After an instant Edwin said heartily--

"Yes, I think I'll come. Of course I should like to. But I'll let you

know."

"To-night?"

"Yes, to-night."

"I shall tell my wife you're coming."

Mr Orgreave waved a hand, and passed with a certain decorative gaiety

down the street. His hair was now silvern, but it still curled in the

old places, and his gestures had apparently not aged at all.

Mr and Mrs Orgreave were going to London for the Jubilee celebrations.

So far as their family was concerned, they were going alone, because

Osmond had insisted humorously that he wanted a rest from his children.

But he had urgently invited Edwin to accompany them. At first Edwin had

instinctively replied that it was impossible. He could not leave home.

He had never been to London; a journey to London presented itself to him

as an immense enterprise, almost as a piece of culpable self-indulgence.

And then, under the stimulus of Osmond's energetic and adventurous

temperament, he had said to himself, "Why not? Why shouldn't I?"

The arguments favoured his going. It was absurd and scandalous that he

had never been to London: he ought for his self-respect to depart

thither at once. The legend of the Jubilee, spectacular, processional,

historic, touched his imagination. Whenever he thought of it, his fancy

saw pennons and corselets and chargers winding through stupendous

streets, and, somewhere in the midst, the majesty of England in the

frail body of a little old lady, who had had many children and one

supreme misfortune. Moreover, he could incidentally see Charlie.

Moreover, he had been suffering from a series of his customary colds,

and from overwork, and Heve had told him that he `would do with a

change.' Moreover, he had a project for buying paper in London: he had

received, from London, overtures which seemed promising. He had never

been able to buy paper quite as cheaply as Darius had bought paper, for

the mere reason that he could not haggle over sixteenths of a penny with

efficient ruthlessness; he simply could not do it, being somehow ashamed

to do it. In Manchester, where Darius had bought paper for thirty

years, they were imperceptibly too brutal for Edwin in the harsh

realities of a bargain; they had no sense of shame. He thought that in

letters from London he detected a softer spirit.

And above all he desired, by accepting Mr Orgreave's invitation, to

show to the architect that the differences between them were really

expunged from his mind. Among many confusions in his father's

flourishing but disorderly affairs, Edwin had been startled to find the

Orgreave transactions. There were accounts and contra-accounts, and

quantities of strangely contradictory documents. Never had a real

settlement occurred between Darius and Osmond. And Osmond did not seem

to want one. Edwin, however, with his old-maid's passion for putting

and keeping everything in its place, insisted on one. Mr Orgreave had

to meet him on his strongest point, his love of order. The process of

settlement had been painful to Edwin; it had seriously marred some of

his illusions. Nearly the last of the entanglements in his father's

business, the Orgreave matter was straightened and closed now; and the

projected escapade to London would bury it deep, might even restore

agreeable illusions. And Edwin was incapable of nursing malice.

The best argument of all was that he had a right to go to London. He

had earned London, by honest and severe work, and by bearing firmly the

huge weight of his responsibility. So far he had offered himself no

reward whatever, not even an increase of salary, not even a week of

freedom or the satisfaction of a single caprice.

"I shall go, and charge it to the business," he said to himself. He

became excited about going.

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