THE JOURNEY UPSTAIRS.

Late on another Saturday afternoon in the following March, when Darius

had been ill nearly two years, he and Edwin and Albert were sitting

round the remains of high tea together in the dining-room. Clara had

not been able to accompany her husband on what was now the customary

Saturday visit, owing to the illness of her fourth child. Mrs Hamps

was fighting chronic rheumatism at home. And Maggie had left the table

to cosset Mrs Nixon, who of late received more help than she gave.

Darius sat in dull silence. The younger men were talking about the

Bursley Society for the Prosecution of Felons, of which Albert had just

been made a member. Whatever it might have been in the past, the

Society for the Prosecution of Felons was now a dining-club and little

else. Its annual dinner, admitted to be the chief oratorical event of

the year, was regarded as strictly exclusive, because no member, except

the president, had the right to bring a guest to it. Only `Felons,' as

they humorously named themselves, and the reporters of the "Signal,"

might listen to the eloquence of Felons. Albert Benbow, who for years

had been hearing about the brilliant funniness of the American Consul at

these dinners, was so flattered by his Felonry that he would have been

ready to put the letters S P F after his name.

"Oh, you'll have to join!" said he to Edwin, kindly urgent, like a man

who, recently married, goes about telling all bachelors that they

positively must marry at once. "You ought to get it fixed up before the

next feed."

Edwin shook his head. Though he, too, dreamed of the Felons' Dinner as

a repast really worth eating, though he wanted to be a Felon, and

considered that he ought to be a Felon, and wondered why he was not

already a Felon, he repeatedly assured Albert that Felonry was not for

him.

"You're a Felon, aren't you, dad?" Albert shouted at Darius.

"Oh yes, father's a Felon," said Edwin. "Has been ever since I can

remember."

"Did ye ever speak there?" asked Albert, with an air of good-humoured

condescension.

Darius's elbow slipped violently off the tablecloth, and a knife fell to

the floor and a plate after it. Darius went pale.

"All right! All right! Don't be alarmed, dad!" Albert reassured him,

picking up the things. "I was asking ye, did ye ever speak there--make

a speech?"

"Yes," said Darius heavily.

"Did you now!" Albert murmured, staring at Darius. And it was exactly

as if he had said, "Well, it's extraordinary that a foolish physical and

mental wreck such as you are now, should ever have had wit and courage

enough to rise and address the glorious Felons!"

Darius glanced up at the gas, with a gesture that was among Edwin's

earliest recollections, and then he fixed his eyes dully on the fire,

with head bent and muscles lax.

"Have a cigarette--that'll cheer ye up," said Albert.

Darius made a negative sign.

"He's very tired, seemingly," Albert remarked to Edwin, as if Darius had

not been present.

"Yes," Edwin muttered, examining his father. Darius appeared ten years

older than his age. His thin hair was white, though the straggling

beard that had been allowed to grow was only grey. His face was sunken

and pale, but even more striking was the extreme pallor of the hands

with their long clean fingernails, those hands that had been red and

rough, tools of all work. His clothes hung somewhat loosely on him, and

a shawl round his shoulders was awry. The comatose melancholy in his

eyes was acutely painful to see--so much so that Edwin could not bear to

look long at them. "Father," Edwin asked him suddenly, "wouldn't you

like to go to bed?"

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