
a man with ten thousand a year at the very least, and wants to marry a
man with two hundred.'
'I suppose they do not propose to marry on this--this pittance--this two
hundred a year?'
'They are engaged: she refuses to break it off: he has no money to buy a
partnership: he must therefore continue a clerk on two hundred.'
'Managing clerks get more, sometimes; but, to be sure, the position is
not good, and the income must always be small.'
'My mother will not allow the man in the house: Elsie goes out to meet
him: oh, it is most irregular. I should be ashamed for Sir Samuel to
know it. She actually goes out of the house every evening, and they walk
about the square garden or in the Park till dark. It is exactly like a
housemaid going out to meet her young man.'
'It does seem an unusual course; but I am no judge of what is becoming
to a young lady.'
'Well--she needn't go on like a housemaid,' said her sister. 'Of course
the position of things at home is strained, and I don't know what may
happen at any moment. Elsie says that she shall be twenty-one next week,
and that she means to act on her own judgment. She even talks of setting
up a studio somewhere and painting portraits for money. That is a
pleasant thing for me to contemplate. My own sister earning her own
living by painting!'
'How do you think I can interfere in the matter? Lovers' quarrels or
lovers' difficulties are not made or settled in this room.'
'Mr. Dering, there is no one in the world of whom she is afraid, except
yourself. There is no one of whose opinion she thinks so much. Will you
see her? Will you talk with her? Will you admonish her?'
'Why, Hilda, it so happens that I have already invited her to call upon
me on her birthday, when she ceases to be my ward. I will talk to her
if you please. Perhaps you may be satisfied with the result of my
conversation.'
'I shall--I am sure I shall.'
'Let me understand. You desire that your sister shall marry a man who,
if he is not already rich, should be at least on the high road to
wealth. You cannot force her to accept even the richest young man in
London unless she likes him, can you?'
'No. Certainly not. And we can hardly expect her to marry, as I did
myself, a man whose wealth is already established. Unless she would take
Algy Roding.'
'Very good. But he must have a certain income, so as to ensure the means
of an establishment conducted at a certain level.'
'Yes. She need not live in Palace Gardens, but she ought to be able to
live--say in Pembridge Square.'
'Quite so. I suppose, with an income of fifteen hundred or so to begin
with. If I make her understand so much, you will be satisfied?'
'Perfectly.--My dear Mr. Dering, I really believe you have got the very
young man up your sleeve. But how will you persuade her to give up the
present intruder?'
'I promise nothing, Hilda--I promise nothing. I will do my best,
however.'
Hilda rose and swept back her dress.
'I feel an immense sense of relief,' she said. 'The dear child's
happiness is all I desire. Perhaps if you were to dismiss the young man
immediately, with ignominy, and were to refuse him a written character
on the ground of trying to win the affections of a girl infinitely above
him in station, it might produce a good effect on Elsie--showing what
you think of it--as well as an excellent lesson for himself and his
friends. There is no romance about a cast-off clerk. Will you think of
this, Mr. Dering? The mere threat of such a thing might make him ready
to give her up; and it might make her inclined for his own sake to send
him about his business.'
'I will think of it, Hilda.--By the way, will you and my brother dine
with me on Monday, unless you are engaged? We can talk over this little
affair then at leisure.'
'With pleasure. We are only engaged for the evening. Now I won't keep
you any longer.--Good-bye.'
She walked away, smiling graciously on the clerks in the outer office,
and descended the stairs to the carriage, which waited below.
Mr. Dering returned to his papers. He was not changed in the eight years
since the stormy interview with this young lady's brother: his small
whiskers were a little whiter: his iron-gray hair was unchanged; his
lips were as firm and his nostrils as sharp, his eyes as keen as then.
The room looked out pleasantly upon the garden of New Square, where the
sunshine lay warm upon the trees with their early summer leaves.
Sunshine or rain, all the year round, the solicitor sat in his
high-backed chair before his great table. He sat there this morning
working steadily until he had got through what he was about. Then he
looked at his watch. It was past two o'clock. He touched a bell on the
table, and his old clerk came in.
Though he was the same age as his master, Checkley looked a great deal
older. He was bald, save for a small white patch over each ear; he was
bent, and his hands trembled. His expression was sharp, foxy, and
suspicious. He stood in the unmistakable attitude of a servant, hands
hanging in readiness, head a little bent.
'The clerks are all gone, I suppose?' said Mr. Dering.
'All gone. All they think about when they come in the morning is how
soon they will get away. As for any pride in their work, they haven't
got it.'
'Let them go.--Checkley, I have wanted to speak to you for some time.'
'Anything the matter?' The old clerk spoke with the familiarity of long
service which permits the expression of opinions.
'The time has come, Checkley, when we must make a change.'
'A change? Why--I do my work as well as ever I did--better than any of
the younger men. A change?'
'The change will not affect you.'
'It must be for you then. Surely you're never going to retire!'
'No--I mean to hold on as long as I can. That will only be for a year or
two at most. I am seventy-five, Checkley.'
'What of that? So am I. You don't find me grumbling about my work, do
you? Besides, you eat hearty. Your health is good.'
'Yes, my health is good. But I am troubled of late, Checkley--I am
troubled about my memory.'
'So is many a younger man,' returned the clerk stoutly.
'Sometimes I cannot remember in the morning what I was doing the evening
before.'
'That's nothing. Nothing at all.'
'Yesterday, I looked at my watch, and found that I had been unconscious
for three hours.'
'You were asleep. I came in and saw you sound asleep.' It was not true,
but the clerk's intentions were good.
'To go asleep in the morning argues a certain decay of strength. Yet I
believe that I get through the work as well as ever. The clients do not
drop off, Checkley. There are no signs of mistrust--eh? No suspicion of
failing powers?'
'They think more of you than ever.'
'I believe they do, Checkley.'
'Everybody says you are the top of the profession.'
'I believe I am, Checkley--I believe I am. Certainly, I am the oldest.
Nevertheless, seventy-five is a great age to be continuing work. Things
can't last much longer.'
'Some men go on to eighty, and even ninety.'
'A few--a few only.' The lawyer sighed. 'One may hope, but must not
build upon the chance of such merciful prolongation. The older I grow,
Checkley, the more I enjoy life, especially the only thing that has ever
made life happy for me--this work. I cling to it'--he spread his hands
over the papers--'I cling to it. I cannot bear to think of leaving it.'
'That--and your savings,' echoed the clerk.
'It seems as if I should be content to go on for a hundred years more at
the work of which I am never tired. And I must leave it before long--in
a year--two years--who knows? Life is miserably short--one has no time
for half the things one would like to do. Well'--he heaved a deep
sigh--'let us work while we can. However, it is better to climb down
than to be pulled down or shot down. I am going to make preparations,
Checkley, for the end.'
'What preparations? You're not going to send for a minister, are you?'
'No. Not that kind of preparation. Nor for the doctor either. Nor for a
lawyer to make my will. All those things are duly attended to. I have
resolved, Checkley, upon taking a partner.'
'You? Take a partner? You? At your time of life?'
'I am going to take a partner. And you are the first person who has been
told of my intention. Keep it a secret for the moment.'
'Take a partner? Divide your beautiful income by two?'
'Yes, Checkley. I am going to give a share in that beautiful income to a
young man.'
'What can a partner do for you that I can't do? Don't I know the whole
of the office work? Is there any partner in the world who can draw up a
conveyance better than me?'
'You are very useful, Checkley, as you always have been. But you are not
a partner, and you never can be.'
'I know that very well. But what's the good of a partner at all?'
'If I have a partner, he will have his own room, and he won't interfere
with you. There's no occasion for you to be jealous.'
'As for jealous--well--after more than sixty years' work in this office,
it would seem hard to be turned out by some new-comer. But what I say
is--what is the good of a partner?'
'The chief good is that the House will be carried on. It is a hundred
and twenty years old. I confess I do not like the thought of its coming
to an end when I disappear. That will be to me the most important
advantage to be gained by taking a partner. The next advantage will be
that I can turn over to him a quantity of work. And thirdly, he will
bring young blood and new connections. My mind is quite made up,
Checkley. I am going to take a partner.'
'Have you found one yet?'
'I have. But I am not going to tell you who he is till the right time
comes.'
Checkley grumbled inaudibly.
'If I had been less busy,' Mr. Dering went on, 'I might have married and
had sons of my own to put into the House. But somehow, being very much
occupied always, and never thinking about such things, I let the time
pass by. I was never, even as a young man, greatly attracted to love or
to young women. Their charms, such as they are, seem to me to depend
upon nothing but a single garment.'
'Take away their frocks,' said Checkley, 'and what are they? All
alike--all alike. I've been married myself--women are expensive frauds.'
'Well--things being as they are, Checkley, I am going to take a
partner.'
'You'll do as you like,' said his servant. 'Mark my words, however;
you've got ten years more of work in you yet--and all through these ten
years you'll regret having a partner. Out of every hundred pounds his
share will have to come. Think of that!'
'It is eight years, I remember,' Mr. Dering went on, 'since first I
thought of taking a partner. Eight years--and for much the same reason
as now. I found my memory going. There were gaps in it--days, or bits of
days, which I could not recollect. I was greatly terrified. The man whom
I first thought of for a partner was that young Arundel, now----'
'Who forged your name. Lucky you didn't have him.'
'Who ran away in a rage because certain circumstances seemed to connect
him with the crime.'
'Seemed? Did connect him.'
'Then the symptoms disappeared. Now they have returned, as I told you. I
have always regretted the loss of young Arundel. He was clever and a
quick worker.'
'He was a forger,' said the clerk stoutly.--'Is there anything more I
can do for you?'
'Nothing; thank you.'
'Then I'll go. On Saturday afternoon I collect my little rents. Not
much--in your way of thinking. A good deal to me. I hope you'll like
your partner when you do get him. I hope I shan't live to see him the
master here and you knuckling under. I hope I shan't see him driving
away the clients.'
'I hope you will not see any of these distressing consequences,
Checkley.--Good-day.'
The old clerk went away, shutting the outer door after him. Then the
lawyer was the sole occupant of the rooms. He was also the sole occupant
of the whole house and perhaps of the whole Square. It was three
o'clock.
He sat leaning back in his chair, looking through the open window upon
the trees in the Square garden. Presently there fell upon his face a
curious change. It was as if the whole of the intelligence was taken out
of it: his eyes gazed steadily into space with no expression whatever in
them; the lips slightly parted, his head fell back; the soul and spirit
of the man had gone out of him, leaving a machine which breathed.
The watch in his pocket ticked audibly: there was no other sound in the
room--the old man sat quite motionless.
Four o'clock struck from the Clock Tower in the High Court of Justice,
from St. Clement's Church, from Westminster, from half-a-dozen clocks
which could be heard in the quiet of the Saturday afternoon. But Mr.
Dering heard nothing.
Still he sat in his place with idle hands, and a face like a mask for
lack of thought.
The clocks struck five.
He neither moved nor spoke.
The clocks struck six--seven--eight.
The shades of evening began to gather in the corners of the room as the
sun sank lower towards his setting. At twilight in the summer there is
never anybody to fear--man, woman, or cat--in the chambers, and at that
hour the mice come out. They do not eat parchment or foolscap or red
tape, but they eat the luncheon crumbs. Mr. Checkley, for instance,
always brought his dinner in a paper parcel in his coat-tail pocket, and
ate it when so disposed, sprinkling crumbs lavishly--the only lavishment
of which he was ever guilty--on the floor. Junior clerks brought buns
and biscuits, or even apples, which they devoured furtively. Mr. Dering
himself took his luncheon in his own room, leaving crumbs. There was
plenty for a small colony of mice. They came out, therefore, as usual;
they stopped at sight of a man, an unwonted man, in a chair. But he
moved not: he was asleep: he was dead: they ran without fear all about
the rooms.
It was past nine, when the chambers were as dark as at this season of
the year they ever are, that Mr. Dering returned to consciousness.
He sat up, staring about him. The room was dark. He looked at his watch.
Half-past nine. 'What is this?' he asked. 'Have I been asleep for seven
hours? Seven hours? I was not asleep when Checkley went away. Why did I
fall asleep? I feel as if I had been somewhere--doing something. What? I
cannot remember. This strange sensation comes oftener. It is time that I
should take a partner before something worse happens. I am old--I am
old.' He rose and walked across the room erect and with firm step. 'I am
old and worn out and spent. Time to give up the keys--old and spent.'