FOUR.

In the evening he was resting on the sofa in the drawing-room. Auntie

Hamps was near him, at work on some embroidery. In order that her dear

Edwin might doze a little if he could, she refrained from speech; from

time to time she stopped her needle and looked reflectively at the

morsel of fire, or at the gas. She had been in the house since before

tea. Clara also had passed most of the day there, with a few intervals

at her own home; but now Clara was gone, and Janet too had gone. Darius

was tiring them all out, in his mild and senseless repose. He remained

absolutely still, and the enigma which he so indifferently offered to

them might apparently continue for ever; at any rate the doctor's

statement that he might keep as he was for days and days, beyond help,

hung over the entire household, discouraging and oppressive. The energy

of even Auntie Hamps was baffled. Only Alicia, who had come in, as she

said, to take Janet's place, insisted on being occupied. This was one

of the nights dedicated by family arrangement to her betrothed, but

Alicia had found pleasure in sacrificing herself, and him, to her very

busy sense of duty.

Suddenly the drawing-room door was pushed open, without a sound, and

Alicia, in all the bursting charm of her youthfulness and the delicious

_naivete_ of her self-importance, stood in the doorway. She made no

gesture; she just looked at Edwin with a peculiar ominous and excited

glance, and Edwin rose quickly and left the room. Auntie Hamps had

noticed nothing.

"Maggie wants you upstairs," said Alicia to Edwin.

He made no answer. He did not ask where Maggie was. They went upstairs

together. But at the door of the sick-room Alicia hung back,

intimidated, and Edwin entered and shut the door on that beautiful image

of proud, throbbing life.

Maggie, standing by the bed under the gas which blazed at full, turned

to him as he approached.

"Just come and look at him," she said quietly.

Darius lay in exactly the same position; except that his mouth was open

a little wider, he presented exactly the same appearance as in the

afternoon. His weary features, pitiful and yet grim, had exactly the

same expression. But there was no sign of breathing. Edwin bent and

listened.

"Oh! He's dead!" he murmured.

Maggie nodded, her eyes glittering as though set with diamonds. "I

think so," she said.

"When was it?"

"Scarcely a minute ago. I was sitting there, by the fire, and I thought

I noticed something--"

"What did you notice?"

"I don't know... I must go and tell nurse."

She went, wiping her eyes.

Edwin, now alone, looked again at the residue of his father. The

spirit, after hiding within so long, had departed and left no trace. It

had done with that form and was away. The vast and forlorn adventure of

the little boy from the Bastille was over. Edwin did not know that the

little boy from the Bastille was dead. He only knew that his father was

dead. It seemed intolerably tragic that the enfeebled wreck should have

had to bear so much, and yet intolerably tragic also that death should

have relieved him. But Edwin's distress was shot through and

enlightened by his solemn satisfaction at the fact that destiny had

allotted to him, Edwin, an experience of such profound and overwhelming

grandeur. His father was, and lo! he was not. That was all, but it was

ineffable.

Maggie returned to the room, followed by Nurse Shaw, whose head was

enveloped in various bandages. Edwin began to anticipate all the

tedious formalities, as to which he would have to inform himself, of

registration and interment...

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