CHAPTER XXX.

Jay Gardiner had taken fate in his own hands. He had married the girl he

loved, casting aside every barrier that lay between them, even to facing

the wrath, and, perhaps, the world's censure in deserting the girl to

whom he was betrothed, but whom he did not love.

He was deeply absorbed in thinking about this as the cab stopped at the

park entrance.

"Come, my darling!" exclaimed Jay, kissing fondly the beautiful face

upturned to him, "we will alight and talk over our plans for the

future."

She clung to him, as he with tender care, lifted her from the vehicle.

He was her husband, this grand, kingly, fair-haired man, at whom the

women passing looked so admiringly. She could hardly realize it, hardly

dare believe it, but for the fact that he was calling her his darling

bride with every other breath.

He found her a seat beneath a wide-spreading tree, where the greensward

was like velvet beneath their feet, and the air was redolent with the

scent of flowers that rioted in the sunshine hard by.

"Now, first of all, my precious Bernardine, we must turn our thoughts in

a practical direction long enough to select which hotel we are to go to;

and another quite as important matter, your wardrobe, you know."

Bernardine looked up at him gravely.

"This dress will do for the present," she declared. "The good, kind old

nurse dried and pressed it out so nicely for me that it looks almost as

good as new. And as for going to a hotel, I am sure it is too expensive.

We could go to a boarding-house where the charges would be moderate."

Jay Gardiner threw back his handsome head, and laughed so loud and so

heartily that Bernardine looked at him anxiously.

"Now that I come to think the matter over, I don't think I ever told

you much concerning my financial affairs," he said, smiling.

"No; but papa guessed about them," replied Bernardine.

"Tell me what he guessed?" queried Jay. "He thought I was poor?"

"Yes," replied Bernardine, frankly. "He said that all doctors had a very

hard time of it when they started in to build up a practice, and that

you must be having a very trying experience to make both ends meet."

"Was that why he did not want me for a son-in-law?"

"Yes, I think so," admitted Bernardine, blushing.

"Tell me this, my darling," he said, eagerly catching at the pretty

little hands lying folded in her lap; "why is it that _you_ have waived

all that, that you have married me, not knowing whether I had enough to

pay for a day's lodging?"

The most beautiful light that ever was seen flashed into the tender dark

eyes, a smile curved the red lips that set all the pretty dimples

dancing in the round, flushed cheeks.

"I married you because----" and then she hesitated shyly.

"Go on, Bernardine," he persisted; "you married me because----"

"Because I--I loved you," she whispered, her lovely face fairly covered

with blushes.

"Now, the first thing to do, sweetheart, is to call a cab, that you may

go to the nearest large dry-goods store and make such purchases as you

may need for immediate use. I can occupy the time better than standing

about looking at you. I will leave you at the store, and have the cabby

drive me around to the old nurse and explain what has occurred, and

tell her that you won't come back. Then I can attend to another little

matter or two, and return for you in an hour's time. And last, but not

least, take this pocket-book--I always carry two about me--and use

freely its contents. The purse, and what is in it, are yours, sweet!"

"Oh, I couldn't think of taking so much money!" declared Bernardine,

amazed at the bulky appearance of the pocket-book at the first glance.

Jay Gardiner laughed good-naturedly.

"You shall have everything your heart desires, my precious one," he

declared. "Don't worry about the price of anything you want; buy it, and

I shall be only too pleased, believe me."

There was no time to say anything further, for the store was reached,

and Jay had barely time to snatch a kiss from the beautiful lips ere he

handed her out.

"I will return in just an hour from now, Bernardine, with this cab," he

said. "If you are not then at the door, looking for me, I shall wait

here patiently until you do come out."

"How good you are to me!" murmured the girl, her dark eyes brimming over

with tears. "If papa could only know!"

"There, there now, my darling, it hurts me to see those eyes shed tears!

The past is past. Your father would be glad to know you have a protector

to love and care for you. Try to forget, as much as you can, the sad

calamity, for _my_ sake."

And with another pressure of the hands, he turned away and sprung into

the cab, watching the slender form from the window until it disappeared

in the door-way and was lost to sight.

"Love thrust honor and duty aside," he murmured. "I married sweet

Bernardine on the impulse of the moment, and I shall never regret it. I

will have a time with Sally Pendleton and her relatives; but the

interview will be a short one. She has other admirers, and she will soon

console herself. It was my money, instead of myself, that she wanted,

anyhow, so there is no damage done to her heart, thank goodness. I

will----"

The rest of the sentence was never finished. There was a frightful

crash, mingled with the terrific ringing of car-bells, a violent plunge

forward, and Jay Gardiner knew no more.

With a thoughtful face, Bernardine walked quickly into the great

dry-goods store.

She tried to do her husband's bidding---put all thoughts of it from her

for the time being--until she could weep over it calmly, instead of

giving way to the violent, pent-up anguish throbbing in her heart at

that moment.

She had not been accustomed to spending much money during her young

life. The very few dresses she had had done duty for several years, by

being newly made over, sponged, and pressed, and freshened by a ribbon

here, or a bit of lace there. So it did not take long to make the few

purchases she deemed necessary, and even then she felt alarmed in

finding that they footed up to nearly seven dollars, which appeared a

great sum to her.

Six o'clock now struck, and the clerks hustled away the goods en the

counters, and covered those on the shelves with surprising agility, much

to the annoyance of many belated customers who had come in too late "to

just look around and get samples."

To the surprise of the clerks, as they reached the sidewalk from a side

entrance of the building, they saw the beautiful young girl still

standing in front of the store with the parcel in her hand and a look of

bewilderment on her face.

"It is a little after six," murmured Bernardine, glancing up at a clock

in an adjacent store. "He has not yet returned, but he will be here

soon. I do not wonder that the driver of the cab he is in can make but

little headway, the crowds on the street and crossings are so great."

One cab after another whirled by, their occupants in many instances

looking back to catch another glimpse of that perfect face with its

wistful expression which had turned toward them so eagerly and then

turned away so disappointedly.

"A shop girl waiting for some fellow who is to come in a cab and take

her out to supper," remarked two dudes who were sauntering up Broadway.

Bernardine heard the remark, and flushed indignantly.

How she wished she dared tell them that she was waiting for her husband!

Yes, she was waiting--waiting, but he came not.

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