A STEP FORWARD.
"Aunt Maggie," said Bella, "what does that line in the Carol mean,
'And hear the angels sing'?"
It was the day after Christmas, and Bella was having tea with Mrs.
Langley. For a moment Aunt Maggie sat gazing thoughtfully into the fire.
"I ain't very clever at putting things into words," she said at last,
"but I think what it means is, that we must stop every now and then from
thinking only of the worries and troubles of life, and the hard work, and
the squabbles and disappointments, and let our thoughts dwell instead on
what is beautiful and good--on God, Who has done so much for us, and
Jesus, Who died for us. We must think of the beautiful things that God
gives us every day, the birds and the flowers, and the children, and our
homes and friends. If we do that, we shall be strong and hopeful, and
there will be many glad hours for us, when we shall hear the angels'
voices in our hearts."
"I think I understand," said Bella gravely. "We have had lots of trouble,
but we have had lots of nice things too. I like to stop and think about
it all; don't you, Aunt Maggie? It makes one feel happy and glad."
"Yes, dear, and it is always wonderful, when looking back over the past,
to see the way God has led us, and all the experiences we have been
through. If we could look ahead, we should be frightened and daunted,
probably, but if we put our hands in God's hand and let Him lead us, and
if we take each day as it comes, and each duty, content to do our best,
and to do without grumbling the work that He sets us, we shall come
through without fear or alarm, and find our way smoother for us than ever
we had dared to hope for."
"I suppose every one has some work to do," said Bella; "but it seems as if
some people only play."
"Most people have something to do, and a good many find their play harder
than work; but it doesn't matter to you or to me or to any one what others
have or haven't. God has given us certain work to do for Him and His
people. He can't give the same work to everybody. One has to fill one
post, and another another post. It doesn't make it any harder for us that
some have very little to do. We aren't any the worse off, are we?"
"No," said Bella.
"In fact, we are better off. If everybody worked, there would be nothing
left for those who want to live by their work. If everybody grew flowers,
nobody would want to buy yours. If you had to make your own boots and
clothes, you couldn't make your garden pay as you do. But I see the
kettle is boiling, and we'll have some tea, and we won't grumble because
we've got to get it ourselves, will we?"
"I'd rather make it myself," said Bella, laughing. "Aunt Maggie, do you
know what is going to happen?"
"No. Something nice, I hope, dear?"
"Yes. Father says we'll have a large fowl-house put up, there by the
orchard, and we'll keep a whole lot of fowls. Aunt Emma has done so well
with them this year. He says he will be able to help with them, chop up
their food and feed them, and collect the eggs and wash them and date
them."
"Oh, that will be splendid! I know it will be a comfort to him to be
doing something, and it will be good for him too. Why, Bella, child, you
will be having a stall in the market soon."
Bella coloured, and laughed shyly. "That is one of the things I wanted to
manage this year if we could, but perhaps we'll have to wait now.
The fowl-house will cost a good bit, and we must pay for that first."
"Never mind, child. It will soon repay you again, and perhaps by the next
Christmas market you will have your stall."
Bella's face was radiant. "Aunt Maggie, I wanted to ask you about
something else I want to do. Can't I bottle some of my herbs to sell?
I've got ever so much parsley and mint and sage, and it is only wasting."
"Of course you could! Why ever didn't we think of it sooner?" cried Mrs.
Langley, vexed with herself. "It is the wrong time now; you must gather
it before it flowers, but we will take care we don't forget another
season, and in the meantime we must collect some nice bottles and corks."
"A stall in the market," said Aunt Maggie to herself, when Bella had run
home. "It strikes me that before very long they'll be opening a shop of
their own, and right well they deserve to succeed too. It isn't many
children of their age could or would support a whole family, and be so
happy in their work too."
Though the days were short now, and the hours few when they could work out
of doors, the fowl-house was built and tarred and roofed, and fitted with
perches before a couple of weeks were past, for the man they called in to
help them with the job had little else to do at that time of the year, and
there was so little to be done in the garden, the boys were able to help a
great deal; and never in their lives had they seen Aunt Emma so pleased as
she was with the new fowl-house and run. 'My poultry farm,' she called
it, and she was full of plans as to where the chickens were to be kept,
and how they were to be fed, and the different kinds she was going to
keep; but it is only fair to say that her greatest pleasure lay in the
interest her brother took in it all.
The hens were soon installed in their new quarters, and every day the poor
invalid collected the scraps of the house and chopped them up, and every
night he put the pans of food in the oven to warm, and every day, unless
the weather was very bad, he managed to creep out to give the fowls their
food and drink, and to collect the eggs. He always washed and marked them
and arranged them for market, so that they should look most tempting,
putting all the dark brown ones together, and the light brown ones, and
the creamy white ones.
"I don't see that there's any call to take all that trouble," Aunt Emma
remarked, rather scornfully. "If people want eggs they'll buy them, no
matter if they're clean or dirty, brown or white."
"But very often they don't feel that they want them until they see them
looking clean and tempting," answered her brother quietly.
"A dirty-looking egg will take away some folks' appetites, whereas a clean
one will make them feel hungry. There was never anything but good done
yet by taking a little trouble over things."
Aunt Emma looked unconvinced, but of one thing she could not help being
convinced, and that was the good that the work and the interest of it were
doing her brother. He no longer worried so cruelly at having to be idle;
he felt less depressed, and, as he grew more cheerful, so he grew
stronger, and by and by the pain he suffered lessened, and he was able to
walk better and do more.
So the months wore away, and March came on them all too quickly, and with
each week the work in the garden grew heavier.
"I do believe we shall have to have in a man to help us another year,"
sighed Bella, pausing in her digging, and seating herself on an upturned
flower-pot for a rest.
Tom groaned. "And he'll cost more than he earns, most likely," he said
soberly.
"Not if----" began Bella; but what she was going on to say was never said,
and will never be known now, for at that moment Charlie burst through the
gate and along the path in a great state of excitement.
"Guess what I've done! Guess what I've bought! Quick, quick, quick!"
"Rabbits," said Bella; "and if you have, you must keep them shut up or
they'll eat everything."
"'Tisn't rabbits. Guess again."
"Pigeons?" guessed Tom.
"A pair of shears?" said Bella.
"A pig?" cried Tom.
But Charlie only shook his head more and more emphatically.
"Why, a swarm of bees," he burst out, unable to keep his secret any
longer, "bee-skip and all; and the man is bringing them almost at once."
"Bees?" cried Tom. "What do you know about bees?"
"Nothing; but I s'pose I can learn. Come and choose a place for the
bee-skip to stand. Where shall they go?"
"Oh, not anywhere near me!" cried Bella; "I don't like bees."
"P'raps you'll like the honey. The man says he had pounds and pounds of
honey last year. Come on, Bella. Come and help me choose a spot."
Bella went, but not very joyfully, and Tom followed. "You won't expect me
to help you look after them, will you?" she asked nervously, "for I tell
you I am afraid of them."
"Oh no," said Charlie seriously; "and when the honey is ready for market,
I'll walk behind the cart with it, for fear it should sting you."
Bella laughed. "Tom," she called back, "can you paint a sign-board?
I'm sure we ought to have one over the gate to say 'Fruit, flowers,
vegetables, honey, eggs, fowls, porkers, and dried herbs sold here.'"
The idea pleased the boys immensely. "Can't we sell anything else?" cried
Charlie. "Do try and think of something."
"Perhaps Aunt Emma will sell cakes and apple-pasties, and provide tea and
coffee for twopence a cup."
"And a penny more to watch Charlie's bees," laughed Bella. "Oh, here
comes Margery. Perhaps she has come to say she has bought a cow!
Wouldn't it be fun!"
Charlie burst into a peal of laughter. "Hullo, Margery!" he shouted;
"what have you got? A cow?"
Margery stood still in the path and stared at him, her blue eyes full of
puzzled surprise.
"A cow?" she repeated, as though she could hardly believe her ears.
"How should I have a cow? What do you mean?" looking questioningly from
one to the other.
"Do you mean to say you haven't brought home anything new?"
"Why, yes, I've got two of the dearest darling little white ducks you ever
saw in all your life. Bella, do come and see them! Mrs. Carter gave them
to me, and I've brought them home in a basket, but I've been a long time,
because I let them paddle in all the nice big puddles we came to, and oh,
they loved it. Do come, all of you. Oh, they are so pretty, and I think
they know me already. I've called one Snowdrop, and the other Daisy.
Hark!" she cried, as they hurried after her, "don't you hear them calling
to me?"
"I should think I did," laughed Tom. "They were shouting, 'Mag, Mag,
Mag,' as plain as could be. I hope Charlie's bees won't begin shouting to
him, too, or we shan't be able to hear ourselves speak. I shouldn't be
surprised if we grew to love them best of all, because they are nice and
quiet."
"You wait till they are angry," said Charlie knowingly, "or are
swarming----"
"That's just what I shan't wait for," said Bella.
"Oh!" cried Margery, as though her patience was exhausted, "don't keep on
talking so, please. I do want to hear my ducks. There!" as they suddenly
came on the little yellow, waddling, screaming creatures, "ain't they
lovely?"
"Lovely?" cried Charlie. "Why, you said they were white."
"Well, they will be," she explained eagerly. "Of course they are yellow
to begin with. All the best ones are. Look at their feathers beginning
to come already. Hush, hush, dears, don't cry so! I expect they were
frightened 'cause I went away," she explained, as she knelt down and took
them both in her arms.
"Where are they going to sleep to-night?" asked Bella.
Margery looked up with a troubled face. "I s'pose Aunt Emma wouldn't let
them sleep in my room, in a basket? They would be very good, I'm sure.
I wish she would." But Bella assured her there was no hope of that, and
that it would be better for the little ducks to be out of doors in the sun
and fresh air. So Snowdrop and Daisy were, to their great delight, turned
loose in the orchard, and at night a nice roomy chicken-coop was provided
for them, and there they grew plump and white, and were as happy as the
days were long.
"Tom, you really must put up that sign," said Bella, laughing, as they all
trooped back to the house to get ready for dinner.
"Well, if I don't do it soon," said Tom, "I shall have to have too, that's
certain."
But there was no time for sign-painting for the next few months,
for already the work was almost more than they could get through.
All of them, even Aunt Emma, lent a hand with the digging and raking and
planting out; but, there was no doubt about it, they did seriously miss
their father's help. All the weariness, the aching backs and bones, and
galled hands were forgotten, though, when the hardest of the work was
over, and they began to see the results of all their toil.
The long stretch of grey-green bushes in Bella's lavender-bed was a sight
that year, and her flower-beds were a picture. Charlie's bees soon
discovered them, and Bella often declared that except for the time when
the beans were in flower and drew the bees away, she had no peace or
pleasure with her flowers from the time they began to bloom until after
they were gathered and sold.
"I am sure I ought to have half the profits from the honey," she laughed,
"for I nearly keep the bees!"
That summer Rocket's loads grew so large that a pony had to be hired to
take his place sometimes, for Aunt Emma's fowls and eggs added
considerably to the weight and to the number of baskets they had to get
into the cart. So soon did they repay themselves for the cost of the
fowl-house, that before autumn was past Bella had begun once more to hope
that her dream of a stall in the market might yet be realised, and shortly
too.
They had so much to sell now, and such a variety of things, that it took
them a very long time to find customers for all, and it was very, very,
tiring work, they found, to go round from house to house, all over the
hilly little town. It meant long, weary hours of tramping, and often they
could not get home till quite late. Then, quite suddenly, one day, when
they had got home late, and more than usually tired, the next and
long-hoped-for step was decided upon. They would rent a stall in the
market for the winter months, at any rate, and they would begin on the
very next Saturday as ever was.
When once this great step was decided upon, preparations had to begin at
once, and in earnest, for long white cloths to cover the shelves had to be
bought and made, to make them look clean and dainty. In a state of great
excitement they all practised on the kitchen table how they would arrange
the things, and how they should be laid out to look their best and be most
attractive.
Margery looked on with the keenest interest. "Oh, Aunt Emma, do let me go
with them on Saturday. Just this once," she pleaded eagerly. "I don't
weigh very heavy, and I'm sure the pony wouldn't mind me, and I'd be ever
so good. I wouldn't be a bit of trouble, not the very least little bit.
May I? Daddy, do say yes! Tom and Bella will take care of me."
Aunt Emma looked at her doubtfully, but there was a smile at the corner of
her mouth. "Well, take care you don't get sold too," she said;
"if you do, I shan't buy you back, I promise you. I've a good mind to
walk in myself in the afternoon," she added, turning to her brother.
"I haven't seen Norton Market for years, and I've often felt I'd like to.
I little thought I should ever be helping to have a stall there. I really
think I must go in, William."
"You could drive home," said Tom readily. "Bella can manage the pony, and
I'll walk."
Bella was looking at her father, all her thoughts centred on him.
The only shadow on their day, the day when they would reach the height of
their ambition, was that he would not be there to see it. She knew that
he was feeling it too. It would have been such a pleasure to him, such a
grand break in the monotony of his life, if he could have gone too.
"Oh, it must be managed somehow; some way must be found," she thought
desperately--and then inspiration came to her.
"Father, you must come too," she cried, "or--or it won't be a bit right.
Aunt Emma, can't we manage like this, just for once? Suppose you drive in
with Tom and all the things in the morning,"--and she choked back her
disappointment that, after all her dreams and hopes and longings, she
would not be there herself to arrange her first market-stall,--"then I
will drive father in later in Mrs. Wintle's donkey-cart. Do you think you
could bear the drive, father?" she asked anxiously, her eyes alight with
excitement.
"I believe it would do me good," he answered eagerly. His face had been
growing brighter and brighter all the time Bella had been speaking, and
his poor tired eyes were as full of a wistful longing, as were Margery's a
few moments before. "I've thought many a time how nice a little outing
would be, and I do want to see the children make their new venture,"
he added, turning to his sister. "It's one I've been wanting for them
ever since the beginning."
So it was all settled, and in her joy and pride at taking her father for
his first outing, she quite forgot her desire to arrange their first
stall.
To Margery there was nothing wanting in her pleasure. To be allowed to go
to Norton and sit like a real market-woman behind a real stall with scales
and paper bags and measures; to see the people come up and buy, and open
their purses and hand money to Tom or Aunt Emma, and then to see Tom or
Aunt Emma go to the cash-box and put in the money and take out the change,
was all wonderful and lovely enough, but to have her father there too made
everything quite perfect; and her only trouble was that so many hours had
to be lived through, somehow, before these wonderful things could happen.
After all, it was not so very long to wait. To the others the time was
all too short for all they had to do. There were fowls and ducks to pluck
and truss, and pack in the snow-white cloths in the big shallow baskets;
and eggs to pack; flowers to gather and tie up in tastefully arranged
bunches; vegetables to scrub and trim, and baskets of honey, bottles of
herbs, and home-made jams to pack. There was a great deal to do, but
their hearts were in the work, and all felt proud enough of their little
show when it was ready.
To Margery's relief the great day came at last, and, as though it knew
what was expected of it, it dawned as bright and beautiful as any one
could desire. All were up early, but Charlie was the first to start, as
he was going to walk the whole distance. Tom and Aunt Emma and Margery
started an hour later, but Bella and her father did not leave until
eleven, when the day was at its warmest and brightest, and as they drove
along the sunny road with the beautiful fresh breeze blowing gently on
their faces, Bella thought she had never, never in her life before felt so
glad and proud.
Whenever they passed a cottage the neighbours came out to tell the invalid
how good it was to see him as far as that again; indeed, every one they
met had a warm greeting of some kind for him. Then, when they had passed
all the people and the houses, and had the road to themselves, their minds
went back to the past.
When they came to the old milestone where her father used to wait for
them, Bella almost stopped the donkey, and, for the first time since that
dreadful day when they had waited there in vain for him, she could bear to
look at the old grey stone. "I wonder when----" she began, but stopped
for fear of hurting him. He guessed what she had been going to say.
"I b'lieve I shall walk again that far to meet you," he said cheerfully.
"You will find me standing there some day when you ain't expecting it;"
and if Bella could have been happier than she was before, she was then.
When they reached Norton the town was already full, and the market in full
swing. Bella had never before arrived at this time, and to her it all
seemed new and strange, and most intensely interesting. But of course the
market-house was the goal they were making for, and they could not loiter
on the way. She was to put her father down there, and then drive on and
leave Rocket at the stable, so that she, the beginner of it all, the
founder of the market garden, would be the last to see this, the great
climax to their toil.
For just a moment she did feel a sense of disappointment. Here was the
day half gone already, and she had not set eyes on their stall yet.
But the thought was soon followed by one of shame for her ingratitude, and
when she reached the market at last she felt she would not for all the
world have had things other than they were, or have come at any other
time. For there, behind the stall--now showing large empty spaces made by
many purchasers--sat her father, looking more perfectly happy and content
than she had ever remembered seeing him. And there, beside him, stood
Margery, looking on at everything with an intensely interested face.
Aunt Emma was hovering between the poultry and the flowers, trying hard to
serve two customers at once, while even Tom, though so much more
accustomed to it, seemed puzzled to know which customer to serve first,
so many were coming to him for fruit or vegetables, or to leave orders for
things to be delivered through the week, or to be brought there on the
following Saturday. Charlie was bustling around, lending every one a
hand.
And then Bella noticed that her father was taking charge of the till,
and her eyes grew blurred with tears when she saw the pleasure on his face
as one after the other they went to him for change. He was helping them
again, he too was taking part, and at their first stall too, and his
evident joy in it was so pathetic that she had to turn away to recover
herself before she could go up and let them know that she had come.