LAID ASIDE.

The safe, since the abandonment of the business premises by the family,

had stood in a corner of a small nondescript room, sometimes vaguely

called the safe-room, between the shop and what had once been the

kitchen. It was a considerable safe, and it had the room practically to

itself. As Edwin unlocked it, and the prodigious door swung with silent

smoothness to his pull, he was aware of a very romantic feeling of

exploration. He had seen the inside of the safe before; he had even

opened the safe, and taken something from it, under his father's orders.

But he had never had leisure, nor licence, to inspect its interior.

From his boyhood had survived the notion that it must contain many

marvels. In spite of himself his attitude was one of awe.

The first thing that met his eye was his father's large, black-bound

private cash-book, which constituted the most sacred and mysterious

document in the accountancy of the business. Edwin handled, and kept,

all the books save that. At the beginning of the previous week he and

Stifford had achieved the task of sending out the quarterly accounts,

and of one sort or another there were some seven hundred quarterly

accounts. Edwin was familiar with every detail of the printer's

work-book, the daybook, the combined book colloquially called `invoice

and ledger,' the `bought' ledger, and the shop cash-book. But he could

form no sure idea of the total dimensions and results of the business,

because his father always kept the ultimate castings to himself, and

never displayed his private cash-book under any circumstances. By

ingenuity and perseverance Edwin might have triumphed over Darius's

mania for secrecy; but he did not care to do so; perhaps pride even more

than honour caused him to refrain.

Now he held the book, and saw that only a portion of it was in the

nature of a cash-book; the rest comprised summaries and general

statements. The statement for the year 1885, so far as he could hastily

decipher its meaning, showed a profit of 821 pounds. He was not

surprised, and yet the sight of the figures in his father's heavy,

scratchy hand was curiously impressive.

His father could keep nothing from him now. The interior of the safe

was like a city that had capitulated; no law ran in it but his law, and

he was absolute; he could commit infamies in the city and none might

criticise. He turned over piles of dusty cheque-counterfoils, and old

pass-books and other old books of account. He saw a linen bag crammed

with four-shilling pieces (whenever Darius obtained a double florin he

put it aside), and one or two old watches of no value. Also the

title-deeds of the house at Bleakridge, their latest parchment still

white with pounce; the mortgage, then, had been repaid, a fact which

Darius had managed on principle to conceal from his son. Then he came

to the four drawers, and in some of these he discovered a number of

miscellaneous share-certificates with their big seals. He knew that his

father had investments--it was impossible to inhabit the shop-cubicle

with his father and not know that--but he had no conception of their

extent or their value. Always he had regarded all those matters as

foreign to himself, refusing to allow curiosity in regard to them to

awake. Now he was differently minded, owing to the mere physical weight

in his pocket of a bunch of keys! In a hasty examination he gathered

that the stock was chiefly in railways and shipping, and that it

amounted to large sums--anyhow quite a number of thousands. He was

frankly astonished. How had his father's clumsy, slow intellect been

able to cope with the dangerous intricacies of the Stock Exchange? It

seemed incredible; and yet he had known quite well that his father was

an investor!

"Of course he isn't keen on giving it all up!" Edwin exclaimed aloud

suddenly. "I wonder he even forked out the keys as easily as he did!"

The view of the safe enabled him to perform a feat which very few

children ever achieve; he put himself in his father's place. And it was

with benevolence, not with exasperation, that he puzzled his head to

invent some device for defeating the old man's obstinacy about

cheque-signing.

One drawer was evidently not in regular use. Often, in a series of

drawers, one of them falls into the idle habit of being overlooked,

slipping gradually by custom into desuetude, though other drawers may

overflow. This drawer held merely a few scraps of sample paper, and a

map, all dusty. He drew forth the map. It was coloured, and in shaky

Roman characters underneath it ran the legend, "The County of

Staffordshire." He seemed to recognise the map. On the back he read,

in his father's handwriting: "Drawn and coloured without help by my son

Edwin, aged nine."

He had utterly forgotten it. He could in no detail recall the

circumstances in which he had produced the wonderful map. A childish,

rude effort! ... Still, rather remarkable that at the age of nine

(perhaps even before he had begun to attend the Oldcastle Middle School)

he should have chosen to do a county map instead of a map of that

country beloved by all juvenile map-drawers, Ireland! He must have

copied it from the map in Lewis's Gazetteer of England and Wales...

Twenty-one years ago, nearly! He might, from the peculiar effect on

him, have just discovered the mummy of the boy that once had been

Edwin... And his father had kept the map for over twenty years. The

old cock must have been deuced proud of it once! Not that he ever said

so--Edwin was sure of that!

"Now you needn't get sentimental!" he told himself. Like Maggie he had

a fearful, an almost morbid, horror of sentimentality. But he could not

arrest the softening of his heart, as he smiled at the _naivete_ of the

map and at his father's parental simplicity.

As he was closing the safe, Stifford, agitated, hurried into the room.

"Please, sir, Mr Clayhanger's in the Square. I thought I'd better tell

you."

"What? Father?"

"Yes, sir. He's standing opposite the chapel and he keeps looking this

way. I thought you'd like--"

Edwin turned the key, and ran forth, stumbling, as he entered the shop,

against the step-ladder which, with the paper-boy at the summit of it,

overtopped the doorway. He wondered why he should run, and why

Stifford's face was so obviously apprehensive.

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