TRUTH WILL OUT
Ralph went back to his hotel with the intention of packing his bag, and
returning home by the first available train. He had got what he came to
London to get, and there was no need for him to waste more time and
money in the big city. He was not disappointed. The learned counsel had
taken precisely the view he had expected, and had given the advice that
might be looked for from a friend and well-wisher.
He was not sorry he had come. The reasoned opinion of a man of law and a
man of affairs was worth paying for. Though he had practically lost
everything, he would go back home better satisfied. He would not be able
to blame himself for either cowardice or stupidity. His business now was
to submit with the best grace possible to those who were more powerful
than himself.
It was annoying, no doubt, to see the harvest of his research and
industry and enterprise reaped by other people--by people who had never
given an hour's thought or labour to the matter. But his experience was
by no means peculiar. It was only on rare occasions the inventor
profited by the labour of his brains. It was the financier who pocketed
the gold. The man of intellect laboured, the man of finance entered into
his labours.
As Ralph made his way slowly along the Strand he could not help
wondering what his next move would be when he got home. As far as he
could see, he was on his beam-ends once more. There appeared to be no
further scope for enterprise in St. Ivel or in St. Goram. He might go
back to the mine again and work for fourteen shillings a week, but such
a prospect was not an inviting one. He was built on different lines from
most of his neighbours. The steady work and the steady wage and the
freedom from responsibility did not appeal to him as it appealed to so
many people. He rather liked responsibility. The question of wage was of
very secondary importance. He disliked the smooth, well-trodden paths.
The real interest in life was in carving out new paths for himself and
other people.
But there were no new paths to be carved out in St. Ivel or in the
neighbouring parishes. The one new thing of a generation--born in his
own brain--had been taken out of his hands, and there was nothing left
but the old ruts, worn deep by the feet of many generations.
He began to wonder what all the people who jostled him in the street did
for a living. Was there anything new or fresh in their lives, or did
they travel the same weary round day after day and year after year?
The sight of so many people in the street doing nothing--or apparently
doing nothing--oppressed him. The side walks were crowded. 'Buses were
thronged, cabs and hansoms rolled past, filled, seemingly, with idle
people. And yet nearly everybody appeared to be eager and alert. What
were they after? What phantom were they pursuing? What object had they
in life? He turned down a quiet street at length, glad to escape the
noise and bustle, and sought the shelter of his hotel.
Before proceeding to pack his bag, however, he consulted a time-table,
and discovered, somewhat to his chagrin, that there was no train that
would take him to St. Goram that day. He could get as far as Plymouth,
but no farther.
"It's no use making two bites at a cherry," he said to himself; "so I'll
stay where I am another day."
An hour or two later he found himself once more in the Park in the
shadow of the trees. It was here he first saw Dorothy, and he cherished
a vague hope that she might pass that way again. He called himself a
fool for throwing oil on the flame of a hopeless passion, but in his
heart he pitied himself more than he blamed.
Moreover, he needed something to draw away his thoughts from himself. If
he brooded too long on his disappointments, he might lose heart and
hope. It was much pleasanter to think of Dorothy than of the treatment
he had received at the hands of the Brick, Tile, and Clay Company, so he
threw himself, with a sigh, on an empty seat and watched the people
passing to and fro.
Most people walked slowly, for the day was hot. The ladies carried
sunshades, and were clad in the flimsiest materials. The roar of the
streets was less insistent than when he sat there before. But London
still seemed to him an inexpressibly lonely place.
He was never quite sure how long he sat there. An hour, perhaps. Perhaps
two hours. Time was not a matter that concerned him just then. His brain
kept alternating between the disappointments of the past and hopes of
the future. He came to himself with a start. The rustle of a dress,
accompanied by a faint perfume as of spring violets, caused him to raise
his head with a sudden movement.
"I thought I could not be mistaken!"
The words fell upon his ears with a curious sense of remoteness such as
one experiences sometimes in dreams.
The next moment he was on his feet, his face aglow, his eyes sparkling
with intense excitement.
"Did I not see you two days ago? Pardon me for speaking, but really, to
see one from home is like a draught of water to a thirsty traveller."
And Dorothy's voice ended in a little ripple of timid laughter.
"It is a long time since you were at St. Goram?" he said, in a
questioning tone.
"I scarcely remember how long," she answered. "It seems ages and ages.
Won't you tell me all the news?"
"I shall be delighted," he said; and he walked away by her side.
"Father writes to me every week or two," she went on, "but I can never
get any news out of him. I suppose it is that nothing happens in St.
Goram."
"In the main we move in the old ruts," he answered slowly. "Besides,
your father will not be interested in the common people, as they are
called."
"He is getting very tired of the place. He wants to get his household
into the very smallest compass, so that he can spend more time in London
and abroad."
"Do you like living in London?"
"In the winter, very much; but in the summer I pine for St. Goram. I
want the breeze of the downs and the shade of the plantation."
"But you will be running down before the summer is over?"
"I am afraid not. To begin with, I cannot get away very well, and then I
think my father intends practically to shut up the house at the end of
this month."
"And your brother?"
"He will stay with my Aunt Fanny in London--she is my father's sister,
you know--or he may go abroad with father for a month or two." And she
sighed unconsciously.
For a while they walked on in silence. They had left the hot yellow path
for the green turf. In front of them was a belt of trees, with chairs
dotted about in the shadow. Ralph felt as though he were in dreamland.
It seemed scarcely credible that he should be walking and talking with
the daughter of Sir John Hamblyn.
Dorothy broke the silence at length, and her words came with manifest
effort.
"I hope my father expressed his regret, and apologised for the mistake
he made?"
"Oh, as to that," he said, with a short laugh, "I am afraid I have given
him no opportunity. You see, I have been very much occupied, and then I
don't live in St. Goram now."
"And--and--your people?"
"You know, I suppose, that my mother is dead?"
"No; I had not heard. Oh, I am so sorry!"
"She died the day after I came back from prison."
"Oh, how sad!"
"I don't think she thought so. She was glad to welcome me back again, of
course, and to know that my innocence had been established. But since
father died she seemed to have nothing to live for."
Then silence fell again for several minutes. They had reached the shadow
of the trees, and Dorothy suggested that they should sit down and rest a
while. Ralph pulled up a chair nearly opposite her. He still felt like
one in a dream. Every now and then he raised his eyes to her face, and
thought how beautiful she had grown.
"Do you know," she said, breaking the silence again, "I was almost
afraid to speak to you just now."
"Afraid?"
"You have suffered a good deal at our hands."
"Well?" His heart was in a tumult, but he kept himself well in hand.
"It must require a good deal of grace to keep you from hating us most
intensely."
"I am afraid I am not as good a hater as I would like to be."
"As you would like to be?"
"It has not been for want of trying, I can assure you. But Fate loves to
make fools of us."
"I don't think I quite understand," she said, looking puzzled.
"Do you want to understand?" he questioned, speaking slowly and
steadily, though every drop of blood in his veins seemed to be at
boiling point.
"Yes, very much," she answered, making a hole in the ground with her
sunshade.
"Then you shall know," he said, with his eyes on some distant object. He
had grown quite reckless. He feared nothing, cared for nothing. It would
be a huge joke to tell this proud daughter of the house of Hamblyn the
honest truth. Moreover, it might help him to defy the Fate that was
mocking him, might help to relieve the tension of the last few days, and
would certainly put an end to the possibility of her ever speaking to
him again.
"You are right when you say I have suffered a good deal, I won't say at
your hands, but at the hands of your father, and Heaven knows my hatred
of him has not lacked intensity." Then he paused suddenly and looked at
her, but she did not raise her eyes.
"You are his daughter," he went on, slowly and bitingly, "his own flesh
and blood. You bear a name that I loathe more than any other name on
earth."
She winced visibly, and her cheeks became crimson.
"But Fate has been cruel to me in every way. Your very kindness to me,
to Ruth, to my mother, has only added to my torture----"
"Added to----"
But he did not let her finish the sentence. His nerves were strung up to
the highest point of tension. He felt, in a sense, outside himself. He
was no longer master of his own emotions.
"Had you been like your father," he continued, "I could have hated you
also. But it may be that, to punish me for hating your father so
bitterly, God made me love you."
She rose to her feet in a moment, her face ashen.
"Don't go away," he said, quietly and deliberately. "It will do you no
harm to hear me out. I did not seek this interview. I shall never seek
another. A man who has been in prison, and whose mother died in the
workhouse----"
"In the workhouse?" she said, with a gasp.
"Thanks to your father," he said slowly and bitterly. "And yet, in spite
of all this, I had dared to love you. No, don't sneer at me," he said,
mistaking a motion of her lips. "God knows I have about as much as I can
bear. I tried to hate you. I felt it almost a religious duty to hate
you. I fought against the passion that has conquered me till I had no
strength left."
She had sat down again, with her eyes upon the ground, but her bosom was
heaving as though a tempest raged beneath.
"Why have you told me this?" she said at length, with a sudden fierce
light in her eyes.
"Oh, I hardly know," he said, with a reckless laugh. "For the fun of it,
I expect. Don't imagine I have any ulterior object in view, save that of
self-defence."
"Self-defence?"
"Yes; you will despise me now. My effrontery and impertinence will be
too much even for your large charity. I can fancy how the tempest of
your scorn is gathering. I don't mind it. Let it rage. It may help to
turn my heart against you."
She did not answer him; she sat quite still with her eyes fixed upon the
ground.
He looked at her for several moments in silence, and his mood began to
change. What spirit had possessed him to talk as he had done?
She rose to her feet at length, and raised her eyes timidly to his face.
Whether she was angry or disgusted, or only sorry, he could not tell.
He rose also, but he scarcely dared to look at her.
"Good-afternoon," she said at length; and she held out her hand to him.
"Good-afternoon," he answered; but he did not take her outstretched
hand, he pretended not even to see it.
He stood still and watched her walk away out into the level sunshine;
watched her till she seemed but a speck of colour in the hazy distance.
Then, with a sigh, he turned his face towards the City. He still felt
more or less like one in a dream: there seemed to be an air of unreality
about everything. Perhaps he would come to himself directly and discover
that he was not in London at all.
He did not return to his hotel until nearly bedtime. The porter handed
him a letter which came soon after he went out.
It was from Sir John Liskeard, and requested that Ralph would call on
him again at his rooms in the Temple on the following morning, any time
between ten and half-past. No reason was given why Sir John wanted this
second interview.
Ralph stood staring at the letter for several moments, then slowly put
it back into the envelope, and into his pocket.
"Perhaps some new facts have come to light," he said to himself, as he
made his way slowly up the stairs, and a thrill of hope and expectancy
shot through his heart. "Perhaps my journey to London may not be without
fruit after all. I wonder now----"
And when he awoke next morning he was still wondering.