Chapter XXII

IN PRAISE OF COUNTRY WINTER

Those who know the country only in summer, know it scarcely at all.

From the first November snowstorm to the last drift melting before

the winds of late March on the northern side of a pasture wall, the

winter season is a perpetual revelation of subtle colour harmonies,

of exquisite compositions, of dramas on the trodden snow, of sweet,

close-companioned hours before wood fires that crackle, shut into "a

tumultuous privacy of storm."

Our first winter began one bleak November day when the lone pine in the

potato field was outlined black against a gray sky, and over the long

mountain wall to the northwest came suddenly a puff of white vapour,

like the beginning of artillery fire, and then the shrapnel of the

snow descended upon us. Wrapped against it, we ran about the farm,

marvelling at the transformations it wrought. First it filled up the

furrows on the ploughed land, making our field like a zebra's back.

Then it whitened the sundial lawn, reminding us to take the wooden

dial post in for the winter. Then it whitened the brown earth around

the pool, where our July-sown grass had failed to make a catch, and

presently the pool was a black mirror on a field of white.

Then, as a crowning touch, it powdered the pines, and we ran among them.

Under their thick shelter the wind was not felt. We could hear the flakes

hissing against the needles overhead. All about us the white powder was

sifting down. A peep into the outside world showed all distances blotted

out by the storm. By evening the grove was a powdered Christmas card,

the naked farm fields mantles of white laid upon the earth, the lamps in

our house beacons of warmth gleaming behind us.

That snow melted, but others followed it, and by Christmas we were, as

Mike put it, snowed in for the winter. In the barn was the warm smell

of cattle. The motors had disappeared from our roads, and we went to

the village in a pung, meeting other pungs on the way. It was as if

we had slipped back a whole generation in time. Curiously enough, too,

life became more leisurely, more familiar. The great summer estates were

boarded up, the hotels closed. Only the real village people sat in

church or waited at the post-office. We who in summer had known but few

of our townsfolk now became acquainted with them all. We, too, left

our pung in the horse sheds every Sabbath morning, listened to the

nasal drone of the village choir, and joined in the social quarter-hour

which followed the service. It was an altogether different world we live

in from the summer world, and we liked it even better.

What walks we had! Either with stout boots along the roads or with

snowshoes into the deep woods, we took our exercise almost daily by

tramping, and to us the countryside was a perpetual revelation. Almost

the first thing which impressed us was the colourful quality of the

winter landscape. Even on our own thirty acres that was apparent. At

sunset of a still, peaceful day we could look forth from our south

windows across the white lawn to the dark green pines and beyond them the

exquisite iron-rust tamaracks, soft and feathery. The eastern sky

would be mother of pearl at that hour, the southern sky blue, the

western sky warm salmon, green, and gold, and the encircling hills a

soft gray. Then, as the sun sank lower, a veil of amethyst would steal

mysteriously into the feathery tamaracks and over the gray hills,

all the upper air would blush to rose, and for a brief ecstatic ten

minutes nature would sound a colour chord like a Mozartian andante.

Out on the roads we were charmed by the tawny tiger colour of the

willow shoots and the delicate lavender of the blackberry vines rising

from the snow beside a gray roadside wall. On the edge of the woods a

white birch trunk, naked of leaves, would tell like a lightning stab

against the wall of pines, while in the woods themselves, where the

sunlight flickered through, the brook would wander black as jet beneath

beautifully curved banks of snow, and a laurel bush or fern would stand

out a vivid green in a shaft of sunlight; or even a spot of brown

leaves, where a pheasant or partridge had scratched, would disclose

in its centre the vivid red of a partridge berry, a tiny woodland

colour note that we loved.

And how close our wild neighbours came in the winter! We kept out a

constant supply of suet and sunflower seeds on two or three downstair

window ledges, and while we were dining, or reading in the south room,

we could look up at any time and see chickadees or juncos or nuthatches

just beyond the pane. The pheasants, too, came to our very doors in

winter, leaving their unmistakable tracks, for they are walking birds

and set their feet in a single line.

It was not long before we began to find tracks of four-footed wild

things, a mink by the brook, a deer in the pasture, and finally a

fox which, unlike Buster, tracked with one footprint in the other,

leaving apparently but two marks. We followed him a long way on our

snowshoes--up through our pasture and across Bert's to Bert's chicken

house, and then out across the fields and into the woods. Stella had

never tracked before, and she was as keen on the scent as a Boy Scout,

reconstructing the animal's actions in her imagination as she went

along. We lost the trail finally where it crossed a road, but we picked

up deer tracks instead, and found a spot where they had eaten from the

sumach bushes, and another where they had pawed up the snow for frozen

apples in an old abandoned orchard.

"Oh, if they'd only come into _our_ orchard!" cried Stella.

It was not long afterward, one moonlight night, that I chanced to be

sitting up late, and before retiring I glanced from the window. There

was something--there were two somethings--moving about amid the

apple trees. I looked closer and ran to awake Stella. Wrapped in a

dressing-gown, she came with me to the window and peered out. There, in

the full moonlight which flooded the white world with a misty silver

radiance, were two deer pawing for apples in our orchard. Buster, by

some sixth sense, suddenly scented them, and we heard him set up an alarm

in the kitchen. The buck shot up his head and listened, a beautiful

sight which made Stella gasp for breath. We heard the horse stamp in

the stable, and Buster continued his yelps. But the buck was evidently

satisfied of his safety, for he lowered his muzzle into the snow again.

However, as we watched, there came a different sound to his ears, though

not to ours, for suddenly he gave a leap, and with the doe after him

took the stone wall at a bound, the wall across the road at another,

and vanished up our pasture. A moment later we, too, heard the sound; it

was the jingle of approaching sleigh-bells.

Stella sighed happily as she went back to bed. "All my dreams are coming

true!" she whispered.

I wonder if any pleasure in this world is quite comparable with that of

coming back to your own snug dwelling after a long tramp through the

snowy woods, returning when the green sunset is fading in the west and

the amethyst shadows are creeping up the hills and the cold night

stillness is abroad, and seeing from afar the red window-squares of home

gleaming over the snow? Our favourite method of return was to climb the

stone wall by the frozen tamarack swamp and enter the pines, where

the ice-covered brook crept like a flowing black ribbon through the

white, with the snow on the banks curled over it in the most exquisite

and fantastic of tiny cornices. We could see our south windows through

the branches, just before the path emerged, and Mrs. Pillig had orders to

light the lamps before our return so that they might glow a welcome.

We always stood a moment, hand in hand, regarding them, before we

climbed the slope and entered the door.

Ah, the warmth that greeted us when we stepped inside! The good smell of

burning apple wood on the twin hearths! The cheerful bark of Buster, if

he had not gone to walk with us! The prophetic rattle of dishes and

the kettle song from the kitchen! We had a kettle of our own, too, now,

in the long room. It hung on a crane in the west fireplace, and was

delightfully black, and often made the tea taste smoky, like camp tea.

Quickly we left our wraps in the hall, quickly Stella brought out cups

and tea caddy to a little tabouret before the western fireplace, and

sitting on our settle in the chimney nook, with the last wan light of

sunset competing with the evening lamps, we warmed our hands before

the blaze, and drank our tea, and felt that delicious drowse steal over

us which comes only after brisk exercise in the mountain air of winter.

And then the evenings, the long winter evenings by the twin fires,

when we were supposed by our friends in town to be pining for the

opera or the theatre, and were in reality blissfully unaware of either!

Stella's first duty after supper was to hear Peter's lessons, while

Buster lay on the hearth and I sprawled in a Morris chair with my

cigar, and read the morning paper. That is another delightful feature

of country life. You never have time to read the morning paper till

evening, and then you read it comfortably all through, if you like.

Peter was going far ahead of his class as a result of this individual

instruction, and had actually begun to develop a real interest in the

acquisition of knowledge--a thing that did not exist as a rule in the

pupils of Bentford, which, perhaps, was not the pupils' fault. So far

as I have observed, it is not characteristic of most of our public

schools in America. Perhaps that is a penalty of democracy; certainly

it is a penalty of too large classes and too low salaries paid for

teaching. We make the profession of teacher a stop-gap for girls between

the normal school and matrimony.

When Peter's lesson was over, and we were left alone, we had the best

books in the world, the best music in the world, to choose from. We

could have a play if we liked, the kind too seldom seen on Broadway. We

could have Mozart, or so much of him as Stella could render. We had

letters to write, also, a task always left till evening. Sometimes I

had tag ends of my morning labours to finish up. Any writing of my own

I brought forth in the evening for Stella to read, and to criticise as

mercilessly as she chose--which was sometimes very mercilessly; and we

thrashed it over together. Sometimes, even, I agreed with her!

Once a week we gathered in several high school pupils who lived near

by--Mike's Nora, a boy, and three other girls--and read Shakespeare.

It took them two months to read one play in school, but we read a

play in two or three evenings, each of us taking a part. I showed them

pictures of the ancient playhouses, and explained as best I could the

conditions of stage productions in various periods. Stella supplied the

necessary philology. We had a real course in Shakespeare, and yet one

which interested the children, for they were reading the plays aloud, and

visualizing them. One evening we dressed up in costume, so far as we

could, amid much laughter, and acted a scene from "As You Like It,"

with Nora as Rosalind (she wore my knickerbockers and a long cape of

Stella's, and blushed adorably), and Mrs. Pillig and Peter called in

as audience.

Before the winter was over, two or three other children from the village

had begged to come to the class, and made the long, cold trip out to the

farm on foot every week. We had cake and chocolate when the lessons were

over. As Stella and I stood in the door listening to the young voices die

away down the road, we used to look at one another happily.

"Oh," she once cried, "how much you can do for folks in the country!

In town we'd pay $4 to see Shakespeare, played by professionals, and

then go selfishly home. Here we can help give him to these children, with

all that means. And some of them so need it! Why, look at Joe Bostwick!

When he first began to come he had the manners of a bear, and read like

a seven-year-old child. I don't believe he'd _ever_ read out loud, or

been of an evening among nice people. Now he's getting to know how

to behave in company, poor fellow, and he reads almost intelligently!"

"You don't want to go back to the city, then?" I smiled.

"Oh, John, I never want to go back to the city," she answered. "I want

to live here forever. I want to do more and more for these people. I

want to do more and more for Twin Fires. I want to know more and more

what I've never known--the sense of being rooted to the land, of having

a home. Our grandfathers used to know that, but in our modern cities

we have forgotten. I want to die in the house I've always lived in."

"It's a little soon to plan for that," said I, as we entered the south

room again, but I knew what she meant.

The hour was late for us in the country--almost eleven. We put away

the cups and plates, and went through our nightly ceremony of locking

up. First, we peeped out of the window at the thermometer, which

registered two degrees above zero, and I set it down in my diary, for

the temperature and the weather are important items to record when

you are a farmer. Then we locked all the doors, giving Buster a pat as

he lay on his old quilt in a corner of the kitchen. The kitchen lamp

was out, and the room was lighted only by the moon, but the kettle was

singing softly. Then we returned to the south room and banked the fires

carefully, so that the fresh logs would catch in the morning, on top of

the noble piles of ashes. Finally we blew out the lamps. Cold moonlight

stole in across the floor from the glass door and windows, and met midway

the warm red glow from the fires. The world was very still. The great

room, so homelike, so friendly, so full of beautiful things and yet so

simple, seemed sleeping. We tiptoed from it with a last loving glance and

climbed the stairs. In our dressing-room, which was an extra chamber,

an open fire burned, but in our chamber there was no heat. The shades

were up and the moonlight showed the fairy frost patterns on the

panes. We took a last look out across the silvery world before we

retired, a last deep breath of the stinging cold air as the windows

were opened, and jumped beneath the covering, with heavy blankets

beneath us as well as above.

"It is a very nice old world," said Stella sleepily. "Winter or

summer, it is lovely. I think New York is but a dream--and I hope it

won't be mine!"

I heard her breathing steadily a few minutes later, and from far off

somewhere in the outer world the mournful whistle of a screech owl came

to my ears, the andante of the winter night. It seemed to intensify

the freezing silence. I thought how at college I used to hear from my

chamber the screech of trolley cars rounding a curve and biting my

nerves. I thought of that lonely chamber, of all my life there, of

Stella's life in the triple turmoil of New York. And I put out my hand

and took hers into it, while she stirred in her sleep, her fingers

unconsciously closing over mine. So we awoke in the morning, with the

sunshine smiting the snow into diamonds and a chickadee piping for

breakfast.

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