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The resemblance had not been present to her on first coming out

into the hot, still brightness of the Sunday afternoon--only the

second Sunday, of all the summer, when the party of six, the

party of seven including the Principino, had practically been

without accessions or invasions; but within sight of Charlotte,

seated far away, very much where she had expected to find her,

the Princess fell to wondering if her friend wouldn't be affected

quite as she herself had been, that night on the terrace, under

Mrs. Verver's perceptive pursuit. The relation, to-day, had

turned itself round; Charlotte was seeing her come, through

patches of lingering noon, quite as she had watched Charlotte

menace her through the starless dark; and there was a moment,

that of her waiting a little as they thus met across the

distance, when the interval was bridged by a recognition not less

soundless, and to all appearance not less charged with strange

meanings, than that of the other occasion. The point, however,

was that they had changed places; Maggie had from her window,

seen her stepmother leave the house--at so unlikely an hour,

three o'clock of a canicular August, for a ramble in garden or

grove--and had thereupon felt her impulse determined with the

same sharpness that had made the spring of her companion's three

weeks before. It was the hottest day of the season, and the

shaded siesta, for people all at their ease, would certainly

rather have been prescribed; but our young woman had perhaps not

yet felt it so fully brought home that such refinements of

repose, among them, constituted the empty chair at the feast.

This was the more distinct as the feast, literally, in the great

bedimmed dining-room, the cool, ceremonious semblance of

luncheon, had just been taking place without Mrs. Verver. She had

been represented but by the plea of a bad headache, not reported

to the rest of the company by her husband, but offered directly

to Mr. Verver himself, on their having assembled, by her maid,

deputed for the effect and solemnly producing it.

Maggie had sat down, with the others, to viands artfully iced, to

the slow circulation of precious tinkling jugs, to marked

reserves of reference in many directions--poor Fanny Assingham

herself scarce thrusting her nose out of the padded hollow into

which she had withdrawn. A consensus of languor, which might

almost have been taken for a community of dread, ruled the

scene--relieved only by the fitful experiments of Father

Mitchell, good holy, hungry man, a trusted and overworked London

friend and adviser, who had taken, for a week or two, the light

neighbouring service, local rites flourishing under Maggie's

munificence, and was enjoying, as a convenience, all the bounties

of the house. HE conversed undiscouraged, Father Mitchell--

conversed mainly with the indefinite, wandering smile of the

entertainers, and the Princess's power to feel him on the whole a

blessing for these occasions was not impaired by what was awkward

in her consciousness of having, from the first of her trouble,

really found her way without his guidance. She asked herself at

times if he suspected how more than subtly, how perversely, she

had dispensed with him, and she balanced between visions of all

he must privately have guessed and certitudes that he had guessed

nothing whatever. He might nevertheless have been so urbanely

filling up gaps, at present, for the very reason that his

instinct, sharper than the expression of his face, had

sufficiently served him--made him aware of the thin ice,

figuratively speaking, and of prolongations of tension, round

about him, mostly foreign to the circles in which luxury was akin

to virtue. Some day in some happier season, she would confess to

him that she hadn't confessed, though taking so much on her

conscience; but just now she was carrying in her weak, stiffened

hand a glass filled to the brim, as to which she had recorded a

vow that no drop should overflow. She feared the very breath of a

better wisdom, the jostle of the higher light, of heavenly help

itself; and, in addition, however that might be, she drew breath

this afternoon, as never yet, in an element heavy to oppression.

Something grave had happened, somehow and somewhere, and she had,

God knew, her choice of suppositions: her heart stood still when

she wondered above all if the cord mightn't at last have snapped

between her husband and her father. She shut her eyes for dismay

at the possibility of such a passage--there moved before them the

procession of ugly forms it might have taken. "Find out for

yourself!" she had thrown to Amerigo, for her last word, on the

question of who else "knew," that night of the breaking of the

Bowl; and she flattered herself that she hadn't since then helped

him, in her clear consistency, by an inch. It was what she had

given him, all these weeks, to be busy with, and she had again

and again lain awake for the obsession of this sense of his

uncertainty ruthlessly and endlessly playing with his dignity.

She had handed him over to an ignorance that couldn't even try to

become indifferent and that yet wouldn't project itself, either,

into the cleared air of conviction. In proportion as he was

generous it had bitten into his spirit, and more than once she

had said to herself that to break the spell she had cast upon him

and that the polished old ivory of her father's inattackable

surface made so absolute, he would suddenly commit some mistake

or some violence, smash some windowpane for air, fail even of one

of his blest inveteracies of taste. In that way, fatally, he

would have put himself in the wrong--blighting by a single false

step the perfection of his outward show.

These shadows rose and fell for her while Father Mitchell

prattled; with other shadows as well, those that hung over

Charlotte herself, those that marked her as a prey to equal

suspicions--to the idea, in particular, of a change, such a

change as she didn't dare to face, in the relations of the two

men. Or there were yet other possibilities, as it seemed to

Maggie; there were always too many, and all of them things of

evil when one's nerves had at last done for one all that nerves

could do; had left one in a darkness of prowling dangers that was

like the predicament of the night-watcher in a beast-haunted land

who has no more means for a fire. She might, with such nerves,

have supposed almost anything of any one; anything, almost, of

poor Bob Assingham, condemned to eternal observances and solemnly

appreciating her father's wine; anything, verily, yes, of the

good priest, as he finally sat back with fat folded hands and

twiddled his thumbs on his stomach. The good priest looked hard

at the decanters, at the different dishes of dessert--he eyed

them, half-obliquely, as if THEY might have met him to-day, for

conversation, better than any one present. But the Princess had

her fancy at last about that too; she was in the midst of a

passage, before she knew it, between Father Mitchell and

Charlotte--some approach he would have attempted with her, that

very morning perhaps, to the circumstance of an apparent

detachment, recently noted in her, from any practice of devotion.

He would have drawn from this, say, his artless inference--taken

it for a sign of some smothered inward trouble and pointed,

naturally, the moral that the way out of such straits was not

through neglect of the grand remedy. He had possibly prescribed

contrition--he had at any rate quickened in her the beat of that

false repose to which our young woman's own act had devoted her

at her all so deluded instance. The falsity of it had laid traps

compared to which the imputation of treachery even accepted might

have seemed a path of roses. The acceptance, strangely, would

have left her nothing to do--she could have remained, had she

liked, all insolently passive; whereas the failure to proceed

against her, as it might have been called, left her everything,

and all the more that it was wrapped so in confidence. She had to

confirm, day after day, the rightness of her cause and the

justice and felicity of her exemption--so that wouldn't there

have been, fairly, in any explicit concern of Father Mitchell's,

depths of practical derision of her success?

The question was provisionally answered, at all events, by the

time the party at luncheon had begun to disperse--with Maggie's

version of Mrs. Verver sharp to the point of representing her

pretext for absence as a positive flight from derision. She met

the good priest's eyes before they separated, and priests were

really, at the worst, so to speak, such wonderful people that she

believed him for an instant on the verge of saying to her, in

abysmal softness: "Go to Mrs. Verver, my child--YOU go: you'll

find that you can help her." This didn't come, however; nothing

came but the renewed twiddle of thumbs over the satisfied stomach

and the full flush, the comical candour, of reference to the hand

employed at Fawns for mayonnaise of salmon. Nothing came but the

receding backs of each of the others--her father's slightly bent

shoulders, in especial, which seemed to weave his spell, by the

force of habit, not less patiently than if his wife had been

present. Her husband indeed was present to feel anything there

might be to feel--which was perhaps exactly why this personage

was moved promptly to emulate so definite an example of

"sloping." He had his occupations--books to arrange perhaps even

at Fawns; the idea of the siesta, moreover, in all the

conditions, had no need to be loudly invoked. Maggie, was, in the

event, left alone for a minute with Mrs. Assingham, who, after

waiting for safety, appeared to have at heart to make a

demonstration. The stage of "talking over" had long passed for

them; when they communicated now it was on quite ultimate facts;

but Fanny desired to testify to the existence, on her part, of an

attention that nothing escaped. She was like the kind lady who,

happening to linger at the circus while the rest of the

spectators pour grossly through the exits, falls in with the

overworked little trapezist girl--the acrobatic support

presumably of embarrassed and exacting parents--and gives her, as

an obscure and meritorious artist, assurance of benevolent

interest. What was clearest, always, in our young woman's

imaginings, was the sense of being herself left, for any

occasion, in the breach. She was essentially there to bear the

burden, in the last resort, of surrounding omissions and

evasions, and it was eminently to that office she had been to-day

abandoned--with this one alleviation, as appeared, of Mrs.

Assingham's keeping up with her. Mrs. Assingham suggested that

she too was still on the ramparts--though her gallantry proved

indeed after a moment to consist not a little of her curiosity.

She had looked about and seen their companions beyond earshot.

"Don't you really want us to go--?"

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