The Story of the Lost Brother

This is the story written in the chronicle of the Priory of Kilgrimol,

which is in Amounderness. It tells of the ancient years before that

great inroad of the sea which broke down the high firs of the western

forest of Amounderness, and left behind it those tracts of sand and

shingle that are now called the Blowing Sands. In those days Oswald

the Gentle was Prior of Kilgrimol, and he beheld the inroad of the sea;

and afterwards he lived through the suffering and sorrow of the great

plague of which people now speak as the Black Death.

Of all monks and men he was the sweetest and gentlest, and long before

he was chosen Prior, when he had charge of the youths who wished to be

monks, he never wearied of teaching them to feel and care for all God's

creatures, from the greatest to the least, and to love all God's works,

and to take a great joy even in stones and rocks, and water and earth,

and the clouds and the blue air. "For," said he, "according to the

flesh all these are in some degree our kinsfolk, and like us they come

from the hands of God. Does not Mother Church teach us this, speaking

in her prayers of God's creature of fire, and His creature of salt, and

His creature of flowers?"

When some of the brotherhood would smile at his gentle sayings, he

would answer: "Are these things, then, so strange and childish?

Rather, was not this the way of the Lord Jesus? You have read how He

was in the wilderness forty days, tempted of Satan, and how He was with

the wild beasts? All that those words may mean we have not been

taught; but well I believe that the wild things came to Him, even as

very little children will run to a good man without any doubt of his

goodness; and that they recognised His pitifulness and His power to

help them; and that He read in their dumb pleading eyes the pain and

the travail under which the whole creation groaneth; and that He

blessed them, and gave them solace, and told them in some mysterious

way of the day of sacrifice and redemption which was drawing near."

Once when the brethren spoke of clearing out the nests from the church

tower, because of the clamour of the daws in the morning and evening

twilight, the Novice-master--for this was Oswald's title--besought them

to remember the words of the Psalmist, King David: "The sparrow hath

found an house and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may lay

her young, even thine altars, O Lord of Hosts."

As for the novices, many a legend he told them of the Saints and holy

hermits who had loved the wild creatures, and had made them companions

or had been served by them in the lonely places of the hills and

wildwood. And in this, he taught them, there was nothing strange, for

in the book of Hosea, it was written that God would make, for those who

served Him, a treaty of peace and a league of love with the beasts and

the birds of heaven and the creeping things of the earth, and in the

book of Job it was said that even the stones of the field should be in

friendship with them.

"And this we see," he would say, "in the life of the blessed Bishop

Kieran of Saighir, who was the first Saint born in green Erinn. For he

wandered away through the land seeking the little well where he was to

found his monastery. That well was in the depths of a hoary wood, and

when he drew near it the holy bell which he carried rang clear and

bright, as it had been foretold him. So he sat down to rest under a

tree, when suddenly a wild boar rushed out of its lair against him; but

the breath of God tamed it, and the savage creature became his first

disciple, and helped him to fell small trees and to cut reeds and

willows so that he might build him a cell. After that there came from

brake and copse and dingle and earth and burrow all manner of wild

creatures; and a fox, a badger, a wolf, and a doe were among Kieran's

first brotherhood. We read, too, that for all his vows the fox made

but a crafty and gluttonous monk, and stole the Saint's leather shoes,

and fled with them to his old earth. Wherefore Kieran called the

religious together with his bell, and sent the badger to bring back the

fugitive, and when this was done the Saint rebuked the fox for an

unworthy and sinful monk, and laid penance upon him."

When the novices laughed at this adventure, Father Oswald said:

"These things are not matters of faith; you may believe them or not as

you will. Perhaps they did not happen in the way in which they are now

told, but if they are not altogether true, they are at least images and

symbols of truth. But this I have no doubt is true--that when the

blessed Columba was Abbot in Iona, he called one of the brethren to him

and bade him go on the third day to the western side of the island, and

sit on the sea-shore, and watch for a guest who would arrive, weary and

hungry, in the afternoon. And the guest would be a crane, beaten by

the stormy winds, and it would fall on the beach, unable to fly

further. 'And do thou,' said Columba, 'take it up with gentle hands

and carry it to the house of the guests, and tend it for three days and

three nights, and when it is refreshed it will fly up into the air, and

after scanning its path through the clouds it will return to its old

sweet home in Erinn; and if I charge thee so earnestly with this

service, it is because the guest comes from our dear land.' And the

Brother obeyed; and on the third day the crane arrived, storm-beaten

and weary, and three days later it departed. Have you not also heard

or read how our own St. Godrich at Whitby protected the four-footed

foresters, and how a great stag, which had been saved by him from the

hunters, came year after year at a certain season to visit him?"

Many legends too he told them of birds as well as beasts, and three of

these I will mention here because they are very pleasant to listen to.

One was of St. Malo and the wren. The wren, the smallest of all birds,

laid an egg in the hood which St. Malo had hung up on a branch while he

was working in the field, and the blessed man was so gentle and loving

that he would not disturb the bird, but left his hood hanging on the

tree till the wren's brood was hatched.

Then there was the legend of St. Meinrad, who lived in a hut made of

boughs on Mount Etzel, and had two ravens for his companions. Now it

happened that two robbers wandered near the hermitage, and foolishly

thinking that some treasure might be hidden there, they slew the Saint.

After a long search, in which they found nothing, they went down the

mountain to Zurich; but the holy man's ravens followed them with fierce

cries, whirling about their heads and dashing at their faces, so that

the people in the valley wondered at the sight. But one of the

dalesmen who knew the ravens sent his son to the hermitage to see if

all was well, and followed the fellows to the town. There they took

refuge in a tavern, but the ravens flew round and round the house,

screaming and pecking at the window near which the robbers had seated

themselves. Speedily the lad came down with the news of the cruel

murder; the robbers were seized, and, having confessed their crime,

they suffered the torture of death on the wheel.

And lastly there was the legend of St. Servan, who had a robin which

perched on his shoulder, and fed from his hand, and joined in with

joyful twittering when the Saint sang his hymns and psalms. Now the

lads in the abbey-school were jealous of the Saint's favourite pupil,

Kentigern, and out of malice they killed the robin and threw the blame

on Kentigern. Bitterly the innocent child wept and prayed over the

dead bird; and behold! when the Saint came from singing nones in the

minster, the robin fluttered up and flew away to meet him, chirruping

merrily.

"A thoughtless thing of little blame," said the Novice-master, "was the

wickedness of these boys compared with that of the monks of the Abbot

Eutychus. The Abbot had a bear to tend his sheep while he was absent

and to shut them in their fold at sunset, and when the monks saw that

marvel, instead of praising God they were burned up with envy and

ill-will, and they killed the bear. Ah, children, it is still possible

for us, even in these days, to kill a Saint's robin and an abbot's

bear. Let us beware of envy and jealousy and uncharitableness."

In those years when Father Oswald was thus teaching his novices

gentleness and compassion, he had but one trouble in his life, and that

was the remembrance of a companion of his youth, who had fled from the

Priory and disappeared in the noise and tumult of the world's life. As

scholars they had been class-mates, and as novices they had been so

closely drawn together that each had pledged to the other that whoever

died first should, under God's permission, appear to the one still left

alive, and reveal to his friend all that may be told of the state of

the departed. Now hardly had they been professed monks more than a

year when this brother broke his vows and deserted his habit, and fled

away under cloud of night. Oswald had never forgotten his friend, and

had never ceased to grieve and pray for him. It was the great hope and

desire of his heart that, having at last proved the vanity of all that

the world can give, this Lost Brother would one day return, like the

Prodigal Son, to the house of his boyhood.

As the years went by Prior Anselm grew old and sickened, and at length

what was mortal of him fell as the leaf that falls and is trodden in

the clay; and the Novice-master was elected Prior in his stead.

Now one of the first great works which the new Prior set his hand to

was the making of two large fish-ponds for the monastery. "And so,"

said he, "not only shall we have other than sea-fish for our table, but

in case of fire we shall have store of water at hand. Then, too, it is

a pleasant thing to look on sweet water among trees, and to watch the

many sorts of silvery fish playing in their clear and silent world.

And well it becomes our state of life that we should have this, for of

our Lord's Disciples many were fishermen, and fish and bread were the

last earthly food our dear Master ate. Now of these ponds let the

larger be our Lake of Gennesaret, and surely it shall some time happen

to us that we shall see the Lord when the bright morning has come, and

that our hearts shall be as a fire of coals upon the shore."

Of the earth dug out of the fish pools he piled up a high mound or

barrow, and stocked it well with saplings of oak and beech, ash and

pine, and flowering bushes; and about the mound a spiral way wound to

the top, and from the top one saw to the four winds over the high woods

of Amounderness, and on the west, beyond the forest, the white sands of

the shore and the fresh sea. When the saplings grew tall and stout,

the green leaves shut out all sight of the Priory; even the tower of

the church; and above the trees in the bright air it was as though one

had got half-way to heaven.

Now after a little while the Prior reared on the high summit a vast

cross of oak, rooted firmly amid huge boulders, and the face of our

Lord crucified was turned to the west, and His arms were opened wide to

the sea and to the passing ships. And beneath the flying sails, far

away, the mariners and fisher-folk could see the cross in the sky, and

they bared their heads to the calvary of Kilgrimol. So the name of our

house and our Christ was known in strange waters and in distant havens.

All that climbing greenwood of the mound was alive with wild creatures,

winged and four-footed, and no one was suffered to disquiet or annoy

them. To us it seemed that the Prior was as well known to all the wild

things far and near as he was to us, for the little birds fluttered

about him, and the squirrels leaped from tree to tree along the way he

went, and the fawns ran from the covert to thrust their noses into his

hand. And in the winter time, if the snow lay deep and there was any

dearth, food was made ready for them and they came in flocks and troops

to the Priory, knowing well, one would think, that the Prior would be

their loving almoner.

Bee-hives, too, he set up, and grew all manner of flowers, both for the

use of the little brown toilers and for the joyance of the brethren;

and of the flowers he spoke deep and beautiful parables too many to be

told of in this book.

Now in the third year of his rule the Prior heard tidings of the

companion he had never forgotten, and he took into his confidence one

of the religious named Bede, in whom he had great trust, and he told

him the story of their friendship. "And now, Bede," he said, "I would

have thee go on a long journey, even to the golden city of London, and

seek out my friend. He will easily be found, for men know his name,

and he hath grown to some repute, and the good things of this world

have not been denied him. And in this I rejoice, for when he hath won

all his heart may desire, he will the sooner discover how little is the

joy and how fleeting the content. And tell him that so long as I am

Prior of this house, so long shall this house be a home waiting for his

home-coming. Bid him come to me--if but for a little while, then for a

little while be it; but if he longs for rest, this shall be the place

of his rest until the end. And if these things cannot be now, then let

them be when they may be."

And Bede went on his long wayfaring and found the Lost Brother, a man

happy and of fair fame, and blessed with wife and child. And the monk

sat with the little maid on his knee, and even while he prayed for her

and her father, he understood how it might be that the man was well

content, and how that neither to-day nor to-morrow could he return to

that old life of the Priory in the forest.

"Yet," said he, "tell the Prior that surely some day I shall see his

face again, if it be but for mere love of him for well I know there be

among the monks those who would more joyfully rend me or burn me at the

stake than give the hand of fellowship to one who has cast aside the

cowl."

When he heard of these things the Prior only prayed the more earnestly

for the home-coming of his friend.

Now it was in the autumn of that year, at the season when the days and

nights are of one length, that the great inroad of the sea befell. The

day had been stormy, with a brackish wind clamouring out of the sea,

and as the darkness closed in it was with us as it is with blind men

who hear and feel the more keenly because of their blindness and all

that we heard was the boom of billows breaking on the long shore and

the crying and groaning of the old oaks and high firs in the forest.

Then in the midmost of the night we were aroused by so terrible a

noise, mingled with shrieking and wailing, that we crowded to the

Prior's door. Speedily he rose, and we followed him out of doors,

wondering what disaster had happened. The moon was shining brightly;

shreds of cloud were flying across the cold sky; the air was full of

the taste of salt.

As we gazed about us we saw that the cloisters and the garth and all

the space within the walls were crowded with wild birds--sea-fowl and

crows, pheasant and blackcock, starlings and thrushes, stonechats and

yellow-hammers, and hundreds of small winged creatures cowering for

shelter. And when the Prior bade us throw open the monastery gates,

out of the sombre gloom of the forest the scared woodlanders came

crowding, tame and panting. No one had ever realised that so many

strange creatures, in fur and pelt, housed in the green ways. Even the

names of many of them we did not know, for we had never set eyes on

them before; but among those that were within our knowledge were coneys

and hares, stoats and weasels, foxes and badgers, many deer with their

does and fawns, and one huge grey creature of savage aspect which we

took to be an old wolf.

The Prior ordered that the gates should be left open for any fugitives

that might seek refuge, and he went among the wild beasts, calming them

with a touch of his hand and blessing them. Then there came a woman,

with a child at her bosom and a little lad clinging to her dress, but

she was so distracted with fright that she was unable to say what had

happened.

When he had given directions for the care of all these strange guests,

the Prior climbed up the mound through the tossing trees, and when he

had reached the summit he saw to his amazement that the sea had risen

in a mighty flood and poured for miles into the forest. The huge oaks

and pines of centuries had gone down in thousands, and over their

fallen trunks and broken branches the white billows were tumbling and

leaping in clouds of spray in the moonlight. Happily the land sloped

away to the north, so that unless the wind changed and blew against us

the Priory seemed to be in no present danger. Overhead the great cross

vibrated in the storm, and the face of the Christ gazed seaward, and

the holy arms were opened wide. The sight of that divine figure filled

the Prior's heart with peace and confidence. "Whether to live or to

die," he murmured, "in Thee, O Lord, have we placed our trust."

Such was the terrible inroad of the sea which broke the western forest

of Amounderness. For many a day the land lay in salt swamp till the

sands were blown over it and buried the fallen timber; and afterwards

the very name of Forest was forgotten, and the people called all that

part the Field-lands.

Now it was in this same year that the grievous pestilence named the

Black Death raged in England; but it was not till the winter had gone

by that it reached Amounderness. Then were seen those terrible days

when ships sailed the seas with crews of dead men, and when on land

there was burying without sorrow and flight without safety, for though

many fled they could not escape the evil, and so many died that the

wells of sorrow ran dry. And because of the horror of so many deaths,

it was forbidden to toll the bells any longer lest men should go mad.

Often no hand could be got for love or for gold to touch the sick or to

carry the departed to their graves. When the graveyards were filled,

thousands were buried, without a prayer or a last look, in deep

trenches salted with quicklime, on the commons or in an open field.

Many a street in many a town fell suddenly silent and deserted, and

grass grew between the stones of the causeway. Here and there fires

were kept burning night and day to purify the air, but this availed

little. In many a thorpe and village all the inhabitants were swept

away and even robbers and desperate vagrants were too greatly in fear

of infection to enter the ownerless houses. Sometimes in the fields

one saw little children, and perchance an aged woman, trying to manage

a plough or to lead a waggon.

When this trouble fell upon the people the Prior sent out various of

the brethren to aid the suffering and to comfort the bereaved; but when

many of the monks themselves were stricken down and died within the

hour, a great dread took hold of the others, so that they were

unwilling to expose themselves to danger.

The Prior rebuked them for their lack of faith and the coldness of

their charity. "When the beasts and wild creatures suffered we had

compassion on them," he said; "what folly is this that we shall have

care for them and yet feel no pity for men and women in their misery!

Do you fear that you too may be taken off by this pestilence? Who,

then, has told you that you shall not die if only you can escape the

pestilence? Daily you pray, 'Thy kingdom come,' and daily you seek

that it shall not come to-day."

He went abroad himself unweariedly with one or other of the brethren,

doing such good as he was able, and when he had returned home and taken

a little rest he set out once more. Now one night as he and Brother

Bede returned belated through the forest, they were startled as they

approached the gate to hear the weeping and moaning of one who lay

forsaken on the cold earth; and when the Prior called out through the

darkness, "Be of good cheer, Christian soul, we are coming to your

aid," the sufferer replied by rattling the lid of his clap-dish, and at

once they knew it was some poor leper who had fallen helpless by the

way.

"Patience, brother," said the Prior; and bidding his companion open the

wicket, he lifted the wretched outcast from the ground and carried him

in his arms into the great hall. "Rest here a little," he said, "till

we can bring you light and fire and food."

The Prior and Bede hastened to call the brethren who had charge of

these matters, but when they returned with the other monks they found

the great hall shining with a wonderful light and filled with a

marvellous fragrance of flowers, and on the seat where the leper had

been placed there lay a golden rose, but the leper himself had vanished.

Then a great joy cast fear out of the hearts of the brotherhood, and

they laboured without ceasing in the stricken villages. Many of them

died, but it was without sorrow or repining, and the face of each was

touched with the golden rose ere he was laid to his rest.

Now the pestilence of that year was stayed by a bitter winter, and snow

lay deep even in the forest, and great blocks of ice littered the shore

of the bleak sea. And in the depth of the winter, when it drew near

the Nativity, there came riding to the monastery a stranger, who asked

to see the Prior. When the Prior looked into the man's face the tears

started and ran down his own, and he opened his arms to him, and drew

him to his breast and kissed him. For this was indeed the Lost

Brother. And when he had thus given him welcome, the Prior said: "I

ask no questions; what you can tell me you shall tell when the fitting

time comes. But this is your home to have or to leave, for you are as

free as the winds of heaven."

And the Lost Brother replied: "Wise are you no less than good. The

plague has bereft me of the child, and of the mother of the child.

More I cannot tell you now."

Thus to the Priori great happiness the companion of his youth returned

from wandering the ways of the world.

When the weeks passed, and still he remained a silent and solitary

stranger, the religious spoke sharply among themselves of the presence

of one who had broken vows and revelled in the joys of life, and had

been received without censure or reproof. Then the Prior, wrathful now

even on account of his gentleness, rebuked them once again: "O eyes of

stone and hearts of water, are you so slow to learn? Have you who

sheltered the wild creatures no thought for this man of much sorrow?

Have you who buried the dead no prayer and no tenderness for this soul

of the living?"

More than once the Lost Brother seemed to awake from a dream, and spoke

of going forth again from this home or quiet, saying: "Truly this is

great peace and solace to me, but I am not of you; my thoughts are not

your thoughts, nor is yours my way of life. Indeed, though I were to

will it never so, I could not repent of what I have done. Let me go;

why should I be an offence and a stone of stumbling to those who are

righteous among you?"

But the Prior silenced him, asking gently: "Do we distress you with any

of these things? God has His times and seasons, and will not be

hastened. At least so long as you find peace and rest here, remain

with us."

"You are strangely wise and gentle," the Lost Brother answered. "God,

I doubt it not, has His times and seasons; but with me I know not at

all what He will do."

It was no long while after this that the Prior fell into a grievous

illness; and when he knew that his hour was drawing nigh, he besought

the monks to bear him up to the foot of the cross on the mound. There,

as he looked far abroad into the earth over the tree-tops, he smiled

with lightness of heart and said: "If the earth be so beautiful and so

sweet, what must the delight of Paradise be?"

And behold! a small brown squirrel came down a tree, and ran across and

nestled in the holy man's bosom, and its eyes were full of tears. The

Prior stroked and caressed it, and said: "God bless thee, little

woodlander, and may the nuts never fail thee!"

Then, gazing up into the blue sky and the deep spaces of air above, he

murmured in a low voice, "It is a very awful and lonely way to go!"

"Not so awful for you," replied the companion of his youth. "That blue

way has been beaten plain by the Lord Christ, and the Apostles, and

many holy men from the beginning."

A long while the Prior lay musing before he spoke again, and then he

said: "I remember me of an ancient saying which I had long forgotten.

A year for the life of a--nay, I know not what any longer. But after

that it runs, And three for the life of a field; and thrice the life of

a field for the life of a hound; and thrice the life of a hound for the

life of a horse; and thrice the life of a horse for the life of a man;

and thrice the life of a man for the life of a stag; and thrice the

life of a stag for the life of an ouzel; and thrice the life of an

ouzel for the life of an eagle; and thrice the life of an eagle for the

life of a salmon; and thrice the life of a salmon for the life of a

yew; but the Lord God liveth for ever--the Lord God liveth for ever!"

That same night the alabaster box was broken and the precious ointment

poured out. And on the Prior's breast they placed the golden rose, and

under the great red hawthorn in the midst of the cloister-garth they

laid him, O Lord, beneath the earth which is Thy footstool.

At the same hour in which he was taken from us there was a great crying

and lamentation of the wild creatures in the forest, and the tall stags

bellowed and clashed their antlers against the gates of the monastery.

In the place of Prior Oswald, Father Bede was made Prior.

Whether the spirit of Prior Oswald ever returned to earth the book does

not tell, but the Lost Brother, the companion of his youth, lived in

the house of Kilgrimol to old age, and in the days of Bede's rule he

made a good end.

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