XL

"I'll do anything you like," she said to her husband on one of

the last days of the month, "if our being here, this way at this

time, seems to you too absurd, or too uncomfortable, or too

impossible. We'll either take leave of them now, without

waiting--or we'll come back in time, three days before they

start. I'll go abroad with you, if you but say the word; to

Switzerland, the Tyrol, the Italian Alps, to whichever of your

old high places you would like most to see again--those beautiful

ones that used to do you good after Rome and that you so often

told me about."

Where they were, in the conditions that prompted this offer, and

where it might indeed appear ridiculous that, with the stale

London September close at hand, they should content themselves

with remaining, was where the desert of Portland Place looked

blank as it had never looked, and where a drowsy cabman, scanning

the horizon for a fare, could sink to oblivion of the risks of

immobility. But Amerigo was of the odd opinion, day after day,

that their situation couldn't be bettered; and he even went at no

moment through the form of replying that, should their ordeal

strike her as exceeding their patience, any step they might take

would be for her own relief. This was, no doubt, partly because

he stood out so wonderfully, to the end, against admitting, by a

weak word at least, that any element of their existence WAS, or

ever had been, an ordeal; no trap of circumstance, no lapse of

"form," no accident of irritation, had landed him in that

inconsequence. His wife might verily have suggested that he was

consequent--consequent with the admirable appearance he had from

the first so undertaken, and so continued, to present--rather too

rigidly at HER expense; only, as it happened, she was not the

little person to do anything of the sort, and the strange tacit

compact actually in operation between them might have been

founded on an intelligent comparison, a definite collation

positively, of the kinds of patience proper to each. She was

seeing him through--he had engaged to come out at the right end

if she WOULD see him: this understanding, tacitly renewed from

week to week, had fairly received, with the procession of the

weeks, the consecration of time; but it scarce needed to be

insisted on that she was seeing him on HIS terms, not all on

hers, or that, in other words, she must allow him his unexplained

and uncharted, his one practicably workable way. If that way, by

one of the intimate felicities the liability to which was so far

from having even yet completely fallen from him, happened

handsomely to show him as more bored than boring (with advantages

of his own freely to surrender, but none to be persuadedly

indebted to others for,) what did such a false face of the matter

represent but the fact itself that she was pledged? If she had

questioned or challenged or interfered--if she had reserved

herself that right--she wouldn't have been pledged; whereas there

were still, and evidently would be yet a while, long, tense

stretches during which their case might have been hanging, for

every eye, on her possible, her impossible defection. She must

keep it up to the last, mustn't absent herself for three minutes

from her post: only on those lines, assuredly, would she show

herself as with him and not against him.

It was extraordinary how scant a series of signs she had invited

him to make of being, of truly having been at any time, "with"

his wife: that reflection she was not exempt from as they now, in

their suspense, supremely waited--a reflection under the brush of

which she recognised her having had, in respect to him as well,

to "do all," to go the whole way over, to move, indefatigably,

while he stood as fixed in his place as some statue of one of his

forefathers. The meaning of it would seem to be, she reasoned in

sequestered hours, that he HAD a place, and that this was an

attribute somehow indefeasible, unquenchable, which laid upon

others--from the moment they definitely wanted anything of him--

the necessity of taking more of the steps that he could, of

circling round him, of remembering for his benefit the famous

relation of the mountain to Mahomet. It was strange, if one had

gone into it, but such a place as Amerigo's was like something

made for him beforehand by innumerable facts, facts largely of

the sort known as historical, made by ancestors, examples,

traditions, habits; while Maggie's own had come to show simply as

that improvised "post"--a post of the kind spoken of as

advanced--with which she was to have found herself connected in

the fashion of a settler or a trader in a new country; in the

likeness even of some Indian squaw with a papoose on her back and

barbarous bead-work to sell. Maggie's own, in short, would have

been sought in vain in the most rudimentary map of the social

relations as such. The only geography marking it would be

doubtless that of the fundamental passions. The "end" that the

Prince was at all events holding out for was represented to

expectation by his father-in-law's announced departure for

America with Mrs. Verver; just as that prospective event had

originally figured as advising, for discretion, the flight of the

younger couple, to say nothing of the withdrawal of whatever

other importunate company, before the great upheaval of Fawns.

This residence was to be peopled for a month by porters, packers

and hammerers, at whose operations it had become peculiarly

public--public that is for Portland Place--that Charlotte was to

preside in force; operations the quite awful appointed scale and

style of which had at no moment loomed so large to Maggie's mind

as one day when the dear Assinghams swam back into her ken

besprinkled with sawdust and looking as pale as if they had seen

Samson pull down the temple. They had seen at least what she was

not seeing, rich dim things under the impression of which they

had retired; she having eyes at present but for the clock by

which she timed her husband, or for the glass--the image perhaps

would be truer--in which he was reflected to her as HE timed the

pair in the country. The accession of their friends from Cadogan

Place contributed to all their intermissions, at any rate, a

certain effect of resonance; an effect especially marked by the

upshot of a prompt exchange of inquiries between Mrs. Assingham

and the Princess. It was noted, on the occasion of that anxious

lady's last approach to her young friend at Fawns, that her

sympathy had ventured, after much accepted privation, again to

become inquisitive, and it had perhaps never so yielded to that

need as on this question of the present odd "line" of the

distinguished eccentrics.

"You mean to say really that you're going to stick here?" And

then before Maggie could answer: "What on earth will you do with

your evenings?"

Maggie waited a moment--Maggie could still tentatively smile.

"When people learn we're here--and of course the papers will be

full of it!--they'll flock back in their hundreds, from wherever

they are, to catch us. You see you and the Colonel have

yourselves done it. As for our evenings, they won't, I dare say,

be particularly different from anything else that's ours. They

won't be different from our mornings or our afternoons--except

perhaps that you two dears will sometimes help us to get through

them. I've offered to go anywhere," she added; "to take a house

if he will. But THIS--just this and nothing else--is Amerigo's

idea. He gave it yesterday" she went on, "a name that, as, he

said, described and fitted it. So you see"--and the Princess

indulged again in her smile that didn't play, but that only, as

might have been said, worked--"so you see there's a method in our

madness."

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