CHAPTER XXI.

THE BISHOP LOOKS INTO THE KITCHEN.

Mrs. Greville's illness not only gave Rachel more work to do in the

parish, but took up a certain amount of her time in visiting her and

seeing that she was well looked after. And her mother-in-law, being

such an active woman was not an easy patient to do with. Her incapacity

to help her son was trying in the extreme to her, and she was one of

those people who look on illness as a humiliation. The atmosphere of

the sick room was not a happy one.

Moreover, Rachel found that visiting her meant various little extra

duties to perform, as there was someone or other always on Mrs.

Greville's mind. Would Rachel give Mrs. Jones a look as her heart

was constantly giving her trouble; and Mrs. Jacob was probably in

great need of a grocery ticket. She would like to know also if Mrs.

Grayston's baby had arrived, and how she was. And by-the-bye, she had

promised to lend a book the day before she was taken ill to that poor

crippled man in Rainer Street. Then two or three women ought to be

looked up who had not lately been to the mothers' meeting. And though

Miss Sweet had not told her, she felt sure that her young man was going

to spend the week end with them soon, and that in all probability

she would not be likely to take her class at the school that Sunday.

Someone ought to be found to take her place.

What all these commissions meant to Rachel can be imagined; but she

knew that if her mother-in-law had the faintest idea of how tired she

felt and how terribly full her days were she not have asked her to do

this extra work.

Curiously enough, Mrs. Greville, after that time of anxiety about

Rachel leaving the baby alone, had scarcely mentioned Pat; indeed

Rachel wondered at times if she had forgotten him. Anyhow, she had

quite forgotten how difficult it was to leave him so often with Polly,

who indeed had other work to do.

What tried Rachel more than anything was that when her mother-in-law

was getting better, she suddenly relapsed into her old habit of

thinking her incapable. She would say "No, you had better not go

and see Mrs. Guy. She is a woman that needs careful handling. You'd

probably offend her, ask Mrs. Stone." Or when Rachel had taken pains to

make some appetising little dish for her, denying herself perhaps an

egg for breakfast so as to be able to spare one for her mother-in-law,

Mrs. Greville would worry at her extravagance, reminding her that she

was the wife of a poor parson, and that if she were not more careful

she would land him in debt. Rachel put all these uncomfortable moods

down to illness, but it did not make her life easier.

One day after a specially trying time, she hurried home to find to her

surprise the Bishop sitting in the drawing-room.

The sight of his dear familiar face was almost too much for her. She

clung to his hand without speaking.

In a moment he saw that Rachel was overdone.

"Come and sit down my dear child," he said. His tone of voice was so

full of kindness and sympathy that Rachel nearly gave way to tears.

"You have come just at the wrong time," she said, with a faint laugh in

which the Bishop detected the tears that were not shed. "I am so tired

that I can't feel as glad as I know that I am to see you."

The Bishop looking at the girl, was shocked at the change in her. That

she was not only tired, but seriously ill, he saw at a glance.

"You have been working too hard," he said quietly. "What have you been

doing?"

"Oh don't let's talk of it. I want to forget it all now you have come.

You will stay to lunch of course, but I can only offer you pot luck."

"No, I can't stay to lunch," he said rising, "but I am going to tell

that nice little maid of yours to bring you some beef tea or milk. You

need it."

"Beef tea!" exclaimed Rachel laughing. "Why, only invalids can go in

for such luxuries and I certainly am not one."

"I am not quite so sure of that. Anyhow you need something at this

moment and you must let me go and see what there is to have, while you

sit still."

"Oh you mustn't pity me," cried Rachel. "I can go on quite well if

no-one notices me; but sympathy just weakens me. You really mustn't be

too kind." Rachel had risen looking distressed. Then she dropped into

her chair again and covered her face with her hands. "I wish you hadn't

come," she sobbed.

"No, you don't. You are very pleased to see your father's greatest

friend. You mustn't talk nonsense," said the Bishop with a smile.

"Don't you suppose I understand? You needn't mind me finding this out.

You must let me try and help you, and get you something. Polly will

help me."

[Illustration: THE BISHOP STOOD IN THE TINY KITCHEN FACING THE

DIMINUTIVE POLLY.]

Rachel sat still while the Bishop made his way into the kitchen. She

was so played out that she had not even the energy to wonder what he

would find there. She just lay still with a restful sense of being

looked after.

The Bishop stood in the tiny kitchen facing the diminutive Polly.

"Your mistress isn't feeling well," he said, "and I want to know what

there is in the house that she would fancy. She must have something.

Have you any soup or bovril?"

Polly overwhelmed with the importance of the occasion turned red. That

she had never seen bovril or knew what it was the Bishop discovered

before she had answered, "That there ain't no such stuff anywheres in

the house, Sir. We don't eat bovril and there ain't no soup," she added.

The Bishop smiled.

"Well, what are you going to have for dinner?" he asked.

"Master, he is to have a chop," said Polly, "and Mistress she say

she'll have some bread and cheese to-day."

"And what are you going to have?"

Polly flushed crimson and hung her head.

"Mistress, she say that I'm to have the leg of the chicken that Mrs.

Stone brought us two days ago. There's just one leg left and the

Mistress won't take it herself. It ain't right that I should be eating

chicken while she eats cheese."

The Bishop loved little Polly on the spot. He was thankful that there

was anyhow one person in the house who thought of Rachel. What had

Greville been about to let his wife get into such a weak state.

"You may enjoy the leg of the chicken with a clear conscience, my

girl," said the Bishop, "for I feel sure your Mistress would not be

able to eat it to-day. There's milk I suppose?"

"Yes Sir, there's baby's milk," said Polly doubtfully, "but I don't

think Mistress would like me to touch that. She's very particular about

his milk."

"Well I want you to run round to the grocer's and buy for me a bottle

of bovril. Run as fast as you can and I'll tell you how to make it.

Where is the Baby?"

Polly put her finger up and listened.

"I do believe he's just awake," she said. "I'll bring him down if you'd

be so kind as to look after him while I go to the Grocer's."

The Bishop carried the baby into the drawing-room and laid him on

Rachel's lap.

"That will do you good," he said smiling at her.

The sight of her baby in the Bishop's arms brought the happy colour

into Rachel's face.

"He doesn't know what a privilege he has just had," she said laughing.

Then she looked down at the child, "I do hope he will be a good man

like his father," she murmured.

"So thank God, she still loves her absentminded husband as much as

ever!" thought the Bishop, but he felt he could have shaken him. To

possess such a treasure and not take more care of her was in his

opinion reprehensible in the extreme. They were a blind pair! He to her

lovely self-forgetfulness, and she to his absentmindedness. Well, he

was thankful that she was still devoted to him.

Rachel laughed when she discovered that the Bishop had made her bovril

himself! It was luxury to be looked after and taken care of.

Before he left, he made her promise to have medical advice.

"It would never do for me to see a doctor," she expostulated, "and I

have no time in which to be ill. What do you suppose Luke would do with

an invalid wife, and little Pat with a useless mother! No, it won't

do to give in and it was only the sudden sight of you that made me so

stupid."

"It is only right to both your husband and child that you should

consult a doctor," returned the Bishop. "Possibly all you need is a

tonic; anyhow, as I consider I stand in the position of a father to

you, you must do what I say. And you must certainly curtail your work."

And so Rachel gave way and promised, and the Bishop left the house with

a heavy heart. Besides the state of Rachel's health he had learnt for

the first time of their extreme poverty of which he had had no idea. He

did not suppose that Rachel's family knew the state of their finances,

as Gwen would certainly have enlarged upon it in her letter to him

had she known. No doubt Rachel had hidden the fact from her mother

partly to save her pain, and also to prevent her from blaming Luke for

marrying her when he could not provide for her. Something must be done.

He was unwilling to give Luke too sudden a shock by telling him what

he thought of his wife's health, but as Mrs. Greville was now getting

stronger, he decided to enlighten her quickly about the matter. He

would write directly he got home; and meanwhile, the thought that this

was only one case of extreme poverty that existed among the clergy in

his diocese, lay on his heart like lead.

But the doctor told Mrs. Greville of the serious state of Rachel's

health before the Bishop's letter reached her.

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