XLVII

‘Mother, I want you to come with me to the school,’ said Mab. She had

lost no time in carrying out Mrs. Brown’s previsions, though she was

quite unaware of them.

‘Me--to go with you to the school? You know I have never had anything to

do with the school. There are plenty of ladies to look after the

school.’

‘Yes, I know what you always say, mother: and I never asked you before.

You will never have anything to do with the parish; but this is not the

parish, it is me. Mrs. Brown is a very queer woman. She has them all in

the most excellent order; but--I want you to see with your own eyes and

tell me what you think.’

‘I have a very important letter to write, Mab.’

‘You are always writing important letters now, mother. What is it about?

You never tell me anything now. I used to know all about your letters,

and lately you never tell me anything. You are always conspiring with

Uncle James. You never trust anything to me!’

‘Poor Uncle James! How much perplexity and trouble I have brought

him--and everybody connected with me.’

‘You--mother!’

Mab stood and stared at her with wide-open eyes.

‘No,’ said Lady William, with a blush and a laugh. ‘You do well to

stare, Mab. I suppose that is one of the conventional things that people

say when they are in trouble. No, I have not brought perplexity upon any

one, or trouble, for a great number of years; but it is true that I have

begun again now----’

‘What is it, mother?’ Mab came to the back of her mother’s chair, put

her arms round Lady William’s neck, and rubbed her downy girlish cheek

against the other, which was paler, but not less soft. Then Mab made a

guess at the trouble in the only form that occurred to her. ‘Have we

been spending too much money? Have we got into debt? Has anything

happened about--Uncle Reginald----’

‘Poor Reginald!’ cried Lady William. ‘That is what it is to be the

prodigal of the family--everything is laid upon him. No, it is quite

another matter. It is--why shouldn’t I tell her? It is your father’s

brother, who has died and left a great deal of money. And there are

things to arrange. If I can settle everything, as I wish--you will be a

rich girl. But it is all uncertain, and it has stirred up so much that

was gone and past.’

‘Then it is about money,’ said Mab in a relieved tone. ‘And perhaps we

may be rich! Well, that is nothing to trouble about, mother. I should

like it, on the contrary. Come out, and leave the letter till to-morrow.

Come anyhow--whether you come to the school or not----’

‘What a little pertinacity you are! But, Mab, there is another side to

the question. If it is not settled that you are to be rich--an heiress,

as people call it--we shall, perhaps, be very poor, poorer than you can

imagine: with nothing--less than nothing!’ cried Lady William, thinking

with a pang of the good name and honour--the loss of which Mab never

could understand.

‘Well!’ said Mab, with another rub of her cheek upon her mother’s,

‘that’s nothing so very dreadful either. Most people are poor--far, far

more people than are rich. We shall be no worse than our neighbours. I

daresay we shall be able to do something for our living. We are not

useless people, mother, you and me. And now come out, come out, mother

dear! You will write your letter much better after you have had a walk.

The fresh air puts things into your head, the right things to say----’

‘Ah, Mab,’ cried Lady William, ‘if you only knew how willing I am to be

tempted, how much rather I would put it off--for ever if I could----’

‘Well, mother, putting it off till the afternoon is not putting it off

for ever,’ said sensible Mab.

And when Lady William went to get her hat, Mab, who had always a hundred

things to do within as well as outside the house, in the course of her

moving about as she put things straight upon the table, saw her mother’s

letter upon the blotting-book, which Lady William had left open. Mab had

no idea that she did anything wrong in looking at it. She had had no

hesitation in all her life before, about anything that was her mother’s,

and why now? It began, ‘Gentlemen,’ which was a queer mode of address,

Mab thought, and this was how it went on:

‘I had already heard of Lord John Pakenham’s death, and expected your

letter accordingly. I have no certificates to send you, as it never

occurred to me to provide myself with anything of the kind, and

circumstances, as I hear from my brother, have occurred to make it

somewhat difficult to obtain them but you will perhaps know better how

to act in the matter than I do. I was married on the 13th May, in St.

Alban’s Proprietary Chapel, Stone Street, Marylebone, by the Rev. Mr.

Gepps, who is since dead. And I am informed by my brother that the

Chapel was burnt down some years ago. It seems an unfortunate

concatenation of accidents, but I don’t doubt that you will know how to

proceed in the matter. There is no witness of the marriage still

alive--except----’

Here the writing broke off, and Mab stopped short with a curious

sensation as if she had been pulled up suddenly. It startled her a

little; she could scarcely tell why. What did people mean, inquiring

into matters so long past? Her mother’s marriage! Why, everybody knew

all about her mother’s marriage. ‘Am not I a proof of it? Mab said to

herself. ‘I hope they don’t mean to suggest that I am not my mother’s

child!’ It disturbed her a little, though she could not have told why.

Poor mother! she never liked talking about her marriage. Why should she

be troubled? Mab had long ago made up her mind that it could not have

been a happy marriage, though natural piety (which was strong in her)

prevented her from blaming her father. They did not understand each

other, she supposed. Many married people failed in that: strange to

think how anybody could fail to understand mother, who was so very easy

to get on with, not jealous or touchy, or any of those things! And that

anybody should worry her about her marriage after all this time when she

had been a widow for such years and years! Mab could not bear that her

mother should be worried in this or any other way.

‘Mother,’ she said, when they set out, ‘I want to say something to you.

I read your letter, you know, in the writing-book----’

‘You read my letter, Mab?’

‘Well, you never said I mustn’t; I never thought you could be writing

anything you did not want me to see.’

‘And you are quite right, my dear,’ said Lady William seriously; but all

the same, she asked herself with a shudder, ‘How far she had gone, what

she had said?’

‘And, mother, if they are raking up everything, all those things you

prefer not to talk of, that you have never even told me--because of this

money that might or should come to me--mother, I don’t want their money.

Let them keep it to themselves. I will not have you worried or get that

look over the eyes for anything of the kind. I ought to have a say in

it, if it is for me.’

‘My love, it is very sweet of you to say that--and quite what I might

have expected from my Mab; but unfortunately they, if you mean the

lawyers, won’t keep it to themselves, nor can they keep it from you,

if---- The family would keep it willingly, I have no doubt, but then it

is not in their hands.’

‘If--what, mother?’

To think--among all her mother had said--that this little

straightforward, practical mind should have seized on the one little

word which she had not meant to say! Lady William was pale, besides

having, as Mab remarked, a look over her eyes. ‘If--I can settle it all

as I wish,’ she replied.

Mab gave a dissatisfied look, but said no more on the subject. Lady

William’s tone admitted of no more questioning, and the little girl knew

when to stop. She took her advantage, however, in another direction, and

seizing her mother’s arm as they reached the village street, said: ‘Now,

mother, come with me to the school.’

Lady William laughed, and consented. A laugh, an escape from present

anxiety, a run with a little coaxing, not-to-be-denied girl through the

morning air and sunshine--how pleasant these things are! She had been a

little vexed about the letter, and had checked Mab’s inquiries in a

manner which does not at all show in print, but which was very

effectual, and now she could not fail to make up for all this by giving

in to Mab. When they reached the schoolroom, however, it did not present

the same aspect of quiet without and occupation within which it

generally did. There was a little crowd round the door, in the midst of

which were some of the elder girls talking volubly. And at the moment

when Lady William and her daughter appeared upon the scene, Mr. Osborne

was visible coming towards them on one side and Leo Swinford on the

other. What was the matter? Mab, whom everybody knew, pushed into the

midst of the agitated group.

‘Oh, Miss, teacher’s gone,’ the girls cried, hurrying round as to a new

listener.

‘Gone! Mrs. Brown!’ cried Mab, with almost a shriek of dismay: and then

the story was told by half-a-dozen eager voices at once. Mrs. Brown had

returned last evening in a grand carriage--the carriage from the

Hall--to the wonder and awe of the nearest neighbours who were witnesses

of the event; but whether she went away again late that night or by the

first train in the morning no one knew. What was certain was that when

the children came to school in the morning the schoolroom (oh, joy!) was

locked up, and no trace to be found of Mrs. Brown. Later, when the

schoolmaster decided upon the strong step of breaking open the doors, it

was found that Mrs. Brown’s trunks were fastened, her house stripped of

all its embellishments, and no sign of her left anywhere. The boxes were

addressed to a railway station in London to be left till called for.

There was no letter, no statement of any excuse. She was gone, that was

all that could be said.

This, of course, was by no means all that was said as the schoolgirls

chattered and the women compared notes. A number of them had perceived

as something was up. Some had seen from the first as she wasn’t the kind

of woman for our school, and it wouldn’t answer long; though several

acknowledged as it must be allowed she pushed the girls on.

‘There’s my Lizzie,’ said an admiring mother, ‘passed all the standards

and done with schooling, and she but twelve; and the help it is to have

her at home!’

‘But teacher was allays fond of me, mother,’ said Lizzie, ‘and pushed me

on.’

Then a great many had burst in to declare that teacher was very fond of

them individually, and had pushed them all on. A little Babel of talk

arose at the schoolroom door, which was only partially stayed when Mr.

Osborne arrived, to whom the whole story had to be told over again. And

then Mr. Swinford came up breathless, who received the news with more

excitement than any one.

‘Gone!’ he cried, ‘gone!’ as if he could not believe his ears. ‘Have

they searched the house?’ he inquired anxiously.

‘Well, sir, what’s the good o’ searching the house? She can’t be hiding

upstairs,’ the women said.

Leo was not satisfied with this, however, but ran into the

schoolmistress’s house with a very white and anxious face, making his

way upstairs to her bedroom and into the little kitchen and every

corner. He came down again and took Lady William by the arm, leading her

aside. He did not even observe the scrutiny of Mab, who, full of

curiosity which she herself did not understand, watched and followed

them.

‘Did you see her?’ he asked anxiously.

‘See her?’ cried Lady William--‘the schoolmistress? Mrs. Brown?’

‘Then you had not found out,’ he said, ‘that she was Artémise?’

And then Mab thought that her mother would have fainted. She threw up

her arms and cried: ‘Artémise!’ almost with a shriek. ‘And she has been

here at my door--here--and I never knew!’

‘Mr. Leo,’ said Mab, ‘mother has been worried until she is almost ill.

She has had business and all sorts of things to worry her. Why did you

tell her this, whatever it means, to make her worse?’ She had drawn Lady

William into a chair and stood behind her, supporting her head upon her

own breast, with her arms over her mother’s shoulders like the wings of

some homely angel half-fledged and not in full heavenly state.

‘Somebody must go after her,’ Lady William cried hurriedly. ‘She must

not, she must not escape. Here! do you mean to say _here_, at my very

door? And I had been told to go and see her, and Mab, my wise Mab, had

made me come at last. Oh, child, why was it not yesterday--why was it

not----? And Leo, to think you should never have told me. The woman that

can make all right, that can save Mab’s fortune, and my---- Leo, Leo,

why didn’t you tell me? Oh, Mab, why did you not make me come before

to-day?’

‘I only made the discovery last night,’ he said, while she sat wringing

her hands, ‘and that she should fly like this never came into my mind. I

was on my way to tell you, to bring you here.’

‘Mab did that. Mab, though she knows nothing, understands. And who is to

follow that woman and secure her now? Some one must go at once, before

the scent is cold, before--before----’

‘Dear lady, I am ready to go--wherever you please to send me. I am here

only for your service. I will go to where the address is and wait, wait

till she comes. It is easy. I will never forgive myself for letting her

go last night.’

Lady William had been slowly coming to herself, the giddiness going out

of her head, and the dimness from her eyes. When she recovered her

composure, she saw that a little crowd had gathered round her--some of

the women from outside, one of whom held a glass of water, while another

had rolled forward Mrs. Brown’s sofa and was entreating her ladyship to

lie down; while behind stood two tall figures looking on, Mr. Osborne

and Jim. The curate had on that mask of disapproval which he was too

apt to show to any weakness. Why Lady William should get up a little

faint because this schoolmistress, of whom he himself had never

approved, had gone, he found it impossible to divine. A faint! As if it

were anything to her--the schoolmistress! of whom she had never taken

any notice. It was like the folly of women, making a fuss upon every

possible occasion. Mr. Osborne did not pause to consider that Lady

William was not the woman to faint in order to make a fuss, or even to

remember that she had not fainted at all. Such considerations interfere

sadly with the solid foundations of tradition. Jim stood beside his

friend with a very different expression upon his face. It was anxious,

full of sympathy, and of something more than sympathy, eager to

interfere, to speak; but nobody took any notice of Jim.

‘Mother, do you think you could walk home now?’ said Mab in her ear.

‘Please, please, mother, come away if you can.’

‘I ought to go after her, Mab.’

‘Dear lady, I will go,’ cried Leo. ‘Surely you can trust me?’

‘Oh, mother,’ cried Mab, more and more impatient, ‘come home now, come

home.’

Mab could scarcely tell why it was that she was so anxious for her

mother to come away. Other people were arriving from moment to moment.

Miss Grey, on one of her parochial rounds, startled by the commotion and

the sight of so many children about during school hours: and General

FitzStephen, who, seeing that something had happened (always such a

godsend in a village), had walked over to inquire into it. Mab could not

bear that her mother’s agitation should be seen by so many curious pairs

of eyes. And by Mr. Osborne above all, looking disapproval over the

heads of the little crowd.

‘There is no train,’ she said, ‘till the afternoon; and if the things

are not sent off, how can she come to claim them? And you could not hang

about a railway station waiting. Oh, mother, come home.’

‘Mab,’ said Jim, making his way to her, ‘I’ll do anything. You can send

me anywhere. And let me take Aunt Emily home.’

Lady William rose from among the attendants, recalled to herself by

these offers of aid.

‘Mab has always the most sense of all of us,’ she said with a smile. Of

course nobody can go when there is no train. Thanks; but I don’t think I

need your arm, Jim. No, no; I am not ill at all. I was only much

startled to find that Mrs. Brown, who has just gone away so hastily, was

an old friend whom I had many reasons for wishing to see: and I never

knew she was here.’

‘Do you know,’ cried Miss Grey, ‘I always thought her face was familiar

to me; but I could not put a name to it. Who was she? I ought to have

known her, too.’

‘And she has gone away--without any notice!’ said the General. ‘I never

heard of such a thing. The schoolmistress! And what is to be done to

fill her place?’

Lady William, under cover of this discussion, which was immediately

taken up by the curate and Miss Grey, left the house, which had never

before, perhaps, been so invaded by the crowd. The released children

were in full _émeute_ outside--those who had not already been secured by

their mothers--filling the village street with commotion, and sorely

trying the patience of the boys on the other side, who heard but could

not understand those sounds of jubilee. To think that there were no

means of checking the riot, and that half of the children in the parish

had thus an unexpected holiday, was grievous to the soul of Mr. Osborne,

who formed a sort of committee instantly in the abandoned house over

Mrs. Brown’s boxes. Miss Grey called to Mab that she would come in the

afternoon and tell them how things were arranged, as they went away.

That little lay-curate could not imagine, sympathetic as she was, that

there could be any question so interesting as this.

And, indeed, nothing had happened in Watcham for years that had been so

exciting. The schoolmistress! without a word of warning, without a

thought, apparently, of the embarrassment or trouble it would cause to

the parish, without any consideration even of her own interest--for how

could she ever obtain another situation, having left her charge like

this? People came out to their doors to ask, as Lady William passed,

could it be true? and groups stood discussing the strange event all

along the street. The schoolmistress! that functionary of all others in

an English parish is the least apt to be revolutionary. What could this

portent mean?

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