VIII

A few minutes before half-past seven, the Duke, arrayed for dinner,

passed leisurely up the High. The arresting feature of his costume was

a mulberry-coloured coat, with brass buttons. This, to any one versed in

Oxford lore, betokened him a member of the Junta. It is awful to think

that a casual stranger might have mistaken him for a footman. It does

not do to think of such things.

The tradesmen, at the doors of their shops, bowed low as he passed,

rubbing their hands and smiling, hoping inwardly that they took no

liberty in sharing the cool rosy air of the evening with his Grace. They

noted that he wore in his shirt-front a black pearl and a pink. “Daring,

but becoming,” they opined.

The rooms of the Junta were over a stationer’s shop, next door but one

to the Mitre. They were small rooms; but as the Junta had now, besides

the Duke, only two members, and as no member might introduce more than

one guest, there was ample space.

The Duke had been elected in his second term. At that time there were

four members; but these were all leaving Oxford at the end of the summer

term, and there seemed to be in the ranks of the Bullingdon and the

Loder no one quite eligible for the Junta, that holy of holies. Thus it

was that the Duke inaugurated in solitude his second year of membership.

From time to time, he proposed and seconded a few candidates, after

“sounding” them as to whether they were willing to join. But always,

when election evening--the last Tuesday of term--drew near, he began to

have his doubts about these fellows. This one was “rowdy”; that one

was over-dressed; another did not ride quite straight to hounds; in the

pedigree of another a bar-sinister was more than suspected. Election

evening was always a rather melancholy time. After dinner, when the two

club servants had placed on the mahogany the time-worn Candidates’ Book

and the ballot-box, and had noiselessly withdrawn, the Duke, clearing

his throat, read aloud to himself “Mr. So-and-So, of Such-and-Such

College, proposed by the Duke of Dorset, seconded by the Duke of

Dorset,” and, in every case, when he drew out the drawer of the

ballot-box, found it was a black-ball that he had dropped into the urn.

Thus it was that at the end of the summer term the annual photographic

“group” taken by Messrs. Hills and Saunders was a presentment of the

Duke alone.

In the course of his third year he had become less exclusive. Not

because there seemed to be any one really worthy of the Junta; but

because the Junta, having thriven since the eighteenth century, must

not die. Suppose--one never knew--he were struck by lightning, the Junta

would be no more. So, not without reluctance, but unanimously, he had

elected The MacQuern, of Balliol, and Sir John Marraby, of Brasenose.

To-night, as he, a doomed man, went up into the familiar rooms, he was

wholly glad that he had thus relented. As yet, he was spared the tragic

knowledge that it would make no difference.*

* The Junta has been reconstituted. But the apostolic line was

broken, the thread was snapped; the old magic is fled.

The MacQuern and two other young men were already there.

“Mr. President,” said The MacQuern, “I present Mr. Trent-Garby, of

Christ Church.”

“The Junta is honoured,” said the Duke, bowing.

Such was the ritual of the club.

The other young man, because his host, Sir John Marraby, was not yet on

the scene, had no locus standi, and, though a friend of The MacQuern,

and well known to the Duke, had to be ignored.

A moment later, Sir John arrived. “Mr. President,” he said, “I present

Lord Sayes, of Magdalen.”

“The Junta is honoured,” said the Duke, bowing.

Both hosts and both guests, having been prominent in the throng that

vociferated around Zuleika an hour earlier, were slightly abashed in

the Duke’s presence. He, however, had not noticed any one in particular,

and, even if he had, that fine tradition of the club--“A member of the

Junta can do no wrong; a guest of the Junta cannot err”--would have

prevented him from showing his displeasure.

A Herculean figure filled the doorway.

“The Junta is honoured,” said the Duke, bowing to his guest.

“Duke,” said the newcomer quietly, “the honour is as much mine as

that of the interesting and ancient institution which I am this night

privileged to inspect.”

Turning to Sir John and The MacQuern, the Duke said “I present Mr.

Abimelech V. Oover, of Trinity.”

“The Junta,” they replied, “is honoured.”

“Gentlemen,” said the Rhodes Scholar, “your good courtesy is just such

as I would have anticipated from members of the ancient Junta. Like most

of my countrymen, I am a man of few words. We are habituated out there

to act rather than talk. Judged from the view-point of your beautiful

old civilisation, I am aware my curtness must seem crude. But,

gentlemen, believe me, right here--”

“Dinner is served, your Grace.”

Thus interrupted, Mr. Oover, with the resourcefulness of a practised

orator, brought his thanks to a quick but not abrupt conclusion. The

little company passed into the front room.

Through the window, from the High, fading daylight mingled with the

candle-light. The mulberry coats of the hosts, interspersed by the black

ones of the guests, made a fine pattern around the oval table a-gleam

with the many curious pieces of gold and silver plate that had accrued

to the Junta in course of years.

The President showed much deference to his guest. He seemed to listen

with close attention to the humorous anecdote with which, in the

American fashion, Mr. Oover inaugurated dinner.

To all Rhodes Scholars, indeed, his courtesy was invariable. He went out

of his way to cultivate them. And this he did more as a favour to Lord

Milner than of his own caprice. He found these Scholars, good fellows

though they were, rather oppressive. They had not--how could they

have?--the undergraduate’s virtue of taking Oxford as a matter of

course. The Germans loved it too little, the Colonials too much. The

Americans were, to a sensitive observer, the most troublesome--as being

the most troubled--of the whole lot. The Duke was not one of those

Englishmen who fling, or care to hear flung, cheap sneers at America.

Whenever any one in his presence said that America was not large

in area, he would firmly maintain that it was. He held, too, in his

enlightened way, that Americans have a perfect right to exist. But

he did often find himself wishing Mr. Rhodes had not enabled them to

exercise that right in Oxford. They were so awfully afraid of having

their strenuous native characters undermined by their delight in the

place. They held that the future was theirs, a glorious asset, far more

glorious than the past. But a theory, as the Duke saw, is one thing, an

emotion another. It is so much easier to covet what one hasn’t than to

revel in what one has. Also, it is so much easier to be enthusiastic

about what exists than about what doesn’t. The future doesn’t exist. The

past does. For, whereas all men can learn, the gift of prophecy has died

out. A man cannot work up in his breast any real excitement about what

possibly won’t happen. He cannot very well help being sentimentally

interested in what he knows has happened. On the other hand, he owes a

duty to his country. And, if his country be America, he ought to try to

feel a vivid respect for the future, and a cold contempt for the past.

Also, if he be selected by his country as a specimen of the best moral,

physical, and intellectual type that she can produce for the astounding

of the effete foreigner, and incidentally for the purpose of raising

that foreigner’s tone, he must--mustn’t he?--do his best to astound,

to exalt. But then comes in this difficulty. Young men don’t like to

astound and exalt their fellows. And Americans, individually, are of

all people the most anxious to please. That they talk overmuch is often

taken as a sign of self-satisfaction. It is merely a mannerism. Rhetoric

is a thing inbred in them. They are quite unconscious of it. It is as

natural to them as breathing. And, while they talk on, they really do

believe that they are a quick, businesslike people, by whom things are

“put through” with an almost brutal abruptness. This notion of theirs is

rather confusing to the patient English auditor.

Altogether, the American Rhodes Scholars, with their splendid native

gift of oratory, and their modest desire to please, and their not less

evident feeling that they ought merely to edify, and their constant

delight in all that of Oxford their English brethren don’t notice, and

their constant fear that they are being corrupted, are a noble, rather

than a comfortable, element in the social life of the University. So, at

least, they seemed to the Duke.

And to-night, but that he had invited Oover to dine with him, he could

have been dining with Zuleika. And this was his last dinner on earth.

Such thoughts made him the less able to take pleasure in his guest.

Perfect, however, the amenity of his manner.

This was the more commendable because Oover’s “aura” was even more

disturbing than that of the average Rhodes Scholar. To-night, besides

the usual conflicts in this young man’s bosom, raged a special one

between his desire to behave well and his jealousy of the man who had

to-day been Miss Dobson’s escort. In theory he denied the Duke’s right

to that honour. In sentiment he admitted it. Another conflict, you see.

And another. He longed to orate about the woman who had his heart; yet

she was the one topic that must be shirked.

The MacQuern and Mr. Trent-Garby, Sir John Marraby and Lord Sayes, they

too--though they were no orators--would fain have unpacked their hearts

in words about Zuleika. They spoke of this and that, automatically, none

listening to another--each man listening, wide-eyed, to his own heart’s

solo on the Zuleika theme, and drinking rather more champagne than was

good for him. Maybe, these youths sowed in themselves, on this night,

the seeds of lifelong intemperance. We cannot tell. They did not live

long enough for us to know.

While the six dined, a seventh, invisible to them, leaned moodily

against the mantel-piece, watching them. He was not of their time. His

long brown hair was knotted in a black riband behind. He wore a pale

brocaded coat and lace ruffles, silken stockings, a sword. Privy to

their doom, he watched them. He was loth that his Junta must die. Yes,

his. Could the diners have seen him, they would have known him by his

resemblance to the mezzotint portrait that hung on the wall above him.

They would have risen to their feet in presence of Humphrey Greddon,

founder and first president of the club.

His face was not so oval, nor were his eyes so big, nor his lips so

full, nor his hands so delicate, as they appeared in the mezzotint. Yet

(bating the conventions of eighteenth-century portraiture) the likeness

was a good one. Humphrey Greddon was not less well-knit and graceful

than the painter had made him, and, hard though the lines of the face

were, there was about him a certain air of high romance that could not

be explained away by the fact that he was of a period not our own. You

could understand the great love that Nellie O’Mora had borne him.

Under the mezzotint hung Hoppner’s miniature of that lovely and

ill-starred girl, with her soft dark eyes, and her curls all astray from

beneath her little blue turban. And the Duke was telling Mr. Oover her

story--how she had left her home for Humphrey Greddon when she was but

sixteen, and he an undergraduate at Christ Church; and had lived for him

in a cottage at Littlemore, whither he would ride, most days, to be with

her; and how he tired of her, broke his oath that he would marry her,

thereby broke her heart; and how she drowned herself in a mill-pond; and

how Greddon was killed in Venice, two years later, duelling on the Riva

Schiavoni with a Senator whose daughter he had seduced.

And he, Greddon, was not listening very attentively to the tale. He

had heard it told so often in this room, and he did not understand

the sentiments of the modern world. Nellie had been a monstrous pretty

creature. He had adored her, and had done with her. It was right that

she should always be toasted after dinner by the Junta, as in the days

when first he loved her--“Here’s to Nellie O’Mora, the fairest witch

that ever was or will be!” He would have resented the omission of that

toast. But he was sick of the pitying, melting looks that were always

cast towards her miniature. Nellie had been beautiful, but, by God! she

was always a dunce and a simpleton. How could he have spent his life

with her? She was a fool, by God! not to marry that fool Trailby, of

Merton, whom he took to see her.

Mr. Oover’s moral tone, and his sense of chivalry, were of the American

kind: far higher than ours, even, and far better expressed. Whereas the

English guests of the Junta, when they heard the tale of Nellie O’Mora,

would merely murmur “Poor girl!” or “What a shame!” Mr. Oover said in a

tone of quiet authority that compelled Greddon’s ear “Duke, I hope I am

not incognisant of the laws that govern the relations of guest and host.

But, Duke, I aver deliberately that the founder of this fine old

club; at which you are so splendidly entertaining me to-night, was an

unmitigated scoundrel. I say he was not a white man.”

At the word “scoundrel,” Humphrey Greddon had sprung forward, drawing

his sword, and loudly, in a voice audible to himself alone, challenged

the American to make good his words. Then, as this gentleman took no

notice, with one clean straight thrust Greddon ran him through the

heart, shouting “Die, you damned psalm-singer and traducer! And so die

all rebels against King George!”* Withdrawing the blade, he wiped it

daintily on his cambric handkerchief. There was no blood. Mr. Oover,

with unpunctured shirt-front, was repeating “I say he was not a white

man.” And Greddon remembered himself--remembered he was only a ghost,

impalpable, impotent, of no account. “But I shall meet you in Hell

to-morrow,” he hissed in Oover’s face. And there he was wrong. It is

quite certain that Oover went to Heaven.

* As Edward VII. was at this time on the throne, it must have been

to George III. that Mr. Greddon was referring.

Unable to avenge himself, Greddon had looked to the Duke to act for him.

When he saw that this young man did but smile at Oover and make a vague

deprecatory gesture, he again, in his wrath, forgot his disabilities.

Drawing himself to his full height, he took with great deliberation a

pinch of snuff, and, bowing low to the Duke, said “I am vastly obleeged

to your Grace for the fine high Courage you have exhibited in the behalf

of your most Admiring, most Humble Servant.” Then, having brushed away

a speck of snuff from his jabot, he turned on his heel; and only in the

doorway, where one of the club servants, carrying a decanter in each

hand, walked straight through him, did he realise that he had not

spoilt the Duke’s evening. With a volley of the most appalling

eighteenth-century oaths, he passed back into the nether world.

To the Duke, Nellie O’Mora had never been a very vital figure. He had

often repeated the legend of her. But, having never known what love was,

he could not imagine her rapture or her anguish. Himself the quarry of

all Mayfair’s wise virgins, he had always--so far as he thought of

the matter at all--suspected that Nellie’s death was due to thwarted

ambition. But to-night, while he told Oover about her, he could see

into her soul. Nor did he pity her. She had loved. She had known the

one thing worth living for--and dying for. She, as she went down to the

mill-pond, had felt just that ecstasy of self-sacrifice which he himself

had felt to-day and would feel to-morrow. And for a while, too--for a

full year--she had known the joy of being loved, had been for Greddon

“the fairest witch that ever was or will be.” He could not agree with

Oover’s long disquisition on her sufferings. And, glancing at her

well-remembered miniature, he wondered just what it was in her that had

captivated Greddon. He was in that blest state when a man cannot believe

the earth has been trodden by any really beautiful or desirable lady

save the lady of his own heart.

The moment had come for the removal of the table-cloth. The mahogany of

the Junta was laid bare--a clear dark lake, anon to reflect in its still

and ruddy depths the candelabras and the fruit-cradles, the slender

glasses and the stout old decanters, the forfeit-box and the snuff-box,

and other paraphernalia of the dignity of dessert. Lucidly, and

unwaveringly inverted in the depths these good things stood; and, so

soon as the wine had made its circuit, the Duke rose and with uplifted

glass proposed the first of the two toasts traditional to the Junta.

“Gentlemen, I give you Church and State.”

The toast having been honoured by all--and by none with a richer

reverence than by Oover, despite his passionate mental reservation in

favour of Pittsburg-Anabaptism and the Republican Ideal--the snuff-box

was handed round, and fruit was eaten.

Presently, when the wine had gone round again, the Duke rose and with

uplifted glass said “Gentlemen, I give you--” and there halted.

Silent, frowning, flushed, he stood for a few moments, and then, with

a deliberate gesture, tilted his glass and let fall the wine to the

carpet. “No,” he said, looking round the table, “I cannot give you

Nellie O’Mora.”

“Why not?” gasped Sir John Marraby.

“You have a right to ask that,” said the Duke, still standing. “I can

only say that my conscience is stronger than my sense of what is due to

the customs of the club. Nellie O’Mora,” he said, passing his hand over

his brow, “may have been in her day the fairest witch that ever was--so

fair that our founder had good reason to suppose her the fairest witch

that ever would be. But his prediction was a false one. So at least it

seems to me. Of course I cannot both hold this view and remain President

of this club. MacQuern--Marraby--which of you is Vice-President?”

“He is,” said Marraby.

“Then, MacQuern, you are hereby President, vice myself resigned. Take

the chair and propose the toast.”

“I would rather not,” said The MacQuern after a pause.

“Then, Marraby, YOU must.”

“Not I!” said Marraby.

“Why is this?” asked the Duke, looking from one to the other.

The MacQuern, with Scotch caution, was silent. But the impulsive

Marraby--Madcap Marraby, as they called him in B.N.C.--said “It’s

because I won’t lie!” and, leaping up, raised his glass aloft and cried

“I give you Zuleika Dobson, the fairest witch that ever was or will be!”

Mr. Oover, Lord Sayes, Mr. Trent-Garby, sprang to their feet; The

MacQuern rose to his. “Zuleika Dobson!” they cried, and drained their

glasses.

Then, when they had resumed their seats, came an awkward pause. The

Duke, still erect beside the chair he had vacated, looked very grave

and pale. Marraby had taken an outrageous liberty. But “a member of the

Junta can do no wrong,” and the liberty could not be resented. The Duke

felt that the blame was on himself, who had elected Marraby to the club.

Mr. Oover, too, looked grave. All the antiquarian in him deplored

the sudden rupture of a fine old Oxford tradition. All the chivalrous

American in him resented the slight on that fair victim of the feudal

system, Miss O’Mora. And, at the same time, all the Abimelech V. in him

rejoiced at having honoured by word and act the one woman in the world.

Gazing around at the flushed faces and heaving shirt-fronts of the

diners, the Duke forgot Marraby’s misdemeanour. What mattered far more

to him was that here were five young men deeply under the spell of

Zuleika. They must be saved, if possible. He knew how strong his

influence was in the University. He knew also how strong was Zuleika’s.

He had not much hope of the issue. But his new-born sense of duty to his

fellows spurred him on. “Is there,” he asked with a bitter smile, “any

one of you who doesn’t with his whole heart love Miss Dobson?”

Nobody held up a hand.

“As I feared,” said the Duke, knowing not that if a hand had been held

up he would have taken it as a personal insult. No man really in love

can forgive another for not sharing his ardour. His jealousy for himself

when his beloved prefers another man is hardly a stronger passion than

his jealousy for her when she is not preferred to all other women.

“You know her only by sight--by repute?” asked the Duke. They signified

that this was so. “I wish you would introduce me to her,” said Marraby.

“You are all coming to the Judas concert tonight?” the Duke asked,

ignoring Marraby. “You have all secured tickets?” They nodded. “To hear

me play, or to see Miss Dobson?” There was a murmur of “Both--both.”

“And you would all of you, like Marraby, wish to be presented to this

lady?” Their eyes dilated. “That way happiness lies, think you?”

“Oh, happiness be hanged!” said Marraby.

To the Duke this seemed a profoundly sane remark--an epitome of his own

sentiments. But what was right for himself was not right for all. He

believed in convention as the best way for average mankind. And so,

slowly, calmly, he told to his fellow-diners just what he had told a few

hours earlier to those two young men in Salt Cellar. Not knowing that

his words had already been spread throughout Oxford, he was rather

surprised that they seemed to make no sensation. Quite flat, too, fell

his appeal that the syren be shunned by all.

Mr. Oover, during his year of residence, had been sorely tried by the

quaint old English custom of not making public speeches after private

dinners. It was with a deep sigh of satisfaction that he now rose to his

feet.

“Duke,” he said in a low voice, which yet penetrated to every corner

of the room, “I guess I am voicing these gentlemen when I say that your

words show up your good heart, all the time. Your mentality, too, is

bully, as we all predicate. One may say without exaggeration that your

scholarly and social attainments are a by-word throughout the solar

system, and be-yond. We rightly venerate you as our boss. Sir, we

worship the ground you walk on. But we owe a duty to our own free and

independent manhood. Sir, we worship the ground Miss Z. Dobson treads

on. We have pegged out a claim right there. And from that location

we aren’t to be budged--not for bob-nuts. We asseverate we

squat--where--we--squat, come--what--will. You say we have no chance to

win Miss Z. Dobson. That--we--know. We aren’t worthy. We lie prone. Let

her walk over us. You say her heart is cold. We don’t pro-fess we

can take the chill off. But, Sir, we can’t be diverted out of loving

her--not even by you, Sir. No, Sir! We love her, and--shall, and--will,

Sir, with--our--latest breath.”

This peroration evoked loud applause. “I love her, and shall, and will,”

shouted each man. And again they honoured in wine her image. Sir John

Marraby uttered a cry familiar in the hunting-field. The MacQuern

contributed a few bars of a sentimental ballad in the dialect of his

country. “Hurrah, hurrah!” shouted Mr. Trent-Garby. Lord Sayes hummed

the latest waltz, waving his arms to its rhythm, while the wine he had

just spilt on his shirt-front trickled unheeded to his waistcoat. Mr.

Oover gave the Yale cheer.

The genial din was wafted down through the open window to the

passers-by. The wine-merchant across the way heard it, and smiled

pensively. “Youth, youth!” he murmured.

The genial din grew louder.

At any other time, the Duke would have been jarred by the disgrace to

the Junta. But now, as he stood with bent head, covering his face with

his hands, he thought only of the need to rid these young men, here

and now, of the influence that had befallen them. To-morrow his tragic

example might be too late, the mischief have sunk too deep, the agony be

life-long. His good breeding forbade him to cast over a dinner-table the

shadow of his death. His conscience insisted that he must. He uncovered

his face, and held up one hand for silence.

“We are all of us,” he said, “old enough to remember vividly the

demonstrations made in the streets of London when war was declared

between us and the Transvaal Republic. You, Mr. Oover, doubtless heard

in America the echoes of those ebullitions. The general idea was that

the war was going to be a very brief and simple affair--what was called

‘a walk-over.’ To me, though I was only a small boy, it seemed that all

this delirious pride in the prospect of crushing a trumpery foe argued

a defect in our sense of proportion. Still, I was able to understand the

demonstrators’ point of view. To ‘the giddy vulgar’ any sort of victory

is pleasant. But defeat? If, when that war was declared, every one had

been sure that not only should we fail to conquer the Transvaal, but

that IT would conquer US--that not only would it make good its freedom

and independence, but that we should forfeit ours--how would the

cits have felt then? Would they not have pulled long faces, spoken in

whispers, wept? You must forgive me for saying that the noise you have

just made around this table was very like to the noise made on the verge

of the Boer War. And your procedure seems to me as unaccountable as

would have seemed the antics of those mobs if England had been plainly

doomed to disaster and to vassalage. My guest here to-night, in the

course of his very eloquent and racy speech, spoke of the need that he

and you should preserve your ‘free and independent manhood.’ That seemed

to me an irreproachable ideal. But I confess I was somewhat taken aback

by my friend’s scheme for realising it. He declared his intention of

lying prone and letting Miss Dobson ‘walk over’ him; and he advised you

to follow his example; and to this counsel you gave evident approval.

Gentlemen, suppose that on the verge of the aforesaid war, some orator

had said to the British people ‘It is going to be a walk-over for our

enemy in the field. Mr. Kruger holds us in the hollow of his hand.

In subjection to him we shall find our long-lost freedom and

independence’--what would have been Britannia’s answer? What, on

reflection, is yours to Mr. Oover? What are Mr. Oover’s own second

thoughts?” The Duke paused, with a smile to his guest.

“Go right ahead, Duke,” said Mr. Oover. “I’ll re-ply when my turn

comes.”

“And not utterly demolish me, I hope,” said the Duke. His was the Oxford

manner. “Gentlemen,” he continued, “is it possible that Britannia would

have thrown her helmet in the air, shrieking ‘Slavery for ever’? You,

gentlemen, seem to think slavery a pleasant and an honourable state. You

have less experience of it than I. I have been enslaved to Miss Dobson

since yesterday evening; you, only since this afternoon; I, at close

quarters; you, at a respectful distance. Your fetters have not galled

you yet. MY wrists, MY ankles, are excoriated. The iron has entered into

my soul. I droop. I stumble. Blood flows from me. I quiver and curse. I

writhe. The sun mocks me. The moon titters in my face. I can stand it no

longer. I will no more of it. Tomorrow I die.”

The flushed faces of the diners grew gradually pale. Their eyes lost

lustre. Their tongues clove to the roofs of their mouths.

At length, almost inaudibly, The MacQuern asked “Do you mean you are

going to commit suicide?”

“Yes,” said the Duke, “if you choose to put it in that way. Yes. And it

is only by a chance that I did not commit suicide this afternoon.”

“You--don’t--say,” gasped Mr. Oover.

“I do indeed,” said the Duke. “And I ask you all to weigh well my

message.”

“But--but does Miss Dobson know?” asked Sir John.

“Oh yes,” was the reply. “Indeed, it was she who persuaded me not to die

till to-morrow.”

“But--but,” faltered Lord Sayes, “I saw her saying good-bye to you in

Judas Street. And--and she looked quite--as if nothing had happened.”

“Nothing HAD happened,” said the Duke. “And she was very much pleased

to have me still with her. But she isn’t so cruel as to hinder me from

dying for her to-morrow. I don’t think she exactly fixed the hour. It

shall be just after the Eights have been rowed. An earlier death would

mark in me a lack of courtesy to that contest... It seems strange to

you that I should do this thing? Take warning by me. Muster all your

will-power, and forget Miss Dobson. Tear up your tickets for the

concert. Stay here and play cards. Play high. Or rather, go back to your

various Colleges, and speed the news I have told you. Put all Oxford on

its guard against this woman who can love no lover. Let all Oxford

know that I, Dorset, who had so much reason to love life--I, the

nonpareil--am going to die for the love I bear this woman. And let no

man think I go unwilling. I am no lamb led to the slaughter. I am priest

as well as victim. I offer myself up with a pious joy. But enough

of this cold Hebraism! It is ill-attuned to my soul’s mood.

Self-sacrifice--bah! Regard me as a voluptuary. I am that. All my

baffled ardour speeds me to the bosom of Death. She is gentle and

wanton. She knows I could never have loved her for her own sake. She

has no illusions about me. She knows well I come to her because not

otherwise may I quench my passion.”

There was a long silence. The Duke, looking around at the bent heads and

drawn mouths of his auditors, saw that his words had gone home. It was

Marraby who revealed how powerfully home they had gone.

“Dorset,” he said huskily, “I shall die too.”

The Duke flung up his hands, staring wildly.

“I stand in with that,” said Mr. Oover.

“So do I!” said Lord Sayes. “And I!” said Mr. Trent-Garby; “And I!” The

MacQuern.

The Duke found voice. “Are you mad?” he asked, clutching at his throat.

“Are you all mad?”

“No, Duke,” said Mr. Oover. “Or, if we are, you have no right to be at

large. You have shown us the way. We--take it.”

“Just so,” said The MacQuern, stolidly.

“Listen, you fools,” cried the Duke. But through the open window came

the vibrant stroke of some clock. He wheeled round, plucked out his

watch--nine!--the concert!--his promise not to be late!--Zuleika!

All other thoughts vanished. In an instant he dodged beneath the sash

of the window. From the flower-box he sprang to the road beneath. (The

facade of the house is called, to this day, Dorset’s Leap.) Alighting

with the legerity of a cat, he swerved leftward in the recoil, and was

off, like a streak of mulberry-coloured lightning, down the High.

The other men had rushed to the window, fearing the worst. “No,” cried

Oover. “That’s all right. Saves time!” and he raised himself on to the

window-box. It splintered under his weight. He leapt heavily but well,

followed by some uprooted geraniums. Squaring his shoulders, he threw

back his head, and doubled down the slope.

There was a violent jostle between the remaining men. The MacQuern

cannily got out of it, and rushed downstairs. He emerged at the

front-door just after Marraby touched ground. The Baronet’s left ankle

had twisted under him. His face was drawn with pain as he hopped down

the High on his right foot, fingering his ticket for the concert. Next

leapt Lord Sayes. And last of all leapt Mr. Trent-Garby, who, catching

his foot in the ruined flower-box, fell headlong, and was, I regret to

say, killed. Lord Sayes passed Sir John in a few paces. The MacQuern

overtook Mr. Oover at St. Mary’s and outstripped him in Radcliffe

Square. The Duke came in an easy first.

Youth, youth!

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