CHAPTER IX.

THE BRIDAL JEWELS.

Two sitting-rooms and bedrooms were prepared for Giulia and Beate in

the old wing of the Castle. Blanden had ridden over to the nearest town

to meet her, and sent on his carriage and four in advance.

He drove back with her. When they arrived at the boundary of his

possessions, they were greeted by the peasants and tenants with loud

acclamations. A handsomely decorated triumphal arch was erected; canon

resounded far and near, and genuine, indeed, were the rejoicings of the

people, who idolised Blanden. None of the proprietors on the lakes of

Masuren were so gentle and kind as he, certainly none others had

studied Buddha's teachings, or recognised pity for every being of

creation as the original spring of all wisdom and morality.

The school girl who presented a huge nosegay to Giulia at the gate of

honour, had learned a very long and very profound address, which was

listened to with intense weariness by all but the bride-elect, for whom

an accusation lay in every one of those moral sentiments. Cold water

seemed to be running down her, when the little girl, with devout

dove-like eyes, looked lovingly into her face.

And when old Olkewicz acted as spokesman for the officials and those

belonging to the estate, and spoke of the old family possession, of the

worthy heir, of his forefathers, then she suddenly felt what, until

now, had been quite unknown to her: that here she was entering into the

sacred circle of a family, into a well-regulated world governed by

moral laws, into touching familiarity amongst equals, into a beautiful

blending together of past and future; and to herself she appeared in

the light of an intruder, who deserved to be cursed, who tore down the

old saintly household gods from the domestic hearth, and with a guilty

hand polluted a stainless roll of ancestors. She shuddered as if seized

with cold; while Olkewicz also stammered in his honest speech and lost

himself--he had suddenly recognised Giulia; it was actually the same

white fairy who had stood on high in the moonlight on the gallery of

the belfry tower.

The carriage drove on through the park. The Castle was decked with

flags and banners, fluttering merrily in the breeze; all the doors were

wreathed; here a dense crowd--part of which had hastened by a short cut

from the triumphal arch, and were thus in advance--received them with

renewed cheers.

Blanden was deeply moved, and pressed his betrothed's hand; he knew

that it was true hearty love which bade them welcome. He thought of his

father, of the old lords of the Castle--they blessed his entry. His

feelings were solemn as he lifted his future bride out of the carriage

and led her into the Castle, where he delivered her into the hands of

the guardian spirits of his home.

When Giulia was seated alone in her room, for a few moments she gave

herself up to a sensation of luxurious comfort; how strange was it for

a wandering disciple of art to have a home, to reign as mistress over a

vast estate! No more need she trouble about the gains of the moment, no

more need she struggle from day to day for a living, competing for fame

and gold, and the favour of the variable crowd which alone could grant

both to her. The labour of art in the muses' temple appeared like a

miserable daily task, which is forced from the reluctant senses, while

only the holiness of enthusiasm sanctifies the artistic duty! From

country to country had she wandered with her nomad tent, tarrying long

wherever she had found plentiful pastures; but how many dangers did the

pirates of criticism prepare for her, by how many _fata morgana_ had

she been deceived--how homeless was her life, her soul!

What a sensation of security behind the stout walls of this Castle; for

decades, for a whole life-time, every struggle with its necessities was

banished, a life belonging to itself, one not given up to the mob! And

how one must learn to love every little spot of earth which, by the

habit of long association and possession, has become a portion of

ourselves! Without, the trees rustled, the eastern sky glanced in the

reflection of the declining sun, and the evening star, the star of

love, peeped forth in the vapour-like clouds that were tinged with a

delicate red.

Yonder the tall oaks, the silver poplars, and Scotch firs; the pavilion

with its gay windows peeping out of the Chinese shrubs that surrounded

it; the bridge over the lake; upon the island stood the swans' houses:

at first all seemed but a pretty picture for her contemplation, but

from day to day it must all become blended into her life--every spot,

sanctified by love, become endeared to her heart.

And how home-like the old furniture in the drawing and other rooms:

_roccoco_ cupboards, and drawers with their sweeping lines, those

arm-chairs, little works of art carved in wood, those heavy curtains,

which formed an easily moved partition between the secret concealed

cabinets and drawing-rooms! How pleasant the faces of the old male and

female servants, who at once took the new mistress to their hearts, and

were ready to watch over their new precious possession as well as they

had ever guarded the most valuable treasure confided to them.

A proud sensation of happiness overcame her; the dream of a peaceable

existence, of ensured happiness, hovered before her mind, then her hand

was pressed convulsively to her heart; painfully she felt the rift that

extended through her whole life--that she always experienced, even

although concealed from her lover and the world, but which, when it

suddenly yawned, became an abyss which must swallow up all her

felicity.

She could only listen absently to Beate's chatter, "I must say it is a

true Palazzo Pitti, in which we, however, are the most beautiful

pictures! And as to its being countryfied, the Castle itself certainly

is not so, although the entire population consists of rough unhewn

blocks. One might be in a fortress; down below, Signora, at the foot of

the hill, still stands a massive square tower. I enquired about it,

they call it the 'Dantziger;' it was used for watching the besiegers

and taking them in their rear, it also ensured escape, as a secret

outlet leads to the lake. The stone passage, with its handsome arches,

unites it with the Castle. Well, if I can find a sweetheart here, the

old Dantziger will do me good service for secret adventures and secret

flight. Besides which, in the Castle, there are divers stairs in the

walls, hidden doors--what else I know not! The Knights of the Order had

their secrets, too. We shall find it all out in good time."

"You are incorrigible with your love of adventures, Beate."

"Think of the sacristy in the church of San Giulio. What should you be

without me? A very doubtful betrothed, your past rests in the Orta Lake

with the sacristy key! But enough of it. They are very lively over in

the new wing, where all are preparing for the Polter-abend

entertainment; they say it is just like being behind the scenes, gay

masks of every kind, but terribly inexpert wardrobe women; everything

in the world requires experience. If only we were with them, we

understand the art."

Beate was still chattering when Blanden entered; she possessed tact

enough to disappear as speedily as possible.

"Only get dressed quickly, dear Giulia!" cried Blanden, "all are

preparing to greet us. I am an outlawed man it is true, but yet one

always possesses some real friends. The Castle is full from attic to

cellar; for twenty years or more there has not been such a garrison.

You bring life into my solitude, let me welcome you cordially once

more."

He clasped her in his arms and pressed a fervent kiss upon her lips.

"What is that little box," said Giulia, "which you carry in your hand?"

"My bridal gift, beloved! I come with a full heart, and may not do so

empty handed."

He opened the ebony casket: the most beautiful ornaments, a diadem with

brilliants, necklets and bracelets of the most magnificent pearls, and

beside them unset precious stones, sapphires, and rubies shone in such

radiance that Giulia could not suppress a sudden cry of admiration.

"It is all yours, it is the inheritance which has been bequeathed to

the last Blanden by his mother and by the ancestral mistresses of this

house, there being no living heiress who has the right to these

ornaments. From henceforth you shall wear them, they have found an

owner again who is worthy of them, and well they will suit your dark

hair and fine features!"

Giulia was dazzled with the brilliant gift, and yet-- Like

will-'o-the-wisps, like snakes of fire, they flashed and quivered

before her eyes! Was it not a robber's hand which grasped this family

possession?

But she overcame the slight shudder with which she saw the ghostly

ancestresses of the house of Blanden, as they stretched out their bony

hands in protest, or touched her brow and imprinted the sign of the

curse upon her. She was only conscious of Blanden's love and goodness

in confiding such a priceless heritage to her, and, thanking him

cordially, laid her hand upon her heart.

On that evening she would be queen of the feast, banish all gloomy

thoughts; he should have a right to be proud of her. A mistress of the

toilet, an art belonging to the stage, she would enhance her beauty by

simple attire. Merrily adorned with a wreath of flowers, her hair,

black as ebony, as it fell upon her neck, enframed a face whose fine

moulding did not suffer from the pallor of its features, for that

Venetian colouring appertained to the beauty of marble, to that

idealism of form which was peculiar to her. Her tall slight figure was

seductively enveloped in clouds of pink tulle, and as if of gleaming

foam, bosom and neck, the glorious outlines of a Venus Anadyomene rose

from out that mass of clouds. As she entered the dining-hall with

Blanden, a buzz of admiration passed through the apartment. They were

mostly elderly gentlemen who were present, the younger ones were still

behind the scenes preparing the masquerade.

Hermann von Gutskoehnen and Sengen von Laerchen had never seen anything

of the kind; the former greeted her with a whispered monologue which

reached its climax in a low oath; the latter held his finger

thoughtfully to his nose, and after his address, "dear friends," had

allowed a considerable pause to follow, "she is a most beautiful woman,

tall, she has breeding, something Arab-like in her nostrils, and

devilish black hair, but no healthy colour--she needs some Masuren

breezes to blow about her cheeks."

"Thunder and lightning," replied Hermann, "a splendid toilet! But a

betrothed should really be a rose-bud, she is perfectly full blown!"

"Herr von Blanden has good taste," said Baron von Fuchs to his

neighbour, the Landrath, "it is well that our wives have not come with

us. It was well feigned hoarseness, and a most justifiable headache

which befell them, because I must say--naturally I exclude our

wives--we have no beauties in the district who can be compared with

her. And they who stayed at home have all happily escaped this

sensation. In words they would not have acknowledged this beauty, but

at heart they would have bowed before it as the brethren bowed before

Joseph, in the dream; they would have tingled with unbounded jealousy

to the very tips of their fingers and toes, because whosoever bathes in

the pool of Bethsaida knows how to respect the beauty of the

Olympians."

Blanden and Giulia welcomed their guests heartily, and then seated

themselves in two garlanded arm-chairs to receive the homage of the

Polter-abend. A merry blast of music announced the commencement of the

performance.

First appeared lovely water-fairies from the lake. Olga von Dornau led

the dance; the daughter of the Sanitaetsrath from the district town, the

daughters of a retired major, who lived there, and a rich young widow

represented the Naiads decked with reeds.

The concessions made to the local colouring and faithful costume of the

legend, were of varying degrees, the young widow's being the greatest.

Olga was the speaker of the Kingdom of the Nymphs--

"With the welcome of sisters we greet thee

In thy beauty, our sovereign anew;

Long we mourned, never hoping to meet thee,

Now thine image again we review.

The waters shall mirror thy image afar

As in glory and triumph we carry thy car."

Thereupon, Caecilie appeared as the goddess of Song, a wreath of laurels

in her hand; behind her, Thalia and Melpomene, which characters were

assumed by two of her friends.

Caecilie had composed these lines for herself--

"Silently, sadly, we see you depart,

Leaving our kingdom made greater by you,

But the laurel of fame must give place to the heart,

Happiness there is more lasting and true.

Go you to bliss that cannot be measured,

And leave those behind who will never forget,

Your art as yourself will ever be treasured,

O'er your gain we rejoice, our loss we regret."

Then Schoener entered as a herald; in sonorous flowing verses he

announced the arrival of the new mistress of the Castle, and poured

forth praises of the perfection of her beauty and art; he recited these

verses with wonted enthusiasm, and received plenteous applause.

Herr von Wegen came as the Master, at the head of a number of Knights

of the Order; their white mantles with the black cross, harmonised well

with the old dining-hall, which thus gained historical animation.

The German Order also greeted the new mistress; the poem, of whose

authorship the fair-haired District Deputy was guiltless, while his

brother-in-law, Dr. Kuhl, was universally thought to be its composer,

contained some humourous flashes; it spoke of a fair lady who had not,

as in former times, surreptitiously entered the house of the Order, and

by the back way, but like a mistress, who is entitled to go up the

principal wide staircase. Thus the Order was completely secularised,

and by this brilliant example the Order of wilful old bachelors equally

so, as was demonstrated by the master himself, and his friend, the

Prussian heathen.

And now, armed with a mighty club, Dr. Kuhl stepped forth as an ancient

Prussian at the head of a band dressed in skins; he greeted Giulia in

the name of the original inhabitants of the land, who alone possessed a

right to these forests and lakes; he declared war to the knights who

had been imported into this free land, to those monks of the sword,

that black-crossed hypocrisy; with his people he would destroy this

Castle to its very foundations if the presence of so beautiful a

guardian goddess did not compel him to lay his club in homage at her

feet; he concluded with the words--

"I swear it by every sacred god

To-day all wars for ever cease,

No more our blood shall soil the sod

For hence shall reign eternal peace.

When the gods clamour for foemen dead

Our goddess shall offer the olive instead."

Then followed another series of more stately pictures, and merry jests.

Salomon had conceived the unhappy idea of appearing as Ariosto,

introducing himself as the Italian Heinrich Heine, and in a mixture of

verses, which were collected, partly from the _Ottave rime_ of the poet

of Reggio, partly from free thinking verses by the Parisian

Aristophanes, and speaking of Herr von Blanden as Orlando, who had

delivered Angelica, bound to the rock of the stage.

A tall girl, whose form was as redundant as those of the Genoese women,

appeared as "Italia," a basket of fruit in her hands, a wreath of

perfumed orange blossoms in her hair. It was Iduna; she had left

Fraeulein Baute's school, after having met with frequent insults from

the mistress, and openly displayed contempt on the part of her Theodore

Koerner, Dr. Sperner. Her father owned a small estate in the

neighbourhood, and thus she was invited to the entertainment.

Soon all revolved in merry dance. Blanden opened the ball with Giulia,

and then stood thoughtfully for some time, leaning against a pillar of

the radiated arch; he thought of the other dance beneath the pear tree,

and the pale shadow of his lovely Eva mingled in the rows of the

dancers. She had pledged him in the unalloyed bliss of youth; this

woman brought the rapture of passion. But he felt that with her came a

rent in his life. The gay company assembled, from which the most

distinguished ladies of the neighbourhood were absent, the coldness of

the members of his party in the capital, all proved to him that he had

once more rendered it impossible to take a firm foothold in his home,

and to attain a higher position in political life by any recognised

influence; but it was only a transient heretical thought! There she

stood before him in all her beauty, a fascinating woman! Her eyes

gleamed with promise; dancing had brought a warmer colour to the marble

of her features; her bosom heaved with sweet excitement, she appeared

like a breathing statue of a goddess! A lamp shone in the pavilion!

myrtles and oranges shed their perfume; the stars of Italy gazed

sparklingly down from the deep blue sky! He encircled her firmly with

his arms, and sped to a wild measure through the old hall. Giulia was

in her brightest mood, she would and did forget everything that was

painful and hostile in her life; she chatted more pleasantly than ever

before, and had a friendly winning word for every one; a roguish smile

played around her lips, as she said to Blanden--

"I cannot realise that I shall never more stand behind the piano; never

more look down upon my worthy conductor's bald head when he wields his

_baton_, or into the manager's complacent countenance after a

well-paying house; that Dr. Schoener will never more arrange a poetical

nosegay for my vase; no Spiegeler cause me sleepless nights by the

stings of his wasps and bees. But away with all laurel wreaths!

Without, in the theatrical world, the echo of my name will not yet have

quite died away, and when it is dead, it will no longer trouble the

memory of the world to come, which will be inundated with many more."

Kuhl, the heathen, who had just performed a wild round dance with the

orange-perfumed Italian, in which he had squeezed Iduna's hands with

more fervour than the requirements of the dance demanded, now turned to

Giulia and began a battle of words with her upon which she readily

entered. Kuhl had only seen her as Blanden's nurse, when wounded, and

spoken to her in a serious manner; her happy mood stirred him

strangely, but was doubly attractive, and he could not leave her side

while Blanden was enjoying a dance with Olga.

"Excuse me, Signora," suddenly said Caecilie's somewhat sharp voice.

"Look here, my friend! I only wish to tell you that there must now be

an end of polytheism, and that you shall neither worship the slight

Italian marble goddess nor plump Iduna with her apples of eternal

youth, neither one of Raffael's nor Ruben's beauties. Look this way my

friend! I am now your Alpha and Omega, as the Bible says. I have now a

right to you, and shall know how to assert it."

Kuhl listened to the conjugal lecture; sadly he then took up his club,

which had been propped against a pillar, and leaning upon it, pondered

over the fate which even the most irrefutable theories find in life's

irksome custom. He resigned himself to the melancholy conviction that

he, the Hercules of free love, had, after all, allowed his Dejanira to

charm him into a Nessus shirt.

Dancing and enjoyment lasted until late into the night, then the guests

retired to their chambers. Blanden accompanied his betrothed to the

carved oak door of her apartment, and left her with an ardent kiss and

the whispered words, "Until to-morrow!"

Beate, who had danced bravely and made a slight conquest of a young

lawyer, was so fatigued that she had thrown herself, half undressed,

upon the bed in her room, which was situated behind Giulia's, and had

fallen into a sound sleep.

Giulia was still in her sitting-room--she gazed into the moonlit park;

high into the air the fountain cast its stream of silver, gently around

the trees quivered that dreamy light which rocks the soul with vague

forebodings.

Dance, wine, love had intoxicated her. Was not the world so beautiful,

life so happy!

She longed to rejoice, like the ray of water springing up towards the

skies!

She threw aside her ball dress, and in her light dressing-gown

contemplated her reflection in the large mirror. She felt so

lighthearted, so free--and was she not beautiful, youthfully beautiful?

A heavy destiny had passed over her, but in its flight it only slightly

touches the favourites of the gods. No creases, no wrinkles, she needed

no paint-pot to conceal them, no weight of cares had been able to bow

her tall form, and the consciousness of her own beauty thrilled her

with delight.

Then she hastened to the cupboard, which was placed in a panel of the

wall, opened it with a carefully secured key, and took out the jewel

box which Blanden had given to her. First she let the splendid stones

glisten in the lamp light, then flash in the moon's radiance, while she

revelled in the sparkling lights and the prismatic rays which played to

and fro.

Then she stepped before the large mirror, put the diadem of brilliants

upon her curls, decked herself with the pearl necklace, with the

bracelets, glistening with rubies and emeralds. She thought herself

magnificent as a queen; thus, in her dazzling splendour, ornamented

with the prince's crown, might not everything be permitted to her? Need

a ruler fear his conscience, that sentinel of the garrison? Did she, in

her power and beauty, not stand far above it?

They were proud dreams in which she indulged--blissful

self-forgetfulness, the ruinous intoxication of dark spirits of the

earth, which guard the treasures of the deep, and scatter that shining

dust into the eyes of mankind that it may perceive nothing but the

sparkling brilliance of mammon and soulless splendour. She walked up

and down before the mirror, bent her head to see how the coronet of

brilliants became her dark locks, turned to the right and to the left;

but then the spirit of the stage came upon her, a vain spirit at first,

and she repeated scenes from operas, raising her arms, now wringing her

hands, then extending them as if cursing, all the time admiring the

shining lights of her bracelets as they played about those beautifully

rounded forms.

Then she stood again as still as sculptured marble and gazed at herself

as though she were looking at a statue, standing in a niche of a

Pantheon. Then, suddenly--it was no dream--the mirror began to move; it

was pushed on one side by invisible hands: she commenced to tremble, to

rub her eyes--her own reflection disappeared with the mirror like a

ghost into the surface of the wall--and, instead, a space black as an

abyss yawned before her--and a draped figure sprang into the room and

threw off its cloak.

It was Baluzzi!

She started back with a loud cry.

"Traitoress!" cried he, "now you are worthy of me!"

Giulia staggered back a few paces, half unconscious, with one hand

resting upon the back of the roccoco chair, she held the other

tremblingly towards the intrusive ghost.

"Back, back!" she cried with a failing voice, that was almost stifled

into a convulsive whisper.

"I believe, indeed, that you would refuse to see me, and that I am more

hateful to you to-day than any other being whom the world contains. I

come most inopportunely, I know, and that is why I come. And how

beautifully you are adorned--for the galley!"

Giulia seized the diamond crown, the necklace and bracelet, all almost

unconsciously, as if in a heavy dream, in which one seeks in blind

haste to protect life, possessions and estate from unavoidable ruin;

but her hand was paralysed, and the ornaments adhered to her.

"Beautifully adorned, and still beautiful!" cried Baluzzi, stepping

nearer, "still as beautiful as once when you stood before the altar in

the little church of San Giulio! Do not shrink from me--before others

you are a bride elect, before others you may feign modesty, and wrap

yourself in the bridal veil, not before me! I have an old and sacred

right over you--your body, your soul belong to me, and to me alone; you

cannot be separated from me so long as the indissoluble word of the

Church exists upon earth, and I place my hand upon you as upon a

runaway slave--Giulia Baluzzi, my wife!"

And he went up to her, held the struggling woman with a strong arm, and

laid the other hand upon her marble shoulder that quivered as if in the

grip of a tiger cat.

"Stand back, madman," whispered Giulia in a suppressed tone of alarm,

"stand back, or I shall call for help."

"You will not do so, my child! You will not call for help, not even if

I murder you with my dagger! You would prefer to drop mutely into my

arms, and with expiring eyes to implore me--for silence, for

forgetfulness! Is it not so? A cry for help!--what is a cry for help

but a cry for shame, for disgrace, for law and executioner? I know you

better, my little dove; so imprudent you are not; the friend of Beate,

the cunning robber of a church, possesses too much sense and

understanding."

"I shall call for help," said Giulia, with pride and defiance, now

releasing herself from Baluzzi's arms. "And if I declare you before all

the world to be a robber and a liar, all will deem your utterances to

be madness, because the proofs are wanting."

"The proofs are ready."

"They were, perhaps; but they are no longer."

"Haha," said Baluzzi, with a mocking laugh, "you rely upon your astute

messenger, upon Beate, who lays her devil's paw upon the altar candles

and registers, at the ghostly hour of midnight lights a firebrand in a

sacristy. A harmless amusement! Had it not been so harmless I should

have prevented it, but it was great amusement for me to watch the

lizard as it glided into the crevices in the church walls, and to carry

on a game with it; unfortunately she swooned too soon. I should have

liked to torture her still longer, have made her bones rattle, the

good-for-nothing! You all possess courage only up to a certain point;

the little witch, too, showed courage, but then, in a moment, it goes

out like a candle that has burned down, that has consumed itself all

too speedily."

"But the proofs are destroyed," said Giulia, although doubtfully and

alarmed at Baluzzi's scorn, because she could not help fearing that by

some means Beate's undertaking had failed.

"You are mistaken, my child. I do not allow the thread by which I hold

you to be so easily withdrawn from my hands. I have my spies, and when

I heard from Antoinette, my little scout, whither Beate intended to go,

I knew enough. At first I accompanied her in the greatest possible

_incognito_, then I gained a considerable start in order to obtain the

necessary information. I was at the See at Milan. I knew that an

enquiry into some forgery was pending against the former priest of San

Giulio. I have staunch friends, even at the holy courts of law. A

priest, with whom I worked formerly in Monaco, at my desire, enquired

if amongst the deeds of the suit a copy of the registry of San Giulio

did not exist; a legal official copy certified by the chaplain. I had

reason to expect this because the suit concerned a falsification of the

register. My supposition was well-founded--now I was safe, now I could

play with that dangerous culprit who is your greatest friend, as a cat

does with a mouse. All respect to you, we are quits. I awaited her

arrival in Orta, dogged all her steps, and my knowledge of the church

permitted me to hide myself in the little crypt. The fire of joy at

midnight I vouchsafed to her with malicious pleasure, but our marriage,

my child, is signed and sealed in the legal copy in the register number

two, that lies at Milan, valid before God and man. It is a pity that

the travelling expenses, and heroic courage were spent in vain, that

the triumph was useless--I have the proofs!"

Giulia's courage fell with each of Baluzzi's words. She felt herself to

be completely in his power, thus everything that she had done to free

herself from him, even Beate's criminal proceeding, was all in vain.

She looked at him with the glance of a mortally wounded deer.

"You do not believe my story? Here in my pocket-book is the most exact

information as to where the document can be found which proves my

perfect right to you. Now will you still cry for help?"

Silently Giulia covered her face with her hands.

"You are going to be sensible, my child; I thought so! That is why I

come to you at night, it is very considerate of me, and on a toilsome

road too. A wonderful child led me here--my rare little sea-devil, whom

I have taken into my service. It is the road upon which you must now

follow me!"

"What are you thinking of? Impossible!" said Giulia, springing up.

"The road is not very pleasant! Close beside the shore of the lake

there is a cave--my blood-hound found it; it is overgrown with thistles

and bushes, the little one worked with an axe and sickle all last night

to clear the passage. One must stoop to pass through. It leads to the

old tower, which, with its ivy-clad walls, casts its shadow below upon

the moonlit shrubs in the park. It was the watch tower, the battle and

sally-tower of the knights, and the hidden road ensures them flight in

case of defeat. From the tower a secret walled passage leads into the

Castle. It is covered with rubbish and ruins, and there are awkward

steps to go up and down. But then a little masked winding-staircase in

the wall leads up to this mirror door. My wonderfully clever seal

discovered all this. It took us some time last night before we could

find out the mechanism of this door. We knew that these rooms were

destined for you. We tried a long time, but I am clever at such

secrets, and beneath its external disguise found the spot where one

must press so as to make the wooden panel move and slide back. The

little one waits below with a dark lantern--the boat is tied up close

to the egress of the hollow way. It will cost a few bruises and torn

clothes, then we shall sail over the lake and away over the Russian

frontier."

"You are out of your senses, Baluzzi!"

"Shall I remind you of our past, of our agreement? We were married

secretly. You were a singer whose fame was waxing. I, an inferior

chorus singer, who could do no better. I saw myself, that your

prospects would be damaged if the world knew of our marriage. Soon I

resigned the miserable position of an incapable helper's helper in the

troupe of singers at the theatre, and I must confess it, gave myself up

to a somewhat dissipated life. I drank and gambled. I became a croupier

in Monaco, your fame was augmenting. Our paths led farther and farther

asunder. All the same, I loved you fervently, but I perceived that your

love diminished daily. You were ashamed of me. You began to avoid me,

to fly from me. I required money, much money for my habits of life.

They are as respectable and distinguished as those of a well-born

prince who squanders his heritage. How often was I not in

embarrassments enough to make one's hair stand on end, badly in debt.

It was at that time we made an agreement that I should avoid you as

long as you were at the theatre, but, that in return, the greater

portion of your abundant gains should always be paid over to me. So

long as you were at the theatre--that was the condition. Recollect it!

No evasions! I am a man of my word, and I shall see that faith is kept

with me also. _Cospetto!_ In my hand I hold the power to compel you."

"I, too, kept my word," said Giulia, "and more than this, I have often

starved that you might live luxuriously."

"For two years," said Baluzzi, "when you were here in Prussia during

the summer I was left without news of you."

"Owing to your irregular life the letter to you must have been lost--an

unfortunate chance which I do not lament over much."

"Then for two years I was in Russia, lost to you. I had business that

made me acquainted with sables and ermines. I exonerate you from blame

for that time, nevertheless you thus became my debtor. However, if you

leave the stage, you cannot redeem yourself now, you no longer have

your own independent earnings and possessions. Therefore, from

henceforth, you belong to me! Thank the Madonna that I have come to

hold you back from a crime--follow me!"

"Never!" said Giulia, folding her hands.

"Do you then think that my passion for you is extinguished? Even when

far away it burned in my bosom with silent fervour, and this glow

expands into bright flames since I have seen you once more, because you

are the most beautiful woman whom I have met with upon my manifold

journies in life, and I have seen women of every nation and of every

class. It is a proud sensation that of possessing you, not secretly,

no, before all the world to display you, and it is a delight to fold

you in my arms."

Giulia hid her face as she drew back.

"Yet do not believe that it is the same old love, as beneath Italy's

orange and myrtle trees when you were my Madonna, when my heart beat

for you, when I looked up to you as to a queen of heaven floating amid

a bright halo. And even then, when you parted from me as from one

unworthy who might not follow in the ascending paths of your life, even

in the desolate existence that I led, still I always looked up as one

looks up at a heavenly orb through a crevice in a grotto. Then came

those days of Lago Maggiore, I watched and saw how you were faithless

to me, you bought yourself free from my anger, because then I was in a

desperate position, but since that time my feelings have been

completely metamorphosed. My Madonna was one no longer, and though she

may not repent, I have vowed to myself to make her do so."

"Oh, to be fettered to crime, and in addition by sacred bonds--is there

a more unhappy fate? Is despair not justified, even when it clutches

convulsively at transient felicity? Well, I may belong to you, but you

do not belong to me, never so long as my spirit can move its wings in

liberty, can appreciate the beautiful, believe in what is noble."

Giulia had risen proudly, she had recovered herself, overcame her fear

and terror, courage of death shone on her brow.

"Any one who saw you now--truly a vestal, whose fire, alas, had often

gone out. It looks like gold and is brass, it gleams like silver and is

tin. And this, on the day on which a crime shall be consecrated. The

cocks have already crowed, midnight is past, your second wedding day

will soon dawn, do not forget your first myrtles; its stars still

shine, the second can only consist of nightshade and fox-glove, it

breathes the poison of a lie. _Corpo di bacco_--such a saint--it makes

one laugh!"

"I know, I feel that I am committing an impious act, I am defying law,

I am deceiving the best of men, but I only deceive him out of endless

love, and so utterly unworthy is that which is protected by law, that I

dare all because I believe in the pardon of Heaven."

"You need not have this sin pardoned, it will not be committed."

"Hear me Baluzzi!"

"Hear me first! I have not yet told you all. Since those days by the

lake, love died in my heart, passion remained, but it was a wild

passion that wavered between love and hatred; expiation I had hoped for

from you, but you cast flaming anger into my heart. You shall be mine,

your kisses shall give me rapture, my pulses shall throb louder, when I

hold you in my arms, but only like the pirate's pulses, who rejoices

over the captured beauty. Never shall I forget that you injured and

betrayed me beyond expression, that you are my slave, over whom I

exercise my proud right of master, whether I torture and chastise, or

whether I love her. What are your laurel wreaths to me? Dried up straw

which I burn, because no more gold glitters on its leaves, but as in

mockery of your renown, the queen of the stage shall preside at my

gaming-tables beside other painted harridans, and shall decoy victims

into my net--the trade will flourish! The remains of a great name will

suffice for it, that little candle end can still shed some light. You

shall obey me, tremble before me! That is the expiation, the penance

for an overbearing and faithless wife!"

"And to such degradation shall I follow you, give myself up to such

disappointment? Death rather!"

"There is a still better means, Signora! Seize your dagger, kill me,

let me be killed as a robber and housebreaker, then you will be free,

and with a light heart can greet the first ray of the morning sun; but

I am on my guard, my glances do not leave you, do not leave that door

behind which Beate sleeps. I know that she has a pocket pistol under

her pillow, and a crime more or less does not matter to her, but I am

prepared to meet her also."

And Baluzzi pulled out a pistol.

"Beate sleeps in the second room," said Giulia, "she does not hear us!

We will not excite ourselves--one calm word! An unhappy fate has

brought us together, it should never have happened. Our paths led far

asunder, but the indissoluble bond remains; it is cruel to tie up my

soul with it, it is indissoluble there, indissoluble also for me here,

because I dare not venture forth with this life-long lie, without

forfeiting my future happiness. But you would not be separated,

although to do so lay in your power. I beg, I implore you, do not let

your old right interfere in my life. I was always your friend, I will

remain so, but upon my knees I implore you, grant me the bliss of this

true love. I ask nothing but silence, do not make him miserable who

hazarded his life for me. Is it then so great a sacrifice not to utter

words which would plunge two people into calamity? Is it impossible to

resign a dreamed-of possession, a right that is dead?"

"A dreamed-of possession?" shouted the Italian, "the real right will

still find its protection in the world, and when I see you thus before

me, in all the magic of your charms, I long to press you to my heart

and to rejoice in my beautiful possession; my blood surges up within

me, like the fire-spring of Salfatora. I am no Don Juan who breaks at

night into the sanctuary of the house, I am no adulterer, no seducer; I

am the husband, and that word is like a king's crown and sceptre,

before which all the nation bows. The law would drive you into my arms

with rods, if you refuse, because to me is given power over you."

"Away, do not touch me!"

"And if I do? I am safe from your cries for help!"

"That you are not," cried Giulia in supreme excitement, "not even if I

must let my shame resound through the house with the alarm bell! Rather

than rest in your arms, rather than follow you and obey that vile

control which your right and will exercise, rather would I fall crushed

upon my knees before every one, confess the incredible, pray for mercy,

and then seek and find death. You know me! I dare do much, I dare do

what is unheard of! With bold hand I will rob myself of my own

happiness. He who dares that is prepared for all! Beside the summit

there is an abyss and no other path--least of all no other path in

common with you!"

Giulia's wild determination made an impression upon Baluzzi; he knew

those convulsively closed lips, those knitted eyebrows, those rigid

glances; he knew that at such moments she was capable of extremities.

What, then, was left to him? The sensation of gratified revenge, a mere

shadow of recollection--but not the bliss of the rack, and what his

passion, his avarice, might perhaps still expect of the future, would

then be buried for evermore.

He stopped, and hesitated.

Then, as Giulia rose from her knees in haughty anger, the light of the

lamp swept across her head-dress, so that the diamonds flashed and

quivered, and a dream-like firework of precious stones seemed to

scintillate upon her head.

The Italian was suddenly dazzled and enraptured with the ornament which

he had, indeed, perceived immediately upon his entrance, but which he

had not estimated at its full value.

His eyes wandered from the coronet to the strings of pearls, down to

the bracelets; they passed on to the open jewel casket on the table

whence a brilliancy betokening great promise shone in the dim light.

Giulia followed his gaze, his expression had entirely changed: the glow

of passion, the madness of revenge had given place to mute greed, to

avarice, that sought gratification, not from the animate, but the

inanimate objects. As if spell-bound his glance hung upon the

brilliants. A considerable pause ensued, Giulia imbibed new courage.

"You are not poor," said Baluzzi, suddenly, "is that your own?"

"My wedding present," replied Giulia.

"All this--and those precious stones, too? Show me the coronet!"

Giulia removed it. Baluzzi seized a candle which stood upon the table

beside him and illuminated the glittering stones. He drank in their

radiance as he slowly examined them. Then, as if making some

calculation, moved his lips; every one of these stones became changed

into a sparkling number, and dazzling as if in a Bengal light, a noble

sum flashed before him.

"You see," said Giulia, who had grasped the sudden change equally

quickly, "Blanden is liberal, and although I may earn nothing more

myself, his gifts will render it possible for me, even, if not to the

same extent as formerly, still to remember you."

"Do you think so?" said Baluzzi, as he looked at her with widely opened

eyes.

"And although I have retired from the stage, I will save for you just

the same, only do not demand impossibilities, take the circumstances

into consideration; less than formerly can I only call my own, dispose

of less, but, otherwise, things shall be as they were."

"Less? You are very modest! When did you ever have such beautiful

ornaments before?"

"They are the Blandens' family jewels, they do not belong to me! They

are only lent to me."

"Lent? You told me yourself that he had given them to you."

"For my life-time, perhaps! Such heirlooms revert to the family. I look

upon them as a property entrusted to my keeping."

"Give me the ornaments," cried Baluzzi, taking hold quickly.

"Impossible," replied Giulia, paling. "They are my wedding jewels for

tomorrow."

"Haha," laughed Baluzzi. "And you do not fear that these sparkling

stones should scorch your hair, or change themselves into little

snakes, such as play around the heads of the Furies? I have a great

undertaking in prospect, besides, I have much money to pay in Russia. I

offer you the choice: give me the diadem or I remain. I shall expose

you before all the world, and assert my rights."

Giulia looked once more imploringly at him. Her eye dropped. She was

weary of the endless torture.

"Cease! I beseech you, Baluzzi! What shall I say? How excuse myself?"

"Invent a robber. You are inventive enough. A lie, more or less, cannot

matter to you, and this is not the worst," added he, scornfully.

"Oh, this torture, this humiliation! Am I not a cowardly woman? Where

is my pride, where is my strength? Have you not appeared as one come to

warn me, to call to me, 'So far, and no farther! Cease, cease from your

reckless game!' And I have not courage to resign, standing before

supreme happiness, not the courage of truth, not the courage to speak

one single word, to avoid an act of infamous sacrilege! Unworthy

struggling, and cheating! That is the greatest humiliation. In open

confession, in the lowest abnegation, before universal repudiation,

there would still be sublimity! A voice would cry to me, 'You have done

rightly,' and above my head I should hear the fluttering of the wings

of my life's good genii who have long since forsaken me."

She seemed to be speaking to herself! Eagerly Baluzzi awaited the

decisive result of this monologue, at the same time with his eyes

devouring the diamonds in Giulia's hand.

"I cannot," cried she suddenly, striking her brow with her clenched

hand. "I am too weak, too powerless! Duty's command appears like a

horrible spectre that gives me up to boundless misery, while under the

spell of criminal silence an ardently longed-for happiness beckons to

me. Pity, pity!"

She cried to Heaven for it with clasped hands; Baluzzi answered, as

though she had spoken to him.

"None of that! The diamonds! It is my last word!"

"And the price--your everlasting silence!"

"Everlasting? Oh, no! That would be a bad bargain! But, by my honour,

for a year, if I live so long, I will not remind you. I will be

silent."

"A very sword above my head! And yet a year's felicity! How much

happiness does not even a moment contain! Who can destroy what once was

ours? And what once it has bought from hell can never be reclaimed! And

yet--how my heart will beat at every step, at every rustle or rattle of

the leaves. No, no, everlasting silence--and the jewels are yours."

"A year--give them, give them, senseless woman!"

He grasped the diamond circle and wrenched it from Giulia's hands after

a short indifferent resistance.

"Then farewell, complete your crime! A year--but pray for my life! For

I have sworn before I die to be revenged upon you! I leave no other

will, save my curse, which shall be upon you."

With these words, and still holding the sparkling ornament high in the

air, he disappeared behind the mirror-door, which he pushed back again

into the framework of the wall.

Giulia sank upon a seat. She extinguished the lamp and candles.

Sleepless, dreamless, she gazed fixedly through the windows into the

night. The moon had set. The grey dawn did her good. Everything faded

into uncertainty. A cradle song passed through her mind! How terrible

the rising day which gave distinct form again to everything which

erected the implacable barriers of life!

And on it came with its increasing light, and tinged the tops of the

trees. When Beate entered Giulia was still sitting motionlessly in her

evening robe in the easy chair.

On descending the winding staircase Baluzzi found Kaetchen sitting upon

the first steps of the subterranean passage beside the dark lantern.

Impatient she had certainly become, and had even crept up the stairs.

She had listened, but understood nothing, for Baluzzi and Giulia spoke

in Italian.

In her hand she held something that fluttered and flapped strangely. It

was a bat which had whirled around her lantern, and threatened to

entangle itself in her hair. When she perceived Baluzzi she started up.

"Well, and she?"

"She will remain this time," said the Italian. "She has bought herself

off."

He showed the magnificent diamonds, but they made no impression upon

the girl.

"Bought herself off?" said she, as she raised the lantern, let the bat

fly away, and stared at Baluzzi in idiotic amazement.

She scrambled down a few steps through the rubbish in the subterranean

passage.

Then Kaetchen stopped suddenly.

"And the marriage will still take place to-morrow?"

"Yes, yes!"

"Most wonderful!"

"Is she not your wife?"

"So the legend says, my child!"

On they clambered over the rubbish. Bats whirred round the lantern.

"To-morrow I must go to the district town," said Baluzzi.

"Leave me here, to-morrow. I will dance in the barn with the peasants

at the wedding."

The Italian gave his consent.

They rested themselves in the old watch tower, before commencing the

still more toilsome path through the narrow passage to the shore of the

lake.

"And you could not, would not prevent it. I thought we should drag her

with us, perhaps, still in her beautiful clothes, in her satin shoes

over the sharp stones, so that the blood would flow over her delicate

little feet! Why, you said you would torture her, bind her firmly if

she resisted, oh, I had bandages ready that she could not have torn. We

should have stowed her away in the boat like a little mass of misery

and had she become unruly, I might have struck her with a dripping oar.

You said this, and what have you done? Nothing--she will be happy, the

proud creature--and he, he!"

"Come before dawn breaks," said Baluzzi, urging her to start.

"I must think it over," Kaetchen muttered to herself.

A gust of wind sweeping through the loopholes of the Dantziger,

extinguished the lantern.

"Follow me," said Kaetchen, "I have cat's eyes, and can see in the dark.

Here is the passage to the shore. Stoop, you know it is low, but we can

feel and grope our way through."

"Horrible darkness, _corpo di bacco_," muttered Baluzzi, while he

measured the height of the grotto passage with one hand.

"To-morrow it will be brighter here," Kaetchen hummed, "but come on,

thorns and thistles will not sting you now. I have beheaded and cut

them down, I understand how to clear things away, away with the weeds!"

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