"YES, SHE GAVE HIM UP"
Thou art so good,
So calm!--If thou shouldst wear a brow less light
For some wild thought which, but for me, were kept
From out thy soul as from a sacred star!
--BROWNING.
To every living soul that same He saith,
"Be faithful;" whatsoever else we be,
Let us be faithful, challenging His faith.
--CHRISTINA ROSSETTI.
The Manor House where the Godfreys lived was a fine old red-brick
Elizabethan house, standing about a quarter of a mile from the river.
A delightful garden surrounded it, but the chief point of attraction to
visitors was a terrace walk, shaded by old chestnut trees, which formed
its extreme boundary, and which, on the hottest summer's day, offered a
cool and shady retreat.
The terrace was broad, and at one end was a sort of loggia or alcove
built of grayish-white stone, with a wide stone bench running round it.
From this point there was a charming view of the river between the
trees, and it was here that Malcolm found his hostess on his arrival at
the Manor House.
Mrs. Godfrey was reading in the loggia, with her husband's magnificent
deer-hounds lying at her feet. She laid aside her book and welcomed her
visitor with a warmth and cordiality that were evidently sincere.
Strangers who saw Mrs. Godfrey for the first time were generally apt to
remark that she was one of the plainest women they had ever seen; and
they would add in a parenthesis, "It is such a pity, for the Colonel is
so handsome." But even the most critical agreed that no woman could be
more charming. She had spent a great deal of her life abroad, and her
easy, well-bred manner, her savoir-faire and broad, sagacious views on
every subject, had been gained in the world's academy. In spite of her
goodness of heart and real unselfishness, she was essentially a woman
of the world. Little as Malcolm guessed it at that time, she was
Elizabeth Templeton's greatest friend; indeed, both the sisters were
devoted to her, and some of Elizabeth's happiest and gayest hours had
been spent in the Manor House.
"I certainly never hoped to find you alone," were Malcolm's first
words. Mrs. Godfrey smiled.
"It is almost an unprecedented fact in the Manor House annals," she
returned gaily; "but we shall be absolutely alone until Tuesday, and
then every room will be filled. If you had consented to stay for a
week, I could have promised you a big affair on a steam-launch, a
picnic, and a tennis tournament; but now our solitary function will be
a garden-party on Monday."
"Please do not speak in such an apologetic tone," replied Malcolm. "If
you knew how my soul abhors picnics and water-parties! It is really too
delightful to know that I may enjoy your society in peace for three
whole days. By the bye, where is the Colonel?"
"Oh, Alick has gone to Henley to see an old chum of his, but he will be
back in good time for dinner. Is it not lovely down here, Mr. Herrick?
I thought it would be such a pity to go indoors that I told Deacon that
we would have tea here." Then, as Malcolm signified his approval of
this arrangement, they sauntered slowly down the terrace, that Malcolm
might take in all points of the extensive view. When they retraced
their steps to the loggia, the butler and footman were setting out a
rustic tea-table.
"And so you have been staying at the Wood House?" began Mrs. Godfrey as
she handed Malcolm his tea. "Elizabeth Templeton's letter this morning
almost took my breath away. What a small world it is after all, Mr.
Herrick!"
"Life treads on life," murmured Malcolm, "and heart on heart;"
"We press too close in church or mart
To keep a dream or grave apart."
"How true!" was the quiet rejoinder. "Mrs. Browning said that. Well, do
you know, I was quite childishly surprised when I heard you had been a
guest at the Wood House. 'Mr. Herrick has only just left us,' were
Elizabeth's words; 'Cedric is driving him to the station; we have
greatly enjoyed his visit,' etcetera, etcetera."
Then a slight flush came to Malcolm's dark face.
"I had a very pleasant time," he returned; "they were most kind and
hospitable. Miss Templeton is one of the most charming women I have
ever met."
"Dear Dinah--yes, she is very sweet. I do not think I have ever seen
her ruffled. She is just lovely. But it is Elizabeth who is my friend."
"Indeed!"
"Our friendship is a very real one," continued Mrs. Godfrey
thoughtfully; "and next to my husband there is no one whom I could
trust as I could Elizabeth Templeton. She is very strong."
"Oh yes, she is very strong," in a ruminative manner.
"Have you found that out already?" in a surprised tone. "But I remember
you are a student of human nature, Mr. Herrick, and rather a keen
observer. Most people would not be able to diagnose Elizabeth
Templeton's character correctly at the end of one short week. When I
was first introduced to her, thirteen or fourteen years ago, I told
Alick that I should never get on with any one who was so reserved and
so stand-offish, but I soon changed my opinion. I found out that a
great deal of her reserve was in reality shyness, and that her
frankness and openness of disposition were her chief charms."
"And then you became friends?"
"Yes; but not for a long time. We are neither of us at all gushing, and
I was an old married woman, you know. But there came a time when she
needed my help--when she was in anxiety--and a woman's counsel and
woman's sympathy were a comfort to her." Here Mrs. Godfrey paused as
she became aware of the concentrated keenness in Malcolm's eyes, and
added hastily, "The trouble was not her own; but it is Elizabeth's
nature to take the burdens of others on her own shoulders. I never knew
any one capable of such intense sympathy. It is a rare gift, Mr.
Herrick, but it brings its possessor great suffering."
"You are right," in a low tone.
"I knew then that she was a woman in a thousand, and we have been close
and dear friends ever since. Not that we often meet. She is a busy
woman and so am I, but we generally stay at the Wood House once a year,
and Elizabeth comes to me for a few days' rest and refreshment whenever
she can spare the time. Alick teases me sometimes about my lady-love,
but I assure you that he is very fond of her, and is always delighted
to hear she is coming to the Manor House."
Malcolm listened to this with deep interest. It seemed to him that
every one who spoke to him of Elizabeth Templeton praised her without
stint or limit; she was evidently much beloved, and the very fact that
a person like Mrs. Godfrey should choose her for her most trusted
friend was no mean title of honour; never was there a woman more
fastidious and discriminating in her ideas of female friendship.
Malcolm would willingly have heard more, but a curious sort of
embarrassment and a fear of betraying too deep an interest made him
speak of her sister.
"Miss Templeton seems to have a happy nature," he said a little
abruptly. "I never saw any one so perfectly peaceful and serene; it
makes one better only to look at her. Her hair is gray, and yet when
she smiles one is reminded of an innocent child, it is such a perfectly
radiant expression."
"Yes, I know. Dear Dinah, she has the secret of perpetual youth. She is
one of 'the little ones'--you know what I mean. When I talk to her, as
I tell Elizabeth sometimes, I feel such a worldly, frivolous creature.
Her sister perfectly realises this, for she has the prettiest names for
her. 'That angel-woman,' I have heard her say that; very often she
calls her 'das Engelkind;' and without exaggeration she has a rare and
beautiful nature."
Malcolm assented to this, then he said slowly, "Has it ever struck you
that there are no lines on Miss Templeton's face? I should think her
life-story must be a happy one. I mean, that she has not known any very
great trouble." Then rather a peculiar expression crossed Mrs.
Godfrey's face. "Ah, I see I have made a mistake," observed Malcolm
quickly.
"Yes, you have made a mistake," she replied a little sadly. "Did you
really think that even Dinah Templeton could have her forty years in
the wilderness without her share of pain and difficulty? Well, it is
ancient history, and there is no harm in telling you what every one
knows, that in the bloom of her fresh young womanhood she had a sore
trial and a great sorrow."
"You say every one knows about it?" returned Malcolm eagerly.
"Yes, every one in Staplegrove and Earlsfield. Oh, I can read your
face; you would like to hear about it. Well, there is no harm in my
telling you. When Dinah Templeton was about three-or four-and-twenty
she was engaged to Douglas Fraser, a doctor just beginning practice in
Earlsfield."
"Mr. Templeton was living at that time, and approved of the engagement.
Dr. Eraser was devoted to his profession. He was a rising man, and
people predicted that before many years were over he would make his
mark."
"Douglas Fraser, the great authority on neurotic diseases in Harley
Street!" exclaimed Malcolm in a tone of intense surprise. Mrs. Godfrey
nodded.
"As a young man I have been told that he was perfectly irresistible.
Even now he is a grand-looking man of commanding presence, with a fine
intellectual head and face. And as for Dinah, she must have been one of
the sweetest-looking creatures on God's earth."
"Well, they were engaged, and if ever a young pair of human lovers
walked in the Garden of Eden, Dinah and Douglas Fraser were that
couple--until the cloud came that was to eclipse their happiness in
this world. There is no need for me to enter into the matter very
fully, though I know everything. One unhappy day Dinah discovered that
Dr. Fraser was an agnostic--that for some time he had had grave doubts
on the subject of revealed religion, which he had kept to himself for
fear of distressing her; but now a sense of honour compelled him to
tell her the truth. He had lost his faith, and he no longer believed in
anything but science."
"Good heavens, what a shock!" ejaculated Malcolm.
"You may well say so," returned Mrs. Godfrey sadly. "It was no light
cross that Dinah had to bear. Even in her youth she was intensely
religious. Religion was not a portion of her life, it was her life
itself. To such a nature the idea of marrying an agnostic was
practically impossible. 'If I marry Douglas I shall be committing a
great sin,' she said to her sister; 'I shall be denying my Lord and
Master;' and in the semi-delirium in the illness that ensued, Elizabeth
could hear her say over and over again, 'Whoso loveth father and mother
more than Me is not worthy of Me.'"
"And she actually gave him up."
"Yes, she gave him up, though it broke her heart and his to do so. I
believe that he suffered terribly, and that he used every argument in
his power to shake her resolution, but in vain."
"She had a long illness after that. Elizabeth took her abroad. It was
at Rome that I met them, and after a time we became intimate. Poor
Dinah had a relapse, and I assisted Elizabeth in nursing her. Well, Mr.
Herrick, I can read a question in your eyes."
"Yes, there is one thing I want to know--has not Dr. Fraser married?"
"To be sure he has; but he did not marry for some years. He left
Earlsfield and took a London practice, and his career has been a
brilliant one."
"I believe Mrs. Fraser is a lovely woman, and they have three beautiful
children. But the strangest part of my story is still to be
told--Douglas Fraser is no longer an agnostic."
Malcolm looked at her silently; but Mrs. Godfrey said no more, and not
for worlds would he have asked another question. He could see that she
was deeply moved, for her lip quivered a little. He rose from the bench
and paced up and down the terrace, listening to the faint soughing of
the dark chestnut leaves and looking at the cool, silvery gleam of the
river between the tree-boles.
Malcolm was a man of intensely imaginative and sympathetic nature. His
mother had once told him that he had something of the woman in him. And
certainly no one was more capable of filling up the outlines of the
story he had just heard and giving it life and colouring.
"I admired her before," he said to himself, "but I shall look upon her
as a saint now. She has had her martyrdom, if ever woman had, and has
fought her fight nobly;" and then, with that clear insight that seemed
natural to him, he added, "She knows that he has come right, and this
is the secret of her serenity," which was indeed the truth, though not
the whole truth; for Dinah Templeton had indeed realised her Master's
words, that through much tribulation we must enter into the kingdom of
heaven.
When Mrs. Godfrey rejoined Malcolm her husband was with her. Malcolm
always declared that Colonel Godfrey was his typical and ideal
Englishman. He was a well-built, soldierly-looking man of unusually
fine presence. As he was over fifty, his golden-brown moustache was
slightly grizzled, and the hair had worn off his forehead; but he was
still strikingly handsome. He and his wife were alone. Both their sons
were in the Indian army, and their only daughter was married and lived
in Yorkshire.
"We are just an old Darby and Joan," Mrs. Godfrey would say; but though
she was only a year or two younger than her husband, she wore
remarkably well, and still looked a comparatively young woman.
Colonel Godfrey and Malcolm were excellent friends, and in a few
minutes they were strolling through the fields towards the river-bank,
talking on various topics of social and political interest, while Mrs.
Godfrey returned to the house to write letters and dress for dinner.
It was not until the following afternoon that Malcolm found an
opportunity of sounding Mrs. Godfrey on the subject of the Jacobis.
They were sitting in the loggia again, and the row of dark chestnut
trees looked almost black against the intense blue of the sky.
A faint breeze was just stirring the leaves, and every now and then a
sort of ripple of sunlight seemed to streak the sombre foliage with
gold. On the terrace there was a wealth of sunshine, and the stones
felt hot to the feet. Only under the chestnuts tiny flickering shadows
seemed to dance in and out among the tree-boles.
Colonel Godfrey had just been summoned to a business interview, and for
the first time that day Malcolm found himself alone with his hostess.
"Oh, by the bye," he observed rather abruptly, "there is something I
want to ask you. There are some people of the name of Jacobi who have
taken a house at Henley. I wonder if you have come across them."
"To be sure I have," in rather a surprised tone. "Miss Jacobi called
here on Tuesday. Mrs. Sinclair drove her over."
"Well, I want you to tell me what you think of them," asked Malcolm. An
amused look came into Mrs. Godfrey's eyes, and she held up her finger
in chiding fashion.
"Oh, fie, for shame, Mr. Herrick! You are deep--deep. So the handsome
siren has attracted you too."
"Handsome siren," repeated Malcolm with unnecessary energy. "Why, what
nonsense you are talking, my dear lady. I never saw Miss Jacobi in my
life. It is Miss Templeton who desires information, and I promised her
that I would sound you on the subject." Then the mischievous spark died
out of Mrs. Godfrey's eyes.
"Miss Templeton! Do you mean Dinah? What on earth can be the connection
between her and the Jacobis. They were certainly not on hers or
Elizabeth's visiting-list when I was last at the Wood House."
"No, they are complete strangers to them," was Malcolm's reply; "but
Cedric has come across them and seems rather thick with them. He is
going to stay at Beechcroft--is that not the name of the place they
have taken for the season?"
"Yes, I believe so," returned Mrs. Godfrey in rather a perturbed tone.
"Cedric, that boy, going to stay with the Jacobis!" And then she broke
off and said abruptly, "I am sorry to hear it. I should not care for
one of my boys to be thrown much into the society of Saul Jacobi and
his sister."