XXXI

The understanding appeared to have come to be that the Colonel

and his wife were to present themselves toward the middle of July

for the "good long visit" at Fawns on which Maggie had obtained

from her father that he should genially insist; as well as that

the couple from Eaton Square should welcome there earlier in the

month, and less than a week after their own arrival, the advent

of the couple from Portland Place. "Oh, we shall give you time to

breathe!" Fanny remarked, in reference to the general prospect,

with a gaiety that announced itself as heedless of criticism, to

each member of the party in turn; sustaining and bracing herself

by her emphasis, pushed even to an amiable cynicism, of the

confident view of these punctualities of the Assinghams. The

ground she could best occupy, to her sense, was that of her being

moved, as in this connexion she had always been moved, by the

admitted grossness of her avidity, the way the hospitality of the

Ververs met her convenience and ministered to her ease, destitute

as the Colonel had kept her, from the first, of any rustic

retreat, any leafy bower of her own, any fixed base for the stale

season now at hand. She had explained at home, she had repeatedly

reexplained, the terms of her dilemma, the real difficulty of

her, or--as she now put it--of their, position. When the pair

could do nothing else, in Cadogan Place, they could still talk of

marvellous little Maggie, and of the charm, the sinister charm,

of their having to hold their breath to watch her; a topic the

momentous midnight discussion at which we have been present was

so far from having exhausted. It came up, irrepressibly, at all

private hours; they had planted it there between them, and it

grew, from day to day, in a manner to make their sense of

responsibility almost yield to their sense of fascination. Mrs.

Assingham declared at such moments that in the interest of this

admirable young thing--to whom, she also declared, she had quite

"come over"--she was ready to pass with all the world else, even

with the Prince himself, the object, inconsequently, as well, of

her continued, her explicitly shameless appreciation, for a

vulgar, indelicate, pestilential woman, showing her true

character in an abandoned old age. The Colonel's confessed

attention had been enlisted, we have seen, as never yet, under

pressure from his wife, by any guaranteed imbroglio; but this,

she could assure him she perfectly knew, was not a bit because he

was sorry for her, or touched by what she had let herself in for,

but because, when once they had been opened, he couldn't keep his

eyes from resting complacently, resting almost intelligently, on

the Princess. If he was in love with HER now, however, so much

the better; it would help them both not to wince at what they

would have to do for her. Mrs. Assingham had come back to that,

whenever he groaned or grunted; she had at no beguiled moment--

since Maggie's little march WAS positively beguiling--let him

lose sight of the grim necessity awaiting them. "We shall have,

as I've again and again told you, to lie for her--to lie till

we're black in the face."

"To lie 'for' her?" The Colonel often, at these hours, as from a

vague vision of old chivalry in a new form, wandered into

apparent lapses from lucidity.

"To lie TO her, up and down, and in and out--it comes to the same

thing. It will consist just as much of lying to the others too:

to the Prince about one's belief in HIM; to Charlotte about one's

belief in HER; to Mr. Verver, dear sweet man, about one's belief

in everyone. So we've work cut out--with the biggest lie, on top

of all, being that we LIKE to be there for such a purpose. We

hate it unspeakably--I'm more ready to be a coward before it, to

let the whole thing, to let everyone, selfishly and

pusillanimously slide, than before any social duty, any felt

human call, that has ever forced me to be decent. I speak at

least for myself. For you," she had added, "as I've given you so

perfect an opportunity to fall in love with Maggie, you'll

doubtless find your account in being so much nearer to her."

"And what do you make," the Colonel could, at this, always

imperturbably enough ask, "of the account you yourself will find

in being so much nearer to the Prince; of your confirmed, if not

exasperated, infatuation with whom--to say nothing of my weak

good-nature about it--you give such a pretty picture?"

To the picture in question she had been always, in fact, able

contemplatively to return. "The difficulty of my enjoyment of

that is, don't you see? that I'm making, in my loyalty to Maggie,

a sad hash of his affection for me."

"You find means to call it then, this whitewashing of his crime,

being 'loyal' to Maggie?"

"Oh, about that particular crime there is always much to say. It

is always more interesting to us than any other crime; it has at

least that for it. But of course I call everything I have in mind

at all being loyal to Maggie. Being loyal to her is, more than

anything else, helping her with her father--which is what she

most wants and needs."

The Colonel had had it before, but he could apparently never have

too much of it. "Helping her 'with' him--?"

"Helping her against him then. Against what we've already so

fully talked of--its having to be recognised between them that he

doubts. That's where my part is so plain--to see her through, to

see her through to the end." Exaltation, for the moment, always

lighted Mrs. Assingham's reference to this plainness; yet she at

the same time seldom failed, the next instant, to qualify her

view of it. "When I talk of my obligation as clear I mean that

it's absolute; for just HOW, from day to day and through thick

and thin, to keep the thing up is, I grant you, another matter.

There's one way, luckily, nevertheless, in which I'm strong. I

can perfectly count on her."

The Colonel seldom failed here, as from the insidious growth of

an excitement, to wonder, to encourage. "Not to see you're

lying?"

"To stick to me fast, whatever she sees. If I stick to her--that

is to my own poor struggling way, under providence, of watching

over them ALL--she'll stand by me to the death. She won't give me

away. For, you know, she easily can."

This, regularly, was the most lurid turn of their road; but Bob

Assingham, with each journey, met it as for the first time.

"Easily?"

"She can utterly dishonour me with her father. She can let him

know that I was aware, at the time of his marriage--as I had been

aware at the time of her own--of the relations that had pre-

existed between his wife and her husband."

"And how can she do so if, up to this minute, by your own

statement, she is herself in ignorance of your knowledge?"

It was a question that Mrs. Assingham had ever, for dealing with,

a manner to which repeated practice had given almost a grand

effect; very much as if she was invited by it to say that about

this, exactly, she proposed to do her best lying. But she said,

and with full lucidity, something quite other: it could give

itself a little the air, still, of a triumph over his coarseness.

"By acting, immediately with the blind resentment with which, in

her place, ninety-nine women out of a hundred would act; and by

so making Mr. Verver, in turn, act with the same natural passion,

the passion of ninety-nine men out of a hundred. They've only to

agree about me," the poor lady said; "they've only to feel at one

over it, feel bitterly practised upon, cheated and injured;

they've only to denounce me to each other as false and infamous,

for me to be quite irretrievably dished. Of course it's I who

have been, and who continue to be, cheated--cheated by the Prince

and Charlotte; but they're not obliged to give me the benefit of

that, or to give either of us the benefit of anything. They'll be

within their rights to lump us all together as a false, cruel,

conspiring crew, and, if they can find the right facts to support

them, get rid of us root and branch."

This, on each occasion, put the matter so at the worst that

repetition even scarce controlled the hot flush with which she

was compelled to see the parts of the whole history, all its ugly

consistency and its temporary gloss, hang together. She enjoyed,

invariably, the sense of making her danger present, of making it

real, to her husband, and of his almost turning pale, when their

eyes met, at this possibility of their compromised state and

their shared discredit. The beauty was that, as under a touch of

one of the ivory notes at the left of the keyboard, he sounded

out with the short sharpness of the dear fond stupid uneasy man.

"Conspiring--so far as YOU were concerned--to what end?"

"Why, to the obvious end of getting the Prince a wife--at

Maggie's expense. And then to that of getting Charlotte a husband

at Mr. Verver's."

"Of rendering friendly services, yes--which have produced, as it

turns out, complications. But from the moment you didn't do it

FOR the complications, why shouldn't you have rendered them?"

It was extraordinary for her, always, in this connexion, how,

with time given him, he fell to speaking better for her than she

could, in the presence of her clear-cut image of the "worst,"

speak for herself. Troubled as she was she thus never wholly

failed of her amusement by the way. "Oh, isn't what I may have

meddled 'for'--so far as it can be proved I did meddle--open to

interpretation; by which I mean to Mr. Verver's and Maggie's?

Mayn't they see my motive, in the light of that appreciation, as

the wish to be decidedly more friendly to the others than to the

victimised father and daughter?" She positively liked to keep it

up. "Mayn't they see my motive as the determination to serve the

Prince, in any case, and at any price, first; to 'place' him

comfortably; in other words to find him his fill of money? Mayn't

it have all the air for them of a really equivocal, sinister

bargain between us--something quite unholy and louche?"

It produced in the poor Colonel, infallibly, the echo. "'Louche,'

love--?"

"Why, haven't you said as much yourself?--haven't you put your

finger on that awful possibility?"

She had a way now, with his felicities, that made him enjoy being

reminded of them. "In speaking of your having always had such a

'mash'--?"

"Such a mash, precisely, for the man I was to help to put so

splendidly at his ease. A motherly mash an impartial look at it

would show it only as likely to have been--but we're not talking,

of course, about impartial looks. We're talking of good innocent

people deeply worked upon by a horrid discovery, and going much

further, in their view of the lurid, as such people almost always

do, than those who have been wider awake, all round, from the

first. What I was to have got from my friend, in such a view, in

exchange for what I had been able to do for him--well, that would

have been an equivalent, of a kind best known to myself, for me

shrewdly to consider." And she easily lost herself, each time, in

the anxious satisfaction of filling out the picture. "It would

have been seen, it would have been heard of, before, the case of

the woman a man doesn't want, or of whom he's tired, or for whom

he has no use but SUCH uses, and who is capable, in her

infatuation, in her passion, of promoting his interests with

other women rather than lose sight of him, lose touch of him,

cease to have to do with him at all. Cela s'est vu, my dear; and

stranger things still--as I needn't tell YOU! Very good then,"

she wound up; "there is a perfectly possible conception of the

behaviour of your sweet wife; since, as I say, there's no

imagination so lively, once it's started, as that of really

agitated lambs. Lions are nothing to them, for lions are

sophisticated, are blases, are brought up, from the first, to

prowling and mauling. It does give us, you'll admit, something to

think about. My relief is luckily, however, in what I finally do

think."

He was well enough aware, by this time, of what she finally did

think; but he was not without a sense, again, also for his

amusement by the way. It would have made him, for a spectator of

these passages between the pair, resemble not a little the

artless child who hears his favourite story told for the

twentieth time and enjoys it exactly because he knows what is

next to happen. "What of course will pull them up, if they turn

out to have less imagination than you assume, is the profit you

can have found in furthering Mrs. Verver's marriage. You weren't

at least in love with Charlotte."

"Oh," Mrs. Assingham, at this, always brought out, "my hand in

that is easily accounted for by my desire to be agreeable to

HIM."

"To Mr. Verver?"

"To the Prince--by preventing her in that way from taking, as he

was in danger of seeing her do, some husband with whom he

wouldn't be able to open, to keep open, so large an account as

with his father-in-law. I've brought her near him, kept her

within his reach, as she could never have remained either as a

single woman or as the wife of a different man."

"Kept her, on that sweet construction, to be his mistress?"

"Kept her, on that sweet construction, to be his mistress." She

brought it out grandly--it had always so, for her own ear as well

as, visibly, for her husband's, its effect. "The facilities in

the case, thanks to the particular conditions, being so quite

ideal."

"Down even to the facility of your minding everything so little--

from your own point of view--as to have supplied him with the

enjoyment of TWO beautiful women."

"Down even to THAT--to the monstrosity of my folly. But not,"

Mrs. Assingham added, "'two' of anything. One beautiful woman--

and one beautiful fortune. That's what a creature of pure virtue

exposes herself to when she suffers her pure virtue, suffers her

sympathy, her disinterestedness, her exquisite sense for the

lives of others, to carry her too far. Voila."

"I see. It's the way the Ververs have you."

"It's the way the Ververs 'have' me. It's in other words the way

they would be able to make such a show to each other of having

me--if Maggie weren't so divine."

"She lets you off?" He never failed to insist on all this to the

very end; which was how he had become so versed in what she

finally thought.

"She lets me off. So that now, horrified and contrite at what

I've done, I may work to help her out. And Mr. Verver," she was

fond of adding, "lets me off too."

"Then you do believe he knows?"

It determined in her always, there, with a significant pause, a

deep immersion in her thought. "I believe he would let me off if

he did know--so that I might work to help HIM out. Or rather,

really," she went on, "that I might work to help Maggie. That

would be his motive, that would be his condition, in forgiving

me; just as hers, for me, in fact, her motive and her condition,

are my acting to spare her father. But it's with Maggie only that

I'm directly concerned; nothing, ever--not a breath, not a look,

I'll guarantee--shall I have, whatever happens, from Mr. Verver

himself. So it is, therefore, that I shall probably, by the

closest possible shave, escape the penalty of my crimes."

"You mean being held responsible."

"I mean being held responsible. My advantage will be that

Maggie's such a trump."

"Such a trump that, as you say, she'll stick to you."

"Stick to me, on our understanding--stick to me. For our

understanding's signed and sealed." And to brood over it again

was ever, for Mrs. Assingham, to break out again with exaltation.

"It's a grand, high compact. She has solemnly promised."

"But in words--?"

"Oh yes, in words enough--since it's a matter of words. To keep

up HER lie so long as I keep up mine."

"And what do you call 'her' lie?"

"Why, the pretence that she believes me. Believes they're

innocent."

"She positively believes then they're guilty? She has arrived at

that, she's really content with it, in the absence of proof?"

It was here, each time, that Fanny Assingham most faltered; but

always at last to get the matter, for her own sense, and with a

long sigh, sufficiently straight. "It isn't a question of belief

or of proof, absent or present; it's inevitably, with her, a

question of natural perception, of insurmountable feeling. She

irresistibly knows that there's something between them. But she

hasn't 'arrived' at it, as you say, at all; that's exactly what

she hasn't done, what she so steadily and intensely refuses to

do. She stands off and off, so as not to arrive; she keeps out to

sea and away from the rocks, and what she most wants of me is to

keep at a safe distance with her--as I, for my own skin, only ask

not to come nearer." After which, invariably, she let him have it

all. "So far from wanting proof--which she must get, in a manner,

by my siding with her--she wants DISproof, as against herself,

and has appealed to me, so extraordinarily, to side against her.

It's really magnificent, when you come to think of it, the spirit

of her appeal. If I'll but cover them up brazenly enough, the

others, so as to show, round and about them, as happy as a bird,

she on her side will do what she can. If I'll keep them quiet, in

a word, it will enable her to gain time--time as against any idea

of her father's--and so, somehow, come out. If I'll take care of

Charlotte, in particular, she'll take care of the Prince; and

it's beautiful and wonderful, really pathetic and exquisite, to

see what she feels that time may do for her."

"Ah, but what does she call, poor little thing, 'time'?"

"Well, this summer at Fawns, to begin with. She can live as yet,

of course, but from hand to mouth; but she has worked it out for

herself, I think, that the very danger of Fawns, superficially

looked at, may practically amount to a greater protection. THERE

the lovers--if they ARE lovers!--will have to mind. They'll feel

it for themselves, unless things are too utterly far gone with

them."

"And things are NOT too utterly far gone with them?"

She had inevitably, poor woman, her hesitation for this, but she

put down her answer as, for the purchase of some absolutely

indispensable article, she would have put down her last shilling.

"No."

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