III

The clock in the Warden’s drawing-room had just struck eight, and

already the ducal feet were beautiful on the white bearskin hearthrug.

So slim and long were they, of instep so nobly arched, that only with

a pair of glazed ox-tongues on a breakfast-table were they comparable.

Incomparable quite, the figure and face and vesture of him who ended in

them.

The Warden was talking to him, with all the deference of elderly

commoner to patrician boy. The other guests--an Oriel don and his

wife--were listening with earnest smile and submissive droop, at a

slight distance. Now and again, to put themselves at their ease, they

exchanged in undertone a word or two about the weather.

“The young lady whom you may have noticed with me,” the Warden was

saying, “is my orphaned grand-daughter.” (The wife of the Oriel don

discarded her smile, and sighed, with a glance at the Duke, who was

himself an orphan.) “She has come to stay with me.” (The Duke glanced

quickly round the room.) “I cannot think why she is not down yet.” (The

Oriel don fixed his eyes on the clock, as though he suspected it of

being fast.) “I must ask you to forgive her. She appears to be a bright,

pleasant young woman.”

“Married?” asked the Duke.

“No,” said the Warden; and a cloud of annoyance crossed the boy’s face.

“No; she devotes her life entirely to good works.”

“A hospital nurse?” the Duke murmured.

“No, Zuleika’s appointed task is to induce delightful wonder rather than

to alleviate pain. She performs conjuring-tricks.”

“Not--not Miss Zuleika Dobson?” cried the Duke.

“Ah yes. I forgot that she had achieved some fame in the outer world.

Perhaps she has already met you?”

“Never,” said the young man coldly. “But of course I have heard of Miss

Dobson. I did not know she was related to you.”

The Duke had an intense horror of unmarried girls. All his vacations

were spent in eluding them and their chaperons. That he should be

confronted with one of them--with such an one of them!--in Oxford,

seemed to him sheer violation of sanctuary. The tone, therefore, in

which he said “I shall be charmed,” in answer to the Warden’s request

that he would take Zuleika into dinner, was very glacial. So was his

gaze when, a moment later, the young lady made her entry.

“She did not look like an orphan,” said the wife of the Oriel don,

subsequently, on the way home. The criticism was a just one. Zuleika

would have looked singular in one of those lowly double-files of

straw-bonnets and drab cloaks which are so steadying a feature of

our social system. Tall and lissom, she was sheathed from the bosom

downwards in flamingo silk, and she was liberally festooned with

emeralds. Her dark hair was not even strained back from her forehead and

behind her ears, as an orphan’s should be. Parted somewhere at the side,

it fell in an avalanche of curls upon one eyebrow. From her right

ear drooped heavily a black pearl, from her left a pink; and their

difference gave an odd, bewildering witchery to the little face between.

Was the young Duke bewitched? Instantly, utterly. But none could

have guessed as much from his cold stare, his easy and impassive bow.

Throughout dinner, none guessed that his shirt-front was but the screen

of a fierce warfare waged between pride and passion. Zuleika, at the

foot of the table, fondly supposed him indifferent to her. Though he

sat on her right, not one word or glance would he give her. All his

conversation was addressed to the unassuming lady who sat on his other

side, next to the Warden. Her he edified and flustered beyond measure

by his insistent courtesy. Her husband, alone on the other side of

the table, was mortified by his utter failure to engage Zuleika in

small-talk. Zuleika was sitting with her profile turned to him--the

profile with the pink pearl--and was gazing full at the young Duke. She

was hardly more affable than a cameo. “Yes,” “No,” “I don’t know,”

were the only answers she would vouchsafe to his questions. A vague “Oh

really?” was all he got for his timid little offerings of information.

In vain he started the topic of modern conjuring-tricks as compared with

the conjuring-tricks performed by the ancient Egyptians. Zuleika did not

even say “Oh really?” when he told her about the metamorphosis of the

bulls in the Temple of Osiris. He primed himself with a glass of sherry,

cleared his throat. “And what,” he asked, with a note of firmness, “did

you think of our cousins across the water?” Zuleika said “Yes;” and

then he gave in. Nor was she conscious that he ceased talking to her. At

intervals throughout the rest of dinner, she murmured “Yes,” and “No,”

and “Oh really?” though the poor little don was now listening silently

to the Duke and the Warden.

She was in a trance of sheer happiness. At last, she thought, her hope

was fulfilled--that hope which, although she had seldom remembered it in

the joy of her constant triumphs, had been always lurking in her, lying

near to her heart and chafing her, like the shift of sackcloth which

that young brilliant girl, loved and lost of Giacopone di Todi, wore

always in secret submission to her own soul, under the fair soft robes

and the rubies men saw on her. At last, here was the youth who would not

bow down to her; whom, looking up to him, she could adore. She ate and

drank automatically, never taking her gaze from him. She felt not one

touch of pique at his behaviour. She was tremulous with a joy that was

new to her, greater than any joy she had known. Her soul was as a flower

in its opetide. She was in love. Rapt, she studied every lineament of

the pale and perfect face--the brow from which bronze-coloured hair rose

in tiers of burnished ripples; the large steel-coloured eyes, with their

carven lids; the carven nose, and the plastic lips. She noted how long

and slim were his fingers, and how slender his wrists. She noted the

glint cast by the candles upon his shirt-front. The two large white

pearls there seemed to her symbols of his nature. They were like two

moons: cold, remote, radiant. Even when she gazed at the Duke’s face,

she was aware of them in her vision.

Nor was the Duke unconscious, as he seemed to be, of her scrutiny.

Though he kept his head averse, he knew that always her eyes were

watching him. Obliquely, he saw them; saw, too, the contour of the face,

and the black pearl and the pink; could not blind himself, try as he

would. And he knew that he was in love.

Like Zuleika herself, this young Duke was in love for the first time.

Wooed though he had been by almost as many maidens as she by youths, his

heart, like hers, had remained cold. But he had never felt, as she

had, the desire to love. He was not now rejoicing, as she was, in the

sensation of first love; nay, he was furiously mortified by it, and

struggled with all his might against it. He had always fancied himself

secure against any so vulgar peril; always fancied that by him at least,

the proud old motto of his family--“Pas si bete”--would not be belied.

And I daresay, indeed, that had he never met Zuleika, the irresistible,

he would have lived, and at a very ripe old age died, a dandy without

reproach. For in him the dandiacal temper had been absolute hitherto,

quite untainted and unruffled. He was too much concerned with his

own perfection ever to think of admiring any one else. Different from

Zuleika, he cared for his wardrobe and his toilet-table not as a means

to making others admire him the more, but merely as a means through

which he could intensify, a ritual in which to express and realise, his

own idolatry. At Eton he had been called “Peacock,” and this nick-name

had followed him up to Oxford. It was not wholly apposite, however. For,

whereas the peacock is a fool even among birds, the Duke had already

taken (besides a particularly brilliant First in Mods) the Stanhope,

the Newdigate, the Lothian, and the Gaisford Prize for Greek Verse. And

these things he had achieved currente calamo, “wielding his pen,” as

Scott said of Byron, “with the easy negligence of a nobleman.” He was

now in his third year of residence, and was reading, a little, for

Literae Humaniores. There is no doubt that but for his untimely death he

would have taken a particularly brilliant First in that school also.

For the rest, he had many accomplishments. He was adroit in the killing

of all birds and fishes, stags and foxes. He played polo, cricket,

racquets, chess, and billiards as well as such things can be played.

He was fluent in all modern languages, had a very real talent in

water-colour, and was accounted, by those who had had the privilege of

hearing him, the best amateur pianist on this side of the Tweed. Little

wonder, then, that he was idolised by the undergraduates of his day.

He did not, however, honour many of them with his friendship. He had a

theoretic liking for them as a class, as the “young barbarians all at

play” in that little antique city; but individually they jarred on him,

and he saw little of them. Yet he sympathised with them always, and, on

occasion, would actively take their part against the dons. In the middle

of his second year, he had gone so far that a College Meeting had to be

held, and he was sent down for the rest of term. The Warden placed his

own landau at the disposal of the illustrious young exile, who therein

was driven to the station, followed by a long, vociferous procession

of undergraduates in cabs. Now, it happened that this was a time of

political excitement in London. The Liberals, who were in power,

had passed through the House of Commons a measure more than usually

socialistic; and this measure was down for its second reading in the

Lords on the very day that the Duke left Oxford, an exile. It was but a

few weeks since he had taken his seat in the Lords; and this afternoon,

for the want of anything better to do, he strayed in. The Leader of the

House was already droning his speech for the bill, and the Duke found

himself on one of the opposite benches. There sat his compeers, sullenly

waiting to vote for a bill which every one of them detested. As the

speaker subsided, the Duke, for the fun of the thing, rose. He made

a long speech against the bill. His gibes at the Government were so

scathing, so utterly destructive his criticism of the bill itself, so

lofty and so irresistible the flights of his eloquence, that, when he

resumed his seat, there was only one course left to the Leader of the

House. He rose and, in a few husky phrases, moved that the bill “be read

this day six months.” All England rang with the name of the young Duke.

He himself seemed to be the one person unmoved by his exploit. He did

not re-appear in the Upper Chamber, and was heard to speak in slighting

terms of its architecture, as well as of its upholstery. Nevertheless,

the Prime Minister became so nervous that he procured for him, a month

later, the Sovereign’s offer of a Garter which had just fallen vacant.

The Duke accepted it. He was, I understand, the only undergraduate on

whom this Order had ever been conferred. He was very much pleased with

the insignia, and when, on great occasions, he wore them, no one dared

say that the Prime Minister’s choice was not fully justified. But you

must not imagine that he cared for them as symbols of achievement and

power. The dark blue riband, and the star scintillating to eight

points, the heavy mantle of blue velvet, with its lining of taffeta

and shoulder-knots of white satin, the crimson surcoat, the great

embullioned tassels, and the chain of linked gold, and the plumes of

ostrich and heron uprising from the black velvet hat--these things had

for him little significance save as a fine setting, a finer setting than

the most elaborate smoking-suit, for that perfection of aspect which

the gods had given him. This was indeed the gift he valued beyond

all others. He knew well, however, that women care little for a man’s

appearance, and that what they seek in a man is strength of character,

and rank, and wealth. These three gifts the Duke had in a high degree,

and he was by women much courted because of them. Conscious that every

maiden he met was eager to be his Duchess, he had assumed always a

manner of high austerity among maidens, and even if he had wished to

flirt with Zuleika he would hardly have known how to do it. But he did

not wish to flirt with her. That she had bewitched him did but make

it the more needful that he should shun all converse with her. It was

imperative that he should banish her from his mind, quickly. He must not

dilute his own soul’s essence. He must not surrender to any passion his

dandihood. The dandy must be celibate, cloistral; is, indeed, but a monk

with a mirror for beads and breviary--an anchorite, mortifying his soul

that his body may be perfect. Till he met Zuleika, the Duke had not

known the meaning of temptation. He fought now, a St. Anthony, against

the apparition. He would not look at her, and he hated her. He loved

her, and he could not help seeing her. The black pearl and the pink

seemed to dangle ever nearer and clearer to him, mocking him and

beguiling. Inexpellible was her image.

So fierce was the conflict in him that his outward nonchalance gradually

gave way. As dinner drew to its close, his conversation with the wife

of the Oriel don flagged and halted. He sank, at length, into a deep

silence. He sat with downcast eyes, utterly distracted.

Suddenly, something fell, plump! into the dark whirlpool of his

thoughts. He started. The Warden was leaning forward, had just said

something to him.

“I beg your pardon?” asked the Duke. Dessert, he noticed, was on the

table, and he was paring an apple. The Oriel don was looking at him with

sympathy, as at one who had swooned and was just “coming to.”

“Is it true, my dear Duke,” the Warden repeated, “that you have been

persuaded to play to-morrow evening at the Judas concert?”

“Ah yes, I am going to play something.”

Zuleika bent suddenly forward, addressed him. “Oh,” she cried, clasping

her hands beneath her chin, “will you let me come and turn over the

leaves for you?”

He looked her full in the face. It was like seeing suddenly at close

quarters some great bright monument that one has long known only as a

sun-caught speck in the distance. He saw the large violet eyes open to

him, and their lashes curling to him; the vivid parted lips; and the

black pearl, and the pink.

“You are very kind,” he murmured, in a voice which sounded to him quite

far away. “But I always play without notes.”

Zuleika blushed. Not with shame, but with delirious pleasure. For that

snub she would just then have bartered all the homage she had hoarded.

This, she felt, was the climax. She would not outstay it. She rose,

smiling to the wife of the Oriel don. Every one rose. The Oriel don held

open the door, and the two ladies passed out of the room.

The Duke drew out his cigarette case. As he looked down at the

cigarettes, he was vaguely conscious of some strange phenomenon

somewhere between them and his eyes. Foredone by the agitation of the

past hour, he did not at once realise what it was that he saw. His

impression was of something in bad taste, some discord in his costume

... a black pearl and a pink pearl in his shirt-front!

Just for a moment, absurdly over-estimating poor Zuleika’s skill, he

supposed himself a victim of legerdemain. Another moment, and the import

of the studs revealed itself. He staggered up from his chair, covering

his breast with one arm, and murmured that he was faint. As he hurried

from the room, the Oriel don was pouring out a tumbler of water and

suggesting burnt feathers. The Warden, solicitous, followed him into

the hall. He snatched up his hat, gasping that he had spent a delightful

evening--was very sorry--was subject to these attacks. Once outside, he

took frankly to his heels.

At the corner of the Broad, he looked back over his shoulder. He had

half expected a scarlet figure skimming in pursuit. There was nothing.

He halted. Before him, the Broad lay empty beneath the moon. He went

slowly, mechanically, to his rooms.

The high grim busts of the Emperors stared down at him, their faces more

than ever tragically cavernous and distorted. They saw and read in

that moonlight the symbols on his breast. As he stood on his doorstep,

waiting for the door to be opened, he must have seemed to them a thing

for infinite compassion. For were they not privy to the doom that the

morrow, or the morrow’s morrow, held for him--held not indeed for him

alone, yet for him especially, as it were, and for him most lamentably?

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