The Hermit of the Pillar

On one of the hills near the city of Ancyra Basil the hermit stood day

and night on a pillar of stone forty feet high, praying and weeping for

his own sins and for the sins of the world.

A gaunt, dark figure, far up in the blue Asian sky, he stood there for

a sign and a warning to all men that our earthly life is short, whether

for wickedness or repentance; that the gladness and the splendour of

the world are but a fleeting pageant; that in but a little while the

nations should tremble before the coming of the Lord in His power and

majesty. Little heed did the rich and dissolute people of that city

give to his cry of doom; and of the vast crowds who came about the foot

of his pillar, the greater number thought but to gaze on the wonder of

a day, though some few did pitch their tents hard by, and spent the

time of their sojourn in prayer and the lamentation of hearts humbled

and contrite.

[Illustration: _A gaunt, dark figure, far up in the blue Asian sky_]

Now, in the third year of his testimony, as Basil was rapt in devotion,

with hands and face uplifted to the great silent stars, an Angel,

clothed in silver and the blue-green of the night, stood in front of

him in the air, and said: "Descend from thy pillar, and get thee away

far westward; and there thou shalt learn what is for thy good."

Without delay or doubt Basil descended, and stole away alone in the

hush before the new day, and took the winding ways of the hills, and

thereafter went down into the low country of the plain to seaward.

After long journeying among places and people unknown, he crossed the

running seas which part the eastern world from the world of the west,

and reached the City of the Golden Horn, Byzantium; and there for four

months he lived on a pillar overlooking the city and the narrow seas,

and cried his cry of doom and torment. At the end of the fourth month

the Angel once more came to him and bade him descend and go further.

So with patience and constancy of soul he departed between night and

light, and pursued his way for many months till he had got to the

ancient city of Treves. There, among the ruins of a temple of the

heathen goddess Diana, he found a vast pillar of marble still erect,

and the top of this he thought to make his home and holy watch-tower.

Wherefore he sought out the Bishop of the city and asked his leave and

blessing, and the Bishop, marvelling greatly at his zeal and austerity,

gave his consent.

The people of Treves were amazed at what they considered his madness;

but they gave him no hindrance, nor did they molest him in any way.

Indeed, in no long time the fame of his penance was noised abroad, and

multitudes came, as they had come at Ancyra, to see with their own eyes

what there was of truth in the strange story they had heard.

Afterwards, too, many came out of sorrow for sin and an ardent desire

of holiness; and others brought their sick and maimed and afflicted, in

the hope that the Hermit might be able to cure their ailments, or give

them assuagement of their sufferings. Many of these, in truth, Basil

sent away cleansed and made whole by the virtue of his touch or of the

blessing he bestowed upon them.

Now, though there were many pillar-hermits in the far eastern land,

this was the first that had ever been seen in the west, and after him

there were but few others.

A strange and well-nigh incredible thing it seemed, to look upon this

man on the height of his pillar, preaching and praying constantly, and

enduring night and day the inclemency of the seasons and the weariness

and discomfort of his narrow standing place. For the pillar, massive

as it was, was so narrow where the marble curved over in big acanthus

leaves at the four corners that he had not room to lie down at length

to sleep; and indeed he slept but little, considering slumber a waste

of the time of prayer, and the dreams of sleep so many temptations to

beguile the soul into false and fugitive pleasures. No shelter was

there from the wind, but he was bare as a stone in the field to the

driving rain and the blaze of the sun at noon; and in winter the frost

was bitter to flesh and blood, and the snow fell like flakes or white

fire. His only clothing was a coat of sheepskin; about his neck hung a

heavy chain of iron, in token that he was a thrall and bondsman of the

Lord Christ, and each Friday he wore an iron crown of thorns, in

painful memory of Christ's passion and His sorrowful death upon the

tree. Once a day he ate a little rye bread, and once he drank a little

water.

No man could say whether he was young or aged; and the mother who had

borne him a little babe at her bosom, and had watched him grow to

boyhood, could not have recognised him, for he had been burnt black by

the sun and the frost, and the weather had bleached his hair and beard

till they looked like lichens on an ancient forest-tree, and the crown

of thorns had scarred his brow, and the links of the chain had galled

his neck and shoulders.

For three summers and three winters he endured this stricken life with

cheerful fortitude, counting his sufferings as great gain if through

them he might secure the crown of celestial glory which God has woven

for His elect. Remembering all his prayers and supplications, and the

long martyrdom of his body, it was hard for him, at times, to resist

the assurance that he must have won a golden seat among the blessed.

"For who, O Lord Christ!" he cried, with trembling hands outstretched,

and dim eyes weeping, "who hath taken up Thy cross as I have done, and

the anguish of the thorns and the nails, and the parched sorrow of Thy

thirst, and the wounding of Thy blessed body, and borne them for years

twenty and three, and shown them as I have shown them to the sun and

stars and the four winds, high up between heaven and earth, that men

might be drawn to Thee, and carried them across the world from the

outmost East to the outmost West? Surely, Lord God! Thou hast written

my name in Thy Book of Life, and hast set for me a happy place in the

heavens. Surely, all I have and am I have given Thee; and all that a

worm of the earth may do have I done! If in anything I have failed,

show me, Lord, I beseech Thee, wherein I have come short. If any man

there be more worthy in Thine eyes, let me, too, set eyes upon him,

that I may learn of him how I may the better please Thee. Teach me,

Lord, that which I know not, for Thou alone knowest and art wise!"

As Basil was praying thus in the hour before dawn, once more the Angel,

clothed in silver and blue-green, as though it had been a semblance of

the starry night, came to him, and said: "Give me thy hand;" and Basil

touched the hand celestial, and the Angel drew him from his pillar, and

placed him on the ground, and said: "This is that land of the west in

which thou art to learn what is for thy good. Take for staff this

piece of tree, and follow this road till thou reachest the third

milestone; and there, in the early light, thou shalt meet him who can

instruct thee. For a sign, thou shalt know the man by the little maid

of seven years who helpeth him to drive the geese. But the man, though

young, may teach one who is older than he, and he is one who is greatly

pleasing in God's eyes."

The clear light was glittering on the dewy grass and the wet bushes

when Basil reached the third milestone. He heard the distant sound as

of a shepherd piping, and he saw that the road in front of him was

crowded for near upon a quarter of a mile with a great gathering of

geese--fully two thousand they numbered--feeding in the grass and

rushes, and cackling, and hustling each other aside, and clacking their

big orange-coloured bills, as they waddled slowly onward towards the

city.

Among them walked a nut-brown little maiden of seven, clad in a green

woollen tunic, with bright flaxen hair and innocent blue eyes, and bare

brown legs, and feet shod in shoes of hide. In her hand she carried a

long hazel wand, with which she kept in rule the large grey and white

geese.

As the flock came up to the Hermit, she gazed at him with her sweet

wondering eyes, for never had she seen so strange and awful a man as

this, with his sheepskin dress and iron chain and crown of thorns, and

skin burnt black, and bleached hair and dark brows stained with blood.

For a moment she stood still in awe and fear, but the Hermit raised his

hand, and blessed her, and smiled upon her; and even in that worn and

disfigured face the light in the Hermit's eyes as he smiled was tender

and beautiful; and the child ceased to fear, and passed slowly along,

still gazing at him and smiling in return.

In the rear of the great multitude of geese came a churl, tall and

young, and comely enough for all his embrowning in the sun and wind,

and his unkempt hair and rude dress. It was he who made the music,

playing on pan's-pipes to lighten the way, and quickening with his

staff the loiterers of his flock.

When he perceived the Hermit he stayed his playing, for he bethought

him, Is not this the saintly man of whose strange penance and miracles

of healing the folk talk in rustic huts and hamlets far scattered? But

when they drew nigh to each other, the Hermit bowed low to the

Gooseherd, and addressed him: "Give me leave to speak a little with

thee, good brother; for an Angel of heaven hath told me of thee, and

fain would I converse with thee. Twenty years and three have I served

the King of Glory in supplication and fasting and tribulation of

spirit, and yet I lack that which thou canst teach me. Now tell me, I

beseech thee, what works, what austerities, what prayers have made thee

so acceptable to God."

A dark flush rose on the Goose-herd's cheeks as he listened, but when

he answered it was in a grave and quiet voice: "It ill becomes an aged

man to mock and jeer at the young, nor is it more seemly that the holy

should gibe at the poor."

"Dear son in Christ," said the Hermit, "I do not gibe or mock at thee.

By the truth of the blessed tree, I was told of thee by an Angel in the

very night which is now over and gone, and was bidden to question thee.

Wherefore be not wrathful, but answer me truly, I beg of thy charity."

The Goose-herd shook his head. "This is a matter beyond me," he

replied. "All my work, since thou askest of my work, hath been the

tending and rearing of geese and driving them to market. From the good

marsh lands at the foot of the hills out west I drive them, and the

distance is not small, for, sleeping and resting by boulder and tree,

for five days are we on the way. Slow of foot goeth your goose when he

goeth not by water, and it profits neither master nor herd to stint

them of their green food. And all my prayer hath been that I might get

them safe to market, none missing or fallen dead by the way, and that I

might sell them speedily and at good price, and so back to the fens

again. What more is there to say?"

"In thy humility thou hidest something from me," said the Hermit, and

he fixed his eyes thoughtfully on the young man's face.

"Nay, I have told thee all that is worth the telling."

"Then hast thou always lived this life?" the Hermit asked.

"Ever since I was a small lad--such a one as the little maid in front,

and she will be in her seventh year, or it may be a little older.

Before me was my father goose-herd; and he taught me the windings of

the journey to the city, and the best resting-places, and the ways of

geese, and the meaning of their cries, and what pleaseth them and

serveth flesh and feather, and how they should be driven. And now, in

turn, I teach the child, for there be goose-girls as well as men."

"Is she then thy young sister, or may it be that she is thy daughter?"

"Neither young sister nor daughter is she," replied the Herd, "and yet

in truth she is both sister and daughter."

"Wilt thou tell me how that may be?" asked the Hermit.

"It is shortly told," said the Herd. "Robbers broke into their poor

and lonely house by the roadside and slew father and mother and left

them dead, but the babe at the breast they had not slain, and this was

she."

"Didst thou find her?" asked the Hermit.

"Ay, on a happy day I found her; a feeble little thing bleating like a

lambkin forlorn beside its dead dam."

"And thy wife, belike, or thy mother, reared her?"

"Nay," said the Herd, "for my mother was dead, and no wife have I. I

reared her myself--my little white gooseling; and she throve and waxed

strong of heart and limb, and merry and brown of favour, as thou hast

seen."

"Thou must have been thyself scantly a man in those days," said the

Hermit.

"Younger than to-day," replied the Herd; "but I was ever big of limb

and plentiful of my inches."

"And hath she not been often since a burthen to thee, and a weariness

in the years?"

"She hath been a care in the cold winter, and a sorrow in her sickness

with her teeth--for no man, I wot, can help a small child when the

teeth come through the gum, and she can but cry ah! ah! and hath no

words to tell what she aileth."

"Why didst thou do all this?" asked the Hermit. "What hath been thy

reward? Or for what reward dost thou look?"

The Goose-herd looked at him blankly for a moment; then his face

brightened. "Surely," he said, "to see her as she goes on her way, a

bright, brown little living thing, with her clear hair and glad eyes,

is a goodly reward. And a goodly reward is it to think of her growth,

and to mind me of the days when she could not walk and I bore her

whithersoever I went; and of the days when she could but take faltering

steps and was soon fain to climb into my arms and sit upon my neck; and

of the days when we first fared together with the geese to market and I

cut her her first hazel stick; and in truth of all the days that she

hath been with me since I found her."

As the Goose-herd spoke the tears rose in the Hermit's eyes and rolled

slowly down his cheeks; and when the young man ceased, he said: "O son,

now I know why thou art so pleasing in the eyes of God. Early hast

thou learned the love which gives all and asks nothing, which suffereth

long and is ever kind, and this I have not learned. A small thing and

too common it seemed to me, but now I see that it is holier than

austerities, and availeth more than fasting, and is the prayer of

prayers. Late have I sought thee, thou ancient truth, late have I

found thee, thou ancient beauty; yet even in the gloaming of my days

may there still be light enough to win my way home. Farewell, good

brother; and be God tender and pitiful to thee as thou hast been tender

and pitiful to the little child."

"Farewell, holy man!" replied the Herd, regarding him with a perplexed

look, for the life and austerities of the Hermit were a mystery he

could not understand.

Then going on his way, he laid the pan's-pipes to his lips and whistled

a pleasant music as he strode after his geese.

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