CHAPTER XV.

THE END OF IT ALL.

All through the rough autumn, and on into midwinter, Plevna held out.

All the world waited and watched, sympathizing, as is its way, with

the side where sheer pluck seems predominant.

At Wyl's Hall, Mrs. Wylie and Brenda lived on in their quiet way;

and, to these two, life soon assumed a calm, unruffled regularity.

Small local incidents took to themselves a greater importance, and

the larger events of the world reached them only as an echo.

As Winter laid its hand with increasing power over the land, so

Wyvenwich found itself day by day more isolated from the world, until

one morning in the middle of December the last link was severed. A

great fall of snow, driven across the North Sea, besieged the Eastern

counties, and for a time paralyzed all workers. The coastguards

could do nothing, for they were hemmed in by great drifts on

Mizzenheath Moor. The boats were full of snow, the roads impassable,

and the small branch railroad hopelessly blocked by drifts, sixteen

feet deep in parts.

During five days, no news of the outer world reached Wyvenwich, until

at last a signalman, whose occupation was gone by reason of the

snowed-up railway, made his way on foot from the junction on the

main-line, carrying the mail-bag on his shoulders.

This man brought the five-days-old news of the fall of Plevna.

It was almost mid-day before the post-bag was delivered at Wyl's

Hall, and the two ladies were sitting in the broad-windowed library

when the servant brought it to them. There was a heap of unfinished

needlework upon the table, for it will be easily understood that such

a woman as the widow would be able to find good work to do in a hard

winter.

'Ah!' exclaimed the good lady, throwing her work aside--'letters at

last!'

The servant smiled sympathetically, and left the room. The key of

the bag was soon taken from its hiding-place in an ornament on the

mantelpiece, and Mrs. Wylie shook out the letters upon the table.

'It is delightful,' she exclaimed, 'to be in communication with the

outer...'

Suddenly she stopped, and laid the old leather bag aside slowly.

There were two thin brown envelopes among the white ones; also a

larger one bearing a foreign stamp, and carrying evident marks of a

long journey. This was addressed to Brenda, as were the two

telegrams.

'... Outer world,' said Mrs. Wylie, in a peculiar breathless way,

finishing her interrupted remark with determination. 'There are ...

two telegrams ... for you, Brenda.'

The girl took the envelopes without comment, and opened one, dropping

it subsequently upon the floor while unfolding the pink paper. She

read the message without a change of countenance, while Mrs. Wylie

made a brave pretence of being interested in her own letters. In the

same manner Brenda opened the second telegram.

After she had read it, there was a horrible silence in the room,

while the elder woman stood nervously reading the address of a letter

to herself over and over again.

Then Brenda spoke in a clear voice, which bore no resemblance to her

usual tones at all.

'Theo Trist is dead,' she said. 'He was killed on the twelfth of

September at Plevna!'

The widow held out her hand, and took the two telegrams. They were

from the great London editor--one telling of a rumour, the second

confirming it. Brenda had read the confirmation first.

At last Mrs. Wylie raised her eyes to her companion's face, and

following the direction of the girl's gaze, she remembered the large,

ill-used envelope bearing a foreign stamp.

'That letter,' she whispered, trembling with downright fear.

'Yes,' answered Brenda, with the same sickening composure. 'It is

from him.'

Then she took it and turned away to the window.

Without exactly knowing what she was doing, Mrs. Wylie sat down again

in the chair she had vacated on the advent of the post-bag. Her lips

moved as she stared stupidly at the work tossed aside on the table.

'O God!' she was whispering, 'give her strength!'

It seemed hours that she sat there without daring to raise her eyes.

She heard Brenda break open the envelope and unfold the paper, which

crackled loudly. Then there came no sound at all except at times a

suppressed rustle as a page was turned.

At last the girl moved, turning and coming towards her companion.

'There...' she said gently, 'you may as well read it.'

She laid the closely written sheets upon the table, for Mrs. Wylie

did not hold out her hand, and turned again towards the window, where

she stood looking out upon the gleaming snow.

After a space, Mrs. Wylie took up the letter and read it dreamily,

without comprehending its full meaning--without realizing that the

hand which had directed the clear, firm pen would never write another

word. It ran as follows:

'DEAR BRENDA,

'It may be that the long confinement in this grim slaughter-house has

upset my nerve, or it may, perhaps, be that I am not so hard or so

plucky as I was. Be that as it may, I am going to break through a

resolution to which I have held ever since I took to the war-path.

It was my intention to wait until the end of this campaign before

telling you that I have always loved you--that I have always looked

up to you as my ideal of a brave, true woman. I never doubted,

darling, that my love for you was and is a strong, firm reality, as

all the factors in my life have been. I never doubted its truth, its

honesty, and its permanency--but these very qualities held it back.

If I had loved you less, I could have asked you to be the wife of a

war-correspondent (and one whose reputation was such that he could

not afford to be found in the background). This, Brenda, has been my

secret ever since I left college--ever since I followed the

irresistible inclination which led me on to the battlefield. It is

unnecessary to dwell now upon the effort that I have had to make a

thousand times to conceal my feelings. I used to think (and tried to

persuade myself that I hoped) that you would marry someone infinitely

worthier of you--someone who was richer, and wiser, and cleverer, and

someone whose profession was less hazardous; but in the last year or

two I have conceived the wild notion that there was a reason in your

persistent blindness to the merits of men calculated in every way to

make you happy. Gradually I came round to the belief that you

understood, in some subtle feminine way, the policy I was pursuing,

and in this belief Mrs. Wylie persistently encouraged me in that

cheery, inimitable way of hers. If I have made a gross mistake, you

and Mrs. Wylie must let me know as mercifully as you can. I leave my

case in your little hands, darling. But I feel confident that I am

right. Rashness of conclusion, hastiness of action, has never been

ascribed to me, and it is only after long consideration--after

placing the circumstances persistently before myself in their very

worst light--that I have taken to myself the comforting thought that

I can make your life a happy one (as lives go) if you will trust it

to me. We are not strangers, Brenda, but have known each other since

we could first stand, and we have always been good friends. As I

have grown from youth to manhood, my love for you has grown also in

strength and sureness. I have never doubted it for a moment, though

I may have hesitated as to its wisdom. Perhaps I may have caught

from you a habit of setting both sides of a question upon a footing

inconveniently similar, and the result has been an honest conviction

that you could do better than marry me. Now that conviction has

given way to another--namely, that I simply cannot do without

you--cannot get on at all, except it be at your own express wish that

I should. Circumstances have now changed. I have been fortunate in

making a name, and in escaping many risks to which others have fallen

victims. I can command my own price, and make my own conditions.

Altogether, I am now in a position such as an honourable man could

ask his wife to share. As soon as this campaign (my last) is over, I

shall hurry home to you. After all, my resolution has not collapsed

entirely, for this letter cannot leave here until an end of some sort

come upon us. We are like rats in a trap, but the pluck of these

fellows is something wonderful. I shall have much to tell you when I

get back, for I am the sole historian of events inside Plevna. In

the meantime, darling, I dare to call myself

'Your lover,

'THEODORE TRIST.

'Plevna, 7th September, 1877.'

Mrs. Wylie looked again at the signature in a curious, mechanical

way, as if verifying it. 'Theodore Trist.' Two simple words in bold

abruptness without flourish, scroll, or ornament. A clear running

caligraphy, strong and plain, rapid, legible, straightforward and

purposeful, fresh from the fingers now still in death.

The last time the name was ever written by its possessor was at the

foot of that letter to Brenda.

The girl herself stood at the window, looking over the snow-clad

moorland to the gray sea. Her back was turned towards the room; her

white hands hung motionless at her side. Near to her the telegrams

lay on a small table, half unfolded, disclosing their short brutality

of diction.

Outside, the sun shone down on the glancing sea. The waves gleamed

white, and on the shingle sang their everlasting song. All the world

was lovely. The sea-birds whirled in mid-air, and shrieked

fantastically for very joy. They had no thought of their own

end---no doubts as to the purpose of their creation--no question as

to the wisdom of their Creator. Only man--the lord of all the

earth--has these!

THE END.

BILLING AND SONS, PRINTERS, GUILDFORD.

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