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Conscious-stricken at the fraud that she had imposed upon the gambler,

the Girl lived a lifetime in the moments that followed his departure.

With her face buried in her hands she stood lost in contemplation of her

shameful secret.

A sound--the sound of a man in great pain checked her hysterical sobs.

Dazed, she passed her hand over her face as if to clear away the dark

shades that were obstructing her vision. Another groan--and like a flash

she was down on her knees lavishing endearments upon the road agent.

Never before, it is true, had the Girl had any experience in gun-shot

wounds. She had played the part of nurse, however, more than once when

the boys met with accidents at the mines. For the women of the

California camps at that time had endless calls upon them. It was a

period for sacrifices innumerable, and help and sympathy were never

asked that they were not freely given. So, if the Girl did not know the

very best thing to do, she knew, at least, what not to do, and it was

only a few minutes before she had cut the coat from his back.

The next thing to be done--the dragging of the unconscious man to the

bed--was hard work, of course, but being strong of arm, as well as

stout of heart, she at last accomplished it.

Now she cut away his shirt in order to find the wound, which proved to

be in his breast. Quickly then she felt with her fingers in an endeavour

to find the ball, but in this she was unsuccessful. So after a moment’s

deliberation she made up her mind that the wound was a flesh one and

that the ball was anywhere but in the man’s body--a diagnosis that was

largely due to the cheerful optimism of her nature and which,

fortunately, proved to be true.

Presently she went to a corner of the room and soon returned with a

basin of water and some hastily torn bandages. For a good fifteen

minutes after that she washed the gash and, finally, bandaged it as well

as she knew how. And now, having done all that her knowledge or instinct

prompted, she drew up a chair and prepared to pass the rest of the night

in watching by his side.

For an hour or so he slept the sleep of unconsciousness. In the room not

a sound could be heard, but outside the storm still roared and raged. It

was anything but an easy or cheerful situation: Here she was alone with

a wounded, if not dying, man; and she well knew that, unless there came

an abatement in the fury of the storm, it might be days before anyone

could climb the mountain. True, the Indians were not far off, but like

as not they would remain in their wigwam until the sun came forth

again. In the matter of food there was a scant supply, but probably

enough to tide them over until communication could be had with The

Polka.

For three days she watched over him, and all the time the storm

continued. On the third day he became delirious, and that was the night

of her torture. Despite a feeling that she was taking an unfair

advantage of him, the Girl strained her ears to catch a name which, in

his delirium, was constantly on his lips; but she could not make it out.

All that she knew was that it was not her name that he spoke, and it

pained her. She had given him absolute faith and trust and, already, she

was overwhelmed with the fierce flames of jealousy. It was a new

sensation, this being jealous of anyone, and it called forth a

passionate resentment. In such moments she would rise and flee to the

other end of the room until the whispered endearments had ceased. Then

she would draw near again with flushes of shame on her cheeks for having

heeded the sayings of an irresponsible person, and she would take his

head in her lap and, caressing him the while, would put cold towels on

his heated brow.

Dawn of the fourth day saw the Girl still pale and anxious, though

despair had entirely left her; for the storm was over and colour and

speech had come back to the man early that morning. Love and good

nursing, not to speak of some excellent whisky that she happened to have

stored away in her cabin, had pulled him through. With a sigh of relief

she threw herself down on the rug for a much-needed rest.

The man woke just before the sun rose. His first thought, that he was

home in the foothills, was dissipated by the sight of the snow ranges.

Through the window of the cabin, as far as the eye could see, nothing of

green was visible. Snow was everywhere; everything was white, save at

the eastern horizon where silver was fast changing into rose and rose to

a fiery red as the fast-rising sun sent its shafts over the snow-coated

mountains.

And now there came to him a full realisation of what had happened and

where he was. To his amazement, though, he was almost without pain. That

his wound had been dressed he was, of course, well aware for when he

attempted to draw back still further the curtain at the window the

movement strained the tight bandage, and he was instantly made conscious

of a twinge of pain.

Nevertheless, he persevered, for he wisely decided that it would be well

to reconnoitre, to familiarise himself, as much as possible, with the

lay of the land and find out whether the trail that he had followed to

reach the cabin which, he recalled, was perched high up above a ravine,

was the only means of communication with the valley below. It was a

useless precaution, for the snow would have wholly obliterated any such

trail had there been one and, soon realising the fact, he fell back

exhausted by his effort on the pillows.

A half hour passed and the man began to grow restless. He had, of

course, no idea whatever of the length of time he had been in the cabin,

and he knew that he must be thinking of an immediate escape. In

desperation, he tried to get out of bed, but the task was beyond his

power. At that a terrible feeling of hopelessness assailed him. His only

chance was to reach the valley where he had little fear of capture; but

wounded, as he was, that seemed out of the question, and he saw himself

caught like a rat in a trap. In an access of rage at the situation in

which he was placed he made another effort to raise himself up on his

elbow and peer through the window at the Sierras. The noise that he

made, slight though it was, awoke the Girl. In an instant she was at his

bedside drawing the curtain over the window.

“What you thinkin’ of?” she asked “At any moment--jest as soon as the

trail can be cleared--there’ll be someone of the boys up here to see how

I’ve pulled through. They mustn’t see you....”

Forcibly, but with loving tenderness, she put him back among his pillows

and seated herself by the bed. An awkward silence followed. For now

that the man was in his right senses it was borne in upon her that he

might remember that she had fed him, given him drink and fondled him. It

was a situation embarrassing to both. Neither knew just what to say or

how to begin. At length, the voice from the bed spoke:

“How long have I been here?”

“Three days.”

“And you have nursed me all that--”

“You mustn’t talk,” warned the girl. “It’s dangerous in more ways than

one. But if you keep still no one’ll suspect that you’re here.”

“But I must know what happened,” he insisted with increasing excitement.

“I remember nothing after I came down the ladder. The

Sheriff--Rance--what’s become...?”

The Girl chided him with gentle authority.

“You keep perfectly still--you mustn’t say nothin’ ’til you’ve rested.

Everythin’s all right an’ you needn’t worry a bit.” But then seeing that

he chafed at this, she added: “Well, then, I’ll tell you all there is to

know.” And then followed an account of the happenings of that night. It

was not a thoroughly truthful tale, for in her narrative she told him

only what she thought was necessary and good for him to know, keeping

the rest to herself. And when she had related all that there was to

tell she insisted upon his going to sleep again, giving him no

opportunity whatsoever to speak, since she left his bedside after

drawing the curtains.

Unwillingly the man lay back and tried to force himself to be patient;

but he fretted at the enforced quietude and, as a result, sleep refused

to come to him. From time to time he could hear the Girl moving

noiselessly about the room. The knowledge that she was there gave him a

sense of security, and he began to let his thoughts dwell upon her. No

longer did he doubt but what she was a real influence now; and the

thought had the effect of making him keenly alive to what his life had

been. It was not a pleasant picture that he looked back upon, now that

he had caught a glimpse of what life might mean with the Girl at his

side. From the moment that he had taken her in his arms he realised to

the full that his cherished dream had come true; he realised, also, that

there was now but one answer to the question of keeping to the oath

given to his father, and that was that gratitude--for he had guessed

rightly, though she had not told him, that she had saved him from

capture by the Sheriff and his posse--demanded that he should put an end

to his vocation and devote his life henceforth to making her happy.

Once or twice while thus communing with himself he fancied that he heard

voices. It seemed to him that he recognised Nick’s voice. But whoever

it was, he spoke in whispers, and though the wounded man strove to hear,

he was unsuccessful.

After a while he heard the door close and then the tension was somewhat

relaxed, for he knew that she was keeping his presence in her cabin a

secret with all the wiles of a clever and loving woman. And more and

more he determined to gain an honoured place for her in some

community--an honoured place for himself and her. Vague, very vague, of

course, were the new purposes and plans that had so suddenly sprang up

because of her influence, but the desire to lead a clean life had

touched his heart, and since his old calling had never been pleasing to

him, he did not for a moment doubt his ability to succeed.

The morning was half gone when the Girl returned to her patient. Then,

in tones that did her best to make her appear free from anxiety, she

told him that it was the barkeeper, as he had surmised, with whom she

had been talking and that she had been obliged to take him into her

confidence. The man made no comment, for the situation necessarily was

in her hands, and he felt that she could be relied upon not to make any

mistake. Four people, he was told, knew of his presence in the cabin. So

far as Rance was concerned she had absolute faith in his honour, gambler

though he was; there was nothing that Nick would not do for her; and as

for the Indians, the secret was sure to be kept by them, unless

Jackrabbit got hold of some whisky--a contingency not at all likely, for

Nick had promised to see to that. In fact, all could be trusted to be as

silent as the grave.

The invalid had listened intently; nevertheless, he sighed:

“It’s hard to lie here. I don’t want to be caught _now_.”

The Girl smiled at the emphasis on the last word, for she knew that it

referred to her. Furthermore, she had divined pretty well what had been

his thoughts concerning his old life; but, being essentially a woman of

action and not words, she said nothing.

A moment or so later he asked her to read to him. The Girl looked as she

might have looked if he had asked her to go to the moon.

Notwithstanding, she got up and, presently, returned with a lot of old

school-books, which she solemnly handed over for his inspection.

The invalid smiled at the look of earnestness on the Girl’s face.

“Not these?” he gently inquired. “Where is the Dante you were telling me

about?”

Once more the Girl went over to the book-shelf; when she came back she

handed him a volume, which he glanced over carefully before showing her

the place where he wished her to begin to read to him.

At first the Girl was embarrassed and stumbled badly. But on seeing that

he seemed not to notice it she gained courage and acquitted herself

creditably, at least, so she flattered herself, for she could detect, as

she looked up from time to time, no expression other than pleasure on

his face. It may be surmised, though, that Johnson had not merely chosen

a page at random; on the contrary, when the book was in his hand he had

quickly found the lines which the Girl had, so to say, paraphrased, and

he was intensely curious to see how they would appeal to her. But now,

apparently, she saw nothing in the least amusing in them, nor in other

passages fully as sentimental. In fact, no comment of any kind was

forthcoming from her--though Johnson was looking for it and, to tell the

truth, was somewhat disappointed--when she read that Dante had probably

never spoken more than twice to Beatrice and his passion had no other

food than the mists of his own dreaming. However, it was different

when,--pausing before each word after the manner of a child,--she came

to a passage of the poet’s, and read:

“‘In that moment I say most truly that the spirit of life, which hath

its dwelling in the most secret chambers of the heart, began to tremble

so violently that the least pulse of my body shook herewith, and in the

trembling it said these words: “Here is a deity stronger than I who,

coming shall rule over me.”’”

At that the Girl let the book fall and, going down on her knees and

taking both his hands in hers, she raised to him a look so full of

adoring worship that he felt himself awed before it.

“That ’ere Dante ain’t so far off after all. I know jest how he feels.

Oh, I ain’t fit to read to you, to talk to you, to kiss you.”

Nevertheless, he saw to it that she did.

After this he told her about the Inferno, and she listened eagerly to

his description of the unfortunate characters, though she declared, when

he explained some of the crimes that they had committed, that they “Got

only what was rightly comin’ to them.”

The patient could hardly suppress his amusement. Dante was discarded and

instead they told each other how much love there was in that little

cabin on Cloudy Mountain.

The days that followed were all much like this one. Food was brought up

from The Polka and, by degrees, the patient’s strength came back. And it

was but natural that he became so absorbed in his newly-found happiness

that he gradually was losing all sense of danger. Late one night,

however, when he was asleep, an incident happened that warned the Girl

that it was necessary to get her lover away just as soon as he was able

to ride a horse.

Lying on the rug in front of the fire she had been thinking of him when,

suddenly, her quick ear, more than ever alert in these days, caught the

sound of a stealthy footstep outside the cabin. With no fear whatever

except in relation to the discovery of her lover, the Girl went

noiselessly to the window and peered out into the darkness. A man was

making signs that he wished to speak with her. For a moment she stood

watching in perplexity, but almost instantly her instinct told her that

one of that race, for she believed the man to be a Mexican, would never

dare to come to her cabin at that time of night unless it was on a

friendly errand. So putting her face close to the pane to reassure

herself that she had not been mistaken in regard to his nationality, she

then went to the door and held it wide open for the man to enter, at the

same time putting her finger to her lips as a sign that he should be

very still.

“What are you doin’ here? What do you want?” she asked in a low voice,

at the same time leading him to the side of the room further away from

her lover.

Jose Castro’s first words were in Spanish, but immediately perceiving

that he failed to make her understand, he nodded comprehendingly, and

said:

“All righta--I espeak Engleesh--I am Jose Castro too well known to the

_Maestro_. I want to see ’im.”

The Girl’s intuition told her that a member of the band stood before

her, and she regarded him suspiciously. Not that she believed that he

was disloyal and had come there with hostile intent, but because she

felt that she must be absolutely sure of her ground before she revealed

the fact that Johnson was in the cabin. She let some moments pass before

she replied:

“I don’t know nothin’ about your master. Who is he?”

An indulgent smile crossed the Mexican’s face.

“That ver’ good to tella other peoples; but I know ’im here too much.

You trusta me--me quita safe.”

All this was said with many gestures and an air that convinced the Girl

that he was speaking the truth. But since she deemed it best that the

invalid should be kept from any excitement, she resolved to make the

Mexican divulge to her the nature of his important errand.

“How do you know he’s here?” she began warily. “What do you want ’im

for?”

The Mexican’s shifty eyes wandered all over the room as if to make

certain that no inimical ears were listening; then he whispered:

“I tella you something--you lika the _Maestro_?”

Unconsciously the Girl nodded, which evidently satisfied the Mexican,

for he went on:

“You thinka well of him--yees. Now I tella you something. The man Pedro

’e no good. ’E wisha the reward--the money for Ramerrez. ’E and the

woman--woman no good--tell Meester Ashby they thinka ’im ’ere.”

The Girl felt the colour leave her cheeks, though she made a gesture for

him to proceed.

“Pedro not ’ere any longer,” smiled the Mexican. “Me senda ’im to the

devil. Serva ’im right.”

“An’ the woman?” gasped the Girl.

“She gone--got away--Monterey by this time,” replied Castro with evident

disappointment. “But Meester Ashby ’e know too much--’ees men everywhere

searched the camp--no safa ’ere now. To-morrow--” Castro stopped short;

the next instant with a joyful gleam in his eyes he cried out:

“_Maestro!_”

“Castro’s right, Girl,” said Johnson, who had waked and heard the

Mexican’s last words; “it is not safe a moment more here, and I must

go.”

With a little cry of loving protest the Girl abruptly left the men to

talk over the situation and sought the opposite side of the room. There,

her eyes half-closed and her lips pressed tightly together she gave

herself up to her distressing fears. After a while it was made plain to

her that she was being brought into the conversation, for every now and

then Castro would look curiously at her; at length, as if it had been

determined by them that nothing should be undertaken without her advice,

Johnson, followed by his subordinate, came over to her and related in

detail all the startling information that Castro had brought.

Quietly the Girl listened and, in the end, it was agreed between them

that it would be safer for the men not to leave the cabin together, but

that Castro should go at once with the understanding that he should

procure horses and wait for the master at a given point across the

ravine. It was decided, too, that there was not a moment to be lost in

putting their plan into execution. In consequence, Castro immediately

took his departure.

The hour that passed before the time set for Johnson to leave the cabin

was a most trying one for both of them. It was not so hard on the man,

of course, for he was excited over the prospect of escaping; but the

Girl, whose mind was filled with the dread of what might happen to him,

had nothing to sustain her. Despite his objection, she had stipulated

that, with Jackrabbit as a companion, she should accompany him to the

outskirts of the camp. And so, at the moment of departure, throwing

about her a cloak of some rough material, she went up to her lover and

said with a quiver in her voice:

“I’m ready, Dick, but I’m a-figurin’ that I can’t let you go alone--you

jest got to take me below with you, an’ that’s all there is to it.”

The man shook his head.

“There’s very little risk, believe me. I’ll join Castro and ride all

through the night. I’ll be down below in no time at all. But we must be

going, dear.”

The man passed through the door first. But when it came the Girl’s turn

she hesitated, for she had seen a dark shadow flit by the window. It was

as if someone had been stealthily watching there. In another moment,

however, it turned out to be Jackrabbit and, greatly relieved, the Girl

whispered to Johnson that he was to descend the trail between the Indian

and herself, and that on no account was he to utter a word until she

gave him permission.

For another moment or so they stood in silence; Johnson, appreciating

fully what were the Girl’s feelings, did not dare to whisper even a word

of encouragement to her. At last, she ordered the Indian to lead the

way, and they started.

The trail curved and twisted around the mountain, and in places they had

to use the greatest care lest a misstep should carry them over a

precipice with a drop of hundreds of feet. It was a perilous descent,

inasmuch as the path was covered with snow. Moreover, it was necessary

that as little noise as possible should be made while they were making

their way past the buildings of the camp below, for the Mexican had not

been wrong when he stated that Ashby’s men were quartered at, or in the

immediate vicinity of, The Palmetto. Fortunately, they passed through

without meeting anyone, and before long they came to the edge of the

plateau beneath which was the ravine which Johnson had to cross to reach

the spot where it had been agreed that Castro should be waiting with

horses for his master. It was also the place where the Girl was to leave

her lover to go on alone, and so they halted. A few moments passed

without either of them speaking; at length, the man said in as cheery a

voice as he could summon:

“I must leave you here. I remember the way well. All danger is past.”

The Girl’s lips were quivering; she asked:

“An’ when will you be back?”

The man noted her emotion, and though he himself was conscious of a

choking sensation he contrived to say in a most optimistic tone:

“In two weeks--not more than two weeks. It will take all that time to

arrange things at the rancho. As it is, I hardly see my way clear to

dismissing my men--you see, they belong to me, almost, and--but I’ll do

so, never fear. No power on earth could make me take up the old life

again.”

The Girl said nothing in reply; instead she put both her arms around his

neck and remained a long time in his embrace. At last, summoning up all

her fortitude she put him resolutely from her, and whispered:

“When you are ready, come. You must leave me now.” And with a curt

command to the Indian she fled back into the darkness.

For an instant the road agent’s eyes followed the direction that she had

taken; then, his spirits rising at the thought that his escape was now

well-nigh assured, he turned and plunged down the ravine.

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